Chapter 21: The Autumn Rain
Kang Yurong sat on the edge of the bed, his hands drooping casually, his expression numb, and his face was like ashes. Zeng's light and agile eyes were full of sorrow and helplessness at this time, and he didn't know what to do, but he was dazed and stared at a certain point on the ground.
It's still the same dress, and after she got rid of Lilivi and came back, she has been in this position. If it weren't for the wind blowing in through the open window and rippling her pleated skirt, you'd think the bed/sitting on it was a lifeless stone sculpture.
As soon as she entered the door, she became an ownerless wandering spirit, unable to concentrate her thoughts and consciousness, she was very confused, very worried, and even more conflicted.
She was eager for Zhang Shengcheng to come back quickly, away from the temptation of that woman, but she was extremely afraid that he would push the door in, and bluntly mentioned to her: Divorce!
If there was no scene in the restaurant, she might have turned a deaf ear to his divorce as before. But now, she doesn't know if she can still handle it calmly. The scene I saw was too heart-wrenching after all.
She should hate Lelivy.
If it weren't for him, there would have been at least a multicolored soap bubble floating in her fantasies. But he had to viciously puncture the soap bubble and make her illusions come to naught. How can she not hate?
She didn't know how long she had been sitting like this, until a fierce autumn wind mixed with the autumn rain hit her face, and she was awakened by the cold.
What time does it dawn?
When did it rain? I don't know.
Scold!
Kang Yurong smiled self-deprecatingly, you don't know anything, you don't know anything, everything can catch you off guard.
I don't know, I don't know anything, is there anyone more incompetent and useless than you?
She stood up slowly, walked over slowly, and stood clinically. Outside the window was a dense drizzle, and strings of water droplets were crystal clear and transparent, like tears without blemish.
Her misty gaze was fixed on the chaos in the depths of the sky, and she muttered to herself: "God, are you crying? Are you crying for me? Do you also think I am pitiful? If you really pity me, help me and show me the way, okay?"
After a while, she shook her head again and asked herself: "No, you can't help me, no one can help me, because I only have one way to go - no divorce." ”
This marriage, she can't leave it even if she dies.
Zhang Shengcheng is her land, her heaven, and her life's dependence. If she is abandoned, what will Qing'er do? What will happen to the Kang family's face? How will she live?
Can't leave, resolutely can't leave.
Just as if you don't see anything, just consume it like this, consume it until you die, and then you will be pure.
It's late autumn, the wind is already a little overcast, and the raindrops are getting cold. Through the window, large raindrops were blown in by the wind and fell on her cheeks and clothes.
One, two, three, continuously. After a while, the clothes on her chest were soaked by the rain, it was very cold, and her body couldn't help but shiver.
But she didn't close the window, nor did she move, letting the cool wind and cold rain ravage herself.
Blow, drench, tremble, so that she still at least feels alive.
For another two days, Zhang Shengcheng didn't return home at night, and Kang Yurong no longer felt that he was making do with Jiang Shihui. He's in that woman's boudoir, right?
I can't think about it, and when I think about it, my heart will only be more sad.
Kang Yurong's life is not easy, and Lu Wanmei has not been comfortable at all in the past two days.
Seeing that she didn't mean to go back for a long time, her father made a cruel move, asking her to hurry up and finish all the matters of the school, and her brother would come to pick her up in person in ten days, so that she had no room for maneuver.
No, she must not marry that wooden officer who has no romantic feelings, then she will be a stagnant pool for the rest of her life, without the slightest passion to speak of.
What is the strength of living like that?
In fact, that day, her position was just facing the door, so as soon as Li Liwei and Kang Yurong came in, she looked at her. She and Li Liwei didn't discuss what happened that day, and Li Liwei didn't say it in advance, so she didn't know what Li Liwei's idea was.
She didn't care what Li Liwei's purpose was, she wanted to take the opportunity to stimulate this Kang Yurong, so that she could retreat from the difficulties, which would be worry-free.
So, she deliberately found fault, deliberately slayed, and deliberately let Zhang Shengcheng "kiss" her in front of everyone. Zhang Shengcheng didn't get dirty on his face at all, it was just a small measure to hit Kang Yurong.
She saw Kang Yurong rushing out, looking at her like that, she should have been stimulated a lot, but why didn't Sheng Cheng have any waves here?
The father was pressing step by step, and Zhang Shengcheng did not move there. She was like an ant on a hot pot now, fidgeting with a burning heart.
Time is pressing, she can't sit still, her happiness can only be fought for by herself. And she can only be happy if she marries Zhang Shengcheng, so she must marry him, even if she uses all means.
She has always pretended not to know about Zhang Shengcheng's marriage, so no matter how anxious she is, she can't directly have a showdown with Zhang Shengcheng, at least she can't go that way now.
