Sixty-fifth
Text: Chapter 65
Wu's mother combed Yisheng's hair while looking at the beautiful woman in the mirror, a delicate red dress set off her figure delicately, her dress today, from clothes to makeup, from style to accessories, all of them are full of strong joy.
It's just that this joy doesn't seem to be contaminated with her in person.
Yisheng sat quietly in front of the mirror, silently, the faint fat powder covered her originally slightly pale face, and at the moment when she didn't need to act, those sorrows soaked in the bones were uncontrollably revealed from between her slightly drooping eyebrows, which seemed distressing.
Mother Wu couldn't help but put down the comb in her hand, and put down Yisheng's thin shoulders, "Miss, you don't need to embarrass yourself like this, as long as you don't agree, they can't force you, let's go to the master and say!"
"Mother Wu, I promised it myself. Yisheng reached out and grabbed Wu's mother.
She remembered her sister's joy and expectation, Aunt Ling's difficulty and toughness, and her father's maintenance and embarrassment, and nodded her head in agreement, but it didn't take too long.
Secretly took a deep breath and smiled faintly at himself in the mirror, "Since it is something I decided by myself, Mother Wu, you believe me, no matter what, I will not let myself fall into a pitiful and embarrassing situation, you believe me, I can do it, I will do it, just as the last thing I did for him, just say goodbye to the past days...... After today, I think I can always die no matter what. ” ”“
Although she was smiling, her voice was getting smaller and smaller, and Mother Wu sighed, wiped the corners of her eyes, said no more, and picked up the comb again to comb her hair.
When everything was finished, Wu's mother took out a few necklaces that had been prepared a long time ago and put them in front of Yisheng, "Take a look, which one do you want to wear?"
Yisheng thought for a while and said softly: "Where is that jadeite necklace with diamonds, I want to wear that one." ”
"Is it the one I sent as a thank you gift a few days ago?" asked Wu's mother.
"Yes. Yisheng replied softly.
Mother Wu got up to get it, and said: "That necklace is really rare, I thought at the time, if you can wear this on the night when you go out dancing in a green dress, it is not appropriate, how beautiful it should be, but Miss, your dress today is not very suitable, so I didn't find it for you in advance." ”
As she spoke, she took out the necklace, compared it between Yisheng's neck, looked into the mirror with her, and said, "Look, I'm not wrong, right? ”
Yisheng shook his head, and slowly reached out to rub the green jade, "No, just wear this." ”
In front of her eyes, the image of him when they met slowly emerged, standing against the light, resolute as a mountain, he said to her, you can rest assured, let her feel inexplicably at ease.
So, isn't it possible to wear the necklace he gave her a little bit of attachment and courage?
"Miss, are you up?" Sheng Yuanhang's voice sounded outside.
"It's already up, and Mama Wu is helping the young lady get dressed. Chu Yan replied.
Yisheng heard it in the room, and hurriedly got up to greet him, still holding the necklace in his hand and forgetting to put it down, "Dad, why are you here?"
Sheng Yuanhang looked at his daughter, who was dressed as beautiful as a hibiscus out of the water, standing slim in front of him like that, but he only felt bitter in his heart, and his throat was also blocked. ”
How Yisheng didn't know what her father was thinking at the moment, she still remembered clearly that when Aunt Ling mentioned this matter, he refused without thinking about it.
Later, even in the face of his sister's incomprehension and tears, in the face of his brothers' persuasion and silent reproach, in the face of Aunt Ling's strength and crying, and in the face of Aunt Yin's words, he never let go.
Later, even though she had nodded and agreed, her father still disagreed, he said, Xiaosheng, Dad is already sorry for you, and he will never embarrass you again.
This is his father, who loves her in this world and the person she loves, and would rather bear all the pressure alone than suffer any grievances.
She remembered that she was crying on her father's knees, and she wanted to tell him, saying, Dad, I am not embarrassed, as long as you are there, there is nothing that can make me embarrassed, for you, no matter what I am willing.
But she understands that as soon as such words come out, her father will inevitably feel more sorry for her, and even if she agrees, she will not agree to wronged herself no matter what.
So she just looked at her father and said with tears in her eyes, "Dad, I'm not that good, the reason why I agreed was for myself." I can't forget Brother Ji Huan, I always don't give up, I don't know what to do in the future...... If watching my sister marry him makes me die, I want to go and start my own life from now on...... Dad, you promise me, will you fulfill me?"
What he said is not a complete lie.
She still remembered her father, the man who had always supported the family for them with his strong backbone, and at that moment, he hugged himself and burst into tears.
In her memory, this was the first time she saw her father in tears.
Father felt sorry for her, she knew since she was a child, just like now, the sky was not fully bright, and it was the day of her sister's wedding, but he came to see him first, and he couldn't rest assured.
Yisheng was sad for a while, but he tried to smile on his face, walked over and pulled his father to sit down on the sand, and handed over the necklace in his hand, "Dad, since you are here, can you help me wear the necklace?"
"Good. Yuanhang took the necklace from her daughter's hand and put it on for her.
Then I saw her turn her face and smile at herself, and asked, "Is it good?"
"Good looking. He complied with her and smiled reluctantly.
But the more sensible his daughter is, the more he pretends to be nothing, the more uncomfortable and guilty he feels in his heart, and finally he can't help choking in his throat, "Xiaosheng, dad is sorry for you......"
Yisheng wanted to bring his father's guilt through irrelevant things, but he didn't expect that it would not work, this guilt was like a thousand boulders, and it was heavy on Sheng Yuanhang's heart, almost suffocating him, but he couldn't let go of it no matter what, and he followed him like a shadow for life.
Yisheng sighed in his heart, turned around, and reached out to lift his father's hand, "Dad, I have always wanted you to know, but I don't know what to say, in my heart, you have never been sorry for me, and I have never blamed you for anything, this time, it is that he doesn't like me, it is I who want to be this maid to make myself die, you have always protected me, you are a good father in this world, if you still insist on feeling guilty about me or something, it really makes me sad and at a loss."
Sheng Yuanhang shook his head, bitter in his heart, but he didn't know what to say, and he was afraid that the voice would be weird when he said it, so he tried to control his emotions and didn't speak.
Yisheng paused for a while, and then said softly: "Dad, I was ignorant at first, and I complained that you were hiding from me, but then I figured it out, you are really for my good, if they were married when I knew, I wouldn't be as uncomfortable as I am now, so Dad, really, I don't blame you at all now, you must stop blaming yourself, okay?"
Yuanhang looked at his daughter's expectant eyes, and his heart was sour, but he had to hold her hand tightly, nodded and said tremblingly: "Okay." ”
He saw his daughter laughing with relief because of his "good" word, and then hugged his arm and leaned on his chest as before, "I know that my father has been willing to love me since I was a child, and I will be good in the future and become what you and my mother expect." ”