When Lin Xiangwan rushed home, the two children had already been separated.

Chu Hao squatted behind the sofa in the living room, his little face was covered with tears, there was a big bag on his forehead that was smashed out of a wooden box containing chess pieces, and the clothes on his body were also torn crookedly. He saw Lin Xiangwan coming over, letting out a sad whimper like a small animal, but he didn't say anything, not even complaining.

He actually didn't understand why Ye Nan was suddenly angry, obviously he introduced him to his friends in the chess room in the last second, telling them to get along with him, so a few young children got together and used Go to spell out various patterns on the chessboard, a child asked him what his name was, he just put his name on the chessboard, and when Ye Nan saw it, he asked him, your surname is Chu? Are you Chu Di's child?

Chu Hao remembered that when he was in the Ji family, he often heard Chu Di's name be mentioned, saying that he was his father and should take care of him, so he nodded.

So Ye Nan was like an angry lion, and suddenly jumped up.

The raindrops of chess pieces fell on his body, in fact, it didn't hurt very much, but Chu Hao felt very uncomfortable, Ye Nan was the first friend he made, and he cherished him very much.

But now it seems that this friendship is coming to an end.

"Does it hurt?" Lin Xiangwan asked as she pulled him out of the corner and touched the big red envelope on his head.

Chu Hao shook his head, "No...... It doesn't hurt at all, Aunt Lin, don't scold Brother Xiao Nan, this was not hit by him, I accidentally touched it. ”

This kid is still speaking for Ye Nan, looking at his grievances but not daring to speak up, Lin Xiangwan felt extremely uncomfortable. Aunt Zhang was already on the way to tell her the whole story by phone, Lin Xiangwan didn't expect Ye Nan to be so angry after discovering Chu Hao's identity, he was her son, she knew that he was not a child who liked to cause trouble, but as long as the matter touched the Chu family, he couldn't stay calm.

"Aunt Lin, why does Xiao Nan say I'm a liar...... I, I didn't take his things, he gave me those toys...... I didn't take it myself. Chu Hao still can't figure out why Ye Nan turned his face with him, he ignorantly knows that he offended Ye Nan, but he really didn't secretly take away what belonged to Ye Nan, he knew that he could stay in this house now, it was already a very lucky thing for him, he didn't dare to expect anything, let alone steal anything.

Lin Xiangwan wiped the tears on his face, covered the big bag on his forehead with an ice pack, and said softly, "I don't blame you for this, it's his fault, don't be angry with him, Auntie will teach him a lesson in a while, let him apologize to you, this matter has nothing to do with you, don't take it to heart, you know? After a while, forget about today's events, you are still good friends, okay?"

"Hmm. I'm not angry, Brother Xiao Nan is very good to me, I won't be angry with him. Chu Hao whimpered, but his little face was firm.

Coaxed Chu Hao to stop crying and asked Aunt Zhang to take him to wash his face, Lin Xiangwan stood in front of Ye Nan's room with a headache, his hand on the door panel, and he didn't dare to knock it for a long time.

Don't dare, that's right, just don't dare.

Although today's matter is Ye Nan's fault, in the final analysis, she is still wrong, she should actually tell Ye Nan the truth on the first day Chu Hao came home, but she ......

She couldn't open her mouth, she always felt that she owed this child, the matter between her and Chu Di, the one who was most affected and hurt the most was Ye Nan, she promised him again and again that she would not pay attention to that man in this life, but ......

She broke her promise again.

She couldn't throw Chu Di away, if she didn't care about him, then he would really be ruined. She was his last hope and his last medicine.

If she ignores him, he'll be dead.

Many years ago, she would tremble at the thought of him dying, not out of fear, but out of excitement, and now, at the thought of him dying...... If there is a corner of the heart, it will be faintly painful, so that the pain is not thrilling, nor will it be fatal, but it is like a toothache, so that you will never be able to live in peace, night after night, and you can't sleep.

Ye Nan...... Open the door, it's Mom, I want to talk to you. Lin Xiangwan took a deep breath and tapped his fingers on the door panel.

After a moment of silence, there was a soft knock on the door lock.

Ye Nan opened the door and stood at the door, his eyes were red, and there were red scratches on his face, he tried hard to make himself look very strong, as if he hadn't cried, but his trembling lips and the residual tears in the corners of his eyes still leaked his secret.

He ...... He's his child!!You've said you're going to ignore him!!You're lying to me!You're bringing his child home!I'm ...... I was so good to him, I gave him all the toys, I let him read my books, and I took him to meet my friends!!But he was a liar!!His surname was Chu!!He was not your colleague's child at all!!You lied to me!!" The child roared hoarsely, the feeling of being deceived by his relatives made him ashamed and annoyed, watching him scream to himself with a red face, Lin Xiangwan couldn't tell how uncomfortable he felt in his heart.

