Don't think what I'm saying is too shocking, or alarmist, because along the way, I have experienced too much, and I have seen too many ups and downs and broken stories, so I know very well where you are now, some scars are time, they cannot be erased by the fall, and one day a person needs to face everything he has experienced, Prajna, do you have the courage now?

Li Panruo's hand inexplicably clenched the corner of the letter, perhaps because of this sentence, and thought of something unbearable past, indeed, he was evading, and he knew very well that one day, he would have no way out.

That is the judgment about him.

This world has given us survival, so we have to prove what it means to be alive, which is fate.

Live well, for the sake of everything in your heart, the reason why I will leave this letter to you alone is that I believe that one day, you will stand at that height that will be overwhelming, and then look back at everything, thinking about whether it will be worth it or not, but don't be too lucky, at least not now, the road you have to walk, there is still a long, long way.

Don't ask me why I believe so much, there is something that doesn't need a reason, from the beginning and at the end.

And you must have another question in your mind, why I let Abin join the Wanderer, when he could be the sharpest knife in my hand. Indeed, at the beginning, I also had this idea, I just wanted him to invade this piece of darkness, and then fall, after all, in such a river and lake, who and who are just using each other, but looking at such a child who obviously doesn't understand this river and lake on his shoulders but carries better than any sadness and wanders away without losing the bottom line, I suddenly have a little soft-hearted, he is different from us, he did not adapt without a bottom line, but tried everything to change.

He broke my perception, I used to see no sunshine because of the darkness in my heart, but this guy who is in absolute sorrow can always smile brightly, how can we say that we have no choice?

We can only say that we have no bottom line.

I began to understand why Chen Tianshi, who was in charge of the capital back then, would fall in love with such a child, and I also began to understand why Chen Tianshi would help me for no reason back then, maybe for the old man who knew the destiny of heaven, he had already seen such a step.

Three-character sword, shouldn't touch, I still touched, for such an obsession, I firmly believe that no matter what price I pay, I will not regret it, but there are some regrets, I didn't see this child, in the end, can I break this dusty grudge for many years, but with my understanding of the old man, he won't play chess for no reason, so if you stand behind him, there will be nothing wrong.

Of course, I can also see that you like that kid in your heart, but you don't say it and keep everything in your heart, but if anyone dares to touch him, you will definitely be the first to come out and jump to your feet.

Tears were pouring down his cheeks, and he burst into laughter, as if he felt that the man could always see him through easily.

But now, it's time to make a choice for yourself, whether to stand behind him, or to disagree, but whatever you choose, I can understand that as long as you think the right choice is the right one for me.

During the Wangkou turmoil, you once said to me, this is what I have to do, otherwise I may regret it for the rest of my life, that is also the first time you really disobeyed my words, but I am proud of you for the first time, this is what I want to see Li Banruo.

is not Li Panruo in the rivers and lakes, but Li Panruo's rivers and lakes.

Never forget, even if you forget me one day.

Li Panruo flicked off the cigarette butt, lit one again against the wind, and then muttered: "How can I forget, I will never forget." ”

Finally, do something for me, a dead person, this is also my last wish, the old man of Baicheng died for ten years, I couldn't kowtow four times, you did it for me.

In the end, the three people I can't let go of now, Wu Ying, Bingluan and Qinghe, are handed over to you like this, and you are still the most suitable person after thinking about it, because in a storm, only your chance of survival is the greatest.

Take your life to protect that woman, as for those two wayward children, don't be polite, if you dare not listen to you, give me a hard lesson, I am spoiled, don't be merciful, if you dare to contradict me, push me this dead man.

It's just a little regrettable that I didn't see Qinghe get married, and I don't know if the kid who married Qinghe is reliable or not, you can keep an eye on me, don't let Qinghe meet someone like me. I didn't see Bingluan bring me back a big fat boy, maybe that, it might make me want to live a few more days, regrets, big regrets, but if there is no such regret, it will not be life.

Everything depends on you, what can't be beared, go to Ma Wenrou, show her this letter, even if it is a big trouble, she will not shirk, because from beginning to end, she is on my side, no matter what she does in this storm, don't have any prejudices against her, what she is like me, there is no way back, and the hardships she endures are far beyond your imagination.

