9. The girl's little mood
My heart was faintly stung by Lin Miaomiao's words, am I just an errand runner?
There was a little bit of joy just now, but it suddenly disappeared, yes, Shen Linfeng just asked me to buy a pack of cigarettes for him, he looked at me and gave me money, he didn't have any love for me at all, he just didn't want to tire himself.
I bit my lip, I'm just a wild girl from the countryside, maybe Lin Miaomiao is right this time!
I took a pack of cigarettes and returned to the classroom, Shen Linfeng was still waiting for me idlely, spreading his hand to me, his palm was full of sunlight, "Where's the cigarette?"
"Here you go!" I returned the cigarette and change to Shen Linfeng, squeezed out a wry smile, only to find that it was more ugly than crying, so I simply sat back in my seat, Shen Linfeng teased me, "What's wrong?
I took a deep breath and shook my head, "No, how could it be." ”
The very simple answer seemed to make Shen Linfeng a little unhappy, and this inexplicable indifference made Shen Linfeng fall into silence.
I was close to another class, it was Teacher Liu's Chinese class, she gave a good lecture, and sometimes she would be humorous and ridiculous, making the whole class laugh, I liked to listen to it, but when I first met her, I let me know that in fact, Teacher Liu is a very powerful person.
After class, Teacher Liu cleaned up the lesson plan, walked straight to my side, looked over me, and asked Shen Linfeng, who was lying on the table half-dead, "Lin Feng, how can you still adapt to the new environment?"
"Oh, it's okay!" Shen Linfeng didn't look at her directly, but Teacher Liu was not angry, he took the lesson plan and left, and when he left, he said that he could go to her directly if he had something, but Teacher Liu never found out, and I didn't have a textbook until now.
Maybe a textbook is not important, but in my heart, I really care, more I really want to get the attention of the teacher, but unfortunately this kind of thing will not happen, I will not be valued now, and I will not be in the future, because I am a wild girl with no background and transferred from the countryside.
After Mr. Liu left, I heard someone calling me at the back door of the classroom, "Hey, come out!"
It was Dalong who came to me, and I turned my head to see that Dalong was holding a bunch of old books in his arms, maybe because he had a wound on his face, so he was shy and embarrassed to walk in.
Shen Linfeng obviously also noticed Da Long, his eyes were fixed on Da Long's face, and he let Da Long hide behind the door at once, Da Long was not like this before, but now he has changed a lot, overnight.
I hurried out, and Dalong's words were very simple, "Don't you have textbooks yet?" I asked my classmates and senior brother to borrow a set, you can make do with it first, and if there is anything else, you can tell me again!"
Dalong stuffed me with the book and was about to go back, so I called him, "Dalong." ”
Dalong's footsteps as he walked out stopped instantly, and when he looked back at me, I asked him, "Are you okay, I just saw Yan Zhi bullying you again!"
"That, it's okay!" Dalong sighed helplessly, "I'll just bear with it, you won't always bully me." ”
I still wanted to say something, but Dalong pretended to be nothing, "Okay, okay, I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'm leaving!"
Looking at the back of the big dragon running away, I began to worry more and more about him, will it really come out one day if I am so obedient?
After going back, Shen Linfeng watched me put a thick stack of textbooks on the table, and frowned, "Hey, do you really want a set of textbooks like that?"
I forced a smile at him, "Because I didn't, I wanted it, and I have a name!"
"Okay, even if you really want it, why don't you tell me? I don't need textbooks anyway, just bring it to you, what is this dirty book, I want to vomit when I see it!"
Shen Linfeng's face was full of disgust for my textbook.
However, even if it is used by others and given to me, I cherish it very much.
"And!" Shen Linfeng's words became more and more, "Where did that dirt bun come from, it's your friend?"
This sentence made me feel sad, and sure enough, he still cared more about this, and my self-esteem was stung immediately.
"Dalong and I are fellow villagers in the same place, are you also saying that I am a wild girl?" I asked this sentence calmly, but the meaning was with a deep inferiority, Shen Linfeng was stunned for a long time, and actually apologized to me for the first time, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that." ”
Since Shen Linfeng came to this class, he has never said a word or said hello to any of his classmates, and no one dared to take the initiative to talk to him, because his aura is too strong, arrogant like a piece of ice, and his condescending appearance is intimidating.