And Jiang Shihui was so disdainful of her and Zhang Shengcheng's behavior, so naturally he would not lend a helping hand to her, and it seemed that he could only go to Li Liwei.
As soon as class got out of class in the afternoon, Lu Wanmei waited early on the road that Li Liwei often walked, and sure enough, he caught a quasi-child.
Li Liwei, who was walking with his classmates, suddenly saw Lu Wanmei in the small pavilion not far away, and his eyes suddenly became a large light bulb with high brightness, radiating a dazzling light.
He said goodbye to his classmates and hurriedly walked over: "Wanmei, why are you here?"
Lu Wanmei looked up, smiled in surprise and said, "Hey, Levy saw you so coincidentally, you just got out of class?"
"yes. Why are you here?" asked Lilivi again, a location far from their classroom.
"Oh, I was going to Miss Mary's dormitory to get something, and I forgot to bring an umbrella when I came out in a hurry, and now the rain is so heavy that I have to take shelter first. Standing here, she had already thought of her words, so she didn't blink her eyes when she lied.
Originally, she had seen Li Liwei early, and only lowered her head when he was about to approach her, pretending to meet by chance.
Lu Wanmei shook off the raindrops on the skirt as she spoke, and Li Liwei looked at it and said, "It's so cold and you wear such a thin skirt, be careful of freezing your body." ”
"Women are pleasing to themselves, and beautiful women are not afraid of cold. Lu Wanmei said with a smile.
"Your beauty does not depend on dress, but on temperament and appearance, even if you are wrapped in a linen bag, you can still be beautiful in the new sky. ”
"Thank you, I love to hear that. ”
Li Liwei's gaze was always locked on Lu Wanmei's face, every time, as long as she appeared, his gaze could no longer be taken off.
Seeing that she wanted to speak and stopped, Li Liwei took the initiative to ask, "Wanmei, is there something wrong with you?"
"It's nothing, it's just that Cheng Cheng has been sullen for the past two days, is there anything bothering him?" she continued to lie, Zhang Shengcheng was no different from before, just because there was no change, she was in a hurry.
"It should be for ......" Li Liwei suddenly stopped, and he grabbed the words behind him, whether it was for Kang Yurong or not, he couldn't mention the woman, and he quickly pulled out another answer: "The matter of the paper." Their supervisor attached great importance to this paper, and Sheng Cheng was not satisfied with the changes several times. ”
She watched the changes on his face carefully, and she had no choice but to break his nonsense.
She said: "If that's the case, I'm relieved, I'm really afraid that he has another woman." ”
"No, Sheng Cheng loves you so much, how could he fall in love with another woman. ”
"I know he loves me, but I love him even more. I was happy because of his joy, I was sad because of his sorrow, even if he just frowned slightly, it could make my heart ache. I can't live without him, and if he really has another woman, then I'll have to die. ”
"Wanmei, don't say stupid things, no, absolutely not. "He would never allow that to happen.
"That's the best, I know I'm worried about it too. It's just that I love Cheng Cheng too much, and if I don't marry him one day, I will be terrified one day. ”
"Don't think about it, relax yourself. Li Liwei consoled.
"Well, I know. ”
"Will you have dinner with Sheng Cheng in a moment?" asked Lilivi again.
Lu Wanmei thought for two seconds and shook his head: "No, I guess I'll have to stay with Miss Mary for a while." ”
"Oh, good. ”
Lu Wanmei looked at the sky: "The rain is light, I'm going to find Miss Mary, Levi has time to talk again." ”
Li Liwei handed over the umbrella in his hand: "Take the umbrella, be careful of getting sick in the rain." ”
"Thanks, then you're welcome. ”
After taking the umbrella, Lu Wanmei walked into the rain.
Looking at the Miaoman figure in the rain, Li Liwei's eyes kept flashing with the scene of holding the beauty in his arms that day, and his heart was surging and his mouth was dry as he looked at it.
A classmate came over and patted him on the shoulder: "Hey, Levy isn't leaving yet, what's going on here?"
This beat woke him up.
He said, "You go first, and I'll go right away." ”
When the classmate left, Li Liwei shook his head fiercely, shook off those thoughts that he shouldn't have, and turned to find Zhang Shengcheng.
Here, feeling that the time was almost up, Lu Wanmei turned his head, looked at the direction of Li Liwei's departure, and smiled deeply.
She was sure that he must have gone to find Zhang Shengcheng. His departure is beneficial to her.
Li Livi is an excellent chess piece for her. Although his qualifications are mediocre, he is also a clever person who can understand everything.
The use of such a person does not need to explain the purpose thoroughly, just a tap on the side. If you say it too clearly, you will expose your impure purpose.
Lelivi go and stir it, stir it hard, and the bigger the stirring movement, the better.
When you break up the husband and wife, all people see is your ugly face that destroys the relationship between other people's husband and wife, and I am the new Mrs. Zhang who is not stained by Bing Qingyu.