136. Breaking up is unhappy
Aunt Mei's words made me powerless to resist at all, she led me into the darkness, and what I was most afraid of would happen sooner or later.
It's just that I never expected that the moment it happened would be so close, as if it had been close from the beginning.
I hadn't had enough of it, so I stopped there.
I thought about it a lot, and finally found that I only had the only way to break up with Zhao Qiguang, I walked out of the house hatefully, and saw the person who gave birth to me standing at the door, her face was still a little unbearable to see me so sad, but with a little more flattering smile, she wanted to touch my cheek.
But I dodged away.
I knew that the only thing she would say was that it was all for my good, but it was just her own thoughts.
She has simply fallen into a misunderstanding, she is lowly, why should I be so lowly with her, just because she thinks I am her daughter?
No, I don't think I'm not, she didn't care about me at all.
In those days of infinite darkness, did she ever think about the torture I was subjected to every day.
Then she took me into another dark place, and I wanted to escape, but I couldn't.
I even began to wonder if it was a mistake for me to come to her.
With tears in my eyes, I shook my head and walked away in her gaze.
Zhao Qiguang, let's separate, this is originally a predetermined ending, I can't do anything about it, it's just that I'm selfish, I want you to stay by my side, and I can't delay it anymore......
I'm sorry......
I wanted to calm down, so I came up with some excuses, but I was surprised to find that I couldn't find any, no reason to accept him.
I'm hiding myself too well.
But he came anyway.
In a restaurant at night.
In the dim light, he sorted out the expression on his face, and when he saw that I couldn't speak, he had a hunch, "What's wrong?
He's already starting to guess some of the clues.
The fingers pressed crampedly on the table.
Hold it tight!
I immediately put away his suppressed expression and pretended to smile, but tears instantly flowed from my bright eyes.
I wanted to leave him with a good memory, so I reached out and quickly wiped the back of my hand on my eyes.
"Nothing, let's order, what do you want to eat?"
I reached out to call the waiter to get the recipe, but I was caught by Zhao Qiguang, his hand was very strong, his chest was completely uncalm, he could feel the difference tonight.
"Is there anything you want to tell me?" his instincts were sharp.
I was amazed by Zhao Qiguang's directness, he is such a boy who is tactful and direct.
It's hard for me to talk about this kind of topic, even if you have to break the attachment for a while, do you have to break it quickly?
"Do you want to hear what I'm going to tell you?"
Zhao Qiguang began to feel uneasy, his fingers rubbing lightly on my little hand, and he didn't know how to answer.
I hurriedly pulled my hand out of his palm, I put my hand on his face, and touched it nostalgically, "Qiguang!
Zhao Qiguang didn't understand what I meant, pretended to smile happily, the corners of his mouth curved upward, the long pain was better than the short pain, I immediately approached his face and kissed him on the mouth.
It was a soft, sunny taste.
"Don't meet again!" a ring fell from my hand, and the glittering ring landed on the glass, and there was a rattling sound, and it was dancing and turning.
Zhao Qiguang was stunned by this sudden breakup, and when the ring stopped turning and the dust settled, I picked up the bag, covered my mouth and pulled away.
Zhao Qiguang shouldn't have reacted, he didn't understand what was going on.
What's going on?
I pushed open the swaying glass door, and the street lights outside were so shining, and the neon colors were printed on the passing crowd, full of colors.
In front of the zebra crossing, pedestrians gathered, and I hid inside, let's take one last look at him.
I saw that he only reacted now, through the transparent glass, Zhao Qiguang suddenly jumped up, pressed one hand on the ring, held it in the palm of his hand, ran wildly, and rushed out of the restaurant.
The red light went out, the green light came on, and I followed the crowd to the other side of the road.
It's easy to break up, but it's hard to stop those surging heartbreaks, and I can only hide myself.
Some lives are happy, and some lives are full of tragedy.
I hope Zhao Qiguang is the former, and as the latter, I can only bless him.
Walking to the middle of the road, he found me and shouted at me far away, the familiar sound still made my steps stop a little, and I lost the shelter of the sea of people.
Zhao Qiguang looked left and right, made a running posture, ignored the flowing car, clenched his hands into fists, and ran quickly, I could see the corners of his shirt floating.
He gritted his teeth and ran quickly, a car braked sharply in front of him, and with a bang, Zhao Qiguang's hands reacted in time to press on the front cover of the car, and he was almost knocked out.
I almost screamed at that thrilling scene, but when I saw that he didn't care about the driver's scolding, he turned around and ran towards me.
He found out.
I turned around to keep leaving, but he was fast, and in an instant, he grabbed my hand, and the short green light was extinguished.
The river was split in half by us.
"Why, you didn't even give me a reason! Is that fair to me?"
Zhao Qiguang He is really still a big boy, he can't and doesn't have to suppress himself well, his breathing is so rapid that he gasps for breath and his eyes are red, he is enough to make himself explode.
He shoved the ring into my hand, then hugged me again, hiding his face in my ear, "I don't want to be separated, why should I break up, did I do something wrong?
If you want to blame me, blame me.
Greedy for a little more tenderness, the car gradually began to slow down, I immediately pushed him away, "No, it's not your fault, it's my fault, you go, remember that I don't blame you, hurry up, hurry up and leave me!"
I saw that he couldn't speak, so I turned him around and pushed him hard, "Go, go!"
"I'm not leaving, give me a reason!" Zhao Qiguang looked back at me, his lips were already trembling.
"You go across the road, and I'll tell you a reason!"
He was pushed by me, and involuntarily took two steps forward, and he stopped again, looked back at me, and I yelled at him, "Go over here!"
He had no choice but to turn around and walk to the other side of the road.
When he turned around, there was a ring on the trash can on the opposite side of the street.
I've left quickly.
At the moment before leaving, I still saw Zhao Qiguang staring at the ring in a daze, his eyes lost their brilliance, and tears flowed down his eyes all of a sudden, his mouth and mouth shape seemed to be saying......
You lied to me.
A tragic ending can only end in a tragedy.
I knew I didn't make sense, and I didn't have any lame excuses to tell him.
It was just a very sudden thing.
I hope we don't accidentally meet again in the future.
I feel disgusting, and I know that.
I can only apologize deeply. △≧△≧,
Running fast down the street, crying, a lot of people are looking at me, but I don't mind anything.
Running and running, I can't run anymore, I don't have that much strength to support myself, why should I hold on, it's so sad, I leaned against the wall of the store, I wanted to take a break.
I noticed that the phone in my bag seemed to have a sound at the moment, I wiped the tears from my face, and tried to catch my breath, my throat was full of sadness, which made my breathing so difficult.
Take out your phone and take a look, it was a text message from Zhao Qiguang.
It says that I am Superman, but Superman also has sad moments.
I don't know why, when I saw this sentence, my cheeks were sour, and tears fell on the screen like a line.
I can't tell whether it's the eye socket or the screen that blurs again.