Chapter 123: I don't want to have this child
There was a knock on the door several times in a row. Like a sharp blade cutting through the tension created by the atmosphere of opposites.
Shen straightened out his clothes in a daze, raised his eyes, and saw Qin Shaoheng's gloomy face in his sight. Her mouth was slightly open, and she wanted to say something more. But the knock on the door was stubborn.
Qin Shaoheng glanced at her coldly, bypassed her, approached the door, and opened the door.
Behind the door was Aunt Lan's anxious expression, still holding the bowl of boiled sobering tea, her eyes drifted over Shen Ruzhi's body through the crack in the open door, and then retracted, lowered her eyes, and spoke, "Young Master, the sobering tea has been brought to you, you can drink it quickly!"
Qin Shaoheng's eyes fell on the cup of decanting tea that was still steaming, twisted his eyebrows, took the gold-trimmed porcelain tray, and said in a deep voice, "Aunt Lan, it's hard work, you can rest first!"
Aunt Lan bowed, "Young Master and Young Grandma also rest early." With that, he retreated downstairs.
Qin Shaoheng held the tray in one hand and closed the door with the other. After taking a few steps inside, he placed the decanting tea on the table, and there was no sign of intending to move the cup.
Shen was still standing in place as scheduled, the atmosphere was silent for a while, Qin Shaoheng never responded to her sentence, she couldn't guess his thoughts, picked up the steaming cup of decanting tea, and handed it to his eyes, "Drink the decanting tea first, it won't be good if it gets cold later." ”
Qin Shaoheng didn't take it, his eyes were tightly on her, and the bright light in his eyes made it impossible to distinguish emotions.
Shen was still frozen in mid-air with the action of holding the sobering tea as scheduled, and suddenly, there was a force on her wrist, the decanting tea in her hand was not stable, the hot tea was sprinkled at her feet, the gold-trimmed colored porcelain cup rolled down for a distance, and the rotation finally stopped, and the gray wool carpet showed traces of water stains.
The hot pain faintly occurred at Shen Ruzhi's ankle, but it was not as strong as the force exerted by Qin Shaoheng between his wrists, the slender and white wrist was strangled red, and his eyes were rolling with thick disbelief, she didn't know why he was suddenly like this, she struggled, but the force on her wrist was not any less.
"Are you so reluctant to give birth to this child?" Qin Shaoheng's eyes were already quenched with anger, and he asked her coldly.
She didn't know how to answer him, it wasn't a question of whether she was willing or not, "Shao Heng, you let go of me first, you're drunk." ”
He still didn't move, pulling her wrist, his expression was heavy and unpredictable, there was an idea in his heart that was swelling a little bit, sweeping all his reason, she didn't want to have a child with him, because this child would be a bond that she couldn't leave from him? She said that she liked him and pretended to be well-behaved, but it was just a foreshadowing for her to relax his vigilance and leave him? She still wanted to run away from him, run away, go to Cheng Yiteng or Song Xianzhe? Dense jealousy was in his heart, but he had always wanted what he wanted, he would not do what she wanted, and the force he put on her wrist was a little heavier, "Do you think you will have the right to choose?"
Shen Ruzhi's heart was cold, she originally thought that he had changed her, but in the end, she was always just a possession of him, an item that would be coaxed to be happy when she was happy and used to vent when she was angry, yes, how could she not have thought that she had no choice from beginning to end, whether it was to marry him or have a child, even if he abandoned her now, she had to accept it obediently, she couldn't resist, she couldn't even have those reluctant thoughts, she pulled the corners of her mouth, and the light in her eyes gradually dimmed, "I know." ”
Her obedience did not satisfy him, but seemed to have a hole in his heart, and the wind was colder than this weather, and he searched everywhere, but could not stop anything, was he afraid? His eyes fell on her reddish instep, raised his eyes, gently pressed her to the side of the bed, took a step, walked to the drawer, took out the scalded ointment, squatted down, and rubbed it on the wound little by little.
Falling in Shen Ruzhi's sight was his gentle and considerate appearance, she should have been moved, but this gentleness did not make her feel moved, but with a slight fear.
He wiped it carefully and carefully, in fact, the wound and pain were not big, but he handled it very well, and he also wrapped a layer of gauze on the instep of his foot.
He stood up, put the medicine in the medicine box, put it in the drawer, approached, looked at her condescendingly, raised his hand, slid over her tender white cheeks, and the corners of his mouth were clearly hooked, but it made people shudder, "You know, what happens to make me angry." ”
Of course she knew, and she knew even more that she had a reason to stay with him. She didn't want everything to fall short, and she didn't want to lose her biggest reliance and the thing that could handle Xiao Huien the most before she got the punishment she deserved. She had more to care about than anything she had endured, and she smiled and slowly stood up, "I know. ”
As soon as her voice fell, she kissed him on the lips, she didn't expect that she would become so active, so active that it made her feel cheap, but she had no choice, there were too many things that she couldn't fight with on her own, fortunately, she still had a choice now.
The sky was rolling and heavy, and the strong smell of wine lingered on the tip of her nose, and it refused to go away for a long time, which made her drunk and lose her mind.
