Chapter 118: I'm Not Worthy of You Putting Me So Seriously
"Let me ask you, if there was a female *** member in the private room before, because she saw something she shouldn't have seen, Yu Wei would definitely not let her go afterwards, in that case, would you take her to escape with you regardless of your own safety?" Qiu Ruoyu looked back into Ye Ning's eyes and asked.
Ye Ning shook his head without thinking about it: "I'm not a good person, why should I gamble my life to save someone I don't know." โ
To this kind of question, Qiu Ruoyu nodded in agreement, this is human nature, no one in this world is worthy of another person's contribution for no reason, let alone risking his life.
"Then why do you have to take me with you, if you go it alone, I believe you have the ability to get out unscathed. Qiu Ruoyu tugged at the corners of her mouth, as if she wanted to laugh, but in the end she didn't laugh, and continued without waiting for Ye Ning to answer: "I apologize to you for some of my suspicions about you in the past." โ
Looking at the woman's cautious expression, Ye Ning was a little embarrassed, and waved his hand generously: "It's not that serious, what are you sorry for, the trust between people is supposed to be slowly established through time and communication." โ
Qiu Ruoyu said seriously: "I once told you that we will only have a working relationship, and now it seems that this is a bit absolute, I think we can be friends, but just friends, it will not go further, so I said, I don't deserve you to take me so seriously." โ
Ye Ning blinked, heard a little meaning, and felt a little guilty of self-blame in his heart, this woman's mind is much stronger than she imagined, not long after she escaped death, people are still in the wilderness, is it necessary to be so anxious to dissociate themselves from themselves? This is too reasonable.
Heroes save beauty, that's almost the ultimate trick to capture a woman's heart, in many novels, even if the heroine is a 10,000-year-old ice-like heart, it will be melted, why is this girl not moved at all?
Uh, could it be because she already has a boyfriend?
Thinking of this, Ye Ning's heart was inexplicably empty, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was very reluctant: "You, do you have a boyfriend?"
Qiu Ruoyu shook her head gently.
"It wasn't your boyfriend who was waiting for you in the cinema that night...", getting a negative answer, Ye Ning was not only in a better mood, but a little more entangled, looked at her hesitantly, and suddenly gritted his teeth: "Mr. Qiu, you don't like women, right?" โ
That night, Qiu Ruoyu was waiting in the cinema that it was not a man, it was a woman, if it was a girlfriend, if it was a good friend, if it was Lala... Ye Ning really couldn't accept it, so he took the risk of disapproval, and simply broke the casserole and asked for an understanding.
Qiu Ruoyu showed a bizarre expression: "Ye Ning, your idea is inevitably too ridiculous and extreme." โ
Ye Ning flattened her mouth and was silent, in Qiu Ruoyu's opinion, the man seemed to have a knot in his heart, she hesitated for a moment, and felt that it was necessary to explain clearly, especially Ye Ning was able to disregard his life for himself, she didn't want him to continue to cling to an unrealizable dream.
She doesn't believe in feelings herself, but she won't play with other people's feelings, not to mention, she already regards Ye Ning as a friend.
"I remember I told you that I had a sweetheart, but he was no longer there..."
Hearing Qiu Ruoyu's seemingly incompatible words, Ye Ning was slightly stunned, and looked at her with a blank eye, Qiu Ruoyu only paused, and then said: " When I was seven years old, I had a strange illness, when the whole family had given up on me, I was lying in the hospital room waiting to die during the time when only my mother was by my side, that time was the darkest and most desperate time of my life, and finally I was able to miraculously survive because I had an older brother, he stole a superb elixir from his family for me, that elixir was cultivated by his family for more than 20 years and regarded as one of the family's treasures, afterwards he was severely punished by the family and exiled to other provinces, and he died in an accident not long after, and I never saw him again...โ
After a moment's pause, he silently looked up at the stars in the sky, his eyes revealed a thick memory, but he did not hide the sentimentality and sadness in his soft voice: " After more than ten years of life, I have dealt with all kinds of people, or ordinary, or with a purpose, or with a mask, maybe there are sincere, but compared to him they are too far and too far away, as my experience deepens, I miss him more and more, my life is given by him, in my heart he is my brother, and I am my partner, or my spiritual sustenance, especially after my mother passed away, I no longer believe in the so-called family affection, love, the two most important people in my life have left me, I will not accept the third personใ โ
Her jade-like smooth and flawless cheeks are like statues of beautiful gods in ancient Greek mythology, but those big and bright eyes are crystal clear, twitching her nose, and her cold voice is as resolute as breaking ice and cutting snow:" Ye Ning, this is the privacy of my heart, I am willing to say that I really regard you as a friend, I hope you understand that no matter what you do for me, no matter how much you pay for me, you can't replace him in my mind, we can only be friends, my future marriage will only be a contract, and the object of the contract can only be compensated by me, so I don't deserve you to take me so seriously. โ
Ye Ning listened quietly, his heart was surging, what the hell is this called, is he going to break up with his buddies or confess to his buddies affectionately?
