Chapter 559: I Have My Own Answer
Grandma said that girls should be as principled as boys, and in the face of some things, they should show a tough attitude, and they should be ruthless, and they can't be soft-hearted, otherwise things will change their direction and leave some unforeseen regrets.
From childhood to adulthood, Ah Candle likes to listen to her grandmother's reasoning, because every time she can listen to her tell stories about her youth. In the words of grandma, she is just an ordinary peasant woman, and the so-called truths are all obtained in exchange for long years of life, not how smart she is, let alone copying other people's vernacular.
When my grandmother was young, although she had a tough and fierce attitude, she still hesitated when her husband wanted to take her son out of the mountain village to work hard. The family should be together, so that even if the days are hard, they can be considered happy. But his husband had a black face and said that he had been poor all his life, and he wanted his son to continue to be poor?
Grandma finally relented and let them go. They never returned. Every time she thought of that ordinary night, she felt regretful, even if she cried and made a fuss, and became a real, she shouldn't let them go. As soon as they left, they didn't know how hard they were waiting, and they didn't know how many times they looked at the little bridge, and they became like a young girl.
The lower the status of the person, the lower the fault tolerance rate, it is difficult to start again, and it is difficult to modify it.
Looking out the window, the gloomy sky is like a melancholy mood. She was in a daze, her palm habitually stroking Doudou, thinking about this farewell, and she didn't know when the next time we met.
"Doudou, if you are hungry in the future, go to the cafeteria to find your aunt, don't just wait for me. ”
Ah Candle said faintly, Ling Doudou raised his head curiously, what does this sentence mean? Doudou's low voice made Ah Candle feel distressed, but she just replied lightly:
"I'm just saying, don't worry. ”
In fact, Doudou already knew that he was going to eat, and he also knew that he couldn't defecate in the open in the town. The holy and elegant place makes it look extremely pious. Every time it walks, it leans against the wall, and it is said that dogs are powerful, but it knows its status, and only at the feet of familiar people can it be lively, fanning its ears and jumping around.
Ah Candle is outside a lot of the time, so when she is around, Doudou will stick to her, or nest not far away to watch her, paying attention to her every move. It can't be a contract beast for Candle, but it is and always will be Candle's most loyal companion, waiting for her and rejoicing in what she has achieved so far. Especially when he saw the respect in the eyes of others when they looked at Ah Candle, he was extremely happy and smiled at the corners of his eyes.
There may be a lot of people walking back and forth in Ah Candle's world, and she also has Grandma, Master, Xia Xiao and some good friends in her heart. But no matter how many people Doudou sees, no matter who gives it food, he only has a candle in his heart. Its daily affairs are very simple, only to accompany and wait for a candle. Ah Candle also knew, but she was going to leave soon.
Well~
Doudou made a few comforting sounds and licked Ah Candle's hand, making him smile, but that smile made Doudou sad.
"It's okay, all the bad things will pass. ”
Ah Candle comforted Doudou, and it rained lightly outside the window. The spring rain is not as passionate as the summer rainstorm, just gently touching the earth, just like Ah Candle's mood at this time, very calm, but from time to time a tear hits the top of Doudou's head, making her cling to Ah Candle, so that she can get some warmth and comfort.
Below the fifth floor, Xia Xiao sat in his room, looking at the scrolls that were open all over the room, and all he thought about was how to use them to achieve the best results. But no matter what, it can't be compared with a woman who is comparable to a senior sister and defeats Shangshan. The tower made of mud has always been difficult to reach the sky.
Scratching his head, Xia Xiao never noticed it, nor did he pay attention to the rain outside the window, they washed everything slowly, but they couldn't take away Xia Xiao's sorrow. In the end, after he had a general idea, he looked out the window extremely lonely, and the slight cool air made Xia Xiao shiver, but it was not on his body, but in his heart.
Xia Xiao thought about it for a long time, but he still walked upstairs and walked to Ah Candle's door, but he didn't push it open, he didn't know what to say, and even felt that Ah Candle didn't want to see him now, and hated himself. Xia Xiao was surprisingly lost, Long Li returned with an umbrella, saw him standing at the door but didn't go in, and asked:
"Why don't you go in?"
Xia Xiao wanted to turn around and leave, but after walking a few steps, he stopped, and pulled Long Li to the staircase.
"I Ah Candle. ”
"Why?"
"Hmm...... I mentioned Shangshan and showed that I cared, and even wanted Ah Candle to accompany me to help her do something dangerous. ”
Xia Xiao never expected that the Goulong Bang clan in front of him was so bold, and he slapped him in the face without negotiation, and the crisp sound disrupted the point where the rain fell on the window.
His face didn't move at all, and his body didn't skew it, this bit of strength was nothing to Xia Xiao. But when he looked at Long Li's gaze in front of him, he was still a little surprised, it was really a woman's privilege to make a move without saying anything. If it weren't for the fact that this matter was related to Ah Candle, he would definitely teach this rude person a lesson, but now he couldn't lift his spirits, but a few sharp edges in his eyes still made Long Li subconsciously take two steps back.
