Chapter 136: Happiness Slows Down
"Really?" Yan Huaichen's arms supporting the wall shrank even smaller, and the space between the two of them became more ambiguous, and Shen Yanjun could only turn his head left and right to answer his question.
"Nope. She tilted her head to the side, refusing to make eye contact with him.
She admitted that she did care about Jiang Yueying, but it didn't have anything to do with this man. It was his wishful thinking that he misunderstood. Shen Yanjun was even more determined in his thoughts, and he would not be easily shaken by this man.
"I'm busy and don't make small talk. Shen Yanjun got out from under his arm, took out the room card, and swaggered back to the room.
Yan Huaichen's voice came from behind.
"Really?"
Only these three words made Shen Yanjun's footsteps stop, she may know that this means that Yan Huaichen will ask her for the last time. He's a man who doesn't like to pester.
"You don't know what I care about. Shen Yanjun turned around, his eyes full of disappointment.
Until now, this man only cared if she was jealous. She seems to be a show-off that she can handle. Perhaps after grasping her emotions, her presence is less important.
"You don't care why I'm angry, and you don't understand my emotions. You are no different from those men, because you don't want to know my heart at all. Shen Yanjun said a lot in one breath.
She didn't want to be verbose, but since the man wanted to know what his problem was, she would answer it seriously. Now she was relieved that this person was finally completely uninterested in her.
"That's you. He curled the corners of his mouth slightly, and it seemed to her to be a nasty smile, as if he was in control.
Shen Yanjun squeezed the room card tightly in her hand, she looked at the man carefully and said, "Yes, this is me." I guess I'm going to let you down. ”
She didn't want to listen to the rest of the answers, and she didn't have the strength to be a listener, now she just wanted to lie down and have a sweet dream. Brushing open the door of the room, Shen Yanjun had just entered the door, followed by a figure.
"Don't come in. She deliberately made a gesture of extreme disgust.
Yan Huaichen's gaze looked down, and Shen Yanjun found that he hadn't stepped into the door at all, just standing at the door. She grabbed the handrail of the door and wanted to close it, but Yan Huaichen's body squeezed in.
Shen Yanjun used all his strength to resist, and this layer of doors opened and closed under the contest of strength between the two, and finally Yan Huaichen used a little strength, and Shen Yanjun's resistance was invalid.
"You never let me down. He took Shen Yanjun's hand and wrapped her hand in his big palm.
"I'm disappointed in you, can you? ”
Shen Yanjun wanted to shake him off, but the people behind him were indifferent and stood as steady as a mountain. Shen Yanjun wanted to raise his foot and kick him hard, but he dispelled the idea as soon as he raised his leg.
"Come back. Yan Huaichen took the initiative to speak.
Hearing these four words, Shen Yanjun's chest tightened, as if she couldn't breathe, she only felt that her throat was constantly expanding and contracting, and she wanted to express something strongly.
"No way. She spoke as hard as ice, only to find that her voice trembled.
If it weren't for the fact that this scene evokes previous memories, she wouldn't be so excited. It should have been forgotten a long time ago, and it should have not had a chance to be mentioned, but now it is like a block of ice that has sunk to the bottom of the sea and resurfaced.
Yan Huaichen gave her a hug gently, and she could smell the scent of lavender on his body. Very relieved and comforting, the embrace is always so warm, no one wants to resist, but Shen Yanjun knows that there is no place for her in the world, and there is no one she can trust.
"Look at me. Yan Huaichen turned her body to his face, "My eyes are all about you." ”
Shen Yanjun only glanced at it, but he didn't find a shadow in his heart at all. She was about to say it was a scam, but Yan Huaichen gently took her hand, but the distance between her body was getting closer and closer to her.
"Look at me. ”
His face was close to her, and Shen Yanjun glanced impatiently, but found a reflection in the deep pupils in his eyes. That's her.
"I can't see it so close, unless I'm blind. Shen Yanjun proposed dissatisfiedly.
She just wanted to leave, but Yan Huaichen grabbed her arm and put it on his chest. For his actions, Shen Yanjun was startled, until he heard him say such words.
"Do you feel the presence of you in my heart?"
Shen Yanjun wanted to refuse coldly, but her hand was pressed against Yan Huaichen's chest, and she felt the heartbeat through her clothes. Just as she was thinking, Yan Huaichen gently pulled her arm, and Shen Yanjun's whole person was brought into his arms.
"I didn't feel anything. I just feel that you are a scoundrel. Can you leave my room now?" Shen Yanjun was as cold and hard as a stone.
She didn't expect Yan Huaichen's warm lips to stick to it like this. Different from the previous politeness and gentleness, this time it seemed to have a strong predatory atmosphere, and the tip of her tongue drilled into it like a sudden storm, gradually blowing away her reason.
Shen Yanjun frowned tightly and slowly loosened the knot. After the kiss, the atmosphere between the two seemed to be much calmer.
