"You don't know, Xu Disheng told me the truth later, he always wanted his son to learn judo, but Xiao Yi didn't feel cold at all, Xu Disheng was very worried in his heart, but Xiao Yi escaped from school, and he seized the opportunity," Qian Yimei said with a smile: "Although Xu Disheng said that the children of the Xu family must always have a little self-defense ability, and he himself has practiced this since he was a child, but my Xiao Yi really doesn't like these." ”

In a community garden, where the warm sunlight spilled onto a meadow, Qian Yi sat on a bench and was chatting with Shen Yan.

Shen stretched his waist, and then expressed his agreement with Xu Disheng's education method: "When Xuanxuan is a little older, I have to let her learn judo, and train her body well, when she grows up, no boy dares to bully her wherever she goes, even if she doesn't have a father, she is not afraid." ”

Qian Yi was touched by his words, turned her head to look at Shen Yan, and realized the sadness in his words.

Shen Yan had already been discharged from the hospital and was recuperating at home, and every once in a while, he would go to the hospital for dialysis, and so on.

At this time, Shen Yan and the difficult and cunning agent who ran to Qianyi's office again and again in order to immortalize Qiao Qiao's star career are completely like two people, because of this illness, Shen Yan has lost a lot of weight, but it seems that what has changed more is the temperament between his words and deeds, Shen Yan has completely lost his previous self-confidence and even arrogance, which always makes people feel that his eyes are full of confusion and depression.

"How are you feeling these days?" asked Qianyi softly.

"That's it, half-dead," Shen Yan said self-deprecatingly: "Probably I'm destined to be a waste, no matter how hard I try, halfway up, I will always fall down and fall miserably." ”

Qianyi immediately stopped: "Don't talk about yourself like that, you are just sick, doesn't it mean that you joined Xu's brokerage company, and it didn't take long for you to come up with a newcomer, Xu Disheng also praised you." ”

Shen Yan laughed out loud at this time: "The boss still praised me?" Speaking of this, he rubbed his face vigorously with his hands: "I really want to make a career, I already owe you so much, I always think that I am not a moth, I must pay it back to you." ”

"Then take good care of your illness, we will wait for you to pay it back," Qian Yi encouraged: "I didn't expect that there would be such a delicate brother as you, and I don't know whose genes I inherited." ”

"Don't look at my skin seems to be thicker than the city wall, flattering people everywhere, and not afraid of embarrassment, in fact, I was introverted and inferior since I was a child, at that time my mother went out to work all day long, I was sent to boarding kindergarten, just because my mother didn't have time to take care of me, the whole body was in tatters, from the teacher to the children around me, all looked down on me, at that time, when I arrived in kindergarten, I wanted to hide in the corner and hide, but I didn't dare to tell my mother, I was afraid to see her cry. ”

"We're pretty much the same," Qianyi laughed: "At that time, Qianjia was my hell, I was regarded as an enemy by them, I would be beaten and scolded for some reason, and I was often locked up in a small black room, and I was worried all day long, until I was thrown back to the countryside by a person, and now I think about it, it still seems like an endless nightmare...... Forget it, don't mention it. ”

"I really didn't expect that you are worse than me," Shen Yan turned his head to look at her: "At least when I go home, although my mother is always miserable, at least I will cook a hot meal, you see, how low my wishes are." ”

Qianyi sighed: "It's not like I'm not going to be miserable with you, but our topic seems to be a little off." ”

"Yes, what did you just say?" Shen Yan turned his hands behind his back, hugged his head, seemed to think seriously for a while, turned his head and asked Qianyi: "You hate your mother because she abandoned you before?"

didn't expect Shen Yan to ask this question, Qianyi was stunned for a moment, and then shook her head: "Although I can't understand why she didn't say goodbye in the first place, I didn't hate her from the beginning, I made up several reasons for her to leave, but I always believed that she loved me from the bottom of her heart, and the role of my mother was once the salvation of my soul. ”

"Actually, it's not easy for my mother to take me," Shen Yan looked at the children's play facilities that had begun to pour into the children's play facilities in the distance: "She worked several jobs a day at that time, and she could barely support the two of us, but whoever is going to get sick will have to go hungry, what I remember the most, and often have to move, because I often owe money to the landlord, once, because of the rent, my mother was almost bullied by the landlord, and was found by the landlord's wife, but in the middle of the night, our mother and son were driven to the street with boxes. ”

"Why haven't you heard of your father?" asked Chiyi, puzzled.

Shen Yan spread his hands: "I remember telling you, I haven't seen that person since I was a child, and my mother avoided talking about it, for a long time, I thought I was Sun Wukong, jumping out of the crack in the stone." ”

Chii laughed amused.

