Chapter 119: Why don't you let me go
A few minutes passed, Xiao Huiru felt the numbness in her legs and feet, stood up, her weak body shook before she stabilized, and the tears on her cheeks were blown by the cold wind, which deepened the cold.
She wrapped herself in her coat, walked towards the gate of the house, got into the car, and set off on her journey.
Xiao Huien stood by the window, watching Xiao Huiru's headlights turn on again, and smiled coldly. Picking up his clothes, he hurriedly followed him downstairs with his coat on.
Xiao Huiru's car drove up to the top of the mountain and stopped, the wind was strong, and the raging cold made her wrap her coat tightly. In the line of sight, Qin Xun's long body was leaning against the car door, and half of the smoke between his fingers spontaneously combusted, looking a little lonely.
Qin Xun turned his head and saw that Xiao Huiru finally appeared in front of his eyes, it was his longing face, he threw down the cigarette butt, the black shiny leather soles were heavily stepped on, the corners of his mouth with a shallow and imperceptible smile, he walked towards the person who missed deeply, he hugged her tightly, as if as soon as he let go slightly, the person in his arms would disappear, his chin with blue stubble was against Xiao Huiru's shoulder, the heart that couldn't hold back the thumping was fortunately blocked by thick clothes and a wide chest, and the hot air with the smell of wine floated in the air, " Jolin, I miss you so much. ”
Xiao Huiru, who was hugged by a handful, twisted her eyebrows, she saved up her strength, pushed Qin Xun away, her dry eyes were filled with mist, and the dim light on the top of the mountain reflected her delicate makeup with a hint of embarrassment, "Why? Why do you just refuse to let me go, I'm not Jolin, I'm Xiao Huiru." ”
Her voice echoed from the empty mountain top, but it didn't matter, this mountain top was originally a gift that Qin Xun had bought and intended to give her.
An empty desert overlooking the bustling traffic and bustling city below. Probably more or less symbolizes their love.
Qin Xun let out a wry smile, hiding in the shadows, his expression was gloomy, and he replied coldly, "You can deny that your name is not Jolin, but you can't deny that we spent those pleasant times." After he finished speaking, he pressed the remote control on the coat pocket, the lights turned on, the curtain, and the projector worked one by one.
On the white curtain of floating light, there was a happy and pleasant time when they had been, her laughter, his doting, their sweet kisses, hugs, frame by frame, but the pleasant background music was like a magic sound, drilling into her ears, stirring her reason and flesh blurred. She closed her eyes in pain and covered her ears, but there was nothing she could escape, "Why? Why? Why don't you let me go?" her roar turned into a whisper, and at last only sobs remained.
Qin Xun hugged her, like hugging a puppet that had not lost its soul, he patted her back gently, but his voice was so cold, "Because, we are the same kind of people." It's supposed to be together. ”
She struggled to break away from his embrace again, her eyes widened slightly, her eyebrows furrowed tightly, and she shook her head incessantly, "No, no, I am not the same kind of person as you. You are the devil, you are a devil. Her accusatory tone was firm, as if the person in front of her had a hideous face as if he came from hell.
But the person in front of him looked delicate and handsome, with a pair of peach blossom eyes full of affection and a bright smile, "Aren't you?" If Shao Heng knew what you were doing behind your back, would he also think that you were also a devil?"
"You...."Xiao Huiru's eyes were alarmed, "What do you know?"
Qin Xun smiled and turned off the projector, with that smile still on the corner of his mouth, "Then what did you do?"
"What the hell do you want?" Xiao Huiru was on the verge of collapse.
"Don't you know what I want?"
The smile on the corner of his mouth did not reach the bottom of his heart, and it made people chill in this cold day.
Of course Xiao Huiru knew what he wanted, she always thought that he was a child's heart, three minutes of heat, there are no girls in this world who are younger and better looking than her, she took a deep breath and calmed down, "You have never been like this." ”
"And what am I?" he asked her rhetorically, with a calm face.
Xiao Huiru's expression sank, and she didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Do you want to say that the game is not a proper business?" he pursed his lips and looked at her coldly.
"That's not what I meant. Even if that's what she meant in her heart, she still denied it, "I know you're a good boy." ”
"Don't say it. His emotions suddenly became excited, "I'm not the child you keep saying, I'm a man, I'm a man, don't you know? Do you think that a few years older than me can treat me in the position of an elder?" he said impassionedly, and walked in and choked her chin, "I've liked you since I was a child, I've liked you since I can remember, the first spring dream I had was all about you, and my first indulgence of lust was also you, do you know what I've done all these years with your picture? Do you know how much I want to get you?" But, why, why can't you just see me? Why are you all Qin Shaoheng in your eyes, where can I compare to him? If you don't recover those damn memories, how good is it, they don't know you anymore, I can take you to a place where no one can find us, and the two of us will live together. You don't like Santoni, we'll go there. He seemed to have fallen into a beautiful fantasy, and his voice softened, "Qin Shaoheng doesn't love you anymore, or he has never loved you." Do you know why he chose you in the first place? Because you're the right fit. ”
"Don't say any more. Xiao Huiru was forced to hold her head high, her eyes were full of panic and fear.
