Chapter Seventy-Eight: I Don't Know What to Do

The temperature from the cold arm made Xiao Huiru's heart feel a chill, she stiffened, not daring to move, and her tone was trembling with fear, "You... How did you get in?"

"Can't I come in?" Qin Xun rested his head on Xiao Huiru's arm, the hot breath of his voice exhaled in her ears, and her body trembled involuntarily.

She was afraid that he would do something, he had always done things without consequences, she was afraid that he would be angered and would do something out of the ordinary, her tone was as calm and gentle as possible, trying to persuade him, "Didn't we talk about it that time? ”

Qin Xun hooked the corners of his mouth, looking deliberately ignorant, "Which time?"

Xiao Huiru's face turned red and she muttered, "It's the one at the top of the mountain." ”

He moved in the socket of her neck, frowned, and said, "Forget." ”

"You..." The accusatory words stuck in Xiao Huiru's throat and couldn't speak, she was afraid of angering him, so she had to change her tone to a pleading, "What do you have to do to let me go." The person I love is not you, Qin Xun, there are a lot of little girls outside, whether you are greedy for your background or people, why do you chase after me? I don't deserve you..."

Her persuasion of lowering her posture could not arouse Qin Xun's slightest intention to let go, he narrowed his eyes, let go of her body from behind, pulled her over, and faced him head-on, his eyes flashed with determination, shining in the sinking night, "I don't care, I just want you." ”

This sentence should be a touching oath, not said by the right person, it can only be a burden, Xiao Huiru knows that it is difficult to let go of what the people of the Qin family believe, her heart seems to be covered with a layer of dead ashes, but Qin Xun is not the person she wants, the person she wants is only a few steps away from the victory, she is unwilling to let go so easily, she took a heavy breath and said, " Qin Xun, if you really love me, if you really love me, you should fulfill me and Shao Heng, I didn't remember anything during that time, so I was with you, I didn't mean to hurt you. ”

As soon as her words fell, a cold sneer overflowed the corners of Qin Xun's mouth, "Fulfill you and Qin Shaoheng?jolin, why are you so stupid? He doesn't love you at all, otherwise after so many years, he wouldn't even touch you, he didn't treat Shen as expected, but he wasn't so cold." ”

Every word in Qin Xun's words was like a needle piercing Xiao Huiru's heart, he was right, an adult man, if he really wants to like a woman, he will not be so cold to her body, they have been together for so many years, who would have thought that the first man who finally got her turned out to be Qin Xun. This is where she can't accept it, because she can't accept it, she can easily be pinched by Qin Xun. But she didn't want to believe it, she didn't believe it, Qin Shaoheng didn't love her, if she didn't love her, why did so many people choose her, if she didn't love her, why did she marry Shen Ruzhi who was a little similar to her. If he didn't love her, why did she slander Shen and push her into the water as scheduled, he believed her for the first time.

Qin Shaoheng loves her, but he will be confused by Shen as expected for a while, as long as Shen is gone as scheduled, no one can bewitch him, he can naturally see his true heart, and when he sees her Xiao Huiru standing in front of him, those former lingering love will come back.

Her face was pale, her body trembled, she tried to convince herself, but those words to convince herself, from the bottom of her heart, she was hesitant, so she was panicked, very frightened, she hugged herself, only to feel that the thoughts that were tangled in her head were about to drive her crazy.

She fell into Qin Xun's eyes like this, his eyes flashed a trace of distress, he stepped forward and wanted to hug her, but she was already disgusted by his touch, so she gathered her strength and pushed him away, and a torn voice overflowed from her lips, "Don't come here, don't call me Jolin, that's not my name." Why won't you let me go? Why?"

The hoarse questioning made Qin Xun stunned in place, why? He didn't know that the person in front of him was his desire and obsession from his youth to the present, she was the hope and light that saved his depraved life, and the moment he learned that she had an accident and disappeared, his life seemed to have lost all the motivation to live. He had watched her smile at another person, and he could do nothing but look at her silently from behind, hiding those emotions intact, and he was in pain, but he was still in pain.

He has been looking for her for a long time, and even when Qin Shaoheng was about to give up looking for her, he was also looking for her, in order to find her, how many mountains and rivers he had traveled, how much effort he had expended, and he had also fallen into despair for a while, but when he learned the news and found her in a small fishing village, the moment he saw her again, the future of his life suddenly brightened. At that time, her face was ruined, but he still recognized her, in the crowd.

Thankfully, she had amnesia, and he walked over with a photo of them and told her that they had been a couple and had since separated. She looked at the photo, hesitated, but believed him.

It's ridiculous to say that the group photo was taken by Xiao Huiru when she wanted to pester Qin Shaoheng, but she was afraid that he would not pull Qin Xun. He used to be disgusted but still hid this photo of them, but he didn't expect that it was this group photo that made him take her.

