Chapter 11 Childhood Sweethearts
"Xiao Ran, why are you hiding here crying, what happened?"
Zhu Zhu came to visit the patient, and happened to see An Xiaoran crying in the corner, before she went to work this morning, An Xiaoran said to her to find a way to raise money, is it because the fundraising failed?
Zhu Zhu squatted down and hugged An Xiaoran to comfort: "Don't cry, things haven't reached the point of no return." It really doesn't work, we can crowdfund online, and I mobilized my colleagues to go to the big commercial plaza to raise donations. Auntie is so kind and so nice, she will definitely be fine. ”
"Zhu Zhu, it's not about money. Mom's surgery fee was settled, and the doctor said that as long as the heart source was ready, she would be able to start the operation. ”
Zhu Zhu pushed his glasses and jumped up in surprise: "Really? Great! Xiao Ran, how did you do it, you have collected so much money in one day!"
An Xiaoran wouldn't tell An An about the matter between her and Gu Chen, that would only make her more worried.
"I was hired by T&G, and they chose me as an image spokesperson, so I asked for an advance salary, and the company agreed. ”
"T&G?!" Zhu Zhu was even more surprised at this time: "Xiao Ran, I know that you are such a beautiful and lovely girl, how can you not have Bole to appreciate you." Sure enough, there is a fateful opportunity waiting for you. Do you know that T&G is the hottest company in China, and many people in our unit would rather not have an iron job than jump ship to them. If you can get T&G's endorsement, it will definitely be popular all over the country!"
was interrupted by Zhu Zhu's sadness, and An Xiaoran's sanity was also regained.
There are many questions in my mind waiting for Lu Xingchuan to answer. For example, why did he leave back then, and why he gave her a little news for seven years.
At the beginning, she didn't believe that he forgot so quickly, she urgently needed this answer, and only Lu Xingchuan could give this answer.
"Xiao Ran, tell me quickly, how did you get through the test and win this big coffee position! Now that the money problem is solved, why are you still crying?"
"I'm so happy. Zhu Zhu, it's not early, you're already very tired when you just came back from overtime, why don't you go to see my mother first, and then go home early. Tomorrow is the weekend, and when you have a rest, I will tell you more about it. ”
was reminded by An Xiaoran, Zhu Zhu remembered that she came to see An's mother today.
She carefully wiped away her tears for An Xiaoran and comforted: "Okay, Xiaoran, it's a great joy to be able to pay the operation fee, everything will be fine in the future, don't be sad." Then I'll go to see Auntie, you are happy and cheer up, otherwise Auntie will wake up and see that your eyes are swollen, and she will feel distressed. ”
An Xiaoran nodded, "I know, thank you, Zhu Zhu." ”
Sending Zhu Zhu away, An Xiaoran, who calmed down, didn't know what to do.
In the elevator, Zhan Xingchuan did not show any action of knowing her, which shows that he is deliberately avoiding and deliberately not wanting his wife in his arms to know the relationship between him and her.
Human nature, no wife will gladly accept it, not to mention that she is still pregnant and can't bear any big psychological fluctuations.
He got married and had his own family, and she also promised Gu Chen to be his woman, and there was no more chance between them.
Is it really necessary for her to get this answer? An Xiaoran hesitated.
An Xiaoran, who has experienced a lot of things, is no longer the willful little girl she used to be, she will carefully consider and weigh before doing things to determine the pros and cons.
In the end, she came to a conclusion that there was no longer a possibility between her and Zhan Xingchuan. Rather than rushing over and disturbing his comfortable life, it is better to act as if it never happened.
However, even so, An Xiaoran still couldn't ignore the faint throbbing pain in her heart. She had no way to calmly accept the fact that the man she had been waiting for for so many years was married to someone else.
After placing Gao Shanshan, Lu Xingchuan couldn't wait to walk out of the examination room.
"Xingchuan, Xingchuan, where are you going! The doctor hasn't started examining me yet!"
However, no matter how Gao Shanshan shouted, Lu Xingchuan didn't care.
He only knew that what he had to do was to get to An Xiaoran's side as soon as possible, even if it was just to look at her from afar, it would make him feel some relief.
Quickly arrived at An Xiaoran's floor, Lu Xingchuan almost rushed all the way to the nurse's station, nervously inquiring about An Xiaoran's news. When he learned that her mother was hospitalized with a heart attack, Lu Xingchuan didn't know whether to be happy or sad.
She in the elevator is really An Xiaoran in his heart, not an illusion, but a real her.
He turned around and slowly walked to the nursing unit. With each step, his breathing stagnant, and for a moment, he felt like his breathing was about to stop.
When he left, he had a lot of compulsions, too many reasons for him to talk to her, so he could only choose the most immature way to end the relationship.
He didn't expect her to forgive him, he just hoped that he wouldn't leave her world, nothing more.
"Are you here for me? ”
Behind him, a familiar voice suddenly sounded, Lu Xingchuan's body stiffened, and he turned around abruptly. An Xiaoran was standing behind him, looking at him quietly.
I haven't seen her for many years, she has lost a lot, and her appearance is still so exquisite, but she is a lot less innocent and immature.
"Small, small dyed ......"
Lu Xingchuan was speechless, he thought about the opening words all the way, and at the moment he saw her, he forgot all about it. In front of An Xiaoran, he was like a child who had made a mistake, at a loss, dazed and helpless.
"If yes, you can go. I don't think there's any need for us to meet again. ”
"How can it be unnecessary, it's been seven years, and I've been thinking about you every day......" Lu Xingchuan said, approaching An Xiaoran.
An Xiaoran immediately took a few steps back, keeping the original distance from him.
"Don't you think your words sound ridiculous? You are married, you have a wife and children, and now you are standing in front of me and saying that you miss me? What do you think of me? ”
"No, it's not. ”
An Xiaoran's words were like a bolt of lightning, causing his whole person to fall into the abyss. He was deeply trapped and couldn't extricate himself, he didn't have the face to see her again, but it wasn't something he was willing to do, he was suffering, he was tortured every day, and he wanted to tell An Xiao about his pain.
"What is that like?" An Xiaoran folded her arms: "Lu Xingchuan, I haven't been humble enough to be like this, and I want to share you with another woman." You chose to give up on me in the first place, so now, you should accept the facts and not come to me again. Your wife is still waiting for you to accompany her to check-up, so you might as well go back. ”
"Xiao Ran, I just want to know how you are doing, I heard that my aunt is sick, can I go and see her. ”