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After knowing that she was in love with Lu Zhongjun, her father not only objected, but also opposed it so strongly, which was really much unexpected to her.
After talking to her father, Anna fell into a state of extreme frustration and regret.
She was originally worried that the landing Zhongjun would reveal the fact that the two had a relationship in front of her father, but she never expected that in the end, she would say it with a moment of brain fever.
Anna locked herself in the house until dinner.
Dad wasn't at home, and Mom said he was out for a while.
Anna really didn't have the appetite to eat. Sent the food to the house for grandma, reluctantly cheered up and ate a small bowl, and helped Xiao Yu clean up the kitchen, Xiao Yu took Xiaoguang to practice reading pictures and reading words, and Anna went to her house.
"Anna, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Yu suddenly called her, "I haven't seen you out of the house in the afternoon, and I haven't eaten much." Are people uncomfortable?"
"I didn't ...... I'm a little tired, so I'll go back to the house and rest. Anna forced a smile.
Xiao Yu looked a little suspicious, but also nodded: "Okay, if you're tired, rest early." ”
At seven or eight o'clock in the evening, Anna heard movement outside, and her father seemed to have returned.
As soon as I heard the faint voice of my father and mother talking outside, the day's events came to my mind again, and the sense of frustration and regret invaded Anna's heart again, and I was really panicked, and when I was lying on the bed and thinking nonsense, I suddenly heard a knock on the door outside, followed by my mother's voice, asking her if she had slept.
Anna got up and went to open the door.
Xiao Yu came in and closed the door.
There was never a secret between dad and mom. As soon as she saw her mother looking at her and stopped, Anna knew that her father should have told her about herself and Lu Zhongjun just now.
Anna swallowed her feelings of shame and slouched back into bed.
"Anna, I know about you and Lu Zhongjun. Xiao Yu followed and sat on the side of her bed, "Lu Zhongjun hasn't left since meeting your father during the day, when you were in the house, he made a call to the bridge to find you, your father answered, and then went out to find him." ”
Just a few months ago, the commissary in Qiaotou because the child was admitted to study abroad at public expense, in order to facilitate the transatlantic call, to apply for the installation of a door phone, the neighbors have something to call over, after the call to give money, but also let people call to find themselves, a bit of a public phone.
Anna's heart thumped and she sat up.
"What happened to him, what happened to him?"
Xiao Yu smiled slightly.
"Rest assured. Your dad was angry, but he didn't treat him badly. is to emphasize his attitude to him again, and he is not allowed to come to you again in the future. ”
Anna breathed a sigh of relief and sat at the head of the bed hugging her knees without saying a word.
Xiao Yu glanced at her.
"Anna, you tell me that you really love Lu Zhongjun, and have you thought that no matter what difficulties you encounter, you are ready to spend your life with him?"
Anna raised her eyes and glanced quickly at her mother.
She was looking at herself, her expression was rare and solemn.
Anna didn't answer immediately. There was a hint of confusion in his eyes.
"I ......"
Suddenly, she couldn't speak again, and stopped.
"Anna, your dad told me everything. Lu Zhongjun did the work for his comrades, and you are together. ”
The shame that had plagued her for a day suddenly came back to Anna.
"It's okay," as if sensing Anna's emotions, Xiao Yu shook her arm.
"Your dad said you told him that you took the initiative first. He didn't believe it at all. And even more angry. But I don't think you're necessarily hiding for Lu Zhongjun. If you want, you can treat me as a friend and tell me what's going on. Xiao Yu smiled, "Anyway, we are about the same age, and we usually talk about it." ”
Anna bit her lip, and finally said that Lu Zhongjun was suddenly going to be transferred out of Hongshijing, and he came to say goodbye to him, and then the two had a relationship.
After speaking, he lowered his eyes, a little afraid to look at his mother.
After being silent for a moment, Xiao Yu suddenly said: "Anna, my mother is from the past, she can understand your feelings, and to be honest, I admire your courage." Not only did you decide to join him then, but also for your courage to speak up in front of your dad today to get his consent. ”
"Really," Xiao Yu continued in an emphatic tone, "You may think it was impulsive, and you may be regretting it now." But in my opinion, it's really courage, for the courage to fight for the two to be together. I have a feeling that you love Lu Zhongjun as a person, but you yourself were conflicted before. So you didn't have a heart-to-heart with the landing army, and your attitude was like leaving, but when your father objected to you together, you were anxious again. Anna, I don't want to ask you what you're arguing about, I just want to tell you that you have to figure out for yourself whether you really want to be married to him for the rest of your life, no matter what obstacles lie ahead. Once you think it through, you go and confess to him. If he thinks the same way as you, if he really cares about you, then he will definitely care about your feelings, and you can find a way to compromise and move forward together. Otherwise, if you don't make it clear, it will not be good for any of you to drag it out like this, in my opinion. ”
Anna froze.
Xiao Yu smiled slightly and touched his face.
"What do you think I'm doing that?"
Anna was speechless.