Qin Shaoheng was harder than ever, and hugged the arm around her waist, the force was so heavy that it seemed to embed her in his body.
She collapsed on the soft bed, her long black hair was scattered, his knuckles interspersed between her hair, and the eyes he looked at her were so gentle, so gentle that she was deeply intoxicated.
The tiredness of her body hit, but her consciousness was clear. It was as lucid as a sharp blade slicing her nerves. She turned her back to him, his hand was still on her waist that could not be grasped, she closed her eyes, and the scenes that came vividly in her mind, the appearance of her parents standing in front of her in front of her with blood, the appearance of Cheng Yiteng and Qin Musheng standing in harmony in front of her in red wedding clothes, the appearance of the fresh life being stripped from her body.
She had to open her eyes, thin tufts of tears sliding down the corners of her eyes, what the hell should she do? Who can tell her the answer?
She couldn't figure out anything, so she simply gave up combing, the sky was already dark, and the shallow light shone through the narrow gap in the curtains, and she closed her eyes again, and in a deep exhaustion, she finally fell asleep.
When I woke up again, it was already dawn. The place next to me is empty. Although she hadn't slept enough, she was still conscious, so she got up to wash up and walked downstairs.
Qin Shaoheng was already sitting in the restaurant, a shirt and trousers outlining his vigorous and long figure, the spread out financial newspaper covered his face, and there was a familiar figure of Lin Feng standing behind him, Shen was pleasantly surprised, "Lin Feng, are you okay?"
Lin Feng smiled, "Young grandma, it's okay." "But I lost some of my memories and it took time to get used to it.
Qin Shaoheng closed the newspaper, his eyes fixed on Shen Ruzhi's body, and coughed lightly, "After breakfast, go back to the company with me." Lin Feng will take you to familiarize yourself with the environment first. ”
Shen sat down as scheduled and nodded slightly, after all, he had already agreed to go to Qin Shaoheng's company.
Aunt Lan said that the steaming breakfast was served one by one, and the dishes were not complicated. They sat relatively closely, the atmosphere was mostly silent, and from time to time Lin Feng would report some data of the company on the side, and he would stop and listen sideways, which was not difficult for him to handle.
But the complicated and lengthy data and professional terminology made Shen confused as scheduled, and he was a little more nervous about the position he was about to take.
Breakfast, interspersed with data, finally ended.
Shen went upstairs as scheduled to change into a decent professional attire, a black wool high-necked sweater and a gray straight-leg long skirt, which was also decent. Fortunately, in winter, the deep and shallow marks on the neck can be covered intact, and she hurriedly painted a light makeup, she is already good-looking, and she has inherited her mother's translucent skin, but with a light makeup, she can also make her bright and charming, dress up well, and took a few reference books bought yesterday by the way, and went downstairs.
Downstairs, Lin Feng was still explaining some things to Qin Shaoheng.
Qin Shaoheng saw her come down and got up, "This matter, you will hand it over to Alex from the Finance Department in the future." After he finished speaking, put on his coat and coat, and walked out, Shen followed his steps as scheduled, the sun was already hanging in the sky, the snow from last night had not completely melted, and the snow layer made the whole city look like it was white.
Lin Feng had already walked in front and opened the car door, and Shen Ruzhi and Qin Shaoheng sat in one after another.
The windmill is moving slowly, the snow on the road has not yet melted, and signs and red lights are everywhere to remind people to slow down.
Because it is the early peak period, the high-price bridge is blocked into a long line.
Inside the car, Qin Shaoheng seemed a little sleepy, squinting his eyes to rest. She was very conscious, she didn't feel sleepy, she took out her mobile phone to swipe Weibo, and swiped to the hour list, but she didn't expect to brush Zhang Ruochen in a popular state, just one sentence, "After many years of personnel, I found that the four words are the most beautiful as scheduled." ”
Shen Ruzhi was stunned for a moment, but he felt that he was thinking too much, so he simply gave up swiping Weibo and sent WeChat to Gu Dan, "Dandan, I'm going to work in Qin Shaoheng's company today." ”
The matter of going to Qin Shaoheng to work, she briefly mentioned it to Gu Dan yesterday, but she didn't expect it to happen so quickly.
Soon, Gu Dan replied to the message, "So fast? Have you read the workplace anti-villain manual I sent you?"
Shen Ruzhi: "I watched some." ”
Gu Dan: "The workplace is most afraid of encountering villains, so I will give you a super charm to prevent villains." ”
Shen clicked on the picture as scheduled, it was a photo of Qin Shaoheng, and it was also accompanied by Gu Dan with the words "promotion and salary increase, villain retreat".
The serious Qin Shaoheng, with funny fonts and inscriptions, was full of joy, and Shen laughed out loud as scheduled.
"What's so funny?" Qin Shaoheng's voice was cold.
Shen Ruzhi forgot that there was a big Buddha sitting next to him, so he smiled and darkened the phone screen, "It's nothing." ”
Qin Shaoheng didn't pursue it anymore, and narrowed his eyes again.