Chapter 109: Choice
Seeing Lin Jun at the door of the office, embarrassment flashed on Lu Jingyuan's face, "Ah, director, why are you here?"
The two were caught and scolded by their colleagues, and they began to be at a loss.
Tongyu does not allow employees to be excluded internally, which is the fundamental reason why Tongyu employees love each other.
was worried, but he heard Lin Jun over there say in a deep voice: "Lu Jingyuan, you come to my office." ”
Lu Jingyuan's heart trembled, could it be that she felt that she was not small, thinking that she was arrogant to her colleagues because of the company's favor, so she should be punished and admonished?
She nervously followed into the office.
While the two of them breathed a sigh of relief, a look of worry appeared in their eyes when they saw the closed door of the office.
Although they were still dissatisfied with Lu Jingyuan in their hearts, they had to say that Lu Jingyuan's words just now completely moved them.
If they want to sit in the position of top designers, what they need to do is not to beat others, but how to improve their own design skills.
The company is particularly generous to Lu Jingyuan, and it must have taken a fancy to a certain potential in her.
And Lu Jingyuan's ability to enter a top company like Sinovel also proves that she has a certain strength, so why should the two of them comment on other people's affairs casually?
The two glanced at each other, with mixed emotions.
"Xiaoyu, should we ......?"
Peng Yu hesitated and was too embarrassed to say the rest of the words, but Yili understood what she wanted to say.
Yi Li's eyes were lowered, and her face was a little embarrassed.
After a long time, he sighed, looked at the closed door of the office, and the face with a light smile appeared in his mind, and said with relief: "Forget it, I don't think she should have taken our words to heart." ”
In fact, Yi Li was really right, Lu Jingyuan really didn't take their words to heart.
Looking at Lin Jun who didn't speak in front of her, she was a little uneasy.
Lin Jun walked over from the water dispenser, holding two glasses of water in his hands, "You are in your menstrual period, this is hot water." ”
even thoughtfully poured her a cup of hot water, which made her even more confused.
Perhaps seeing her nervousness, the expression on Lin Jun's face finally relaxed, "You don't have to worry, I'm not here to teach you a lesson." ”
Since Lin Jun said so, Lu Jingyuan breathed a sigh of relief, and the neck that was instinctively shrunk just now finally stretched out, and his mood was greatly relaxed.
"Yes, although there is still half a year in the competition, the company feels that if you stay in the company all the time, the opportunity to develop your potential is much smaller. ”
Lu Jingyuan's eyes rolled, why did the content of this conversation feel a bit like he was going to transfer her away?
"Director, why don't you just say it, what is the company's arrangement for me?" she asked sincerely.
Lin Jun took a sip of cold water and calmly spit out the company's arrangement, "The company has decided to subsidize you to go abroad to continue your studies at public expense, and there are often some brand fashion shows abroad, and the company also hopes that you can go to see more when the time comes, and strive to make greater progress in this half year." ”
Lu Jingyuan didn't speak for a long time.
Lin Jun continued to add, "Of course, the company also takes into account that you have just gotten married, so it is okay for you not to go abroad for the time being, but it is only half a month, and after half a month, you will have to go abroad for further study." ”
This opportunity is very rare, and the public funding means that the food, housing and transportation tuition fees are paid by the company, and it can also broaden your horizons and improve your own level.
But it's too long.
The d&s competition was in early spring and February, that is to say, she had to stay abroad for the six months before the competition, and yesterday, she didn't see Pei Lurong for just one day, and she was crazy, let alone half a year?
Seeing her hesitation, Lin Jun's gentle voice came out, "You can now treat me as a stranger or as your netizen as much as you like, now, I am not your boss, remove the company's interests, as a netizen, my advice to you is, yes." ”
Lu Jingyuan looked up at her and found that her eyes were extremely sincere.
"This is a very rare opportunity, and I believe that as long as I go out and shout, there will be countless designers who are willing to leave their current work behind and agree to go abroad. And as you just said, as a designer, the most important thing is how to improve yourself, not just how to win the battle in front of you. ”
"But......" she struggled, "half a year is too long." ”
Lin Jun said softly, "For further study, half a year is already a short time. Of course, I'm just giving you a suggestion, this choice, I think as long as a normal and career-minded woman knows how to choose. You can think about whether it is worth it to lose a precious opportunity to succeed in order not to leave your husband. ”
"Superintendent, can you let me think about it for a night?" she was moved, "I want to go back and talk to my family." ”
Lin Jun hooked his lips and smiled, "Of course, after discussing it, come and tell me tomorrow, and I will report it to the above and help you go through the procedures for further study." ”
Lu Jingyuan: "May I ask, where did you go to study?"
