Chapter 159: It turns out that love hurts so much
"I see what you mean. You are the truth, you are the true love. And I'm nothing, I'm just a foil to you. ”
"Xuanxuan, don't say that about yourself. There are some things, although I hate to admit them, but they are. The two of us have known each other since childhood, and we have secretly made a private agreement for life. It's just that there was a little accident in the middle, and then the two of them separated, and even said that Jin Yue didn't know whether I was alive or dead. Liu Xuan said.
"You always have a whole bunch of reasons. It's a pity that I don't really want to hear your stories, even if your stories are touching, I just know that in my stories, I can also be the protagonist, the most touching one. Xue Baixuan said loudly.
"Xuanxuan, don't do this. You need to calm down and then we'll have a good talk. This doesn't solve any problems now. You know, it's not a matter of a day or two for the three of us to be like this. It's just that Jin Yue and I haven't confirmed each other's feelings. Liu Xuan made a suggestion.
"Let's talk about it? What is there to talk about, we have known each other for so long, is there still a lot of chat? If we all record and print out, I guess we can publish a series of books. But so what? Liu Xuan, your secret is hidden so deeply, I didn't expect that you and the president have a childhood story. It's horrible. ”
"You suspect we're hiding something from you?"
"Yes. I suspect you are hiding everything from me. Let's start with today's trivial matters, just the matter of asking for leave is hidden from me. The people in the company didn't want me to know, and if I hadn't secretly inquired, I wouldn't have known that the president was sick and unwell. I came to care for you with good intentions, and what did I get?"
"We're not trying to hide it from you, we just think you're going to be embarrassed. I couldn't find any suitable words for a while, so I had to do that. Shangguan Jinyue explained.
"Huh. In addition to today's events, there are also childhood anecdotes about the president and Liu Xuan, I have never heard of an ordinary person who can have a relationship with the Shangguan family, so, Liu Xuan, aren't you the descendant of some wealthy noble? Are you even a fake identity? What else are you true about me? This secret should be the only one I am the last to know, right?"
"That's not the case, Xuanxuan, don't interpret it casually. It's not that I don't want to tell you about my background. It's just a secret, a secret that I keep buried in my heart. I've always been reluctant to say it, because my whole family was killed, and I was the only one who lived, and who do you think would be willing to talk about these things all the time under such circumstances?"
"But, but you can at least tell me that you and the president have known each other for a long time, and the relationship and story between the two of you when you were young. These things should be sweet to you, why haven't you said anything? At least if you do, maybe I'll avoid you. ”
Xue Baixuan is very conflicted now, she still loves Liu Xuan in her heart, although she is hurt now, how can true love be easily changed.
And Liu Xuan said that his entire family was killed, although he said this very calmly, but this is really a surprising thing. Ordinary people would feel very sad, but Liu Xuan can now say such words calmly, and he must have been hit hard.
She thought that since she met Liu Xuan, although Liu Xuan has always had many beauties around her. And he is the most featureless in it, but he dares to guarantee that he must be the most gentle and considerate one. will send care and condolences to Liu Xuan at a critical moment.
As a result, in the end, I realized that I didn't understand the deepest scars in his heart. And I can't heal that kind of scar.
"Xuanxuan, do you remember the first time I mentioned Ling'er to you? Because of that accident, the whole family died, and I had some accidents later. I don't remember anything, so the master who saved me simply didn't tell me until I arrived at Jinyue Company, and gradually found out something......"
"So, you came to Jinyue Company with a premeditated plan?" Shangguan Jinyue suddenly asked when she heard this.
"Yes, although that reason sounds unreliable. But it was because my master knew my fate with Jin Yue and our origins, so he deliberately let me come to the company. Of course, everything that happens in the company is true. After all, I'm not Bian Yanli, nor am I a Bian Bone, and I can't arrange and control others to do those things. ”
"And after that, how did you find out when you came? I don't think there's any evidence in the Golden Moon Company, or anything that can stir up your memory. Shangguan Jinyue was still full of curiosity.
"It's a coincidence. It's hard to specify at this point, but it's just an accident. But Master wouldn't tell me at the time. So I continued to stay in the company, and after getting acquainted with you, I really started to make friends, otherwise I wouldn't have directly invested two billion, thinking that I don't have much money in my card now. ”
"However, you were sure that I was your childhood playmate, and you didn't tell me. If it weren't for the fact that you were drunk yesterday, maybe you wouldn't have been willing to tell us by now, right?" Shangguan Jinyue asked.
"Yes. I'm either reluctant to say it, or I don't want to say it. You know, I have a blood feud on my back, the man who killed our whole family. I must avenge this revenge, but I don't want to implicate you. As the relationship grew, I knew that if you knew about it, you wouldn't sit idly by. ”
"That's not why you're hiding from us, is that? Now that almost everything has been settled, are you ready to take revenge? If it weren't for the drunkenness last night, maybe we wouldn't know about you after you died. Shangguan Jinyue said hatefully.