"Did I surprise you? Not really. I'm a little confused and I know it, but Anna, I'm from here. You do know some things about my relationship with your dad before, but you probably don't know that we used to work hard to be with your dad. Before I met your dad at the time, there was actually another person pursuing me. That person is in good condition, and he is the son of the county magistrate. Your grandmother, they would have preferred that I marry that person. Because your father's family is average, if you follow him, the two can't be together often. At that time, the opposition was quite strong, and your grandmother even locked me up and didn't let me go out to see your father. But I fell in love with your dad and thought he would be good to me and a man worth entrusting for life, so I resisted the pressure and persevered. Your dad hasn't given up. At that time, the person who pursued me also used his connections to find your father, saying that if he quit, he would be given a good job, and he would have a good future in the future. But your dad refused. So in the end we finally got married. ”
Xiao Yu sighed and raised her hand to help Anna brush the broken hair that had fallen to her temples behind her ears.
"Anna, you are so beautiful, it is not surprising that men can easily fall in love with you and fall in love with you. After falling in love with you, he is willing to do anything for you. What you're willing to give up for him when you fall in love with him is all that matters!"
Anna looked at her mother as if she had just met her for the first time.
"I guess you're in a mess right now. I won't bother you. You think it out for yourself, and when you make the final decision, if you really want to be with him, your dad's side, I will help you. You can rest assured, although he is stubborn, his starting point is also for your good. If he really sees the efforts you put into each other to be together, I think he'll give in in the end. ”
"Mom-"
Anna called out to her.
"Think about it. ”
Xiao Yu smiled and patted her hand, turned around and walked out.
……
After her mother left, Anna still sat on her knees at the head of the bed, deeply absorbed in her own thoughts.
She and Lu Zhongjun are each other's first love.
She knew that she was willful, and he was such a person who played cards unreasonably. As soon as the two fell in love, they experienced the process of stealing the forbidden fruit, crazy thoughts, quarreling and separating without saying a word, and dramatically meeting again and falling in love again, the process is enough to write a love full of dog blood.
Before talking to her mother, she had never looked into her heart so seriously as she did now.
She only felt that since she fell in love with Lu Zhongjun, she had been entangled in the secret she knew about his fate. Because of this secret, she was sometimes anxious, and sometimes hated him for not taking her words seriously.
She must admit that she really never seriously thought about the problem of spending this life with him to the end, no matter what she encountered.
Lu Zhongjun is a difficult man to control. Even when he fell in love with him, he still went his own way and never listened to her.
In the face of such an uncontrollable love object, when disappointment and disagreement inevitably came with sweetness, for a while, she swayed, and even chose the easiest way - to escape, and when the two met again and fell back into the relationship, in order to make him give in, the way she could think of, and it was also habitual, was a threat.
Use your relationship with him to threaten him to give in.
As my mother said, she may really have to think about her heart.
……
It was almost eleven o'clock when it was raining at night.
Anna was always thinking about her thoughts.
Grandma and Xiaoguang have long been asleep.
The lights in Mom and Dad's house went out a moment ago.
An Jia became quiet. Only the slight sound of rain on the vines and hibiscus in the yard added to the tranquility of the night.
Suddenly, the silence was shattered by a knock on the door.
Anna hadn't fallen asleep yet, when she heard the faint knocks on the door outside, her heart jumped suddenly, and she suddenly had a premonition.
She quickly sat up from the bed and listened intently to the movement outside.
The knock on the door rang twice more and then stopped.
An Guoqiang has slept with his wife. Hearing the movement, he got up and went out to open the door, and was surprised to find that it was Lu Zhongjun who came over. Wet.
An Guoqiang immediately lowered his face and wanted to close the door.
Lu Zhongjun raised his hand to block the door and said, "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't have come at this time." But I have to go back early tomorrow morning. I had to meet with Anna before I left. Please let me meet her. ”
"What else is there to see? I've already made it clear to you. I'm not going to let Anna continue to associate with you. Hurry up and let me go!"
An Guoqiang didn't smash his fist over, and he was already extremely tolerant, and he had to close the door again.
Lu Zhongjun resisted hard and did not let the door close.
"I have to see her!" Lu Zhongjun's tone was very anxious.
"What if I'm not allowed? Do you think this is still your Lu Gongzi's territory, and you have the final say?"
An Guoqiang looked at him coldly.
Lu Zhongjun was silent for a moment.
"Please. Let me see her, say a few words and I'll go. ”
"No—"
When An Guoqiang was about to close the door again, Xiao Yu walked out with an umbrella.
"Guoqiang, let him meet Anna," Xiao Yu said, "After all, this is their business." It's better to say something clearly than to press it like this. ”
Xiao Yu's voice was still gentle, but his tone was very firm.
An Guoqiang glanced at his wife, and then at Lu Zhongjun, his face was ugly.
"Come in," Xiao Yu looked at Lu Zhongjun and smiled, "I think Anna should have something to say to you." ”
"Five minutes! You leave me immediately in five minutes!" An Guoqiang said reluctantly.
Lu Zhongjun glanced at Xiao Yu gratefully, and walked in quickly through the stagnant water on the ground.