Chapter 114: Girls on a Rainy Day
Looking at the girl's expression, Liang Jing couldn't help but touch her face, she used to sit at home every day, was it just such an expression?
I don't know if it's because of the other party's lost expression, which makes Liang Jing resonate, or because she just wants to try to learn how to communicate with people, and this little girl seems to be a relatively easy to contact character, plus she has been sitting quietly, shivering from the cold, and looks very pitiful, so Liang Jing brought a glass of brown sugar water over and took the initiative to say the first sentence.
The heavy rain music and the powder champagne brought by Liang Jing with the story are quite meaningful. Liang Jing didn't expect that after a month, she would summarize the story that happened more than a year so simply, and she didn't expect that the first time she said this, the other party was a stranger who met for the first time. She is reluctant to say these things to others, preferring to be considered a scheming woman who has teamed up with her husband to buy An and forced her family to the point of no return, rather than explain.
I always hope that in the eyes of others, Gu Yusheng still loves himself, how many women envy that wedding, if he knew that it was just a scene directed by Gu Yusheng, and he was just a chess piece in his hands, how ridiculous it would be. I don't want others to know all this, as if in their eyes, Gu Yusheng is still the one who loves him deeply, and even does not hesitate to use the company to confront An and regain An for himself.
Liang Jing likes to say: There is nothing dirtier in the world than self-esteem. But even if it's dirty, for the rest of my life, I need this self-esteem to be with me. After all, she has nothing left but self-esteem, no family, no lover, and no future.
Liang Jing shook the wine in the glass, this was the first day of opening, Gu Yusheng gave it to him, and he was going to drink it together, but because of the company's temporary affairs, he kept it here, and then he forgot about it when he was busy, and now he has no chance to sit down face-to-face and taste a glass of wine.
I don't know when the heavy rain outside stopped, and when I heard the sound of the horn, Liang Jing realized that it was almost nine o'clock, but I just happened to listen to the girl's story, and the time passed so quickly, and she made an appointment to give her a complete version of her story when she met next time, in fact, she felt that compared to what happened to the girl, although her own was also sad, but it was much simpler, nothing more than that she was used, and she didn't know that she fell in love with the person who used her.
The girl helped pull down the roller shutter door, but it saved Liang Jing some effort, the other party politely refused to send her by herself, and left after saying goodbye, watching the other party pull the luggage and walk forward, the thin back was like another self. Since a man doesn t love it, why should he provoke it, Liang Jing doesn t understand this very well, Gu Yusheng wants to take down An Actually, there are other ways, why should he involve himself.
And why should women be smart, if they are stupid, they will not be so sad. If you are smart, you shouldn't be deeply in love, it's wise to get out early, and now you have seen everything, but you have to pretend to be stupid, which is the most painful thing.
As usual, he got into the car, fastened his seat belt, and didn't say a word, Gu Yusheng glanced at Liang Jing a little strangely, "Who is that?"
Liang Jing didn't expect Gu Yusheng to be interested in the people around him now, "The guests from the store." ”
Gu Yusheng had often come to the store before, so she knew that Liang Jing's store was as she thought, there were no people, it would be good to have one or two tables all day long, and the two students who came most often were the two students, could this be a new customer? But Liang Jing's personality is not so familiar with the people she meets for the first time, "First time here?"
Liang Jing was asked a little strangely, "Yes, it seems to be waiting for someone here, it's raining, and I happened to see my store, so I came in to avoid the rain." ”
"That's it. Gu Yusheng was a little surprised, it was really the first time they met, "It's rare to see you meet for the first time, and you chatted quite familiarly." ”
"yes, empathize. "Although it's a different story, it has the same loneliness, maybe it's because of this feeling that I will take the initiative to speak.
Gu Yusheng didn't quite understand what Liang Jing was talking about, so how could he empathize. But it's good to think about it, she does need to have more contact with people.
There was silence between the two again, and Liang Jing realized a question, why did Gu Yusheng ask himself so many words? It is rare that he can talk well when he meets for the first time, this is like what he would say now.
Liang Jing looked out the car window, and suddenly wanted to laugh, he still hoped that he loved him, so he was always willing to find some details to prove his idea, even if these may not be anything at all.
Gu Yusheng took advantage of the time to wait for the traffic light, glanced at Liang Jing, and saw the smile on her face through the reflection of the car window, but he didn't quite understand what she was laughing at suddenly, Liang Jing is not a person who often laughs, and it is even more difficult to see her smile this month. But Liang Jing belongs to the type that looks good and laughs better, and Gu Yusheng feels that the irritability that has sprung up from time to time during this time has dissipated a lot.