"Originally, I wasn't thinking about whether to go back, but now I really can't go back. Shen Yanjun said to him calmly.
"I was impulsive. ”
"It's not the kiss's fault. ”
Not because of a kiss, but because of the inappropriate sparks between them. She's been trying to control herself, but she's a person, not a machine. No matter how much she warned herself, people from different walks of life could not live together.
She would rather the person in the other party's heart not be herself, and that is better than two inappropriate people getting together. She is always rational and will not change.
"Let's go. Shen Yanjun knew what she was talking about. This turn is likely to be a lifetime. But even so, they don't have the right to be together.
"I can protect you. "That's his promise.
Shen Yanjun shook his head, indicating that he didn't understand.
"You can't protect me all the time, and you can't protect me all my life. You can't cut ties with your family because you protect me. "She couldn't be clearer.
"I can. ”
"No, you can't. ”
What is a relationship, in a boring life is always just a short-lived promise, which can never support a lifetime. From the moment they were born, they were destined to be nothing more than parallel lines with intersections.
Seeing her grief like this, Yan Huaichen forcibly picked her up and gently threw her on the bed. He didn't want to do anything, but he had to get the cranky thoughts out of her mind.
If you love someone, you love the present, and the future is solved by two people together. Love is also a commitment, pain and trouble.
"I'm not a coward. He pinched her chin with the palm of his hand and looked at her from high to low.
This woman's thoughts are too cautious, and love is tied. If you miss it because of this, you will regret it for the rest of your life. Whether it is vigorous or vigorous, or continuous trouble, he Yan Huaichen decided it.
"Yes"
"Hmm. ”
Before Shen Yanjun's words were finished, Yan Huaichen's lips blocked his way out. She was reluctant to accept it at first, but slowly melted the ice in her heart in the atmosphere of the two.
Only when he was about to touch the ** area, Shen Yanjun woke up like a needle pricked in his brain.
"Don't. She shouted at an inopportune time, and the rising tenderness stopped.
Yan Huaichen stopped moving, pulled the quilt on the side and covered her, "I'll turn on the heating." ”
Shen Yanjun didn't seem to have guessed that he would stop so neatly, until he saw that he turned on the heater in disheveled clothes and returned to his side barefoot.
"You, aren't you curious? Shen Yanjun felt strange about his psychological reaction.
There is a man who does not think that a divorced woman is not only so troublesome to fall in love, but even rolling the sheets seems to be as conservative as dreaming of the Qing Dynasty.
Yan Huaichen wrapped the quilt around her bare shoulders and said flatly: "I respect your decision." ”
Her heart warmed, and she asked, "Why are you interested in me?" ”
Shen Yanjun deliberately said that this sentence was very indifferent, and even had a demeaning of self-deprecation in his tone. She didn't want to be considered narcissistic, but it did surprise her to be cared for by such a man.
"There's something about you that fascinates me. He replied, turning his head and staring into her eyes. Shen Yanjun inexplicably thought of his kiss tonight, and turned his head to the side uncomfortably.
After the two were silent for a second, Yan Huaichen also replied with a question.
"I thought you wouldn't change your decision. "After all, she was a hard-hearted woman, and he knew it for a long time.
Shen Yanjun knew that he would be curious about such a question. But she didn't want to answer now, after wrapping the quilt around her body, she turned sideways and pretended to sleep with Yan Huaichen on her back.
Seeing that she didn't answer, Yan Huaichen also lay down and gently hugged her waist. At such a warm moment, Shen Yanjun always felt a little unreal.
"You're going to make it public?" she asked.
"Right now. ”
After Yan Huaichen finished speaking, Shen Yanjun heard the sound of him looking for a mobile phone in his pocket. She didn't want this man to do it at all, she just asked.
"Your mother, she?" Shen Yanjun knew that this kind of thing should not be mentioned now, but this was also their biggest problem now. Yan Huaichen assured that what she said was not empty words, and for her mother, who was difficult to handle, she naturally used unusual methods to solve it.
"Her company is not in China and won't stay for long. He hadn't taken his mother into account at all, if she hadn't been worried.
In saying this, she felt that there was some truth. It's just that Jiang Yueying is also a problem, and she wanted to continue to ask, but was interrupted by Yan Huaichen.
"I just want to sleep well with you tonight. ”
Shen Yanjun swallowed back what he wanted to say, and after a while, he heard heavy breathing from behind him. Only then did she know that he was sleepy.
Only at this time did she dare to look sideways at Yan Huaichen's face slightly.
He looked restless asleep, his slender eyelashes falling in the moonlight, and his thin reddish lips glowing. Shen Yanjun not only watched it.
"Shen Yanjun. He closed his eyes and spoke.
Shen Yanjun's gaze was like a thief fleeing in the wilderness, and he didn't know where to run. She hurriedly picked an excuse in her heart, but found that Yan Huaichen still had her eyes closed.
It turned out that he was reading her name in a dream.
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