Chapter 30 Whoever is the first to move loses

The baby in Cheng Yiteng's arms has not yet opened his eyes, his small body is wrapped in his arms, his heart is gently beaten, his eyes are filled with mist, he is so careful, as if he is holding the entire small universe, he has lived for more than 20 years, no one has told him what it is like to be a father, he has imagined having a daughter with eyebrows and eyes similar to Shen Ruzhi, he will spoil her very much, but the baby in his arms is dripping with his blood, and there is no eyebrows and eyes similar to Shen Ruzhi.

Shen Ru said, "Cheng Yiteng, we can't do it." Hitting him in the heart, he realized that they really didn't have a chance anymore.

The people in the ward seemed to have discussed it, and left at the same time, leaving Cheng Yiteng and Qin Musheng behind.

Qin Musheng was lying on the hospital bed with her eyes open weakly, in front of her were the two people she loved the most, although one of them didn't love her at all, she still felt very satisfied, "Yi Teng" she slowly opened her mouth, "Stay by my side, don't go, okay?"

Even if she hates her and complains about her, she is willing.

Qin Musheng remembered the first time she saw him, it was not a good start, she made an appointment with her best friend for dinner, and booked a famous local restaurant in Shanghai, she mistakenly thought that Cheng Yiteng occupied the position they had booked, and asked him to theorize and ask him to give up the position, but that position was the position he set for the customer, which was of great significance to the customer, and he finally set it, so he naturally refused to let it.

Qin Musheng has been pampered and arrogant since she was a child, and she can't give up, she wants to occupy that position, she has been in a stalemate for a long time, and her late girlfriend came in a hurry, this oolong came to an end, she blushed, she lost her previous arrogance, although she was arrogant, but her family education was very high, she knew that she was wrong, she apologized to him with her stuffy head, and Cheng Yiteng was generous and didn't care about her.

She later came home, somehow, her mind was full of Cheng Yiteng's appearance, she couldn't sleep after tossing and turning in bed all night, her heart seemed to be twisted, and it was like a group of villains standing and tap-dancing, she got up early in the morning and asked someone to go to the restaurant to check the reservation information, and found out that he was working in an advertising company.

Qin Musheng, who has mastered the information, even goes to the door of the advertising company every day, just to look at him, she has never been so active, and she is even more punctual than when Su Yunling forced her to learn the piano.

Once she was at the door and saw Cheng Yiteng behaving intimately with a girl. He smiled brightly at the girl, she had never seen him look like this, and for a moment, she was jealous.

It was a feeling that was alien to her, tugging at her heart and lungs, and making her uncomfortable. She has always wanted what she wants, and how can she be willing to give up the people she loves to others. But that girl she found out was the daughter of the mayor of Shanghai. It's not an ordinary family, and money, fame and fortune can't be tempted.

She was distressed for a long time, depressed, and lost interest in the previous fun, and later, someone was willing to help her, to give Shen Ruzhi a small lesson, so that Shen Ruzhi retreated, so she let him do it. She didn't expect things to be so big. By the time she came to her senses, it was too late, she had made just a few small mistakes since she was a child, and it was the first time she made such a big mistake, she panicked for a long time, afraid that things would be exposed, but later, nothing happened.

The people of the Qin family have never interfered with her love, as long as the other party is innocent and can give Qin Musheng happiness, so when Qin Musheng fell in love with Cheng Yiteng and became more and more sorrowful, Qin Shaoheng came forward to marry Shen Rucheng.

During that period when Cheng Yiteng was very depressed, she looked for Cheng Yiteng every day to learn to make soup for him and make noodles for him, but he still didn't appreciate it and resisted her very much. She has not been doing things long enough since she was a child, half-heartedly, but she loves him, and she has insisted on it for a long time and has not let go.

Most of the troubles and worries in her life were given by him, but she was willing to do it. In her smooth life, in the first twenty years, it was not that no one chased her, all kinds.

No matter in terms of appearance, family background, or temperament, she can be called outstanding, and the people who chase her are naturally not general, but she can't look down on her, but when she saw Cheng Yiteng, her thoughts began to surge, and she couldn't see anyone else in her eyes.

Later, things got better, it was a time when he was drunk at the bar, unconscious, she had to help him back to the place where he lived, she had no experience in taking care of people, carefully and clumsily wiped his face, prepared honey water, but she felt very happy, if life went on like this, how good it would be. She took care of him until the early hours of the morning, and he finally woke up in a daze, but he was not very conscious, he got up, hugged her, and said in a hoarse voice, "As scheduled, don't leave me, okay." ”

She always thought she was a proud person, but at that moment, she was treated as another person, but she was not angry, if this could make her one step closer to him, she was also willing to become Shen Ruzhi in his mouth, she didn't know, since when she became so humble, humble to the dust, she told herself, that is love, no matter how humble the gesture can not hide the nobility in love. That night, Cheng Yiteng hugged her tightly and didn't let her go, which was also an opportunity for her.

