Chapter 185:
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Huo Anxi felt that he was dead, and the feeling of his body being light and fluttering was very familiar.
If she hadn't died, how could she have seen Song Qingzhe, who was wearing a black hooded sweatshirt and big headphones on his hat, and his eyes were closed and immersed in his beat.
Huo Anxi slowly stretched out his hand to him, lest he would burst a beautiful bubble, wanting to touch it, but he didn't dare.
What if, at the moment of touch, he disappears?
Then she would rather just look at him from afar, and finish what she had not been able to say at the beginning.
Huo Anxi's eyes were hazy with tears, and he called softly: "Qingzhe......"
Unexpectedly, Song Qingzhe, who had been closing his eyes, opened his eyes suddenly, took off his headphones, and looked at Huo Anxi silently, still looking at Huo Anxi silently.
Such wordless staring at each other is already a great happiness for Huo Anxi, she doesn't know whether Song Qingzhe in front of her is a phantom or a soul, but she has too many things to say to him, even if he won't talk to her.
But Song Qingzhe looked at her straightly, and finally sighed helplessly, and said, "Why are you crying when you see me?"
This is Song Qingzhe's voice!
The real voice of Song Qingzhe!
He could see himself and knew he was crying!
Huo Anxi became more and more uncontrollable, and began to cry like a little girl, "I'm just happy, I just want to cry, Qingzhe, I thought I would never see you again, do you know how much I miss you? I still have a lot to say to you......"
Song Qingzhe stood there, quietly watching Huo Anxi crying, not as helpless as before, nor did he come forward to comfort her, as if she was allowed to vent her emotions.
Huo Anxi didn't care, she simply squatted down, relaxed her back that had been straight, and showed all her softness.
"Qingzhe, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you fool, I don't deserve your life to save me. Huo Anxi lowered his head, tears like beads with broken threads, "I'm very bad, I'm not as good and kind as you think, I already knew about the existence of you and your mother, I deliberately went to the Internet café to track you, if I didn't know who you were, I wouldn't have saved you in the Internet café that summer." ”
Song Qingzhe did not interrupt soundly.
"Later in the winter, I went to find Huo Guobang in 'Darong City', but I happened to run into you and Song Wanying, I could have walked away, but when I heard Song Wanying say that you are going to eat with Huo Guobang, my heart is full of unwillingness, I am very angry, I deliberately want to embarrass you. ”
“……”
"I take care of you and care about you, it's not pure, a large part of the reason is because I know that I am isolated in the Huo family, and you are the biggest bargaining chip, if you are willing to help me, then my chances of winning are much better. That's why I'm so good to you, but why are you so nice to me, why are you so good to me, why are you going to be so good to me?"
“……”
"You died like this, you didn't even have a chance to tell you the truth, you fool, why did you apologize to me before you died to protect me? You are not the only one who should apologize, but also me. ”
Speaking of this, all those cone-hearted remorse welled up in his heart, and Huo Anxi clutched his chest hard, feeling that he was about to lose his breath.
But how could she be out of breath, wasn't she already dead?
At this time, a pair of hands gently covered the top of her hair, the real touch made Huo Anxi's body stiffen slightly, she began to raise her head slowly, and Song Qingzhe's face could be seen in the hazy tears, and there was not much emotional ups and downs, nor could she see joy or sorrow.
Huo Anxi wanted to see his expression clearly, "Song Qingzhe, can you forgive me? Forgive me for my selfishness and cowardice, what if...... If there is an afterlife, I will definitely treat you well, give everything, and treat you without asking for anything in return, you forgive me, okay?"
The one resting on her head began to move down, Song Qingzhe leaned over, half-squatted, began to wipe her tears, and said softly: "Okay, don't cry, I don't blame you." ”
"You're not Song Qingzhe. Huo Anxi began to shake his head, "You must not be him, he died so miserably, he was bloody, he was originally very good-looking, because of me, his head was broken, his whole face was covered with blood, how could he forgive me so easily? He didn't even want to appear in my dream...... It must be my dream, a dream I made up myself, and I was making a fool of myself. ”
But...... Why does she dream?
Isn't she already dead?
With his brain running rapidly, Huo Anxi raised his head and said to Song Qingzhe: "Qingzhe, I'm dead, right? So I can see you, is this heaven?"
Song Qingzhe didn't answer and asked: "Do you think I'm okay now?"
Huo Anxi couldn't react for a while, why did he ask like this, so he could only look at him with his eyes open.
"Sister. Song Qingzhe raised his lips and smiled, as if the ice and snow were melting, "I'm doing well, really, I'm carefree here, I can do what I like, think about problems casually, I don't have any pain, I'm really good." ”
“……”
"So, how could I blame you?"
