Chapter Seventy-Two: Haven't I Done Enough?

Between the words, Xiao Huien caught a glimpse of Qin Shaoheng with his spare eyes, his expression did not have any ups and downs, so cold that he didn't seem to hear her words, the distant light in his eyes floated and fell under the incandescent light of the ward, and he couldn't distinguish any emotion.

Her eyebrows were dyed with urgency, and she called him, "Shao Heng..."

He stood at her side, still unmoving.

Xiao Huien was about to say something at the beginning, but the words had not yet come out.

Xiao Huiru slowly opened her eyes weakly. In the hazy sight, it was a person who was waiting for his heart, he was overjoyed, and he pulled the corners of his mouth weakly, and his voice was like a mosquito chirping, "Shaoheng, why are you here?"

The voice fell, she slowly raised her wrist, and grabbed Qin Shaoheng's hand in search of some comfort, the warmth in his body burned her white fingers through the skin, and a satisfied smile rippled at the corners of her mouth.

She knew he would come, he still cared about her life and death, and he still had her in his heart.

In stark contrast to Xiao Huiru's satisfaction, the jealous anger rolling in Xiao Huien's eyes, like a collapsing volcano in her body, scorching her internal organs, hateful, could not vent out, the fingers hanging on both sides, clenched, white, faint sharp pain spread from the palm of the hand to the tip of the heart.

But Xiao Huiru's pride lasted less than a few seconds, Qin Shaoheng's hand was covered in her hand, and he slowly removed her hand with an indifferent expression, and his pale, weak hand was obediently placed on the soft mattress. His movements were gentle, but it was like grabbing a blunt object and striking her in the heart. Why did he remove her hand, she thought about it, and she couldn't grasp all the speculations in her mind. Panic made her body tremble slightly. The huge gap made her heart uneasy, and her pale thin lips moved, "Shao Heng, is it causing you trouble... I, I can't control myself, I don't know why I'm still alive....."

Tears trickled down her eyes, and her sad expression was in place.

He was still unmoved, his cold expression did not have any ups and downs, and his thin sharp lips opened and closed, "Don't be stupid next time, rest early." ”

Obviously in a concerned tone, she could hear the impatience of deliberate forbearance, and the tendency to leave.

Xiao Huiru's heart panicked even more, could it be that she was because Xiao Huien was there, so the atmosphere became unemotional. She secretly glanced at Xiao Huien.

Xiao Huien's heart was tormented like a frying pan, and when she received the signal, although she was resentful, she still made an excuse and opened her mouth, "Brother Shao Heng, sister, you talk first, and I will go and pay the hospitalization fee first." ”

With that, she turned around and left the ward, and no one would leave her.

Xiao Huien's figure finally disappeared into the ward as she wished, Xiao Huiru tried her best to support her body, her pale face was a little lost, "Shao Heng, I... Did I let you misunderstand with the schedule?"

Shen Ruzhi's name made Qin Shaoheng's eyebrows furrow slightly, and a wave of irritability welled up in his heart, and his tone was dark as usual, "No." ”

But such an answer did not satisfy Xiao Huiru, she bit her thin lip that had lost her blood, "Shao Heng, the previous drop was really accidental, don't blame it as scheduled." ”

What kind of carelessness it was, and whose carelessness it was, of course she didn't mention it, although the words were to excuse Shen as scheduled, but what she wanted to hint at was another meaning.

Qin Shaoheng in his sight still looked like Xiao Su, and his tone was cold, "If it is really her who did something wrong, I will give you an explanation." ”

These words were obviously asking for an explanation for her, but they distanced her from him, and she smiled awkwardly, "It's okay, I'm really fine." ”

Xiao Huiru's heart was really flustered, it seemed that her hard performance could not receive any attention, she really wanted to watch the person in front of her, who had been chasing hard and belonged to her, completely leave her? She was unwilling, very unwilling, this unwillingness made her mind gradually lost, what was she thinking, her brain was no longer clear, she pulled out the drip in her hand, lifted the white quilt in the hospital, and her long soft hair was messy with the huge movements, she wanted to leave this cold place, this place where the wind was blowing, and she couldn't get the warmth she wanted at all, but her strength had been withdrawn after a toss, her weak body had not left the bed, the inertia fell, and she hadn't touched the ground yet, Qin Shaoheng reacted and hugged her。

Her eyes had just shed tears, the scarlet had not yet dissipated, her thin hands pushed and shoved his arms, "I, I want to go back...."

But her body was hugged tightly, her consciousness was no longer focused, she didn't know what she was doing, only that she was scared.

