Chapter 460: I Don't Want to Live Anymore

Sheng Nanping was extremely smart, so he naturally saw that Xiaobao was weak and strong, and his eyes were sore.

The blood flowing backwards in the body, the surging and uncontrollable sadness, all slowly calmed down.

He is not a child, he has responsibilities to bear on his shoulders, even if he is willful, willful these days, it is enough luxury!

Sheng Nanping cheered up, talked and laughed with the two children, and ate a lot of things, and maintained his vigorous energy and laughter until the two children left.

Mo Yishan was beside him, looking at Sheng Nanping who was smiling like this, his heart was even more uncomfortable, Sheng Nanping was just a person, not a god, he would be tired, and he would hurt when he was uncomfortable, but he had to carry it and pretend to be like this.

Sheng Dongyue knew that Sheng Nanping was holding his breath in his heart, and he didn't have a chance to scold him, when the two of them were tired of playing and needed to go home, Sheng Dongyue took the initiative to send the two children home, and didn't give Sheng Nanping a chance to scold him.

Silence returned to the ward.

As soon as the two children left the ward, the smile on Sheng Nanping's face disappeared immediately, he wanted to make himself laugh and make himself happy, but he couldn't do anything.

Mo Yishan went out to send off the two children, and it didn't take long for her to return, Sheng Nanping smiled at her, but this smile was soon gone, and Mo Yishan couldn't help but feel sad in her heart.

"Yishan, thank you for taking care of me these days!" Sheng Nanping was polite to Mo Yishan, on the surface it was no different from before, and made a little joke with Mo Yishan: "You are busy with work, you don't have much time for yourself, I live in the hospital, which delays you more time, and you don't have time to spend with your boyfriend, right?"

Mo Yishan looked at Sheng Nanping fixedly, took a deep breath, plucked up his courage again, and said to Sheng Nanping very seriously: "I don't have a boyfriend, you should know my standards, I want to find someone like you." ”

Sheng Nanping said: "It's not that you don't want to find someone like me, a man like me is not suitable to be someone else's husband, I have already thought about it, if Zhou Mo doesn't come back, I won't harm others, and I won't get married again in this life." ”

He kept laughing when he said this, as if he was joking, but Mo Yishan knew that Sheng Nanping was serious, and rejected her again very seriously.

"The scourge lives for a thousand years, so there is no problem with your body!" Mo Yishan also smiled with Sheng Nanping.

In fact, Mo Yishan knew that at this moment, the two of them were in tears in their hearts, but Mo Yishan was for Sheng Nanping, and Sheng Nanping was for Zhou Mo.

Sheng Nanping was discharged from the hospital the next day, and went back to work in the company, he presided over the company's affairs as before, worked diligently, went home from work to accompany the two children, and did his best to love, but he never called Li Yi over there, nor did he inquire about Zhou Mo's situation.

Time passed day by day, Zhou Mo still hadn't been found, and Sheng Nanping knew that the most cruel thing had happened.

Sheng Nanping was busy working desperately, not letting himself think about it, because as long as he was a little free, he would think of Zhou Mo, and his heart would hurt when he thought of Zhou Mo, not like the pain before, the pain made him even have trouble breathing, this time it was the pain of cutting meat with a blunt knife, but he could live hard.

Thinking of Zhou Mo, Sheng Nanping's nose was sour and his eyes were sour, but his tear ducts were underdeveloped and he couldn't cry, he just felt that the whole person was empty, and his internal organs seemed to have been taken away, with a kind of despair like exhaustion.

He really hated it, why did he let him meet Zhou Mo, who had tormented him all these years and tasted the most painful and bitter taste in the world......

Sheng Nanping worked in the company until late at night that day, and finished all the things that should be done, but he couldn't find anything to do, and he began to miss Zhou Mo uncontrollably, memories poured into his brain like a tide, and Zhou Mo's images quickly appeared in his mind, and all kinds of past events became clear, and finally fixed into Zhou Mo's sweet smiling face......

Can't think about it anymore...... Sheng Nanping grabbed the car keys irritably and decided to drive out for a ride by himself.

As soon as he saw Sheng Nanping driving out, the well-off and bodyguards who followed Sheng Nanping were frightened, and Xiaokang came to Sheng Nanping's side with a gloomy face, and said boldly: "Brother, I'll drive for you......"

"Get out of the way!" Sheng Nanping glanced at Xiaokang coldly, Xiaokang shrank his neck in fright and rolled to the back.

Sheng Nanping sat neatly in the car, glanced at the time, it was ten o'clock in the morning, he stepped on the accelerator, accelerated instantly, and rushed into the vast night.

At this time, there were not many cars on the road, so he increased the throttle again, completely immersing himself in the thrill of a kind of wind speed.

Happy, painful and happy.......

The night scene outside the window flashed by in a hurry, and the whole world seemed to be left with only Sheng Nanping and the road in front of the headlights......

