At this moment, I am sitting in front of the computer, and my heart is confused, even empty and hesitant.

And the source of all this is that my heart is full of apologies to the readers, as well as to myself and the website, the guilt of youth, my children, and even like my life, it is also the financial source of my living expenses.

This book is a painstaking creation, but I have personally strangled it alive in the cradle of growth, I am guilty, I am guilty of a great sin, but I ask the reader for forgiveness.

Tonight, as I typed the word finish, I felt guilty and felt like I was living.

The pressure on me from the reader makes me feel uneasy at the same time, but also with a hint of joy.

I was brave enough to finish this book. At the same time, when I hit the two words of the end, my tears continued to flow down my cheeks.

I know that the reader is filled with anger when he sees this ending. But I'm really, really reluctant.

But it's over, it's really over. I don't run away from the mistakes I've made, and I'm willing to bear the anger that readers give me.

It's good for readers to scold me, just support me. I have never complained, after all, you can't live by doing your own sin.

However, I really have my own difficulties. The rest of the day a few days ago, it was broken for a week, and everyone knows that I haven't updated this week, but am I willing?

The answer is no, and I don't want to break it.

Let's be realistic. One day after the update, the website deducted more than 100 yuan from my manuscript fee, but if I write for one day, it may be double the earnings.

Here, I sincerely admit my mistake and apologize to my readers.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry everyone, I'm sorry everyone has given me everything.

It doesn't matter if it's broken, or it's over. It's just that I didn't want to bring my negative emotions to this book because I was full of troubles a few days ago, and I'd rather not update it than let readers see stories with negative emotions......

I'd rather be deducted money by the website myself, and I'd rather be scolded by myself, rather than force my mood to write a story.

As for what the hell is going on, I'm here, so it's inconvenient to tell you, I hope you can understand and understand, after all, I don't have a grudge against money, and if it's okay, there's no need to break off, right?

As for the new book, I'll release it when I'm married.

The wedding date is on October 16th, and after the wedding days, I will release a new book, and I hope you can come and read it as scheduled.

There is also a lot of preparation before marriage. Also, during this time, I will also conceive a new book and write a better story to give to everyone.

Don't complain and abuse, meeting is fate, I believe that you can see the present when you read my book, and you can also see some of your own shadow in the book, or be attracted by some things, in this case, I hope that you can follow the robe step by step, and do not want any distinguished reader to fall behind.

The reader is the author's food and clothing, and the author is also the reader's spiritual food.

The two complement each other, and we hope to go hand in hand to create brilliance!

Friends and readers who are willing to wait for a new book can add a personal QQ842824695 to the robe

By the way, add a group.,The group is full of readers waiting for the second part.,When you're bored,You can chat.,To kill some time.,Group number:551010401

In addition, everyone has seen the ending of the sinfulness of youth, I won't spoil it, all the mysteries, the second part will be clear.

After everyone added my personal QQ, I sent a new book in the future, and I will notify you in the space, thank you for your cooperation.

PS: Why, at the end, Jia Zhihai will appear, what does all this represent? What is the mystery?