Shen walked to the nurses' station as scheduled to inquire about changing wards, the little nurses were gossiping about her relationship with Qin Shaoheng, seeing that it was her, she hurriedly silenced, she ignored those inquiring eyes, and only wanted to get away from Qin Shaoheng as soon as possible, before she could ask, Shi Haoyu walked over and recognized that it was her, and said in a very casual tone, "As scheduled, why are you here?"

Shen Ruzhi only knew that he was Qin Shaoheng's doctor, so he asked him, "Doctor Shi, I want to change the ward." ”

Shi Haoyu glanced at her, frowned, and secretly wondered in his heart, how did his unsympathetic friend offend the little girl in front of him who looked angry, so he had to answer helplessly, "But now the wards are full, and I can't coordinate." ”

Shen held his breath as scheduled, and naturally did not accept such an answer, "Then I'll transfer to the hospital." ”

Of course she didn't know, as long as Shi Haoyu said a word, no hospital in the whole city of Shanghai would admit her in, Shi Haoyu didn't want her to toss, took her to the end of the corridor, and persuaded bitterly, "As scheduled, you also know that Qin Shaoheng is a very picky person, and he likes to be strong, and there is no one around him who relies on him, will he accept treatment well? Although he has a fracture, he is not recovering well, and the possibility of being paralyzed is not impossible, besides, after all, he saved you." ”

Shen knew that Shi Haoyu's words were reasonable, but the news of Qin Shaoheng and Qin Su on the news was tightly entangled in her heart like a poisonous letter, and she muttered, "Qin Shaoheng hopes that the person who accompanies him is not me, and I will only be an eyesore in front of him." Anyway, I won't be in the same room with him, it's a big deal that I'll be discharged. ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she really packed her luggage and went back to the villa, Aunt Lan was surprised to see that she was back, "Young grandma, why are you back?"

The gauze on her forehead has been removed, and she has recovered to seventy-seven or eighty-eight, and the reason for her real anger is not easy to tell Aunt Lan, so she had to tell a lie at random, "I'm almost fine, the hospital is too stuffy, I'll come back first." ”

Aunt Lan didn't doubt him, "That young grandmother went upstairs first, and I also stewed some tonic soup in the pot, and I wanted to send it to the hospital later." I'll serve it to you when the soup is ready. ”

She looked sad and her whole body was very sleepy, "Aunt Lan, no need, I'm a little tired, I'm going upstairs to rest first, you can rest early." After speaking, she went back to the room, just got into bed, and fell asleep, not long after sleeping, she was woken up by a mobile phone ringtone, she pressed it, and the other party kept dialing.

She answered the phone in a daze, and her tone was a little unkind, "Who?"

The other party was not annoyed, and there was a faint doting in his voice, "Woke you up?"

Shen heard Cheng Yiteng's voice as expected, and there was a hint of detachment in his tone, "Is there something wrong?"

Cheng Yiteng stepped on the cigarette that was about to be extinguished with his foot, leaned on the body and moved, "I'm at the intersection in front of your house, can you come out conveniently?"

Shen got up as scheduled, looked out the window, it was already dark, and turned around, "If there is anything on the phone, it will be the same." ”

The other side was silent for a few seconds, "As scheduled, what if I say I miss you very much?"

Shen took the phone with a different hand as scheduled, only to find that a trace of fine sweat oozed from his palm, "Cheng Yiteng, do you think it is appropriate for us to say such things with our current identity?"

Cheng Yiteng smiled bitterly and said, "As scheduled, do you know? When I heard that you were hospitalized, my heart hurt as if it was torn apart, and I was willing to accept the fact that you left me, and I also wanted you to live in this world in peace." I originally thought that you could be happy with him, but now you see, I couldn't give you happiness back then, but now I can, as scheduled, and I have always wanted to give you happiness. ”

Shen sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, she remembered that when she was in college, she was very sleepy, she didn't get up until noon when she had nothing to do, and she couldn't wait to schedule classes in the afternoon, at that time, Qin Su always said that she didn't sleep enough, like a milk baby, screaming and screaming became her nickname, and the people in the class often teased her about this, and she was embarrassed to explain a few words at first, but then she was thick-skinned and simply let them go, she was famous for her lazy sleep, and then the professors who taught heard about it or two, and when the roll call was called, Shen Ruzhi's name was called and said in passing," Shen Ruan, are you awake?" she replied in a daze, and the class burst into laughter.

At that time, only Cheng Yiteng didn't laugh at her, occupied a place for her, made up classes, and completed her homework, and the people in the class coaxed her and Cheng Yiteng, saying that they were a good match, she was always embarrassed by being said, but Cheng Yiteng was very calm, as if it was really like that. In the second semester of her freshman year, Cheng Yiteng finally mustered up the courage to confess, and she was also happy with him in her heart, so she naturally agreed.

She was still immature at that time, her temper was spoiled, and she often lost her temper over trivial things, Cheng Yiteng was not angry, and coaxed her like a child.

Qin Su said, "Shen Ruzhi, in your life, if you can find someone who treats you like Cheng Yiteng, my Qin Su's name will be written upside down." "She didn't know how lucky she was to get someone so good. It's a pity that creation makes people and ends up in a situation where they are now strangers.