He took her to a first-class medical institution abroad for face restoration, he hid his selfishness, and specially asked the doctor to change her appearance, he didn't want anyone to know about her existence, he didn't want anyone to take her away.

Later, things went well, and he did everything good to her, and she was naturally moved and gradually trusted her.

He was her first man, this fact made him very happy, so he treated her better, he fabricated a new identity for her, once upon a time she was a child in an orphanage, so that she would not think about looking for her parents, he also gave her the name Jolin, she was very interested in being a model at that time, he wanted to make her happy, paved the way for her in the entertainment industry, her appearance was already very different from before, he didn't have to worry too much about her being exposed.

However, things didn't go smoothly to the end, she still recovered her memory, and the moment she recovered her memory, the first thing she did was to go to Qin Shaoheng. This fact made him feel very painful, why she had never turned a blind eye to his kindness.

At this moment, every word she said was a denial of the efforts of those days, he was unwilling, it was he who rescued her from the quagmire, why did she resist him hysterically in the end. How could he have groveled to another person in his life, bowed his body and prayed for him, he did it for her, but she never even looked at him.

The remaining half bottle of red wine was thrown to the ground by Xiao Huiru, and the red liquid dripped, which was very dazzling at his feet. She still hugged herself in her gaze, muttering why.

Unwilling anger rolled in his eyes, he stepped forward, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her up.

Xiao Huiru, who got up with the force, staggered, her waist against the corner of the cabinet, the sudden pain made her brows furrowed heavily, she wanted to break free of his shackles, but his strength was really great, and before he could say anything, he kissed her fiercely, like a thirsty fish looking for water.

Xiao Huiru struggled hard in his arms, and whimpering overflowed in the gap between the breath, but all the efforts were still to no avail.

Xiao Huiru's heart was very flustered, she knew that he had lost his mind at this time, but he didn't give her a chance to persuade soft.

The pain seemed to spread from Xiao Huiru's limbs.

When she opened her eyes again, the dim light in the room was dimly lit, his face sank into the weak pillow, and he slept soundly, and a feeling of humiliation welled up in her mind, and she looked at him indignantly, and the hand she raised trembled, and finally put it down.

The bruises were all over her body, she felt that she was very dirty at this time, she wrapped herself in a towel, walked to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, as if she had lost her soul, and watched the water flow fill the bathtub until the water overflowed, she let go of the towel and flooded her body into it.

Nearly suffocated, she poked her head out of the water and rubbed her bruised skin violently.

In the bedroom, Qin Xun was already half awake, sitting on the edge of the bed, his whole person as empty as if his heart had been gouged out.

Smoke rises in sight, outside the apartment in the center of the city, the lights are lit all night, this should be a lively world, how can it be so frustrating in the end.

Suddenly, a phone rang, pulling Qin Xun's thoughts back.

Xiao Huiru's mobile phone interface on the counter lit up in a dignified manner, he walked over with a cigarette in one hand, picked up the mobile phone with the other, and slid to answer.

Xiao Huien on the other side spoke anxiously, "Sister, have you finished talking with Shen as scheduled, when will she leave Brother Shao Heng?"

Qin Xun frowned and did not make a sound.

Xiao Huien, who was opposite, called tentatively again, "Sister, are you listening?"

He still didn't answer and cut off the phone.

The sound of running water came from the bathroom, and he suddenly felt that everything was very boring, and the cigarette between his fingers was almost burned out, and he picked up the clothes that had fallen on the ground and put them on one by one.

He glanced at the bathroom, but finally didn't go inside.

With a "bang", the door to the apartment closed.

Soon, Xiao Huiru walked out of the bathroom, the phone rang again, and Xiao Huien's name danced on the lit screen, she frowned slightly, and picked it up.

"Sister, why didn't you speak just now?"

Xiao Huiru panicked, she didn't receive a call just now, that is to say, the person who just answered the phone was Qin Xun, and she looked at the empty room.

The smell of smoke hadn't gone away, and it was mixed with other strong smells that made her nauseous.

"Did you just say something?" Xiao Huiru's voice trembled slightly.

"I'll just ask you and Shen when you will leave after you have negotiated with Shen as scheduled?" Xiao Huien didn't know why.

"The signal was not very good just now, I didn't hear it clearly, let's talk about it, in the near future. Xiao Huiru tried her best to stabilize her panicked voice.

Hanging up the phone, she sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, all kinds of worries attacked, her heart was so flustered that she missed the beat, if Qin Xun knew about it, even if she married Qin Shaoheng at that time, what if she was poked out?

She buried herself in her knees, not knowing what to do.