Liu Zhen had a miserable life in her previous life, and her own children were also miserable, and no one loved her children.

Later, she was sold by Liu Dagang, and she finally worked hard to find it back, but because she was tortured during the time of being trafficked, she was severely injured physically and mentally, and was rescued and sent to the hospital, where she died after a short time.

When he thought of that child, Liu Zhen felt sad and sad, and he couldn't forgive his father.

She has lived happily with Sun Qiang in this life, but she has always had a sense of fear of having children. also once told Sun Qiang if he could not be in a hurry to have a child, but he was not comfortable in his heart.

On the first anniversary of their marriage, the two of them had dinner at home to celebrate, and they talked about the children.

Liu Zhen said, "I know that my hometown has been urging you, are you also in a hurry." Want to have children, right?"

"How could it be. Sun Qiang said: "When we first got married, they were very urging. But I rejected it at the time, because it didn't make sense, they themselves didn't know how to educate their children, so what qualifications did they have to order us to be? They wanted us to have children, that is, because they were afraid that the people in the village would talk about it, and they didn't really care about the children. ”

Lin Shufen was looking forward to it every day at that time, looking forward to it every month, and almost every now and then, she wrote and called to ask if there was any news.

As a result, after knowing that Liu Zhen didn't want children, he began to scold her for being an old hen that couldn't lay eggs, and asked her to hurry up and give Sun Qiangtian a place.

As a result, Sun Qiang had a cold war with his mother for a long time, resolutely stood on Liu Zhen's side, and worked very hard to protect her.

can only talk to Liu Dagang, constantly nagging. Liu Dagang knows how to drink and smoke every day, and brag with the people in the village under the big tree at the entrance of the village. So I don't care what Lin Shufen says at all, just treat it as a deaf ear.

Lin Shufen wanted to come to the city to urge them to have children, but her husband did not support her, and her current living expenses depended on Liu Zhen and Sun Qiang.

Now it is the first anniversary, and I saw Liu Zhen talking about the matter with the child with an embarrassed face.

Sun Qiang smiled and said, "Don't worry, I already know what you mean, and I have no opinion on my side." You can have children whenever you want, and if you don't want children, you don't want them, I'm really free for you. We've only been married for a long time, and it's not bad to have a two-person world without children. Even if you don't want children for the rest of your life, I don't have a problem. ”

"Really, who doesn't want children?"

He sighed and said: "Actually, you and I know how we came over in the first place, we both know each other, and we also remember that we have a bad education for children in our minds, and we are lonely and uncomfortable every day, it is better not to do it, we don't have the courage to have a good life with each other, don't think about this, if you force yourself to have a child, and make you unhappy, wouldn't you put the cart before the horse, how uncomfortable, isn't it? Don't think about it." ”

Liu Zhen looked at Sun Qiang, and his heart was full of emotion: "Thank you, brother, I thought you would blame me." ”

"How could it be. Sun Qiang stood up and walked to his wife's side and hugged his wife's shoulder: "We have been together for so many years through ups and downs, everything has passed, don't worry, everything will be fine." ”

"Well, thank you. Liu Zhen didn't want to get married, not only because of the influence of Liu Dagang and Lin Shufen, but also because of the events of his previous life. She was really worried, what if she had a child, what if that child was different from the child in her previous life? That poor child would disappear from her life, and there would be no way to make it up to him.

At first, she was worried about what if she gave birth to the same thing, whether the two children in the past life and the present life could not be distinguished, and she was very anxious and didn't know what to do.

Sun Qiang knew that his wife's mood was not very good, so he kept encouraging her by his side and did not increase the pressure.

"Child, it's a treasure from God, isn't it? Don't worry, everything will be fine. It's true. With us, we will face it well, and if not, we will live well. Listen to me, it's not a problem, your emotional health, everything about you is what I care about the most. Sun Qiang comforted her again and again, and Liu Zhen gradually calmed down.

But just three months later, she found out she was pregnant.

At that time, it was after the college entrance examination, she had dinner with a few colleagues, because everyone was too hard to prepare for the college entrance examination during this time, so they had to get together to have a big meal, which was very lively, and it turned out to be halfway through the meal. There was a little problem with Liu Zhen's side, as soon as she took a bite of the fish, she felt a fishy smell coming to her face, and there was a burst of pantosic acid water in her throat.

She almost threw up, threw away her chopsticks and ran to the bathroom.

When she came back, everyone was very concerned about her: "What's the matter, do you have a stomach cold?" ”

Liu Zhen hurriedly said, "No, I just think the taste of this fish is a little fishy." Didn't you eat it? It's really unpalatable, it tastes weird. ”

Everyone shook their heads together to indicate that they hadn't eaten it: "This fish is not fishy at all, it is delicious." ”

"That's right, we've all eaten most of it, don't you like to eat fish? Don't eat it. "Someone pushed the plate aside.

Liu Zhen didn't speak, and her heart began to beat violently. There was a strange premonition.

Because she used to like fish and meat very much, and she had never been disgusted with the smell of fish, why did she react so much just now? This smell is really so powerful and exciting! Could it be herself......

No, there have always been safety measures, and I've been taking medicine, how can I have children.

Liu Zhen breathed nervously a few times, then picked up the chopsticks again to pick up a piece of fish, and then put it to his lips, wanting to eat it, but another fishy smell came to his face, and he almost vomited it again. Now her face changed, and she put down her chopsticks. Coughing constantly.

A few colleagues around her patted her on the back and comforted her.

"Liu Zhen forget it, you really can't eat it, why do you have to force yourself to eat fish. ”

"That's right, eat this, celery, it's delicious. ”

Liu Zhen shook his head, stood up a little frustrated, and said, "I may have wanted to go back first because I didn't have a good rest, I'm sorry." I'll go first. ”

"Also, it's been hard for everyone to get a few hours of sleep a day lately, so go home and get some rest. Don't embarrass yourself too much. ”