The farthest distance between people is not on the other side of the world, not in two worlds, but in front of you, I know it is you but I can't say it to you, you care about me but can't recognize me.
The heart is funny and unkind, helpless and bitter, but there is a touch of softness and pity in his eyes, how much he can understand the woman's mind, feelings are fate, when a man settles in a woman's heart, and then another man is difficult to replace even if he pays more for this woman, especially Qiu Ruoyu, the dearest relatives died early, after the world is hot and cold, was injured to the end, until the heart is like ashes, in her heart in addition to the deep longing for the dearest person is difficult to allow others to enter, even if there is a person who treats each other sincerely, it will be firmly blocked by her with a hedgehog mentalityใ
In the future life, walking alone is her choice.
His voice and appearance were only fixed at the age of seven or eight, but this did not prevent him from becoming the only one she loved deeply, and he was a perfect image in her mind, and no one could compare with him, let alone replace him.
Of course Ye Ning wouldn't be jealous of him, he was originally a person, yes, if it wasn't Qiu Ruoyu or Lin Ruoxi, how could he give up his life and forget death for her?
A person will not be good to another person for no reason, and there will be no unreasonable payment in the world, this is still good, some of his actions in the past period of time are indeed contrary to common sense, which makes Qiu Ruoyu wonder is completely reasonable, but he can't explain it, misunderstanding is misunderstanding, is it difficult for him to pay back a pen and the little girl to settle the remuneration?
"Well, Mr. Qiu, that's why I said that you take your life too lightly, and I'm sure that your brother must think so, if it were him, he would definitely be as angry at you as I was just now. The mood suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, Ye Ning wanted to reach out to touch the woman's hair, cheeks, and even hug her, but reason stopped his impulse, so he had to say earnestly.
Qiu Ruoyu hadn't gotten rid of her sad mood yet, so she only nodded a slightly perfunctory "um".
"Okay, don't think too much, I promised you that I would never take the initiative to pursue you. Ye Ning patted his chest and promised proudly, then took his coat from her arms, took out a pack of compressed biscuits from his pocket and handed it over: "You must be hungry until noon, eat some." โ
Qiu Ruoyu looked at him, a little surprised by his excessive indifference and ease, she even wondered if she was thinking too much, this man didn't mean that to herself at all, and she poured out the privacy of her heart in order to be in a hurry to clear it, thinking of this, she couldn't help but be a little shy and self-deprecating, after taking the biscuit, hesitated: "Is there only one piece?"
Ye Ning looked at her softly, shook his head with a smile: "You eat, I'm an acquired period, I can stand it without eating or drinking for a few days, if it were your Wuji brother, I would definitely give you this biscuit to eat." With that, he got up and walked behind Qiu Ruoyu and draped the coat over the latter's shoulders.
"When are we going to leave here? Do you think Twilight will be okay? The phone is so flooded that I can't get in touch. Qiu Ruoyu turned her head and glanced at the coat that was put on by the man, a trace of complexity flashed in her eyes, but she did not refuse this kindness, she was silent for a while, and asked.
"Wait for dawn, and then we will go directly to the scene, then I will find a way to get two sets of clothes, and then put on makeup, and the only people who really recognize us are a few people in the Yu family, as long as we are careful in the crowd, we will not be discovered, even if we are discovered, it doesn't matter, there are so many people at the scene, the Yu family does not dare to dig the gun to the surface, anyway, when the time comes... Ah Dusk, you don't have to worry, he is a day after tomorrow, as long as it is not in the case of being surrounded in the private room, it is not difficult to get out, I have a hunch, he can't contact us, and he will go to the scene tomorrow, you don't want that guy to be very wooden, his brain is not stupid at all, he is wise and foolish. Ye Ning raised his eyes to look at the inky sky, and a cold light flashed in his eyes, Yu Jia's calculation, or Yu Wei's calculation, can't be easily calculated.