Chapter 278: I can't hide Gu Suiyun's eyes
Fang Ji went to the hospital to visit Ji Ran, and naturally he couldn't hide it from Gu Suiyun's eyes.
Here in Ji Ran, Gu Suiyun has always been confident that he is invincible, but in front of Fang Ji, a man who regards Ji Ran as an idol and dream, he can't help but feel weak, so he subconsciously put down everything in his hand and rushed to the hospital as quickly as possible.
However, in the end, it was a step late, after all, Fang Ji didn't want his appearance in the hospital to be exposed in front of reporters, so he came quietly and walked very quickly.
As soon as Gu Suiyun, who was empty, came to the ward, what he saw was Ji Ran sitting on the bed holding the quilt in a daze, looking preoccupied, obviously Fang Ji came over and said something to her.
In Gu Suiyun's heart, Ji Ran just needs to live happily every day, and he doesn't have to worry about anything, because he will take care of everything considerately.
He furrowed his brows, unconsciously approached Ji Ran a few steps, and stopped between his arms: "Fang Halberd came just now?"
Ji Ran raised his eyes when he heard his voice, his eyes were warm and soft, and he was so well-behaved that he nodded without concealment: "Well, yes!"
"What did he come to tell you?" he didn't even notice how defensive his tone was when he mentioned the halberd.
Ji Ran's eyes looked at him without blinking for a moment, as if he wanted to see through all his thoughts, and only after a while did he whisper a tentative sentence: "I didn't say anything, I just asked me about my future plans." ”
Gu Suiyun is not a fool, he naturally understands what the "plan" in Ji Ran's mouth means, he was displeased with Fang Ji's nosy for a moment, pursed his lips, and looked at the light in Ji Ran's eyes, he knew very well what Ji Ran was longing for in his heart.
He coughed lightly, but he didn't know, and said bluntly: "What else can you plan?" Our wedding date has been put on the agenda, and it had to be postponed due to your physical reasons, but now, I still want you to be my rightful Mrs. Gu." ”
When it came to getting married, Ji Ran was stunned for a moment, but soon raised the corners of his mouth and nodded: "I know." ”
Becoming Mrs. Gu and entering the wealthy circle of the upper class society in City C is the beginning of a new life for her, but it also represents more constraints and responsibilities.
But she knows very well that she is not willing to stop at this in life, she also wants to show her skills in the field she is good at, and have a wonderful life, not like Su Qingyu, like a porcelain doll raised in the boudoir, and even live like most noblewomen, either flower arrangement or playing cards, the most is to go to the beauty salon to keep her fresh.
But is that really what she wants?
No, it's not.
She could hear her own answers from the bottom of her heart.
No matter what, she still wants to try, at least convincing Gu Suiyun may make her life another wonderful new world, and if she doesn't work hard, she will never know how big her potential is.
Ji Ran bit his lip, and suddenly plucked up the courage to take Gu Suiyun's hand, with a somewhat stubborn attitude: "If I marry you, will you still oppose my career and dreams?"
This is said so bluntly, as if asking Gu Suiyun, I married you, will it make you feel at ease.
The pride of the sky is like Gu Suiyun, who has been noble and proud since he was a child, how can he bear it, his face instantly sank, his brows were wrinkled, and his voice was as cold as water: "Dye!"
Ji Ran pulled the corners of his mouth as if he was crying, as if he understood the answer from his attitude, and a hole seemed to have been opened in his heart, and the cold wind poured into it almost pierced the bone marrow.
She suddenly let go, as if to convince herself, and kept muttering, "I know, I know......"
Obviously told herself that she shouldn't be sad, after all, she had already made a choice, if she really didn't want to, she should have bravely opposed it at the beginning, and she could endure it until now, but in fact, it was just obsession, she should be sensible, everyone was worried about her like this, and she really couldn't continue to be willful.
But when she lowered her head, tears couldn't help but rush out, she couldn't even stop it.
Her sad appearance was not untouchable to Gu Suiyun.
When they weren't really together before, no matter what she wanted, he would hold it in front of her as quickly as possible, just hoping to please her and make her like herself, but now, what he wants is obviously not just her favor, but more hope that they can support each other until they finish the road of this life.
is not entirely influenced by Guan Qing, even if he is initially involved in the film and television industry, he also knows a little about the dark scenes in the entertainment industry, even if she is standing behind herself, Gu Suiyun is not completely sure that she can protect her, so she is even more afraid that she will lose herself and her heart in such a big dye vat as the entertainment industry.