"France, of course, after all, is the capital of the arts. ”
"I see. Lu Jingyuan nodded, "Thank you." ”
Although Lin Jun said that she would not influence her choice, her words revealed a tendency to hope that she would make the choice to go abroad.
If there is no Pei Lurong, Lu Jingyuan will undoubtedly choose to agree.
But now with Pei Lurong, she began to hesitate.
And this hesitation lasted until she went home at night, knowing her menstrual period, the two of them could not have the same room, and Wan Fang did not sleep with Lu Jingyuan.
Lu Jingyuan was lying on the bed, she was a little entangled.
The answer will be given tomorrow, but she doesn't even have the courage to discuss with Pei Lurong.
Covered with a quilt, a heart lifted up and sank.
Suddenly, the sweaty head was cold, and the quilt was lifted.
A clear voice sounded from overhead, "Why are you covering your head?"
Looking at Pei Lurong's empathetic face, she was silent again.
Pei Lurong followed and sat on the bed, covered with the same quilt as her, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said softly, "Say, is something wrong?"
She was surprised, "How do you know?"
He pointed to her tightened eyebrows, and then to her wrinkled lower lip, "Is it hard to spot?"
She lowered her eyes, and her heart became empty.
"Moreover, when you talk to your mother at dinner, you always answer the wrong questions and look preoccupied. ”
She sighed and whispered her confusion, "Lao Pei, if I have a very, very bad thing to tell you, will you be angry?"
"Then you say it and try it, I won't be angry. ”
“……”
Seeing that she pursed her lips and was silent, Pei Lurong laughed, and helped her with his right hand to pull away the broken hair that poked into her eyes, "It's okay, let's say it, I think there should be nothing more difficult for me to do than what happened before." "There should be nothing more terrible than worrying that she would commit bigamy.
"What happened?" she raised her eyes, full of curiosity.
He smiled lightly and thought of the reason for the explanation, "The rumor you made for me before. ”
Her lips pursed and pursed, and she said embarrassedly, "Okay, then I'll say it." ”
After hesitating, she still told Pei Lurong what Lin Jun told her during the day.
After finishing speaking, with a guilty face, the whole person sat up and put his head on the quilt, "If you are really angry, scold me." ”
"Why am I scolding you?" his voice sounded calm.
She looked up at him in amazement, but didn't see half an angry look on his face, "Aren't you angry?"
"Why am I angry? Isn't that what you want?" he paused, "since you think I'm going to be angry, you seem to know what to do in your heart, right?"
She lowered her head, not daring to look at him.
It was a choice that didn't need to be tangled up at all, and she didn't want to miss out on this precious opportunity.
He was a little relieved, the corners of his mouth curled, his hands covered her ears, and forced her to raise her head, "If you believe me, shouldn't I believe you? ”
"But ......"
"Don't do it anymore, this choice doesn't require a headache for you at all, it's something you've always dreamed of, isn't it?" his eyes suddenly lit up, "Maybe it was the last time you made a successful wish for a meteor, and you got such a good opportunity in just a few days." ”
Hearing this, Lu Jingyuan really felt a magical feeling in her heart, as if she was an extraordinarily lucky person.
And after Pei Lurong's words, she has become more sure of this choice in her heart.
"Then ......" she paused, a sly smile flashed in her eyes, and teased, "Aren't you afraid that I will run away with other men?"
"Run, you didn't divorce me, you just ran to the ends of the earth, and you are my legal wife. ”
She opened her jaw in shock, "Isn't it just a joke! I don't like blonde foreign guys!"
"When are you going?"
The director said half a month later. ”
Where she couldn't see, a flash of loss flashed in his eyes, and then he raised his hand to stroke her smooth forehead, "Well, don't worry, I am at home, you can fight for your dreams!"
What she wanted to hear most was his support, which strengthened her heart.
She raised her voice and smiled "Uh-huh."
After she fell asleep, the relaxation on Pei Lurong's face finally faded, and he looked at her sleeping face with a complicated expression.
If he could, of course he didn't want to agree, of course he wanted to keep her, but would she really be happy if she stayed?
Maybe at the beginning, she would have compromised like this, but later? She would always regret it, she was still young, and she still had the strength to struggle, and he should not deprive her of the possibility of success because of his own selfishness.
What's more, this is what she has always hoped for.
He should be happy for her, and he should support her choice.
It's just that half a year is too long.
He touched her real body temperature, only felt a trance, and after half a month, he couldn't see her after sleeping.
How can you bear it?