Chapter 134: Protecting her has become an instinct

The boy is wearing a limited-edition sportswear and a trendy hairstyle, and he looks like a sassy playboy.

I don't remember what it looks like, but it seems to be quite handsome at the time.

However, she grew up since she was a child, and the most important thing in the circle is this kind of image, and she is almost aesthetically tired, especially this kind of pick-up trick with the same book, Bei Mingmo is too troublesome to even debunk.

Therefore, seeing that Song Yiren took the book, she hurriedly left with Song Yiren. Anyway, she is not a top student, and she is too lazy to read.

It's just that I didn't expect that the person I met at the beginning was Luo Tianqi in front of me?

Bei Mingmo couldn't cry or laugh, what kind of fate is this?

It's just that Luo Tianqi began to tell other stories later, and those stories are completely unfamiliar to Bei Mingmo.

Hearing what he said, in her heart, the image of twin sisters she had never met gradually became three-dimensional and plump.

Sadness swelled in her heart, but unfortunately, the deceased was gone, and the only thing she could do was to go to the grave to see her.

And next door, Pei Jun withdrew after sending the palace into the private room at night.

In the private room, Gong Lingye looked at Song Yiren opposite and said, "Nuan Nuan." ”

With that, he reached for her hand.

Song Yiren immediately retracted his hand and said, "Let's talk about the subject directly." ”

Gong Lingye nodded, and then said: "I admit that since I was a child, I have been used to protecting Tingxue, just because of a past. ”

"This past can be traced back to the last dynasty, when the Gu family was a family of traditional Chinese medicine, and the Gong family was the general of the times. ”

Gong Lingye said: "Nuan Nuan, as you can see, my wounds generally heal relatively quickly, not because of anything else, but because our ancestors have always taken a traditional Chinese medicine given by the Gu family." ”

"When this medicine was in my father's generation, it was stopped because of the extinction of medicinal materials, and since my grandfather's generation, we have been in business, so we stopped it. It's just that I may still have some residual effects in my body. ”

When Song Yiren heard this, he couldn't help frowning.

If so, then, the generation of the Gong family will not live to be 32 years old, will it have something to do with this?

Gong Lingye obviously guessed her thoughts, so she said, "Nuan Nuan, do you suspect that it was because of the discontinuation of the Gu family's medicine? In fact, when my elder brothers died one after another, I also suspected it. ”

"However, it was my father who took this tonic, and he passed it on to us, and he should pass it on to my sisters. My sister was fine, so I also checked the Y chromosome, but I found that we didn't have any problems. ”

"Actually, since my third brother, I have had a physical examination every six months, but I still can't find any problems. Gong Lingye frowned: "I even suspect that the hurdle of 32 years old may be a man-made coincidence." ”

He paused: "This is the relationship between the Gong family and the Gu family, and the matter of listening to Xue is because we owe it to the Gu family." ”

"Twenty-three years ago, my mother suddenly became ill, and her problem could not be treated by Western medicine, so she could only use acupuncture in Chinese medicine. At that time, Tingxue's mother was pregnant in August. Hearing that my mother was critically ill, she resolutely rushed to the palace house and snatched her mother's life, but on the way home, she encountered a car accident. ”

Song Yiren was stunned, although he was not a party to it, he could imagine that as soon as this incident came out, the people of the palace family would inevitably feel very guilty.

I only heard Gong Lingye say again: "Tingxue's mother was not good at that time, and when she was sent to the hospital, she was already dead." The doctor had an emergency caesarean section, and Tingxue's life was saved, but because of premature birth and some suffocation in **, she stayed in the incubator for three months after she was born. ”

"A normal child can walk at more than a year old, but she can't walk until she is six years old. Other people's childhood is full of laughter, but her childhood was spent almost entirely in the hospital. Doctors concluded that she would not live to be 20 years old, and now she is barely able to survive to the age of 23. ”

"I was seven years older than her, and when I was a child, my mother told me that if I listened to Xue for one day, I should take care of her for one day, which is not only a responsibility, but also a habit. ”

"So, for so many years, I have been protecting her as if she were my own sister. It's as if that time, she drank and I was so angry. It's like that attack on the island, I know that if she is caught with me, she can't be as improvisable as you, and all that awaits her is death, so I choose to let you face the danger with me. ”

"And Nuan Nuan, the earthquake happened the day before yesterday, I wanted to save you, but at that time, Tingxue choked on tea, and her heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, she grabbed me very tightly, I couldn't move, I could only watch things fall down on you. ”

"I'll admit, I did protect her again as things fell over our heads. Because of habit, and because I did pity her, it had become an instinct to protect her. ”

Gong Lingye looked at Song Yiren's eyes: "However, this kind of pity is not love, just a kind of family affection." ”

"Nuan Nuan, I know that it is very unfair to you to take away your care in this way, but I can guarantee that the love for you is complete and unreserved. ”

Gong Lingye looked at Song Yiren: "Nuan Nuan, that's all the reason." I'm a person who doesn't like to lie and don't bother to lie. When I say I like you, I really like you, not as a plaything for curiosity, but I really plan to fall in love and marry you. I don't have a relationship with her, but I have a responsibility, and even if I'm with you, I can't leave it behind. So, I will compensate you in other ways and make you feel my sincerity. ”

After listening to Gong Lingye, Song Yiren took a sip of coffee slowly, and all the doubts about Gong Lingye were gone.

Yes, she knew his pride and disdained to lie, so what he said was from the bottom of his heart.

Mind if he cares about Gu Tingxue?

If she said she minded at first, but now that she heard about the past, she didn't mind either.

A girl, who can only walk at the age of six, grew up in a hospital, and others ran in the sun, but she could only lie in a hospital bed for treatment.

Moreover, the reason why she is like this is because her mother wants to save her mother.

No wonder, in the corner of the banquet at that time, Gu Tingxue was in front of Gong Moyan, and she would be so sad when she talked about the past.

Song Yiren sighed in his heart, and after thinking about it, he spoke: "To be honest, when I was with you, I also had problems. ”

She weighed her rhetoric: "Because of some things, I am insecure, and it is difficult to trust a person. So, I promised you at the time, it really took a lot of courage. ”

"But after two days of separation, I thought about it carefully, and I may not really be suitable for a relationship. She looked directly into Gong Lingye's eyes: "I have my own psychological problems, you have also seen it, I don't want to tell you a lot of things, just because my psychological defense is too deep, I can't convince myself to break it, and I don't know how to break it." ”

"So I feel that being with you will only hurt you, you will feel tired and frustrated, and I will also feel embarrassed. Instead of this, we might as well return to each other's safe distance, you will meet a girl who believes in you and worships you with all her heart, and I, too, have my own things to do. ”

"I'm sorry, it's not that you're bad, it's that I don't want to fall in love, it's not suitable for love, it's all my problem. She finished in one gulp, and then drank the coffee without milk and sugar.