"Sister, I really can't forgive my mother?" Shen Yan didn't smile, and turned his head to look at Qianyi: "Didn't you say that there are parents all over the world?" During this time, first Xuanxuan was sick, and then I was sick, you don't know, my mother has aged a lot, and she doesn't say it, but I know that my mother is very bitter in her heart. ”

Qianyi lamented in her heart, no matter what, Shen Wan gave birth to her, how could she be qualified to say forgiveness to her biological mother, but between Shen Wan and her, there has always been a lack of mother-daughter love, and she really can't come.

"Shen Yan, how is the matter between you and Cheng Yu handled now?" Qianyi diverted the topic, about the relationship between her and Shen Wan, it was a topic that Qianyi couldn't touch.

Glancing at Qianyi, Shen Yan lowered his head and said: "She wants a house alive or dead, anyway, I won't give it, just leave, it's just that she doesn't want to carve up any oil and water for me, a dying person." ”

"What nonsense?" Qianyi immediately drank Shen Yan: "Xu Disheng is helping you find the source of the kidney, maybe there will be results soon, and besides, didn't you say that the effect of dialysis is good now, don't be discouraged! ”

"Who knows later...... Will there be any three long and two short," Shen Yan smiled astringently: "Anyway, I'm stiff with Cheng Yu now, but I heard that her man didn't plan to divorce and marry her at all, just like Cheng Yu, what else do you want to do, Mrs. Kuo, dream!"

"If you need to go through the legal process, I will help you ask Xue Fu's husband for help?" Qian Yi looked at Shen Yan.

Shen Yan froze, and then shook his head: "I don't have the energy recently, let her toss, anyway, I don't care, by the way, if I die, Cheng Yu wants a house, sister, do you remember ......."

"That's enough!" Qian Yi stood up: "You handle your own affairs, don't rely on me!"

Feeling that Qianyi was a little angry, Shen Yan really didn't continue to say, and hurriedly pulled Qianyi's arm: "Sit down, sit down, sister, don't be angry, if you hurt the baby in your belly, my brother-in-law has to hate me to death, and if you don't help me find the source of the kidney, I'll really be blind." ”

"Shen Yan, take care of it, we will all help you, but you also have to rely on yourself to regulate your mood, always thinking so crankily, are you ready, your body is cured, but your heart is depressed?" Qian Yi couldn't help but persuade.

"Hehe, don't pay attention to me, I must be stuffy at home," Shen Yan smiled "poof": "Otherwise, I'll go back to work, right? ”

"I've consulted the doctor, if your physical condition allows, there's no problem with going to work," Qianyi could understand Shen Yan's mood, even if she was trapped at home to raise a fetus some time ago, she was about to suffocate to death, not to mention Shen Yan was a big man: "However, the premise is not to work too hard, and it is enough to stop." ”

Shen Yan suddenly looked at Qianyi: "Sister, why do I feel so sorry!"

"What?" asked Chii, puzzled.

"If Mom took you away at that time, our sister and brother could grow up together, and it would definitely be better than the current relationship, maybe, many things will be different. ”

Shen Yan's words made Qian Yi laugh involuntarily, for a long time, Qian Yi also thought that if Shen Wan hadn't said goodbye without saying goodbye and had taken herself with her, at least, she wouldn't have to look at the white eyes of the Qian family and live so painfully.

However, after all, this was what he thought before, and now, Qianyi felt that maybe this was a test for God to give herself......

Qianyi shook her head: "No, then I won't be able to meet my grandmother, let alone be with my husband." ”

"You don't have to show off your husband and wife love to me, right?" Shen Yan said dissatisfied.

"No way, it's a habit. Qian Yi couldn't help but laugh, it was really that kind of happiness and satisfaction, which would always be overflowing unconsciously.

"Sister, why don't you really go up and sit with me?" Shen Yan looked at Qianyi for a long time and asked.

Qianyi looked up at the building where Shen Yan lived, she was sent here by the Xu family's car just now, and she called Shen Yan to come down, she didn't want to meet Shen Wan at Shen Yan's house, because they would be embarrassed by each other, and even more because they didn't know what to say.

"Next time!" Qianyi said casually, she couldn't figure out her thoughts a little, obviously she was heartbroken by Shen Wan, but why, she couldn't stand up calmly in front of her.

Shen Yan looked at his phone: "Then I can't accompany you, my mother just went to the kindergarten to pick up Xuanxuan from school, this little girl is very good at eating now, I have to go up and prepare snacks for her." ”

"It's nice to have a daughter. Qianyi was really envious, and then unconsciously touched her belly, she actually thought the same as Xu Disheng, hoping that this time she was a cute girl, so that she could take good care of her daughter, just like raising another self, shelter her from the wind and rain, and not have to experience the pain of family breakdown at the beginning of her life, and then struggle several times to find her own happiness.

Shen Yan smiled: "Then give birth to a daughter!" After saying that, Chong Qianyi waved his hand and walked towards his residence.

Qian Yi didn't get up immediately, and kept watching Shen Yan pick up the supplements and gifts for Xuanxuan that he had brought, and disappear behind the curfew.