"I'm sorry. Because you guys are really important to me. In addition to my master and disciples, you have given me the feeling of family and friends. I don't want you to be hurt, especially revenge, it's really dangerous. The mystery of my background involves too many things, and I think secrecy is the best choice. Liu Xuan said.
"That's enough, I think you've been running away from it! It's true in terms of feelings, and it's the same in the face of your life now. It's not the first time I've found out about this problem, remember? I asked you about your feelings for the president, but you either didn't want to answer me directly, or you tried your best to change the subject. ”
"Sister Xue......"
"President, don't interrupt me. It's not that you don't know the answer, you just don't dare to face it. I'm not a little girl who has just entered society, I'm really not that fragile, even if you tell me that the person you really love is the president and not me, it won't be good. It's nothing more than a broken love, but it's really disgusting that you always talk vaguely. ”
"Xuanxuan, no matter how good I am, I'm just a mortal, and I can't protect everyone. So, I have my reasoning. ”
"Don't explain, I feel sorry for your background, but I also feel sorry for myself being kept in the dark all along. I thought I could understand anything related to you, but now I realize that I was wrong. I understand what's the use, and besides, I'm not the Virgin Mary. Xue Baixuan said coldly.
"Sister Xue, although I know Liu Xuan's life experience, I don't know what has happened to him over the years. Maybe you can stay, and then we'll sit down and listen to him, and I'm sure he'll be willing to talk to us. Shangguan Jinyue wanted to ease the current atmosphere.
"Forget it, I don't think it's necessary, we're wasting each other's time now. After all, I came to see you while I was meeting the client, and the result was ...... Forget it, I put the medicine and porridge here, whether you want to stay and eat it or go straight to it, I don't care. After speaking, Xue Baixuan turned around and left.
Shangguan Jinyue just wanted to step forward to stop him, but Liu Xuan grabbed his arm. "Let her go, give her a moment to take her breath. Maybe we all need to be quiet, at least until tomorrow when we have time to talk. Tonight, it's time to give her an air defense. ”
Shangguan Jinyue nodded, "Then you go to talk to her tomorrow, and I will try to postpone the meeting at the overall supervisor level." I don't want everyone to work with emotions, although I know that Sister Xue is very dedicated, but in this matter, I think if she doesn't say it, she won't let go easily. ”
"What about you, aren't the three of us sitting together and talking?" asked Liu Xuan.
"Forget it. We all know that love is a one-way line, a threesome, what are you kidding, who can accept it, and how can it continue? Tomorrow I will give you a certain amount of time, and I hope you can talk to her well. Brother Shi'an, I believe in you and Sister Xue. ”
Liu Xuan nodded. Although he didn't know how to talk to Xue Baixuan about it tomorrow, he knew that there were some things that really needed to be resolved. After all, the vague relationship between himself and Xue Baixuan and Shangguan Jinyue began a long time ago.
But now, after Ling'er, Zhu'er, Bian Yanli, and even Shangguan Yinyue are gone, their problems are still there, and they haven't solved them at all. This is not going to work, although the problem of feelings is a difficult problem. But I can never be a master, nor can I be dustless.
It was probably the longest night. Shangguan Jinyue lay directly in the bedroom, recalling the bits and pieces of her and Liu Xuan's childhood. As for why it was only her and Liu Xuan was not there, it was very simple, because she wanted to give Liu Xuan time to think about what she said when she saw Xue Baixuan tomorrow.
As for Liu Xuan, sitting at the table, he originally thought that in order not to say the wrong thing, he might be able to write it down first, and then let Shangguan Jinyue help him read it. However, I really prepared the pen and paper, and in addition to writing the word Xuanxuan, I had countless sorry left.
He didn't seem to know what to say except sorry. Although I have a thousand words in my heart, I always don't know how to tell them.
On the other side, Xue Baixuan was at home, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep. So she got up directly and opened a bottle of red wine, this bottle of wine was originally bought by her with great difficulty, and I heard that it was a good bottle of wine. I wanted to wait until the company completed the project in my hand and everyone celebrated together, who knew that such a thing would happen in the middle.
In the end, the bottle of wine had to be drunk by itself. She drank red wine little by little, and it tasted good, but at the moment she felt colder and colder the more she drank. She knew it was because she was cold.
Once a best friend, the most loyal president, has now become his rival, although he is a rival he has known for a long time, but it is still very sad to see it with his own eyes today.
used to be lovers, and even met their parents together, but now they find that they are even hiding their own life experience. I have been close to each other countless times, but I don't even know the other party's real name. It's sad enough to think about.
Thinking like this, she went one glass after another, and finally drank the bottle of red wine completely. Then I finally felt the slightest sleepiness and went to sleep.
In this way, although all three of them slept, none of them slept well.