"Okay, this matter is indeed something I did wrong, Xiao Nan, can you forgive my mother once? Chu Hao has nothing to do with our affairs, he is very pitiful, his mother has something so he can't take care of him anymore, he won't stay in our house forever, just borrow ......"

"It's not okay to borrow!!His father is a big liar, he's a little liar!!He lives in our house today, and his father will come to live tomorrow!!When the time comes, you will be the same as before!!What good things has he done besides making you sad and making you cry?Why do you have to be with him!"

Faced with Ye Nan's questioning, Lin Xiangwan couldn't explain to him. At his current age, he couldn't understand what these ten long years of entanglement meant to her, her life was full of Chu Di's name, and only this man's name made her unforgettable.

Some people say that when one day, you can smile and say something that once made you cry, then it means that you have really grown up and learned to let go.

But she never, never, could never do it. Those memories made her never smile and say.

It was the most important and darkest moment of her life, she didn't want to tell Ye Nan, if she could, she hoped she would never tell him what had happened to her, the betrayal of her relatives, or just one person's calculation, she hoped that he would never know.

"Why didn't Mom speak? Mom promised me, why doesn't it count? We ticked the box. You can marry whoever you want, godfather, Uncle Xu, they are all good people, why don't you choose them? Why didn't Uncle Xu come to the house? He promised me that he would teach me sanda, why didn't he come? Did his mother not let him come?" Ye Nan asked with tears in his eyes. "Why doesn't Mom get along with Uncle Xu?

Lin Xiangwan opened his mouth and replied with difficulty, "Uncle Xu...... I may not be able to come back again. ”

"Why?" Ye Nan's voice became extremely soft, as if he had expected something, but he was not sure.

Lin Xiangwan looked at him for a long time before he said, "Because he ...... He went...... Went to a far place. ”

"......" Ye Nan's lips trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to digest Lin Xiangwan's words, "I'm not a child anymore." He can't come because he's dead, right? His death has something to do with the family's surname Chu, right? Where has my mother gone in her usual time except for work? Aunt Zhang has made a lot of stews, but she has never eaten them at home, where have they gone?!"

Lin Xiangwan took two steps back, facing Ye Nan's questioning, she couldn't answer, it turned out that this kid had noticed everything, he didn't say anything, he just didn't want to tear the last window paper.

He ...... Yes, that's right, I've been away from home recently, and I've been accompanying him, but you have to listen to me explain, Ye Nan, Mr. Chu is injured......"

"I don't listen!!Why didn't he die!!" Ye Nan suddenly burst out with a scream, and the young man's shrill voice rushed through the eardrum and pierced into Lin Xiangwan's heart.

Lin Xiangwan's heart tightened, "Shut up! He's your father! I don't allow you to say that about him!"

"He's not!!He doesn't want to be my dad at all! I've heard you say that he was the one who wanted to get rid of me and you wanted to kill me!!!He's not my dad!!."

When he was very young, when he was still in Chicago, the white kids in the neighborhood used to come to him and ask, "Hey, little mute, how are you playing alone, what about your mom and dad?" They would make lewd gestures to him, laugh at him, and then push him, put him in a garbage box, laugh and run away.

Later, when he grew up, Lin Xiangwan took him to the boxing ring, she was so busy that when she couldn't take care of him, those annoying boxers would always gather around him and shout to him, "Little baby, where is your father?" Your mother is so beautiful, how can you be willing to let her come out alone? I'll be your father, okay? Come on, little prince, don't be shy, call me dad, I'll give you candy to eat.

Later, when he entered school, all the children had to go on stage to introduce themselves, and they said their father's profession loudly, with a proud smile on their faces, and when he came to the stage, he only said that his mother was a doctor, and the teacher asked him, what about your father.

I don't have a dad.

The word dad, for Ye Nan, has no other meaning except pain. It not only made him uncomfortable, but also made Lin Xiangwan uncomfortable. He doesn't need his father, he doesn't need a man's protection, he himself is growing up rapidly, it won't be long before he can personally protect Lin Xiangwan, he doesn't want his father, let alone a father like Chu Di.

He had also thought about trusting Chu Di, but what did he get in the end? Except for deep disappointment, except for Lin Xiangwan's cold corpse, and those two years of loneliness, he got nothing.

ps: Sister is now also the legendary bird ......_t who is pregnant with Liujia drops. At the end of next month, take a decisive break......