The car quickly drove out of the city and headed for the highway, he didn't know where he was going, he just felt very chaotic and depressed, and he wished to be killed in one hit......

Thinking of this, Sheng Nanping couldn't help but be shocked, how could he have such an idea? Subconsciously slowed down the car!

He can leave the company behind, leave his brothers and sisters behind, but he can't leave his two young children!

If he did such a stupid thing, even if he met Zhou Mo in Huangquan, it is estimated that Zhou Mo would not forgive him......

Thinking of this, Sheng Nanping stepped on the brakes, and let himself hit the steering wheel violently and heavily, and Sheng Nanping did not make any resistance...... He snorted in pain, as if his sternum had been torn.....

Whatever, let the pain in your body cover up the pain in your heart!

Sheng Nanping breathed a sigh of relief, leaned on the steering wheel, and not long after, there was a sharp brake sound behind him, and then Xiaokang ran over, patted Sheng Nanping's car window, and shouted anxiously and worriedly, "Brother...... Top dog...... What's wrong with you......"

Sheng Nanping listened to Xiaokang's voice that had changed his tone, guessing that Xiaokang was scared, thinking that something had happened to him, he raised his hand and lowered the car window, and said to Xiaokang indifferently: "I'm fine!" It was as if the sharp pain in his chest had nothing to do with him at all.

"My brother, you're scared of me, why are you driving the car so fast......" Xiaokang's voice was crying, his hand tightly grabbed Sheng Nanping's window, and shouted, "This time I must let me drive for you, I must not let you drive by yourself, even if I kill me, I can't let you drive again......"

The depression in Sheng Nanping's heart has been removed, he doesn't want to die, he can't die, so he patted Xiaokang's head, "Don't cry, I'm not dead yet!" Then he opened the car door and walked down and sat in the back.

Xiaokang was really scared and cried, just now Sheng Nanping drove the car fast in front, his nervous heart in the back was about to stop, he knew that Sheng Nanping was good at drag racing, and his driving skills were much better than him, the key was that Sheng Nanping's state at this time was not like racing cars, but like he was looking for death!

Seeing that Sheng Nanping was finally willing to sit in the back, Xiaokang relieved himself, wiped the cold sweat on his head, got into the car, and said to Sheng Nanping crying: "My brother, you are in a bad mood, you can beat me and scold me, don't do this, I'm really scared......"

Sheng Nanping listened to Xiaokang's trembling voice, knowing that he was scared of Xiaokang, he wanted to comfort Xiaokang, but as soon as he opened his mouth to speak, he felt a sharp pain hit him, and he couldn't say anything in pain.

Xiaokang was still chattering in front of him, "...... My boss, you're really my boss, do you know how fast you drove the car just now, and how many tickets you might have to get tomorrow......"

He muttered a few words, and the feeling of super panic and fear in his heart gradually weakened, only to realize that he was actually chattering about Sheng Nanping, Xiaokang was afraid that Sheng Nanping would be angry, raised his eyes to look at Sheng Nanping from the rearview mirror, and after a glance, he was so frightened that he couldn't help but scream, "Boss......."

A stream of blood oozed from the corner of Sheng Nanping's mouth, his face was snow-white, his eyes were closed, and he leaned silently on the back seat......

Xiaokang was so frightened that his soul was about to disappear, so he immediately called their own private hospital, and immediately sent an ambulance out, he asked the bodyguard next to him to drive back, and he moved to the back to take care of Sheng Nanping.

He shouted anxiously in Sheng Nanping's ear, "Brother, brother, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me......" Xiaokang felt that he was really going to die, Sheng Nanping couldn't have a heart attack, he also had a heart attack.

Sheng Nanping was still a little conscious, he didn't want to be well-off, so he said with his last breath: "Don't be afraid...... Can't die...... It may be that the sternum is broken, and it has pierced the lobes of the lungs...... Don't you move me......"

Hearing Xiaokang's stupid thanks, Sheng Nanping then fainted.

Sheng Nanping has been raining bullets for many years, and his self-diagnosis is really right, he drove too fast, braked too quickly, and deliberately did not do any protective measures, he really broke two ribs in his chest, one of which was pierced in the lobes of his lungs, and he was operated on immediately after arriving at the hospital.

But this incident completely scared the people around him, Ling Hai, Sheng Dongyue, Mo Yishan, Dakang and others all realized that Sheng Nanping didn't want to live anymore!!

A shrewd and tough person like Sheng Nanping, if he wants to give up his life himself, others are really helpless!

In the small rest area outside Sheng Nanping's ward, there was a gloomy cloud, and everyone frowned, crying and mourning, thinking of a solution to the problem!

At this time, two little nurses walked over from the side, holding their mobile phones and chatting as they walked, "...... Don't say it, look at this woman's back and silhouette is really like that big star Zhou Mo......"