Chapter 122:
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Fu Jingzhi stopped his movements and lowered his eyes to look at Huo Anxi under her, her face was like ashes, her lower lip was bitten by her own teeth and lost her blood, and her eyes flowed silently.
Fu Jingzhi's heart was like a heart-rending pain, his throat was astringent, and he called weakly: "Ann." ”
Huo Anxi looked at the man on her body with wet eyes, her eyes were cold, her body was still trembling uncontrollably, tears were flowing uncontrollably, but there was no expression on her face, "Aren't you going on?"
Fu Jingzhi's anger dissipated, leaving only frustration and distress, he opened his lips and squeezed out the broken words, "I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
He knew he was wrong, he shouldn't have been overwhelmed by anger and jealousy, he shouldn't have wanted to possess her so roughly, he wanted to leave his mark on her.
He knew he had hurt her.
hurt this girl who kept saying that she wanted to protect her all her life and held it in the palm of her hand.
Huo Anxi was like a doll that had been stripped of her soul, leaving only a lifeless body, she blinked vigorously, squeezing the tears in her eyes out of her sockets, so that her vision could become clear, "Since you don't plan to continue, can you trouble you to go down from me?"
"I was wrong, it's my fault, don't talk to me like this, okay?" An inexplicable panic filled Fu Jingzhi's chest, he turned over and got out of bed, knelt at the head of the bed, reached out to wipe Huo Anxi's tears, his eyes flashed, full of distress and begging, "It's me bastard, please, don't show me such an expression, don't use such a tone." ”
It was as if she was so disappointed in herself that she couldn't arouse any emotions anymore.
Without Fu Jingzhi's restraints, Huo Anxi let him wipe his tears, then sat up indifferently, pulled the quilt on the side, wrapped his naked body, no longer clothed, his sense of security seemed to be back, and his body was not shaking as much as before.
"Mr. Fu, how do you want me to talk to you?" Huo Anxi said coldly, "I thought the tone was good before, Mr. Fu didn't seem to be happy to hear it, and now you are not satisfied with this tone, why don't you show me, what is the tone that makes you satisfied?"
There were tears in the corners of Huo Anxi's eyes, but the corners of his lips rose slightly, and the expression on his face revealed a bit of strange calm.
She took a 'Mr. Fu' mouthful, and the distance between the two was separated at once.
Fu Jingzhi's heart hurt, he regretted his previous words and deeds very much, he got up and sat on the edge of the bed, trying to reach out to hug her into his arms, but as soon as he got closer, Huo Anxi raised his hand and gave Fu Jingzhi a slap, and said vigilantly: "What do you want to do to me again?!"
Fu Jingzhi has been smooth sailing since he was a child, even the parents and elders of the Fu family have never done anything to him, this slap made him unexpected, and he just looked at Huo Anxi with his eyes open for a while, and he couldn't make a sound.
"Fu Jingzhi, what did I do wrong, you want to ...... me like this?" Huo Anxi asked, his voice trembling faintly, and he couldn't tell if it was because he was too angry or panicked.
Fu Jingzhi's face was hot and painful, but you can imagine how hard Huo Anxi's slap was, he was not angry that she gave him this slap, because he really should have hit, he wanted to go and see if her hand hurt, but looking at her defensive gaze, he didn't dare to take a step closer to her.
Huo Anxi stopped his tears, "Fu Jingzhi, I know you don't like me being too close to Wen Hao, in order not to make you feel uncomfortable, I have already moved out of the Wen family, if I really have anything with Wen Haocheng, why should I move out?"
“……”
"Just because he gave me a cup, do you want to be so angry? This cup is just an ordinary water cup for me, I use it every day, and it is just what I need, not because of who gave it to me, I have always been such a character, did you know me on the first day?"
"I'm sorry...... Ann, it's me who is so insecure, it's me who ...... I care too much about you. Fu Jingzhi's eyes dimmed, and he felt that Huo Anxi was very far away from him at this moment, so that he could no longer care about the pride of those men, and just wanted to peel off his heart to show her, "You said very clearly before, you are from the future, you know me, you are close to me, and you just need my help, so when Wen Haocheng appears, I am inevitably uneasy." ”
Wen Haocheng is undoubtedly excellent, Fu Jingzhi can help her, and Wen Haocheng can naturally do it.
This is the reason for all Fu Jingzhi's uneasiness and jealousy.
Huo Anxi's eyes widened in disbelief, as if he couldn't digest the large paragraph that Fu Jingzhi said just now, "Fu Jingzhi, you actually think of me like this?"
She admits that she was a calculation to get close to him at first, to pave the way for her revenge, but when she confirmed her feelings for him, she confessed everything, and no longer regarded the relationship between the two as a deliberate deal.
"Ann, that's not what you think......"