I thought that the words I'm sorry would never come out of the mouth of a person like him, but Shen Linfeng said it very easily, which made me think that maybe Shen Linfeng was really not as unattainable as I thought, and he also had an easy-going side.
Soon it was noon, Shen Linfeng woke up again, yawned, and suddenly I heard someone behind the two of us talking, "Shen Linfeng!
It was Lin Miaomiao's voice, Shen Linfeng and I looked back, Lin Miaomiao's snow-white hand was holding a pink letter paper, could it be a love letter?
"Shen Linfeng, I like you, can I be your girlfriend?" Now Lin Miaomiao is very cute, with dimples at the corners of her mouth, just like an innocent and cute girl, I believe that ordinary boys are rarely able to resist Lin Miaomiao's temptation.
Shen Linfeng thought about it and took Lin Miaomiao's love letter, and my heart was cold, but I didn't expect that Shen Linfeng would gently tear a piece of waste paper in front of me, tear it in half, form a paper ball, and throw it into the trash can placed in the corner of the wall.
"Don't be funny, I've seen a lot of girls like you, and I'm not interested in it at all, two things, first, don't do this kind of stupid thing in the future, and second, don't bully her in the future, well!
Shen Linfeng glanced at me, and asked Lin Miaomiao not to stay in front of his eyes, putting on a very annoying look.
I guess Lin Miaomiao, as a class flower, has never been rejected so directly, her face was full of disbelief at that time, she stared fiercely at the handwritten love letter in the trash can, and stared at me again.
I was scared, afraid that Lin Miaomiao would retaliate against me.
But Lin Miaomiao didn't dare to do anything excessive in front of Shen Linfeng, and left with a turn of anger on her face, Lin Ling waited for Lin Miaomiao outside, and quietly said something to Lin Miaomiao.
I said, "You know about them bullying me?"
"Hmm!" Shen Linfeng leaned on the table and looked into my eyes, "I'm not a fool, but it's okay, with me in the future, they won't dare to do anything to you!"
Will he be there in the future?
This sentence made me feel so good, and suddenly, for the first time, there was a feeling of being protected, but why did he do it?
"Why are you so good to me!" I squirmed suddenly, Shen Linfeng put his hand on my shoulder, making my face blush with shame, and the feeling of being in contact with someone I obviously have a good impression of, that feeling is really different.
Shen Linfeng said very seriously, "Because I don't like others and want to be friends with you!"
Oh my God, when I heard that, I couldn't believe it, really, he wanted to be friends with me, he couldn't lie to me!
"Okay, let's go eat, together!" Shen Linfeng patted his buttocks and pulled me to the school cafeteria, along the way, I felt that everything was so sudden, Shen Linfeng was not only the person I liked, but also the first person in this school who said that he wanted to be friends with me.
When I arrived at the cafeteria, because I went late, it was already crowded, Shen Linfeng took me to sit in a corner, far away from the place where I was cooking, but after all, it was only the two of us sitting together, I knew that this was almost something that many girls who paid attention to Shen Linfeng were very envious!
For a moment, I had the feeling that Cinderella had met a prince.
The two of us sat facing each other, and after a long time, Shen Linfeng looked at me seriously, "Hey, what do you want?" Go buy me something to eat, I don't have a meal card, if I didn't come with you, I wouldn't have eaten in this kind of place!"
I came back to my senses in a panic, and in the school cafeteria, instead of cash, I charged money on a meal card, and then swiped the card directly.
Although Shen Linfeng has the tone of a son, I am still happy to run errands for him, and I am willing to do whatever he says.
I took my meal card and hurried to the queue, I asked for two meals, one was the best stir-fry in the cafeteria, a rice-flavored shredded pork bowl, and the other was just shredded potatoes and rice, for myself.
Actually, I didn't have much money, my mother only gave 500 yuan, and said that she would give it to me again if there was no more, but I didn't want to ask her.
Since the last incident, I feel like I've had a lot of estrangement with my mom.
It was very difficult to carry two meals alone, and I had to walk carefully for fear of falling to the ground, and as I walked, someone suddenly hit me and hit me my chest with his elbow, which hurt very much.
I almost fell to the ground, and the vegetable soup flowed all over my hands.
When I looked up, it was Lin Ling glaring at me arrogantly, "What are you looking at, slut!"