Whether he is selfish or domineering, as far as Gu Suiyun is concerned, nothing is more important than Ji Ran's safety!
And now, seeing her in front of his eyes, with her head down and sullen, he suddenly felt soft.
Gu Suiyun sighed deeply, as if there was nothing he could do with her: "Dyeing." ”
His call for a change of tone made Ji Ran's heart tremble, but for some reason, it was like a silent encouragement, which made her feel a lot more courage for no reason.
She raised her head again, her eyes were slightly red, but she was still so stubborn that she refused to give in and admit defeat and compromise, but asked him word by word: "Gu Suiyun, when you first liked me, what was I like?"
Without waiting for him to answer, Ji Ran smiled bitterly first: "It won't be like this." ”
When she said this, Gu Suiyun naturally inevitably recalled her eccentric appearance when she first met Ji Ran, obviously he had already guarded it strictly, but she always had a way to disappear in front of her eyes quietly, and then appeared casually, as if she didn't know her.
That way, it really made him angry, but he couldn't help but be attracted to all the attention, and even digging three feet into the ground to find her.
Ji Ran's eyes stayed on his face, and when he saw his expression at the moment, he knew that he remembered it, so he asked rhetorically: "Isn't what you like is that I am full of enthusiasm and flamboyance for life in front of you?" But you see, what kind of person am I now, I have faded all the light, even if I laugh hard, I am still depressed like a dead breath, and I am even disgusted with myself, what qualifications do I have to embrace you and even love the world?"
Her words were full of sadness and despair, Gu Suiyun felt even more sad and blamed herself when she heard it, if he hadn't forcibly tied her to his own world, maybe she would have lived more like a fish in water than now, even if she encountered more deliberate embarrassment and unhappiness in life, there was always a way to actively resolve it.
He hoarse and with a little pain, he asked, "Dyeing, is it very unhappy to be with me?"
Ji Ran shook his head: "No, of course I'm happy to be with you, but now I'm like a bird that has been locked in a cage and gradually lost all its light, will you still like me like this?"
"Of course, you're my favorite girl!"
Gu Suiyun didn't answer without any hesitation, but it made Ji Ran's eyes red again, she only felt that her throat couldn't help but stumble slightly, and her heart was even more uncomfortable.
"No, I don't mean that, two people together should make progress together, if you are the only one who is changing with each passing day, and I am still stagnant and unable to keep up with your footsteps, you will always be tired, and you will feel that I am a burden to drag you back, and I will become sensitive and cranky, and become vexatious and unreasonable that even I don't want to see. ”
As long as he thought that he would become like that in the future, Ji Ran couldn't wait to fall off the stage and die directly, and he didn't have the face to continue walking with him, when Mrs. Gu could stand beside him and match.
Even Gu Suiyun couldn't imagine her becoming like Su Qingyu, but obviously, her heart-to-heart made his heart waver.
"You let me think about it!"
If he didn't agree, there was a high probability that he would directly refuse or even try to persuade Ji Ran, but now that he was relieved that he would consider it, Ji Ran knew that as long as he worked harder, maybe convincing Gu Suiyun was not too far away.
The plaster on Ji Ran's legs had been removed, so compared to lying on the bed before, she couldn't move at all now, so she directly moved her butt to the side of the bed, wanting to hug Gu Suiyun.
After noticing her movements, Gu Suiyun also took the initiative to take a step closer and took the initiative to open his arms.
"Gu Suiyun, I really like the profession of actor, being able to stand in front of everyone to perform is my dream since I was a child, in order to love you and give you a complete home, I chose to leave the showbiz because in my heart, you are more important than career and dreams, but my heart is still eager to realize my dreams, and I still love the profession of actor, I really don't want to give up. ”
"You have to think clearly, if you return to the entertainment industry, what kind of situation will you face, even if your man is me Gu Suiyun, it may not be able to fully guarantee your thoughtfulness. ”
"I know," she nodded, stuffed in Gu Suiyun's arms, knowing that she must have embarrassed him, but she wanted to be a completely independent person, and she didn't want to rely on Gu Suiyun for everything, "I'm not afraid of the difficulties in front of me, and I believe that I have the courage to overcome everything, and I won't be knocked down casually, so you should also believe me, right?"
"I believe you, it's just that you convinced me that this is only the first step, my mother you always have to give her an explanation, your relationship is finally as harmonious as it is now, don't lose harmony again because of this matter. ”
"Well, I'll figure it out!"