Chapter 79: Despair and Doubt

What kind of satisfaction do you have to choose?

What kind of ......

Ke Mulan's mind lingered with the shadow of Kang Yurong, her smile, her cowardice and gentleness, her weakness, her tenacity and perseverance.

His eyes were hazy, his lips were slightly curled, and his shallow, soft smile was rippling with fascinated colors, and he whispered to himself: "She is an aura." ”

The son's intoxicated appearance, Mrs. Ke has a panoramic view. She seemed to have realized something.

It is said that knowing the son is more than the father, but Ke Zhenhua, the careless father, didn't see the strangeness of his son at all, and said angrily: "Reiki? What kind of thing is that? I don't think you want aura, you want fox aura, right?"

Seeing that the old man's temper came up again, Mrs. Ke hurriedly suppressed the fire: "Okay, okay, Lan'er said that he will take a look again, anyway, he is back now, and there is a chance." It's not early, we should go back and rest, Lan'er, you can rest too. ”

Ke Mulan knew that Daddy was on fire again.

In fact, although Dad's temper is not a soft drizzle, it is by no means hot. But because of his begging for his daughter-in-law, I don't know how many times I got angry with him.

He is a filial son, and he has always followed his parents in everything, only this matter, his parents and him don't know how angry they are.

The old people attach great importance to the inheritance, he is the only son in the family, and he is so old, but he refuses to marry a wife, and his parents are sure that they are in a hurry, and he understands them.

Therefore, every time no matter how his father and mother blame and reprimand him, he does not contradict or refute it, and accepts it all.

He had sketched an ideal figure in his mind, but this figure was very ethereal and hazy.

None of the girls who had been on a blind date with him could overlap with that figure until they ran into Kang Yurong.

Kang Yurong, Kang Yurong!

Ke Mulan leaned back in the chair, his head resting on the back of the chair, his eyes closed, and muttered the name.

When did you fall into it?

Ke Mulan didn't know, only knew that he couldn't help himself to chase after her, and he desperately wanted to get her.

Moreover, the eagerness of that longing, like a fire, burned him, and made him suffer every minute and every second.

Ke Mulan doesn't like to go out, and is willing to read at home when he has nothing to do.

"Lan'er, Lan'er. ”

The third sister pushed the door and entered, shocking the books in Ke Mulan's hand.

After he saw the person coming clearly, he bent down to pick up the book and said, "Third sister, is it appropriate for you to just go straight in like this?"

The third sister smiled and said, "Yo, I haven't married a daughter-in-law yet, so I'll set the rules for your sister and me?"

Ke Mulan took care of it, twisted his head, and continued to read.

The third sister said again: "Alas, I said, you tell the truth to your sister, you don't agree with what your father and mother found for you, is there someone in your heart?"

"Why? Ke Mulan shouted softly to the third sister, her eyes dodged, and she said, "Don't talk nonsense." ”

"No, no, my father and mother have found you so much, and you still don't agree to all of them?"

"Those girls are either bad or can't talk to them. When it comes to marriage, you can only be happy if you find a like-minded person, just like you and your brother-in-law. ”

"Whether this is compatible or not, you can only know when you get along. If you don't get along with those girls, how do you know it's not compatible?"

The third sister paused for a moment and said: "You want to find a like-minded person, and now you advocate free love, you have been abroad for so many years, why don't you have the ability to find one yourself? ”

Who said I was wrong? Who said I wasn't looking for it?

But when he thought of Kang Yurong knowing his heart, but still pushing himself out, Ke Mulan was deflated.

What if you find her? What if you like her?

She is persistent and brave in everything she does.

is the only one who can't shake off the shackles and the inferiority.

Ke Mulan stalked his neck, and in the end, he didn't say anything after all.

The third sister wanted to talk to Ke Mulan more, but it can be seen that the younger brother is really not interested, so she had to give up and walk out.

As soon as the third sister arrived in the living room, Mrs. Ke couldn't wait to come over and asked, "How is it?"

The third sister pouted and shook her head: "Lan'er said, no." ”

"No, can't you?" Lan'er ...... like that" Mrs. Ke thought for a moment and said affirmatively: "There is definitely someone in his heart, I am from the past, and I will not be mistaken." ”

The third sister smiled and teased her mother: "Yo, mother, are you still here? So, when you and my father were not married, you were thinking about my father in your heart?

"Miss you. Mrs. Ke scolded her daughter, and said, "Before I got married to your father, I didn't even know whether he looked square or round, what do you think? It's like now, meet and chat, if not, you can look at the next one. You said that now that they are so open, how did Lan'er become a big problem?"

The third sister comforted her mother: "Maybe it's really fate that hasn't arrived." ”

"Fate? Why did you sister and son arrive at one fate? I think Lan'er has seen too much, and she is dazzled. ”

The two of them were pulling around, and a manservant came over: "Madam, Miss Shen is here." ”

"Miss Shen Family?" asked the third sister.