She thought of his goodness, and also remembered the insurmountable impermanence of the world that separated her, she took a deep breath and opened her mouth, "Cheng Yiteng, we can't do it." Not only do you have Qin Musheng now, but you also have your children. I was still sitting in Mrs. Qin's place, and there was too much separation between us, and it was impossible to go back to before. ”

These words were like a sharp blade stabbing Cheng Yiteng's heart, he was annoyed why he refused to give up those useless self-esteem and grabbed her to death, so that he would not suffer in the pain of losing her every day in the future, seeing her standing beside Qin Shaoheng obediently and smiling, the appearance that should have belonged to him is now outside the mountains and rivers of the years, and it does not belong to him forever, but he is unwilling, he is very afraid, if one day, he completely loses her, how can he live, so he mustered up all the courage, he wants to work hard again, but he always misses the best time, his tone is depressed, and even pleadingIt seems that a drowning man is desperately grasping at the last straw, "Would you like to come out and meet you?" ”

It was overcast again, and a drizzle of rain fell down his hair, and he refused to sit back in the car, as if he had been punished, and felt better.

Shen hung up the phone as scheduled, she knew that he had always been a stubborn person, and said that she would keep waiting, she remembered that they were still together at that time, once they quarreled, the senior year was basically out of class, and they all interned separately last semester, Shen was on Hucheng TV as scheduled, Cheng Yiteng was planning in a 4A advertising company in Shanghai, and for a while, he was so busy that he repeatedly negotiated with customers to modify the plan, and forgot to make an appointment with Shen as scheduled to go to the movie together, Shen was waiting for him in the cinema to the end of the movie, he couldn't get through because he was accompanying the customer to the meeting, and the phone was muted and couldn't get through, Shen was naturally angry, Cheng Yiteng couldn't coax it well, that day, There was a lot of snow in Shanghai, Cheng Yiteng took a bouquet of flowers downstairs in her dormitory and waited until the early hours of the morning, and later, he caught a cold and contracted pneumonia, and lived in the hospital for a week before he got better, Shen was scared to death by him as scheduled, how to care about those little emotions, he immediately forgave him, and was busy in the hospital to take care of him clumsily.

She was afraid that he would continue to wait like last time, looking at the heavier and heavier rain outside, she still went out after thinking about it, Aunt Lan was no longer in the living room, and the villa was still lit with the night light, she tiptoed with an umbrella and rushed out, the rain was getting heavier, and she still wet her hair although she was holding the umbrella.

Finally walked to the intersection, saw Cheng Yiteng who was still leaning on the body, immediately walked up, propped the umbrella on his head, she pulled him to sit in the car, he hugged her, she frowned and struggled away, "Cheng Yiteng, I come now, I don't want to give you hope to get back together, I hope you understand, many things are over is over, we have all made our own choices, whether you are willing to accept the result of this choice or not, it has happened, no matter what, we are impossible, do you understand?" Qin Musheng is a simple girl, since you married her, you should be responsible for her, and you should also be responsible for the child in her belly. ”

"What about Qin Shaoheng? Are you the responsibility he should bear? He is now arguing with Qin Su about things, has he ever thought about your feelings?" Cheng Yiteng's words made her heart sink, and a dense sour feeling rose in her heart, but she was still strong and said, "This is my business with him, you don't need to care, I hope I have made everything clear today." Cheng Yiteng let me go, and let yourself go. ”

Her tone was so firm, it fell on his ear, he seemed to have become an unreasonable child, his hand fell in the air, unable to grasp her leaving figure, he desperately smashed his hand on the steering wheel, as if the pain of the flesh could relieve the pain in his heart, and finally his hand was broken, oozing small pieces of blood, he finally stopped, looking at the slowly growing blood stains, the corners of his mouth hooked a wry smile, tears flowed down.

Shen ran back to the villa from the car as scheduled, although she was holding an umbrella, she was still drenched most of her body, she returned to the villa, opened the door, and saw Qin Shaoheng's figure sitting under the dim yellow light in the living room, his eyes were fixed on her, the cigarette on his fingertips raised a few cyan mist, and his expression was still very indifferent, "Mrs. Qin, where did you go so late?"

Shen Ruzhi was a little panicked in her heart, obviously she didn't do anything out of the ordinary, but Qin Shaoheng was more taboo than anything else about her meeting Cheng Yiteng, she was stunned and didn't know what to say, he didn't seem to pursue this question anymore, pushed the wheelchair and approached her, and said, "I'm tired, push me back to the room." ”

Shen just wanted to refuse, but Aunt Lan walked out with a lazy expression, "Young Master, why are you back?" She didn't want Aunt Lan to worry, so she had to respond.

Because Qin Shaoheng was physically uneasy, they had to sleep in a guest room on the first floor, and Aunt Lan saw the situation, Deng Deng ran upstairs to get a new set of bed sheets and quilt covers.

Shen Ruluo was still standing in the room, waiting for Aunt Lan to lay out the sheets and leave, the cigarette between Qin Shaoheng's fingers was almost extinguished, but some small stars were still jumping, the corners of his mouth hooked up a wry smile, and he snuffed out the cigarette butt tightly, Shi Haoyu's words were still in his ears, "Women, just be angry and coaxed, you, don't hold anything in your heart, some things should be explained clearly." ”

It's not that he doesn't want to explain, he just can't be angry, Shen Ruzhi's distrust of him, she never seems to have trusted him, even once.

For the first time in his life, this realization gave him a sense of frustration that could not be dissipated. It was as if the value of his existence was completely denied because of her distrust.

He hated it, he hated it.