268. I'm sorry for that humble self
268. I'm sorry for that humble self
Long Moxuan was shocked, as if he didn't expect Leng Yurou to propose to break up in public, and looked at Leng Yurou in shock.
Leng Yurou smiled bitterly, and looked at him with tears in her bright eyes: "What, you don't want to? It's been half a month,You've ignored me,Where did you put me?Oh,By the way,You came to me today,Is it because you get along very well with Ling Xuewei,Tell me your final choice is her,But seeing me and Haojie together like this,Men's possessiveness makes you unhappy again,Isn't it?"
Long Moxuan was silent for a while, and finally explained lightly: "Believe it or not, I'm here to pick you up for lunch." ”
"Yes, we haven't been in touch all this time, how do you know I'm here?" Leng Yurou asked in a cold voice.
"I called you, and you didn't answer, but the iPhone has a navigation and positioning function. That's all for my explanation, believe it or not it's your business, now I'm going to lunch, do you want to go along?" Long Moxuan's reaction was very calm and flat, as if he hadn't been beaten at all before,
Leng Yurou chuckled, this man reflected the changes before and after. She stroked the chaos behind her ears and said, "Long Moxuan, should you also explain, I called you that night, why didn't you answer? What were you doing at the time?"
Long Moxuan was silent. He couldn't tell her,At that time, he was upset and didn't know what to do,Let alone tell Leng Yurou,He and Ling Xuewei met in private,I also saw a photo of Leng Yurou and Fang Haojie when they were eating。 After thinking about it for this time, he finally decided to follow his heart and believe that Leng Yurou did not deceive her.
It's just that when he came to Leng Yurou's workplace today, he saw such a scene again, which made Long Moxuan have to wonder if his belief was too blind......
Looking at the silent Long Moxuan, Leng Yurou shook her head in disappointment. She didn't know whether she should continue to trust this man, he was inexplicably emotional, he was moody, as if he was just a dispensable woman for him, he was happy when he remembered it, and when he was unhappy, he hid and ignored himself. She could understand his uneasiness, but did he understand the sense of loss and helplessness in his heart? As a pregnant woman, as his wife, as a woman who loved him, did he care about her feelings?
She loved him, that's for sure.
However, what she can't be sure of is whether this love can tolerate his capricious character, and whether she can always obey him and treat herself so ficklely. Besides, such a Long Moxuan looks too irresponsible and will not be a good father.
Leng Yurou was extremely helpless, and the two fell into an awkward silence.
Mu Tiange got out of the elevator and saw Leng Yurou standing in the hall, rushed over with three steps and two steps, grabbed her arm and said, "Come in, the director is in a hurry, he is already scolding, don't let him get angry." ”
Leng Yurou knows in her heart that the title single of this album is very important to herself, and mV is also a very important part of the package. She shook her head, and finally glanced at Long Moxuan, and explained: "I called you that night, I wanted to tell you,I'm going to do this mV with Fang Haojie,My album。 I don't know why the producer investors chose him, but I hope you're happy that I'm on the ground in my career. ”
After speaking, Leng Yurou didn't look at Long Moxuan anymore, followed Mu Tiange, and walked into the elevator side by side to leave.
The moment the elevator door closed, Long Moxuan looked at Leng Yurou's face with her head down and despair, and felt a pain in her heart. He knew he had misunderstood her again. And he knew very well that it was his fault for not answering the phone that night. After that, due to his hesitation, he had lost more and more of his position in Leng Yurou's heart.
This feeling of powerlessness is like knowing that you are seriously ill, but there is no cure, and watching the condition worsen day by day, it is very helpless and sad.
Long Moxuan stood in the hall, feeling for the first time that he might be about to lose Leng Yurou. However, this is not Leng Yurou's fault. It was his uneasiness and suspicion that pushed this woman who loved him deeply out of her life step by step.
Thinking of the scene I saw just now, I couldn't help but feel a slight sour feeling in my heart. Is it only with Fang Haojie,Will Leng Yurou have such a bright smile?By her side,It seems that she will always be scarred and bullied。 Long Moxuan's mood was unprecedentedly gloomy, and his eyes gloomy and he left.
Leng Yurou returned to the set,Fang Haojie was sitting on the sand,Looking at her with a faint smile,Didn't speak。 The director was a big thunderbolt, and Lulu's mother didn't know when she arrived at the scene, and she was actually apologizing.
Leng Yurou felt very upset, because of her emotional affairs, which caused so much trouble to everyone. It's sad to think about it, Long Moxuan will always turn around and leave in a chic way, and he can only be the one who follows in his footsteps? Maybe this kind of relationship is really not worth his nostalgia, but why is it that when facing him, the word breakup is still unspoken?
After greeting the director in a depressed mood, the first thing Leng Yurou did was to find her mobile phone to see if there were any missed calls from Long Moxuan. After flipping through it, only Bai Qiguang made a phone call to himself, and there were no missed calls. Leng Yurou's disappointment was mixed with a hint of anger, and she angrily threw her phone on the sand.
Mu Tiange kept watching her movements, turned his head and pretended not to see it.
After a while, Lulu's mother came over angrily and scolded Leng Yurou angrily in front of everyone: "What kind of plane are you doing?
Leng Yurou looked at the bandages on Lulu's mother's hands and said apologetically: "I'm fine, I'm sorry, I'll take a good picture in the afternoon, you should hurry back to the hospital." ”
Lulu's mother was hospitalized with a severe cold and fever, otherwise she would not have been able to come on such a day. But after listening to Chu Yanzhe's call, she went directly to the hospital to personally supervise Leng Yurou despite her weak body, of course, because she felt that Leng Yurou had a talent to create, but also because she cared about Leng Yurou, how could Leng Yurou not be moved. Lulu's mother knocked on her head angrily: "You, you promised me not to do this last time, how many times do you have to say it to understand that the value of a woman is not only a man, you have to live your own life and create your own wonderful!"
"I'm sorry......" Leng Yurou lowered her head, full of apologies, with tears in her eyes. I'm sorry, but I'm saying it to myself. It was said to the self who ran behind the iceberg man, and to the self who always stood in front of Long Moxuan in a low voice. From now on, she will never love so humbly. Loving someone shouldn't be so painful.
If a love can't give you happiness and hope, then what's the point of holding on to such a painful love?
She decided that from now on, she would live her own life, whether she loved it or not, she had to be herself and be the happy self she used to be.
—————— and sleepy and accumulated back pain, go to bed first, and strive for the rest to explode tomorrow~~