The next day, Cheng Yiteng woke up, sat on the edge of the bed, was stunned for a long time, and said solemnly, "I will be responsible." Her heart blossomed, she knew that she had won, although the means were not good, but the result of winning made her forgetful, she gently surrounded Cheng Yiteng from behind, she was close to his broad and hard back, and the palm of her hand was the heartbeat of his chest, she felt very happy, it was to get expensive clothes, and expensive jewelry were less than one ten-thousandth of happiness.

They were finally together, dating together, cooking together, and shopping together, like countless ordinary sweet little couples, but she knew that he didn't have her in his heart, his eyes were hollow when he looked at her, there was no love there, she thought she would mind very much, but she didn't, she told herself that as long as he was by her side, it would be fine.

She still remembered that day Qin Shaoheng got married, she took Cheng Yiteng home, between light and shadow, she saw him looking at Shen Ruzhi who was wearing a red dress, there was tenderness in her eyes, her fingers pinched the wine glass tightly, she watched him walk towards her, and then said something to her, she bit her lip, that was the first time she was resentful because of jealousy since they had been together for so long.

When she returned from Shen Ru's wedding, she lost her temper, it was the first time they were together, she lost control, she smashed a lot of things, the sound of banging sounded in the empty apartment, she cried so loudly, with tears on her face, she raised her head and asked him, "Why?

He didn't answer her, silently cleaning up the mess after the one-sided quarrel, she rushed forward and beat him, he was unmoved, he was like an emotionless robot, the reaction program was malfunctioning, his appearance made her quarrel useless, his coldness made her stop crying, and also made her understand their imbalance in this relationship, she suddenly grinned, and then hugged him tightly.

In love, whoever moves first loses, and after living a chic and happy life for more than 20 years, she finally understands this sad and helpless truth.

Soon after Shen's wedding ended, they also began to prepare for marriage.

Marriage was proposed by Cheng Yiteng, she was very surprised, it was a very ordinary day, she woke up hazy from her sleep, he sat on the edge of the bed, holding an unlit cigarette between his fingers, she hugged him from behind, the corners of her mouth hooked a smile, at that moment, she heard Cheng Yiteng say, "Let's get married." ”

She let go of the hand that was surrounding him and looked at him in a daze, he turned around, rubbed her hair dotingly, looked at her gently, and spread out a simple ring in the palm of her hand, she was so excited, so excited that she couldn't let her heart beat at a normal rate. Her eyes were misty, and in her hazy vision, she watched him gently wrap the ring around her knuckles, and she felt very happy, a happiness that could not be expressed in words, poetry, and dance.

She and Cheng Yiteng have not been together for long, and she knows that it is a matter of time before she marries him.

When Qin Shaoheng got married, the elders were all knocking on their plans to get married. She loves Cheng Yiteng very much, others can see that Su Yunling has told her a few times, how should girls be restrained, she has not been able to listen to him once, she loves him, she looked at his fiery eyes and couldn't take back half a point, she couldn't do anything, the elders saw that she was deep in the middle, although Cheng Yiteng's family background was not prominent enough, he was also innocent, he also grew up, and had a good character, so he did not interfere with their decision to get married.

Qin Musheng was originally very favored at home, and the Qin family was a wealthy family, so the wedding was naturally luxurious and luxurious, like a castle in a fairy tale, they were like a pair of princes and princesses who were blessed by the people who came and went.

After the wedding, Cheng Yiteng was drunk, fell on the bed, fell asleep in a daze, the name that gently overflowed from his mouth, she had long been familiar with it, and she was used to it, she sat on the dresser and took off the thick makeup, took off the jewelry of the falling person, and wiped the sweat stains oozing from his forehead with a towel, his brows were frowning tightly, she gently stretched out with her hands, she looked at him, and she didn't feel bored.

After getting married, she lived a very dull life, she put away her previous arrogance, playfulness, willfulness, well-behaved as his wife, when she was eight or nine months of marriage, she was pregnant, she was very happy, and his face also showed a long-lost joy.

They looked forward to the arrival of this child together, and she pinned all her hopes on this child, as long as this child existed, Shen Ru would completely leave their lives.

Since she was pregnant, he has taken special care of her and can't wait to be by her side 24 hours a day.

She never thought about what if one day, Cheng Yiteng found out what kind of dirty means she used back then? Happiness made her forget how she won that game in an unscrupulous way.

But the day that was not assumed to come one day before the child was born.