I don't know when the light jumped over, Gu Yusheng came back to his senses, hurriedly turned his head to drive, Liang Jing heard the horn behind him, and looked back at Gu Yusheng in confusion, I don't know what he was doing just now, I didn't see the green light.
Liang Jing didn't bother to guess Gu Yusheng's thoughts, after all, she couldn't even figure out herself, she was the kind of person who found some hope for herself to live, pinning the meaning of her life on the approval of others, in the past, so that Liang's father could look at herself more, and later she hoped that Gu Yusheng could always be by her side.
Therefore, if I don't continue to think like this, it seems that there is no other hope, and all the motivation to live is pressed on it, as if if I lose this faith, I will not be saved. Liang Jing knew that her idea was not very good, and it was too unreliable to expect others to give her motivation, especially what she was counting on was difficult to achieve, whether it was Liang's father or Gu Yusheng.
Gu Yusheng heard Liang Jing sigh lightly, but he didn't understand, he was still laughing just now, why is he sighing again now, women's minds are changing so fast?
Liang Jing designed the new LOGO of her store, took it to remake billboards and illustrations, and some small ornaments and gifts, which matched her temperament. On the day the sign was hung up, the weather was a little stuffy, and there was a feeling that the rain could not fall, which made people irritable.
The worker took down the old one and asked Liang Jing what to do with it, stroking the words Miss Rabbit and Mr. Xiong on it, and felt a little reluctant, but in the end she still asked the worker to take this away from the disposal point, which was wrong from beginning to end, she was not like Miss Rabbit, and Gu Yusheng was not Mr. Xiong, he was not as honest and reliable as Xiong.
The two girls came over and couldn't help but take a few photos when they saw the new door, "This ancient design is so beautiful, sister, you should be a vase with such a look, why are you still so talented." ”
Liang Jing was a little embarrassed by the exaggerated tone of the two, but she still cooperated with the joke, "I tried to lean on my face before, but this character is not very suitable, so I can only give up." ”
The two little girls were amused by Liang Jing, "Sister feels that you have been different recently, you are much more down-to-earth, we were embarrassed to talk to you before, I am afraid that you will ignore us a little embarrassed." ”
Liang Jing also feels that she has changed a little these days, maybe because she almost died, so now she seems to have a feeling that she doesn't care about anything, she has experienced the feeling of death, what else is there to be afraid of, "Actually, I want to talk too, but I am slow to heat, and you are a little girl, I don't know what to say, sitting there is really a little boring." ”
Liang Jing hasn't been so relaxed for a long time, maybe it's because she dismantles all the sweetness of the past, out of sight and out of mind, or maybe it's because she is happy chatting with these children, in short, she's in a good mood.
The two little girls know that Liang Jing is no one, and they also know that she has a good personality, and now they are familiar with each other, they often eat here, and then write their homework and chat about gossip by the way.
went to the back kitchen to make omelet rice for the two, and when I turned around and came back, I saw the girl who came from the day of the heavy rain sitting outside, and when I saw her come out, I smiled reluctantly and said hello. Liang Jing feels that fate is a very wonderful thing, she is an introvert, and she has only felt like home at first sight twice in twenty-five years, once Gu Yusheng and once this girl.
Maybe it's because they're too similar to each other, they all suffer for a love that can't be loved, but they use a plain surface to cover up their inner pain, so they can talk.
The last time I listened to this girl's story, this time Liang Jing also told her past, of course, she also did a little bit of concealment, treating herself and Gu Yusheng as a business marriage, ignoring the things that she and him knew before Liang's father introduced her, and also ignored the fact that she might have a good impression of Gu Yusheng before dating, as if in this way, she would not look too embarrassed.
Liang Jing is also very strange, how dare she believe in someone at will, she has been deceived again and again, Chu Junqing's feelings for more than 20 years have deceived herself, Gu Yusheng's love at first sight is also a lie to herself, and now she is still willing to believe in others...... After all, I have nothing to deceive, so what else can I be afraid of.
The two chatted about the time very quickly, when they got in the car, Liang Jing couldn't help but look at Gu Yusheng, compared to that girl, she was still lucky, at least Gu Yusheng had no other harm to herself except for indifference, there was an aunt at home, eating and drinking all day long, and there was such a store to pass the time for herself, and she could rub the car when the door was closed, it was impossible to deliberately leave yourself in the car halfway and leave, and let yourself walk in the suburbs for a few hours.