"But you're the only one here......" Huo Anxi reached out to shake Song Qingzhe's hand, "Qingzhe, I'm also dead, right? You don't have to worry about being lonely in the future, I will accompany you, this time, I won't lie to you anymore, it's good, I'm really happy, I didn't expect to see you even if I died." ”
Song Qingzhe shook his head and refused, "I don't want you to accompany me." ”
"Why?" Huo An pursed his lips, like a wronged little girl, "You're still blaming me, aren't you?"
Song Qingzhe shook Huo Anxi's hand with his backhand, met her eyes, and said word by word: "Because, I will accompany you." ”
"What?"
"I will accompany you, in this life, we will be good relatives. ”
"......" Huo Anxi couldn't digest his words, so he could only look at him stupidly.
Song Qingzhe: "You can't die, sister, there are still many people waiting for you to wake up, your husband, your friends, are all waiting for you to wake up, are you willing to leave them?"
"Yes, Fu Jingzhi...... Fu Jingzhi must be very sad, and Brother Wen, how is Brother Wen? He also shed a lot of blood...... Will he die?"
Huo Anxi began to speak incoherently, but the voices in her ears became more and more, becoming more and more noisy, as if she seemed to hear Fu Jingzhi's suppressed cry.
Fu Jingzhi is crying?
She had known Fu Jingzhi for so long, and this was the first time she had heard him cry.
Her heart was like a knife in an instant, and she couldn't wait to wake up immediately and let him stop crying.
She felt as if her body was falling, and then she realized that she seemed to be standing in the clouds all along, and in the process of falling, she grabbed Song Qingzhe's hand stubbornly, she finally saw him, and she didn't want to let go of his hand.
As if seeing through the panic and uneasiness in her heart, Song Qingzhe held her hand tightly and calmly comforted, "Don't be afraid, I'll accompany you." ”
Huo Anxi opened his eyes again, the simple ceiling in his line of sight, and then moved down a little, it was half of a man's face, he kept hiding his face and weeping, making a low whimper, like a beast of mourning.
"Jing ...... ......" Huo Anxi opened his lips with difficulty, barely making two broken words, and his voice was hoarse like an old man with vicissitudes.
Fu Jingzhi's body was stunned, and then he slowly raised his head, his face was covered with tears, he immediately reacted, held her hand, and eagerly comforted: "Don't speak! I'll go to the doctor immediately!"
After speaking, he immediately got up, wiped his tears indiscriminately, began to rush out of the door, dragged a nurse by his hand, and said loudly: "You go to the doctor, my wife is awake, hurry up!"
Then he immediately went back to the room, at this time he only felt that he could not leave her for a second, he wanted to hug her tightly and feel each other's existence, but he didn't dare, she was covered in wounds, her facial features were swollen together, and her chest was a knife wound that was deep and visible to the bones, he only dared to hold her fingers, as if only then she would not be in pain.
The two looked at each other, but they had experienced a parting of life and death, and they were both teary-eyed.
Huo Anxi wanted to ask him why he was crying so sadly and why he was making herself so embarrassed, but she didn't seem to be able to do anything or say anything except looking at him.
"Ann, the doctor told me, you may not wake up, I don't believe it, how could you abandon me, we said that we would be together for the rest of our lives, if there is no you, what is the point of living?" Facing his lost treasure, he was as strong and forbearant as Fu Jingzhi, and he couldn't hold back his tears, "But I'm really scared, I'm afraid that you will leave me like this, I hate it so much, I hate how I can let you face those dangers, as your husband, I can't protect you, I hate myself so much." ”
When he got the news and rushed to L City, Wen Haocheng had already taken care of everything, in that fight, Wen Haocheng and Xu Da persevered until the moment the police arrived, and Li Anqi was completely crazy, she stabbed the people around her wildly with a knife, no matter how the police shouted, she couldn't stop, and was finally shot dead.
Fu Jingzhi's heart completely collapsed the moment he saw Huo Anxi, as her husband, he watched her in danger again and again, and he couldn't do anything.
He was still filming the last few scenes at that time, and many people who didn't understand things were keeping him, saying that he was only missing the last few scenes, so as not to affect the progress of the whole crew, which would also affect his reputation.
But as far as Fu Jingzhi is concerned, if Huo Anxi is gone, what reputation does he still care about?
"I ...... Not...... ...... thing"
Huo Anxi struggled to make a few broken sounds.
"Don't talk, Ann, you have a good rest. Such a voice was like a sword stabbing Fu Jingzhi's heart.
At this time, the doctor pushed the door in, and Fu Jingzhi hurriedly got up and gave up his position.
The doctor said to Fu Jingzhi: "Mr. Fu, please go out first, we need to do a comprehensive examination for the patient." ”
Seeing that Fu Jingzhi didn't move at all, the doctor said again: "You are here, it will affect us." ”
Hearing this, Fu Jingzhi immediately turned around and went out.
He leaned against the wall in despair, watching her lying on the hospital bed scarred was a torment, waiting for news outside the door, and it became more and more tormented.
He frantically grabbed a few handfuls of hair, and could only wait anxiously.