Since that day, Xia Xizhi and Ji Xiuyu have fallen into an invisible cold war. Xia Xizhi felt that he was not the only one in his heart. This feeling tormented her deeply. Moreover, no matter how she objected, he would still find time to accompany Jiang Xiaoshu after all. His behavior consumed her care for him.

In the lounge of the office cubicle, Ji Xiuyu sat there calmly, indifferently raising his wine glass. Watching his movements, Ouyang Ziyao snatched the wine glass directly from his hand and said unhappily: "Ji Xiuyu, do you still want to die? ”

Seeing this, Ji Xiuyu said in a low voice: "It's okay, give me the wine glass." While speaking, Ji Xiuyu came over again to get it.

Seeing his appearance, Ouyang Ziyao immediately said: "If you dare to drink again, I will tell you about your situation and let her take care of you." ”

Hearing this, Ji Xiuyu's brows furrowed. He didn't speak, but he withdrew his hand to take the glass. Watching his movements with satisfaction, Ouyang Ziyao said helplessly: "It seems that only pity can cure you." Xiu Yu, don't you really plan to tell Xi Zhi? She is your wife, and she has the right to know the truth. ”

These, from the mouth of peace of mind, Ouyang Ziyao knew that the relationship between Ji Xiuyu and Xia Xizhi was not very harmonious. He knew why, but he could only hide it.

Looking ahead, Ji Xiuyu said indifferently: "I won't let her know, she doesn't need to know." ”

"Otherwise, you should go to the hospital for treatment, and the sooner you treat it, it will always be better for your health." Ouyang Ziyao said with a serious face.

Leaning back in the chair, Ji Xiuyu's eyebrows twisted slightly, and said: "Things have been going relatively smoothly recently, and I suspect that I have feelings for Jiang Xiaoshu." As long as I try a few more times, she will believe it. According to her character, she will divorce me when the time comes, and let me go completely. If I go to the hospital for treatment, I'm afraid I won't be able to hide it. In order to conceal my illness, I will not go for treatment for the time being. When I think of leaving me, I will heal. ”

Looking at his face, Ouyang Ziyao worried: "I'm worried that it won't be so easy to leave you, after all, you have a deep relationship." ”

"It's okay, because of the previous amnesia, she mistakenly thought I liked Jiang Xiaoshu. Add to that the acting these days, and I'm sure she'll believe it. Ji Xiuyu said so, "I really regret that after I woke up, I told her about recovering my memory as soon as possible." Otherwise, we'd be divorced. ”

Listening to his explanation, Ouyang Ziyao raised his eyebrows: "Because you love her too much, when you think of her, you want to reunite with her immediately." But I didn't expect that there would be such an accident. ”

"This accident is really hurtful. Ji Xiuyu said bitterly.

Ouyang Ziyao brought him a cup of boiling water, and asked puzzledly: "Xiuyu, in fact, I still don't understand, why don't you tell the truth about Xizhi?" Just like you said, as long as you obediently accept treatment, you can live for a long time." ”

Ouyang Ziyao also specially went to learn about this disease, although it is serious and will die, but if he receives treatment, he can live for one or two decades. For him, these twenty years of companionship are enough.

Ji Xiuyu looked at him and asked calmly, "How long is a long time, twenty years?"

"It's better than dying in just a few years. Ouyang Ziyao said so. Kidney failure is a disease that should be treated as soon as possible, and the effect will definitely be better when the condition is not so serious. In addition, although hemodialysis treatment costs a lot of money, for Ji Xiuyu, money is not a problem.

His lips were a little dry, Ji Xiuyu looked ahead, silent quietly. After a long time, Ji Xiuyu said: "I can tell the truth of Xizhi, and then receive treatment." We could live together for twenty years, or more. But in the end, I couldn't change it. You know what the result would be?"

Ouyang Ziyao didn't speak, just looked at him heavily. "I only have twenty years, but unfortunately I have a lifetime. In those twenty years, I can give her all my love, but what will she do with the remaining decades? Once people have it, they will feel even more sad when they lose it. Having and losing is the greatest torture. Ji Xiuyu said slowly.

"It's a pity that you can remarry when the time comes. Ouyang Ziyao blurted out.

"I understand that she is a stubborn woman, and if she doesn't love me anymore, she will remarry. But if we leave her in love, she will not give up the relationship easily. Isn't those two years the best proof? Do you want her to spend the rest of her life thinking about me and loneliness? Ziyao, I can't do it. Ji Xiuyu's voice was marked with obvious sadness.

Ouyang Ziyao was silent, solemn for Ji Xiuyu's thoughts. "If you want to blame, you can only blame you for having too deep feelings for cherishing it. If she really leaves you, won't you be miserable and lonely all the years you live?" Ouyang Ziyao asked rhetorically.

"It's good that she's happy. Ji Xiuyu smiled lightly, "There are many men around her who love her silently, and I believe she will be happy in the future." I will be miserable without her. But as long as she can rely on her for the rest of her life, and have someone who loves her forever, I would rather be miserable. I don't want to let me reap short-term happiness and let her endure a long period of loneliness. ”

Ouyang Ziyao knew that Ji Xiuyu was a stubborn person. Once decided, it is not easily changed. Whether it is in the face of love, or life. "Then you promise me to receive treatment within a month. I'm afraid that if you keep dragging on, you'll be hopeless. Ouyang Ziyao said seriously.

One month...... Ji Xiuyu snorted and said hoarsely: "Okay, I promise you." I'll find a way to get the pity out of me within a month. But I also want you to make sure that you don't tell me about it. If I break my plan, we won't even be able to be friends. ”

Patting him on the shoulder a little helplessly, Ouyang Ziyao sighed and said, "Okay, I promise you." You have a stubborn character, I really don't know if it's good or bad. ”

Drinking boiled water, Ji Xiuyu tasted a touch of bitterness. His eyes looked into the distance, making it impossible to guess his thoughts.

Seeing that he was silent, Ouyang Ziyao followed his line of sight. It was a painting, in oil paint, with portraits of a man and a woman. In the photo, Xia Xizhi snuggled in Ji Xiuyu's arms, with a bright smile on his face.

"Sometimes, I really wish you could love her a little less and think more about yourself. Or amnesia and never think of her. Ouyang Ziyao said depressedly.

Ji Xiuyu's face was hooked up with a very shallow smile, but that smile made people feel inexplicably distressed.