Chapter 298: Love is Selfish
"Xiaoxiao. ”
As soon as Fang Luxiao came downstairs to the dormitory, she saw Niu Li, who was already waiting for her there.
"Sister Li. She calmly stepped forward to say hello, and before Niu Li could speak, she hurriedly said, "If you're here to help Cao Wu be a lobbyist, then don't say it." ”
Although Niu Li had expected her to have this attitude, she still didn't expect to be so direct and resolute.
It's tricky this time!
"Xiaoxiao, I'm not here to be a lobbyist, I'm here to explain things to you. ”
Fang Luxiao was very calm: "You weren't there at the time, I was there." ”
Niu Li was suffocated, what she said directly blocked the conversation!
After a pause, she said, "Xiaoxiao, although I wasn't there at the time, I believe that Cao Wu would not do such a thing. ”
"Cao Wu won't, but someone will. Fang Luxiao's words made Niu Li speechless again.
Fang Luxiao was about to walk into the dormitory building, but Niu Li hurriedly stopped her: "Xiaoxiao, in this way, let's find a place to sit down and have a good chat first, okay?"
"Okay, I'll go in and put something in. ”
A few minutes later, the two came to the tea room at the back entrance of the school and found a cubicle to sit down.
After asking for a pot of tea, the two sat opposite each other, and neither of them spoke first.
After drinking the first cup, Niu Li picked up the teapot heated on the alcohol base and helped Fang Luxiao refill the tea, so as to open the topic: "Cao Wu sent you a lot of text messages, have you read them?"
"Nope. ”
"Why?"
"If he wants to explain, he will explain it to me in person. ”
"But he really can't leave...... Niu Li explained: "Now is the most important time for their promotion in the United States, the company and Sony are working together to push the black hole to the top of the billboard list and gain a firm foothold in the United States, at this time, he can't come back." ”
"I know. Fang Luxiao was very calm: "So I told him, what's the matter, I'll talk about it when he comes back." ”
Niu Li opened her mouth, frowned and said, "But if you don't answer his phone and don't reply to his messages, he can't settle down over there!"
"That's his business. Fang Luxiao said lightly.
"It's not ......" Niu Li was a little helpless: "Xiaoxiao, you have always been very smart, but this time the matter was not done beautifully, if there was a problem at that time, it should be solved at that time, what good will it do you if you run back in anger and cause a cold war on both sides?"
"I know it's not going to do me any good, maybe even lose him, but I have to do it. Fang Luxiao's tone was firm.
"Then why?" Niu Li couldn't figure it out.
Fang Luxiao didn't answer directly, but said: "Cao Wu is very good, very good, he is like a bright candle flame in the night sky, attracting moths like me. ”
"I know that what Nana said is probably true, they really didn't do anything. ”
Her words made Niu Li a little surprised, and she couldn't help but ask, "Then why do you still do this?"
Fang Luxiao still didn't answer directly, she looked at the small flame in the center of the base under the transparent glass teapot, and said calmly: "I'm not the first, nor the only one who likes him. Nana won't be the last one to try to get close to him, either. There is no shortage of the opposite sex around him, from Liu Jingshu when he was in school to Nana now, Lele also likes him a little, even you have a good impression of him, right?"
The body shook, and a trace of consternation flashed in Niu Li's eyes.
Fang Luxiao didn't care, but continued: "This is normal, how can a person like him lack people to like him? However, he is such a lazy person, and feelings never seem to be his choice. I was also able to be with him because I knew myself well, I liked him enough, and I took the initiative enough. ”
"But relationships are managed by both parties, and I can be sure that I love him enough, but I can never be sure that he loves me or not. ”
"I've been with him for more than four years, I'm happy, but there's always an anxiety haunting me. I thought it was an inferiority complex caused by the widening gap between me and him, but only now did I understand that I was panicking because I had never heard him say a word of love for me. ”
Niu Li was silent and didn't say a word.
"Sister Li. Fang Luxiao looked at her: "The key to solving this matter is not me, but him." ”
"Of course I could have stayed and told the story of the misunderstanding, but what about later, when I wasn't there, another girl would come into his room?"
"He's not a prisoner, I'm not a police officer, can I still sleep with him every night via video link and spy on him? ”
"There's only one willingness for something like this to happen, and that's that he doesn't love me enough. Fang Luxiao's eyes became sad: "If he always has me in his heart, there will be a line, he will not drink like that, and he will not give others the opportunity to get close to him." ”
"From beginning to end, my love for him was far greater than his love for me, he was taking care of me like an elder, giving me money, buying me a house to live in, but I just wanted to hear him say that he loved me. ”
After a moment of silence, Niu Li said, "You know he loves you. ”
"I know, but it's not enough. She raised her eyes to look at Niu Li and said seriously, "I'm going to let him tell me himself." ”
"I can forgive him the first time and I can forgive him the second time, but I will never allow another time. ”
"I don't dare to take risks, but I have to take risks, and I have to make him really realize that the love for me is enough to support us for the rest of our lives. ”
"If he can't clearly love me and set a barrier in his heart to prevent similar things from happening, I can only choose to leave. ”
"Love is selfish, and I'd rather not and not share it with others. ”
Niu Li stopped talking, just drank tea in silence. It took a long time before she raised her head and looked at her carefully as if she had re-acquainted Fang Luxiao.
"Sister Li, what I said to you, I hope you don't tell him, I don't want to affect his judgment. Fang Luxiao wrapped his ten fingers around the cup, lowered his head and whispered: "I have never been willful in front of him, this time, I want to be willful." ”
"Okay, I promise you. Niu Li nodded, and then said seriously: "But the propaganda in the United States is indeed relatively tight, and my sister really can't let him come back to you immediately." ”
"Feelings belong to feelings, work belongs to work, so many people in the company want to eat, I can carry it clearly. Fang Luxiao sighed softly: "Let's two calm down and think about it." ”
"Thank you. Niu Li said sincerely.
"It's time for me to go back. Fang Luxiao got up.
"It's time for me to go, too. ”
The two walked out of the tea room, and Niu Li suddenly stopped Fang Luxiao.
"I do admire Cao Wu very much, and I have a crush on him for a while, but that was before. Niu Li smiled: "Sister now has someone she likes." ”
"Who?" asked Fang Luxiao with a slight smile.
"I won't tell you. Niu Li smiled and waved her hand: "Let's go!"
Back in the car, Niu Li sat in the back seat and called Cao Wu.
It was midnight on the American side, and Cao Wu quickly answered the phone and asked in a daze, "Sister Li, how are you doing over there?"
"This matter is not as serious as you think, but it is inconvenient for me to interfere, when this time is over, you can come back and deal with it yourself." ”
After hanging up the phone, she thought about it and dialed another phone: "Mr. Guo, are you in the country?