Her legs were weak, her body slid down little by little, her slender knuckles grabbed the corners of Qin Shaoheng's clothes, and her already weak face was crying, which was pitiful, but Qin Shaoheng was still unmoved, he hugged her body tightly, like a passerby who came to the rescue out of morality and enthusiasm.

"Shao Heng...," she sobbed in her voice, "My face has become like this now, and you don't love me anymore, what's the point of my life?"

As soon as she finished speaking, many times ago when they were together came to mind.

At that time, they fell in love, and they were each other's first lovers.

She was born as everyone's daughter, and she looked like she needed to be protected since she was a child, who around her did not follow her, although she was obedient and soft, but there was always some eldest lady temper, she was angry that he was very indifferent to all things about them, which was different from the love of friends she saw, the love in the TV series, he always looked respectful to her, she even suspected that he was a person without desire, she didn't need him to be such a gentleman, but in order to be with him, she endured all these dissatisfactions.

The only time I couldn't hold back, it was a Christmas, they made an appointment to eat together, in a French restaurant, the melodious violin sounded in the ears, the restaurant was chartered by Qin Shaoheng, the empty restaurant was left with the two of them, the atmosphere was just right warmth, they gave each other small gifts, she gave him a delicate cufflink, he gave her a diamond necklace, she was very happy, not how expensive the gift was, but she felt that he had her in his heart, so she stood up, planning to surprise him, she wore a high-forked red French velvet haute couture dress that day, she was already tall, this skirt lined her slim figure, full of style, she walked overDirectly in front of him, she slowly leaned down, her hands around his neck, the warm scent of perfume swirling in her ears, her lips from earlobes to the corners of his mouth.

The moment she just wanted to kiss him, he pushed her away, unexpectedly, ruining the atmosphere, his tone was as cold as his, "It's not too early, it's time to go back." ”

Xiao Huiru stood awkwardly awkwardly, the night outside the window was dark, and the neon lights opened a circle of light, reflecting on the glass surface, which was in stark contrast to the cold lighting, atmosphere, and people of the restaurant.

Tears of grievance fell in her sockets, isn't she still a girlfriend who is not qualified enough? She doesn't make noise, doesn't fight, doesn't fight, he is busy and she doesn't bother him, he never gets close to her, she finds all kinds of reasons to understand him, isn't she good enough, with crying words, venting her deep dissatisfaction, "Haven't I done enough? Why..."

Why don't you want to touch me? She couldn't say anything there, but she couldn't bear her grievances, she blushed, I don't know whether she was resentful or ashamed, a woman, she had to take the initiative to ask a man to touch her, which made her feel ashamed.

But his expression was still very cold, he just frowned slightly, stood up, and straightened his slightly wrinkled shirt, "If you can't accept it, break up." ”

All her questioning strength was completely leaked after this sentence was over, like a bulging balloon popped with a snap, and the sound roared in her mind so that she could barely hear all the sounds.

She was defeated, and even annoyed why she said those words impulsively, she couldn't lose him, even if she was with him, nothing could happen, she also admitted it, she put away the grievance, lowered her eyes, and said in a low tone, "Shao Heng, I didn't mean that." ”

Probably from that time, she knew that she would never be able to ask for the pampered treatment from Qin Shaoheng, she could only become more obedient and more generous, in order to stay by his side, she told herself that he loved her, otherwise, he would not have chosen her among so many people, as long as she was crowned with the title of Qin Shaoheng's girlfriend, she would win.

However, why did she see too many impossible emotions on Qin Shaoheng's face now? There were too many indulgences that were unfamiliar to her, and Shen got them as scheduled? She was so unwilling.

What is the point of being alive, she said very sadly, she is just dying.

The hope that this dying throes brings is, what if she wins again?

But her dying throes fluttered and splashed not obvious enough, and he stared at her coldly, "Huiru, you deserve someone better." ”

Her mind was blank, she was stunned, her pupils dilated slightly, but what she could do was only to be more obedient, she let go of the corners of her clothes that were clenched, and moved back to the bed weakly, she hugged herself tightly, and her voice was muffled, "I know, I have caused you and Ru a lot of trouble like this." I'm fine, you can go back first. ”

She had a faint hope in her heart that he would stay, but things didn't work out, and he stood up, patted her on the back gently, and said, "You have a good rest." ”

The door of the ward was gently closed, Xiao Huien sneered, put away the mobile phone with satisfaction, and the photo of Xiao Huiru holding Qin Shaoheng on the screen looked like she was actively holding Xiao Huiru from behind. It is enough to have these photos. She is not afraid that she will not be able to stir up any waves with these photos.

Soon, Xiao Huien, who was standing next to the door of the ward, saw Qin Shaoheng open the door and walk out, she pretended to be sad and approached.