Chapter 125: You Are My Sun
"I know, I understand, I understand, I'm alone, go!" A year ago, after Lin Xi finished saying this sentence that he didn't know how sad he could say, he turned around and left the life of Ye Tilt Quan, Ye Tilt Quan's side, all love stopped because Ye Tilt Quan couldn't cross the line named Meng Hua, Lin Xi drank a lot of wine from that night, maybe only that night, for the first time in his life.
That night, Lin Xi drank a lot of wine, people were drunk, their faces were flushed, even the boss was startled, but no one dared to ask why she drank so much, because Lin Xi cried, cried very badly, why did she cry? She remembered that when she cried before, no matter where she was, Ye Dump Quan would appear, comfort her, and tell her not to cry anymore, but it was a pity.
Nightfall did not come.
Lin Xi began to think about what she should do next, in order to relieve the depression, depression, and sadness in her heart, Lin Xi chose to travel, to appreciate the beauty of the world, Lin Xi also longed to meet someone better than Ye Tilt, she began to travel, Tibet, Paris, London, she has been to many beautiful places in this world, but unfortunately, she did not find a better person than Ye Tilt, in fact, there may be someone better than Ye Tilt, but.
"None of them are Ye Tilt Quan!" Lin Xi knew in her own heart that she only liked Ye Tilt Quan, so even if she met any man, any man who was very similar to Ye Tilt Quan, Lin Xi could see in an instant that that person was not Ye Tilt Quan, her heart was already occupied by Ye Tilt Quan, she hated, hated Ye Tilt Quan Why didn't she reject herself earlier, if she refused earlier, she might not have fallen so deep, and she couldn't extricate herself.
Everything is self-comforting, no one can easily forget a person, especially the person you have loved for so long, don't think that you can forget if you are far away from him, people will dream, in your dreams, whether they are all his figure, his smile.
Lin Xi has been good at English since she was a child, so when she traveled abroad, she made a lot of good friends, and also served as a foreign tour guide translator, that afternoon, in a café in Paris, Lin Xi was talking to a foreign friend named Jane, also a girl, Chinese name: Xuerou.
"Xi, don't you have a boyfriend yet?" Xue Rou said, Lin Xi shook his head with a smile when he heard this, his smile was very fake, and his smile was worrying.
"No, what about you?" Lin Xi shifted the subject to Xue Rou, who smiled, took a sip of coffee, and shook the small spoon.
"My words, just a month ago," Xue Rou looked at Lin Xi again, and asked playfully: "You really don't have a boyfriend? ”
"They, I don't think they're a good fit with me. Lin Xi said, drinking coffee, looking at his own reflection on the surface of the coffee, rubbing his fingers against the cup, not knowing what he was thinking.
"How can it be inappropriate? There is no such thing as suitability, only when you are really together and get to know each other, you will know whether you are compatible with each other or not, after all, people will always expose their best side to people, right?" Xue Rou said with a smile, "You, there must be some reason." ”
Lin Xi listened, but didn't make a sound, damn it, Lin Xi's mind is now full of night power!
"You have someone you like. Xue Rou said this, Lin Xi's hand trembled, and the coffee spilled some, Xue Rou looked at it, took another sip of coffee, and smiled.
"What, did I guess correctly?" Xue Rou said, Lin Xi had no choice but to nod.
"How do you tell?" Lin Xi asked.
"The way you look just now is the appearance of a little girl who is just beginning to fall in love, who can't see it, you have the words I like someone written on your face. Xue Rou said, Lin Xi said dumbly, a little girl who is just starting to fall in love? She is twenty-six and almost twenty-seven, close to the age of thirty, and she seems to have only one first love.
"Don't make fun of me. Lin Xi said, Xue Rou nodded, but she was already interested, so Xue Rou asked again.
"Tell me, is that boy handsome, is it your first love, is it good for you?" Xue Rou asked three questions in a row, Lin Xi didn't want to answer these questions, but her mind couldn't help but think of these, and then the memories kept turning the pages, and the previous things came back.
"It's handsome, it's my first love, it's kind of, it's good to me. Lin Xi said slowly, maybe he didn't know what he was talking about, Xue Rou nodded, and asked again.
"He, does he like you?" Xue Rou's words, in one sentence, hit the soul of the torture, Lin Xi hesitated.
If someone asked this question before, Lin Xi could instantly say that Ye Tilt liked herself, but that night, Ye Tilt's ruthlessness had already left a deep impression on Lin Xi, as for Meng Hua's sake to himself, Lin Xi couldn't tell whether Night Tilt liked herself or not, but she felt funny, she was treated like this by Ye Tilt, and she could still like Ye Tilt.
"I'm not sure right now. Lin Xi replied, and Xue Rou smiled. "Really?"
"You and him, is there something going on?" Xue Rou asked, Lin Xi nodded, Xue Rou didn't ask more, this kind of thing is a private matter and should not be said, so Xue Rou asked the last question.
"You're not, still very like, even if you've been through something. Xue Rou asked, Lin Xi hesitated for a moment, but still nodded, acknowledging her inner feelings, Xue Rou nodded, drank all the coffee, and tapped the cup with a small spoon.
"Lin Xi, have you ever heard of the 'Shadow Chasing Theory'?" Xue Rou said, Lin Xi shook his head.
"This is a conclusion about love, how to say it, if you like someone, then you are the same as the shadow of that person, you are a shadow, and you can only survive if you follow that person, this is the shadow theory, no matter how long it takes, you are just a shadow who keeps chasing the person you like, chasing the person in front of you, isn't this you?"
"People like this, either they can't persevere, and then their hearts die, or they have perseverance that ordinary people can't match, and finally reap their own love, so what kind of person do you want to be?" asked Xue Rou. Lin Xi's eyes were confused, and he suddenly smiled.
"What are you laughing at?" Xue Rou was puzzled, and Lin Xi shook her head.
"Oh, nothing, but I think there's something wrong with what you're saying. Lin Xi said.
"We are shadows, and we shouldn't be chasing that person. ”
"It's the sun, the sun that is unique in the world!
"The night is pouring power to him, it's my sun!"