Long Li was afraid of her actions, but she subconsciously pinched her palms, and she didn't regret it, even if she ended up injured, she wouldn't do nothing. If she still stands in the perspective of others and says that Ah Candle is willful, she doesn't need to care about it, it will inevitably seem too unrighteous and ruthless.
Ah Candle treated her as a sister, and Long Li naturally took out the appearance of a sister, so she said unceremoniously at this time:
"Xia Xiao, I know that you are standing in a very high position now, but whether you hate me or what, I have to tell you. When Ah Candle first came to the college, there were only Hu Bugui's seniors and the cafeteria in her life, and at that time she was alone every day, going up and down the mountain, but she was very happy, running faster than anyone else, and laughing more than anyone else. She's like an elf who has strayed into the world, you know?"
"But now, with you by her side, sometimes it's just you, and no one else can break into her life and her heart. And what she has to endure is the happiness of two people and the sorrow of both of you. How much happiness have you brought her? What I see is more of her self-imagination, because you feel very happy with a small gesture and become a little princess in the palm of your hand. But ask yourself, are you as good as Ah Candle is to her?"
Long Li didn't mention that name, revealing people's scars was not her favorite thing to do, but before she finished speaking, she eagerly wanted to express her dissatisfaction with Xia Xiao's behavior, and put the hat of sorry Ah Candle on his head very excitedly.
She is so big, she must be crying in the room at this time, she is the first time to love someone, even if you don't love her so much, can you leave a good impression on her? Or you just stop associating with her. Don't say anything you can't live without, I'll just ask you one thing for the time being, do you really love Ah Candle, or can't you do without her ability?
Long Li frowned, as if a kind of torture, mentioning her ex-girlfriend in front of her current girlfriend and saying to help her would not be easy for anyone. Long Li casually substituted herself into it, and she felt angry. She felt that she knew Ah Candle well enough to know what she would think, and she could probably guess how sad she was now, but how would Xia Xiao answer?
Xia Xiao didn't answer, he didn't say anything, and if he said the wrong thing now, he would completely sever the relationship between him and Ah Candle. He snorted slightly, stepped up the stairs, and slowly walked down.
Long Li followed closely, and all the words were forcing Xia Xiao to say the answer, as if she was testing Xia Xiao for Ah Candle. People like Xia Xiao shouldn't take Ah Candle seriously. This is Long Li's intuition, it seems that every genius is very perfunctory about feelings, because they are the kind of people who only think about themselves. Coincidentally, Xia Xiao often said that he was very selfish.
The footsteps suddenly stopped, Long Li looked at Xia Xiao's back, and heard him say:
"As her friend, you're done. But I don't need you to ask and question her feelings, just like in the face of danger, it must be me and not you who stand in her way. ”
Xia Xiao turned her head and glanced at Long Li, and the short look made her feel cold. This is the current Xia Xiao?
Long Li felt terrified, and when she came to her senses, Xia Xiao had disappeared from view. She went back to the room to comfort Ah Candle and listened to her talk a lot, Xia Xiao also returned to the room, full of frustration when she lowered her head.
Faced with Long Li's question, he couldn't give an answer at the first time, but he knew in his heart that he was not using Ah Candle, at least their happiness and happiness together was real, and it was not mixed with the slightest deception and disguise.
"Xia Xiao ......"
Xiao Ran's voice was very soft, but Xia Xiao turned around and didn't let her see the tears on her face.
"Where's Jumang?"
"Outside. ”
"What's the matter?"
Xia Xiao's attitude was slightly cold, but Xiaoran was still as gentle as a spring breeze, and said softly:
"Take me with you next time, no matter where you go, okay?"
"Don't make a mess. ”
Xia Xiao snorted heavily, took a deep breath and exhaled again, although his tone was not heavy, even with some pleading, as if begging for mercy, it was very painful, and he locked himself in the room.
Xiao Ran stood outside the door and stayed for a long time before her long body went to the door. Her long hair was slightly wet in the rain, but her long skirt became extremely shiny, like green vines and white flowers becoming new under the crisp spring rain, and the dust on it was washed away, leaving only endless spring and vitality.
Xiao Ran's jade feet became bird claws, and her slender arms became white and red wings, and she stood on the roof of the building with Ju Mang when she was inciting, and when she leaned together, she was full of spring color.
Xia Xiao didn't agree. ”
"It doesn't matter, it's better to have one more than one less this time. ”
After the sentence was finished, the faces in the light rain made Xiaoran feel comfortable like a sunny day, and they turned into two trees behind the building, standing looking at each other, bathed in the spring rain, the branches and leaves were intertwined, as if they had become a true heart full of love.
Today is full of melancholy, and it is also a ruthless step on the road of life, Xia Xiao and Ah Candle are uncomfortable. But at noon, Xia Xiao cooked Ah Candle early, and the double portion of meat was sent back by Ah Candle.
Xia Xiao wrote a note and said: Don't be hungry, come and beat me when you are angry.
Ah Candle replied to the note and said: Eat well, wait for me to clean up.
No matter how bad the mood is, the corners of my mouth can't help but raise slightly when I see such a note. Perhaps, these are the two people who can't do without, even if there are some unpleasant things, the first time is not to escape, but to be quiet first, and then go separately, hoping to have a happy ending. If you encounter something and you can't do it, is it too much to live up to this hard-won fate?