Chapter 19: The Price of Blood
Before I knew it, tears filled my eyes. Even though I still hate my dad in my heart, but now that I think about it, he has been in prison for several years, and he must have suffered a lot in it.
After all, blood is thicker than water, and I secretly cried on this unusually quiet night.
When I fell asleep, I didn't know what time it was, and when I woke up early the next morning, I just walked into the living room and saw breakfast on the table and a note.
Sister Qing left it for me, she said, no matter what, it's my dad, no matter how big a mistake he makes, he's my dad.
After all these years, we have to learn to give him a chance, maybe he has already reformed.
Do you dare to say that your dad can't miss you after being in there for so long?
Just a few words. I immediately burst into tears, and my heart was really sour. It's still Sister Qing, my dad hurt her like that before, and now she is still thinking about helping my dad.
After washing my face briefly, I immediately went out and took the car to the county seat, and when I arrived at the county seat, I had to reverse the car and then go to the city. By the time I got to the prison, it was already noon.
It took a long time to find a place to go in. It's just a prison, and the place is still so big.
When I got to the place, I waited in the viewing hall for a long time before I saw my dad being brought over by two guards.
It's the same as what was shown on TV, it's sloppy, and it's all chained. The whole person looked like he was in his twenties.
His hands were covered with calluses, and there were many more wrinkles on his forehead.
The first time I saw my dad, I didn't cry. I just gritted my teeth and watched him sit across from me.
He cried, he couldn't hold back. I cried and shouted a few times for my son, and even his voice was trembling, and I could hear that he was very excited.
Looking at my dad now, I don't have the feeling of being a hooligan before, and now I feel that he is an old man, waiting to be released.
I had limited time to visit, my dad cried half the time, he said he didn't expect me to come back to see him, he thought I really wouldn't recognize him anymore, and he also said that he used to be a really jerk.
Speaking of which, my dad didn't stop crying. Glancing up at me, some thin eye sockets stared at me and asked, "Aunt Qing, are you still ...... Okay?"
I was stunned when I heard this. He looked at my dad with a blank eye. I don't even know how much courage he mustered up to ask Sister Qing.
Seeing him swallow hard, his eyes full of remorse, he said to me, "If only I had the chance." Kid, say sorry to her. Dad ruined her life. ”
After saying this, my dad lowered his head and didn't lift it up for a long time.
I saw all of this, and I was very happy in my heart. My dad has figured it out in the past few years, and he has really reformed himself.
Asked me a lot of questions. At the end, my dad stared at me and was silent......
After a long time, my dad slowly opened his mouth and said a few words to me, which I will never forget for the rest of my life.
"Son, I'm sorry. ”
"Dad!!"
The moment my dad said he was sorry, I finally couldn't hold back my tears......
Even though my dad and I were face to face, there was a glass between the two of us. I really want to, I really want to reach out and grab his hand, I want to feel the innocent father's love, I think, I want to experience it deeply.
But...... It's all in vain!
His hand was tightly attached to the glass. I always feel that even through the glass, I have to feel the feeling of father's love.
When he asked me if I was bullying at school. His gaze changed suddenly, although he was a little ruthless, but he didn't have the rogue atmosphere he had before.
My dad told me that I should be ruthless at school, but I am the only one who can be ruthless and can do great things.
He said, the most important thing is not to be bullied, let's not mess with others, if someone provokes you, then you can't be polite. No matter who he is, even if he can't beat him, he has to fight, because I am a man, I have to be decisive in doing things, and I have to live with dignity and face.
The more he talked, the more silent he became, and in the end, my dad said that he was a failure in marriage and a failure in life.
is a complete loser and hopes that I will work hard and not repeat the mistakes of the past.
Talking a lot, just when the time came, my dad was taken back. My dad clenched his fists tightly and told me that if anyone dared to punch me, I would have to pay it back tenfold!
When they all walked to the door, he grabbed the door frame and shouted loudly to tell me, be a man, be assertive!
As these words fell, my dad disappeared from my sight......
Although he was brought back. But his shadow has always remained in my heart.
Thinking of his haggard face, I was very depressed in my heart.
Thinking about what he told me at the end, I was even more determined in my thoughts. If you want not to be looked down upon, you have to mix up!
There is a faint stronger desire to mix in my heart, I want to mix up, I want to live with dignity, I want to protect Sister Qing, I want to protect my dad!
Gradually, this sentence became an obsession in my heart!
When I left, the sun outside shone on my stretch, and I took a deep breath, which felt so refreshing.
It feels like I've been reborn, and most basically, I now have a goal and a direction.
I'm very happy to come home, and I plan to tell Sister Qing the good news. My dad has changed, he has changed for the better.
After pushing open the door, I was shocked to find that Sister Qing's blind date was actually at my house, and the two of them were squatting in the courtyard and choosing vegetables, and when they saw me coming back, they said hello to me.
I really don't know why Sister Qing is so close to him and the relationship is developing so fast.
Don't...... Could it be that Sister Qing is the same as outsiders say, this age is the time when you are lonely and lonely and lack someone to accompany you?
I didn't think about it, and in front of this man, I didn't mention my dad. After eating, after the two of us were left, I asked Sister Qing, do you really plan to get along with this man?
Staring at Sister Qing's eyes, in fact, how much I longed for Sister Qing to tell me that I wouldn't be good with him, just an ordinary friend.
Even if it's a lie, I'm comfortable after listening to it.
But it's not, Sister Qing told me, almost. This man is very good, and he also took out some of the money, and plans to make the stalls in the market bigger with Sister Qing.
When I heard this and saw Sister Qing's happy expression. I was disappointed, really disappointed.
However, I don't want Sister Qing to get along with him, then I will really become an orphan. Even if Sister Qing said that she would always take care of me, then I wouldn't agree.
When I heard it, I was against it. Sister Qing had a strange expression, stared at me and asked me, "What's wrong Siwen, don't you want me to find happiness that belongs to me?"
I heard it as she spoke, and Sister Qing's tone was full of longing.
It turns out that Sister Qing has been longing to find her own happiness for so many years......
Suddenly a sentence came to mind: There is no banquet in the world.
smiled in frustration, with an indescribable sour feeling in his heart.
Although I don't want Sister Qing to be with other men, I can't be selfish to stop Sister Qing from finding her happiness, not to mention, that man also took the initiative to help Sister Qing do business together.
It seems to be very good to Sister Qing, so I really have nothing to say.
I'm not in the mood to tell her about my dad. I always feel that since Sister Qing went on a blind date, the two of us have directly had an estrangement and a generation gap.
At night, I lay alone in bed, thinking about messy things.
Suddenly, I thought. It would be nice if I could take care of Sister Qing for the rest of my life, in that case, she would not be with other men.
Although I shout Sister Qing every day, Sister Qing has nothing to do with me at all......
I don't know if I'm really stupid, but I actually took my mobile phone and sent Sister Qing such a text message, which means that I can take care of her for the rest of my life.
She didn't reply to me after waiting for a long time, and I didn't see her when I got up the next morning. I don't know if I didn't see the text message, which made my heart very messy.
I didn't have time to think about it, so I went to school with a dark circle under my eyes. As soon as I entered the class, I saw Chen Ran in our class, saw me come in, and complained a few words, saying why did I come.
I was dragged into the corridor, and Chen Ran smiled mysteriously and said to me, "Hey." It's Zhang Xue's birthday tonight. You remember to go. Tell them well, chase them well, it's a simple little girl, maybe it's really good with you. ”