I'm sure you'll arrange everything, and behind a book called "Indifference" on the bookshelf in my study, there is something I gave you.

Reading until the end of this letter, Li Panruo took a deep breath, he folded it gently, and then put the letter in the envelope, and then protected it on his chest, his heartbeat could not be calmed down for a long time, as if he had stepped into this river and lake for the first time, and this letter was not his end, but the most important turning point for him.

Although the ninth master did not give him superfluous ambitions in the letter, nor did he show him a clear path, let alone explain any earth-shattering plans, he just said slowly, as if he was reviewing his life, but only in this way is it the most profound for Li Banruo, who is already in a restless mood now, and it is obvious that Jiu Ye knows what is really needed for Li Banruo.

What exactly is a person living for.

Just like the sentence in the letter, this Jianghu gave him survival, and he had to tell this Jianghu what it meant to be alive, although Jiu Ye did not say exactly what a person was living for, but he had already let Li Banruo embark on a path that he thought was called choice.

A cigarette was smoked to the end again, and Li Panruo finally broke free from his boundless illusions, and he muttered to this city that would never answer: "Ninth Master, you shouldn't say sorry to this Jianghu, you obviously didn't do anything wrong." ”

After saying that, he turned around and left like this, but when he left the rooftop, Li Panruo seemed to think of something, and he sighed deeply and said, "But you still did something wrong." ”

Leaving the rooftop, he found that the fourth and fifth were waiting for him at the staircase, and the two of them looked concerned and seemed to be curious about the content of this belated letter.

Li Panruo stepped forward and said to the two: "There's nothing troublesome, I'll go to Jincheng Huafu." ”

Lao Wu looked at Li Panruo, whose expression was a little gloomy, and said with a relieved face: "Master Pan, do you want me to accompany you?"

Li Banruo shook his head, and then said as if talking to himself: "No matter what, this storm has passed, and there will be no more chaos in Xicheng District, I will come when I go." ”

The fifth child was still uneasy, nodded without saying anything, and watched Li Panruo leave slowly with some reluctance, he said to the fourth child beside him: "Is it really okay?"

The fourth gave the fifth child a reassuring expression, he could clearly see that after experiencing this storm, Li Banruo has shown that he can be more independent, although this way of growing up has been a little more tragic in the past, but for the future, it is inevitable that it will not be a bad thing.

Li Banruo hurriedly left the wanderer, and he was also a little curious about what the Ninth Master had left for him.

Walking out of the wanderer and taking a breath of fresh air, Li Banruo went straight to his car, but happened to see the Audi A6 parked on the side, and in the driver's seat was Zhang Zhengping, who had just handed him the letter.

Li Banruo strode forward, and saw through the car window that Zhang Zhengping was losing his mind, he knocked lightly on the car window, Zhang Zhengping also came back to his senses at this moment, he saw Li Banruo outside the car window, and his heart went in for no reason, put down the car window and said, "How about the letter?"

Li Banruo didn't understand Zhang Zhengping's words, and he was a little confused for a while.

Zhang Zhengping realized that his question was too direct, he sorted out his thoughts, and then said, "Is there anything you want to say to me?"

Li Panruo looked at Zhang Zhengping, only regarded him as some strange person, he stretched out his hand and said, "Thank you for being able to bring this letter in person." ”

Hearing this, the stone in Zhang Zhengping's heart fell suddenly, and he smiled for a while, he clenched Li Panruo's hand and said, "You don't need to be polite, it's all your own family." ”

This cold and hot made Li Banruo a little difficult to adapt, the two of them held their hands in the air for five or six seconds before letting go, and suddenly the refreshed Zhang Zhengping talked to him for a while before starting the car and leaving slowly.

Li Banruo didn't stay, after seeing Zhang Zhengping, who looked sincere, leave, he also got in the car and drove to Jincheng Huafu, this familiar route he was able to come over almost with his eyes closed, but at this moment his heart was full of sadness, although the Jincheng Huafu in the past was deserted, but at least there was a lamp that would not be extinguished by the ninth master, but now Jincheng Huafu has only unilaterally become a past that he does not want to recall carefully.