Huo Anxi's lips turned pale, "I will tell you everything calmly, you know that I saw through this cold world in my previous life, and you know how I was treated, so I should know what Huo's means to me, because I love you, I calmly tear my wounds to show you, and now, you are using my wounds to stab me again?"
Speculation from a lover is the most hurtful.
Huo Anxi felt that he couldn't continue to stay with Fu Jingzhi for a moment, "You go, Fu Jingzhi, we don't owe each other from now on, you don't have to worry about me calculating you." ”
Huo Anxi's eyes were full of pain, she only felt sarcastic, she heard similar words from Fu's mother before, she felt cold in her heart, but she was afraid that Fu Jingzhi would know, because at that time she was very sure that Fu Jingzhi would definitely choose to believe in her and defend her, so that there would be conflicts with Fu's mother, who knew that Fu Jingzhi felt the same as his mother at all, and he was also a pillow person who would calculate him.
Hehe, she has been thinking about how to change Fu's mother's impression of her, and now it seems that it is really ironic.
Fu Jingzhi wiped away all the emotions on his face, and his thin lips opened, "What do you mean by this......?"
"You know very well, don't you?" Huo Anxi looked at Fu Jingzhi coldly, "Let's break up." ”
Her heart was once full of devastation because of Dong Yu, and it was Fu Jingzhi's little bit of healing that made her regain the confidence and courage to accept him, but at this moment, her heart was bloody again.
"I disagree. Fu Jingzhi's eyes were full of stubbornness, "I won't agree, absolutely not." ”
"Fu Jingzhi, let go of yourself and let me go, we are not suitable, what I want is a partner who respects me. Huo Anxi turned his head sideways and no longer looked at Fu Jingyi, "You go, thank you for really loving me, it's just that we are not suitable." ”
"I don't agree to a breakup. Fu Jingzhi's stubborn repetition.
"What you want is a little girl who is mainly about you, who can indulge in your pampering and be a carefree little princess. But Fu Jingzhi, I'm different, you already know that I'm not willing to be a little flower raised in a greenhouse, in this life, I want to be a big tree that can't be beaten down by wind and rain. ”
She is no longer the blind little girl who was desperate for love in her previous life, in this life, she wants a lover who has the same three views, accompanies her for a lifetime, and grows up together.
She and Fu Jingzhi are not suitable.
Fu Jingzhi's hands gradually clenched into fists, he stood up, tightening his jawline, "I apologize for everything I did before, you can punish me however you want, it's just ...... Don't break up. ”
His love for her has long been deep in his bone marrow, and he has long spent his life with her in his mind, how to accept that he will not be without her for the rest of his life?
Huo Anxi sighed, still not looking at him, "It doesn't matter if you agree or not, Fu Jingzhi, you should know very well that falling in love is a matter of two people, and both people must agree, and breaking up has always been a matter of one person, so why do you need to agree?"
Fu Jingzhi begged almost humbly, but Huo Anxi did not hesitate to say a word.
Fu Jingzhi's body trembled, he couldn't continue to stand here and listen to her say these heart-rending words, and said to himself: "I know that you are angry now, I know that you love me, I will give you time and space to calm down." ”
“……”
"I'm not going to agree to a breakup, I know you're throwing a tantrum. Fu Jingzhi pretended to smile relaxedly, "It's okay, girls will have some tempers, I don't care, not to mention that it's normal for couples to quarrel with each other, I won't bother you, I'll leave first, I'll wait until the day you lose your anger." ”
After Fu Jingzhi finished speaking, he didn't wait for Huo Anxi to react, he raised his legs and walked to the door as if he was fleeing, and stepped on the fragments of the cup on the ground, he was worried that Huo Anxi would step on it when he got up, so he squatted down and cleaned up the fragments with his hands.
Huo Anxi stopped him, "Don't do it, I'll call the staff to clean it up later." ”
Hearing this, Fu Jingzhi smiled and deceived himself: "I know you're worried that I'll hurt my hand, it's okay, I shouldn't have broken your cup, and I should clean it up." ”
Huo Anxi didn't make a sound for a long time, looking at Fu Jingzhi's tall body squatting on the ground, moving quickly and panickedly to pick up the pieces, her heart ached slightly, "Why do you bother." ”
It seemed that he was afraid that Huo Anxi would say something hurtful after staying for a long time, Fu Jingzhi cleaned up quickly, and he didn't care at all if the fragments scratched his hands, stood up and said: "I'm cleaned up, I'll leave first, you don't have to worry about me annoying you, if you don't want to see me, I won't bother you." ”
I'll just, secretly watch you in the corner.
Huo Anxi didn't answer, Fu Jingzhi walked to the door, pressed his hand on the doorknob, and looked back at Huo Anxi who was sitting on the bed, his eyes were gentle and affectionate with a deep sadness, "Ann, I love you." ”
I loved someone for the first time.
Maybe I'm using it the wrong way.
But I really love you.