"Why can't you say it? Do you see Qin Shaoheng's eyes looking at Shen Ruzhi? Don't you think it's very similar to the way I look at you now? It is all possession, longing, even if there is a cliff in front of you, you have to jump down together resolutely. ”
"You're crazy. Xiao Huiru grabbed his arm, trying to break free from his confinement.
The dim light hit his cold face, the large shadows covered the fragile emotions he hid within, and a terrifying smile rose at the corner of his mouth, "yes, I'm crazy, even if it's a fucking hell ahead, I'm going to pull you and jump down." ”
His angry voice slammed into her ear, and then a heavy kiss fell over her lips.
She struggled for a point, and the force he exerted on her weighed a point, and finally she had no way back.
The dull pain of her jaw being choked spread throughout her body, like a vine, piercing through her body and binding her entire body solidly.
But she is unwilling, really unwilling, she escaped death, suffered so many grievances, and endured so much pain, why should she watch the person she loves being taken away, it is something that originally belonged to her, whether it is love, Mrs. Qin's position, or just Qin Shaoheng. There was a voice roaring loudly in the bottom of my heart.
She bit Qin Xun's lips, dark red blood spilled out, mixed in the mouths of the two people, and the sharp pain finally forced Qin Xun to let go of her.
Her hair was messy, she spat out the blood in her mouth, and the sub-zero temperature made the hot breath she exhaled freeze with small ice crystals, what did she do wrong, was it her fault for going to France to study? Was it her fault for the plane crash? Is it her fault for losing her memory? Was it her fault for being with him who didn't know anything when she was rescued by Qin Xun? Her heart kept sinking, like a bottomless abyss, maybe it was hell there.
Maybe one day, he'll get tired of her, she thought desperately.
"I can be with you, but don't let anyone know about it. Mrs. Qin's position, I must get it, and I will definitely marry Qin Shaoheng. If you can accept it, I...."She seemed to swallow an incomparable humiliation, "We will be together, once I marry Qin Shaoheng, our relationship will end." ”
Qin Xun stopped wiping the blood stains from his mouth, raised his other hand, the corners of his mouth raised into a smile, straightened her messy hair, and cast her eyes gentle and blazing, as if filled with stars in the sky, "Look, it's good for you to be obedient and obedient earlier." ”
He suddenly felt that she was very cute, a little stupid and cute, could she be the only one in the world who couldn't see it, and no one could take Qin Shaoheng away from Shen Ruzhi's side. There are still predestined things in this world, Shen is in Qin Shaoheng as scheduled, she is in him, how can a person disobey fate?
The howling wind outside rolled layer after layer.
Qin Xun took off his coat, wrapped her thin body, and said softly, "It's cold outside, let's go back to the car." ”
Of course, Xiao Huiru knew what would happen when she returned to the car, but she had no choice, she was caught by Qin Xun, she hated such a powerless feeling, but she had no choice, but if she had a choice, she would not agree to come here today, once he exposed what they were together, she really completely lost the possibility of marrying Qin Shaoheng, these big families all pay attention to etiquette, who would agree to marry a woman who is torn between uncle and nephew to marry. She secretly gritted her teeth, tightened her fingers, leaned into his arms, and sat in the car.
The temperature in the car was just warm, but her body was shaking uncontrollably, and her whole body seemed to be shattered. The face in front of her gradually enlarged in her vision, and she slowly closed her eyes.
The cold wind outside the car window was rolling a little harder.
Xiao Huien, who was hiding behind a tree, put away the recorded mobile phone, smiled coldly, and carefully followed the road from the top of the mountain all the way down, the car lights and street lights disappeared behind her one by one.
She was afraid of being discovered, so she didn't drive the car completely up and parked halfway up the mountain.
After walking a distance, she finally sat in the car, closed the door, opened the content recorded on her phone, and a satisfied smile filled her mouth. It really didn't take much effort to get it, as long as she had this evidence, after she eradicated Shen Ruzhi with Xiao Huiru's hand, was she still afraid that Xiao Huiru would sit in the position she had always wanted?
That position is hers, and no one can take it. Xiao Huien's eyes flashed with a fierce light. The light on the phone screen went out, and she started the car, her eyes fixed on the front, and drove towards the place where the light was getting brighter and brighter.