The manservant replied, "Yes." ”

Mrs. Ke asked, "Who did she come with?"

The manservant replied: "Only Miss Shen herself." ”

Mrs. Ke said, "Then bring Miss Shen here." ”

As soon as the servant left, the third sister smiled and said, "It seems that this Miss Shen has taken a fancy to Lan'er, and she is going to chase after our Lan'er." ”

Mrs. Ke said, "Then let her chase it, it's not a bad thing to really catch up." ”

"It seems that you and my father are quite satisfied with this Miss Shen?"

"Whether it is family or cultivation, this Shen Kelan is also a leader in Hangzhou City. Her uncle is also your father's friend, and he knows the roots. If you really want to get married to Lan'er, it's also a good marriage. ”

"That's right. But you also said that there must be someone in Lan'er's heart. Wouldn't that make it difficult for Lan'er?"

Mrs. Ke said angrily: "He deserves it." If he really wants a girl he likes, bring it back for us to see? As long as she looks good and has the same rank, I will definitely not say anything. But he's good, you ask him, he says no, he can't look down on any of the ones he shows him, he can't get married with this death, what kind of trouble is this?"

Mrs. Ke was so angry that she took a few breaths and said, "In the past, there were many girls who fell in love with Lan'er, but Lan'er was lukewarm to others, and the girls were shy and embarrassed to take the initiative. This Shen Kelan has an idea at a glance, and he dares to say and do it. We can't do anything with Lan'er, so let this Shen Kelan stir him up, pester him, and see what tricks he can make?"

The third sister is right, this Shen Kelan still fell in love with Ke Mulan, it can be said that it was love at first sight.

It's better to act. No, the next day, I came to the door.

Shen Kelan is very smart, she can see that Ke Mulan doesn't have a good impression of her, but it's not easy to refuse for her uncle's face.

In order not to arouse Ke Mulan's disgust, she always pinched it just right when she "pestered" him. In addition, parents and teachers kept fueling the fire, and every time, Ke Mulan's words of refusal came to his lips, and he had to swallow it back.

Ke Mulan thought that Shen Kelan was a brave girl, who left her shyness behind and moved forward bravely for love. Such a girl who dares to love and hate is worthy of appreciation.

It's a pity that she got the wrong object of chasing.

He already has a place in his heart, a Kang Yurong fills all the corners in his heart, how can there be space for other girls?

Although Shen Kelan's "entanglement" was very noble and elegant, it still made Ke Mulan feel unhappy and even a little bored.

Because I haven't been home for three years, I feel guilty about my parents, and I wanted to stay at home for a while this time and accompany my father and mother, but I didn't expect such a play to be staged.

In this way, no matter how much guilt Ke Mulan felt in his heart, he was forced by his parents' "forced relatives" to have little left.

To be honest, when she came back this time, Ke Mulan's heart was not at home at all, not in her parents and sisters. From the moment he broke up with Kang Yurong, his heart was taken away by Kang Yurong.

His mind was originally on Kang Yurong's body, but now it made him impatient, and this family Ke Mulan couldn't stay any longer.

On the ninth day, Ke Mulan insisted on going to Beijing despite his father's reprimand, his mother's retention, and his sister's decline.

When he arrived in Beijing, Ke Mulan arranged his residence, completed the entry and other related procedures, and after he was familiar with the environment and work, he was bent on finding Kang Yurong.

But how?

At this time, Ke Mulan knew that he knew so little about Kang Yurong. Except for knowing that her ex-in-law's family is from Baoding Mansion and her mother's family is from Houlu County, I don't know anything else.

Baoding Mansion and Luxian County are not big, but this is really to find a person, how easy is it?

On the ship back to China, Kang Yurong once said: "After returning to China, I may find a job in Beijing." ”

Based on this sentence alone, he insisted on coming to Beijing, and on the basis of this sentence alone, he decided that Kang Yurong would be in Beijing.

But who knows how true the "maybe" in Kang Yurong's sentence is.

He was anxious, he was angry, he didn't know what to do.

After being anxious and angry, he waited for her in Beijing with the "maybe" she said.

He believes that they will meet again on a sunny day.

In the days of waiting, he was not willing to sit still.

So, after work or when he was resting, in the early morning, dusk, day, and night, he walked all over the streets and alleys of Beijing, just hoping to bump into the person who made him think about it day and night when he looked back inadvertently.

In the past two months, he doesn't know how many times he has returned his eyes and how many girls' backs he has chased, but unfortunately every time he is empty.

Faith is dying, and will is dissipating.

When he thought that Kang Yurong would eventually be just his Nan Ke dream, he saw the news in the newspaper.

He was ecstatic, but not sure. Run to the school gate as fast as you can, just to seek the truth.