Even if it is the abuse of customers and store managers, Su Qiannan can endure it, but no matter how gentle and careful I talk to her, she can't bear it, and told me that she will never forgive me in this life. "Eight" "Eight" "Reading" book, .∞.o◎

After she's gone, I don't know if I should chase after her, or what will I explain by chasing after her, or she will think that never seeing me is the best, and I am just a scumbag, a bastard in her heart.

There is no need, she will not forgive me, there is simply no possibility.

I turned around and got back into the car, thinking that from now on, there would be someone who would curse me for the rest of my life, my heart was very strange, like swallowing a fly, I knew that I didn't mean to hurt Su Qiannan, I wasn't a bad person, I wasn't a bastard, I really didn't want anyone to hate me to death.

A mouthful of sadness blocked my heart, I clenched the steering wheel with both hands and hammered hard on it, "Damn!"

Then I drove away slowly.

Life is full of surprises and tragedies, I don't know what will happen where I go, I don't know what will happen to what I have done now, what will be like in the future, I can only be careful everywhere.

Maybe that's the wonder of fate.

The car was a little more proficient, but I didn't know where I could go, so I searched hard for what I could do in my head, and I could only sigh and drive the car home.

There is only a lot of boring time left that can't jump past, I think, I can learn some new tricks, so that Shen Linfeng will not get tired of me, I can also take a look at the trendy and popular ways to dress up on the Internet, and I can also practice making a few beautiful and delicious side dishes, even if I make some soup that nourishes my body.

In fact, there are many things that can be done, and a woman like me who can't smile in the sun should not do something like this?

The most important thing I should learn is to slowly adapt to this kind of life until the whole world forgets me, and I forget the world I used to have, so that's it.

I gradually hummed a little song, cleaned up the living room, and then put the ingredients in the pot, and I really got used to it.

Shen Linfeng, who was waiting and didn't know when he would suddenly come back, would come back.

For Shen Linfeng, I once decided not to get along with each other, but the tricks of fate made me inseparable from him again.

His determination for me also made me believe in my heart that I would be inseparable from him, and I was grateful to God that he did not leave me in the dark and helpless days, and that his sincerity touched me.

In the midst of suffering, the sun can still shine in my big heart.

At about ten o'clock in the morning, someone called me, the phone was placed on the coffee table in the living room, it rang for a long time, I happily went to pick it up, I heard the other party's voice, the joy on my face was a little stiff, I asked her, "What are you calling me for?"

She told me, "Mommy just wants to see you, you're at home, can you open the door?"

Hearing her voice made me secretly grit my teeth, and even my cheeks hurt a little, too hard.

"I don't think there's any need for us to meet, don't you think of me as your daughter for a long time?" The night I came here, she could look at a man with a blind eye, press her daughter to the crotch, and use her mouth to serve the man in front of her.

is so ruthless, how can a mother be unmoved.

I can't imagine it!

But she was still unwilling, "You open the door first, my mother really has something to say to you, don't you want to hear about Shen Linfeng?"

She said something about Shen Linfeng, which made me feel a little shaken in my heart, it turned out to be Shen Linfeng's matter, I suddenly thought of Shen Linfeng's appearance when he wanted to say goodbye, what promises and conditions did he make to his father?

Maybe curiosity was at work, so I only said to her, "If it's Shen Linfeng's matter, you can tell me about it, but I don't want to hear anything else!"

Just thinking about her makes me feel sick.

Soon I opened the gate, and she drove her car into the yard and stepped out of it with all kinds of charming.

She came here casually, walked straight in front of me, and smiled back at me as she entered the room, "Aren't you coming in?"

I followed her in with disgust on her face, and she sat on the sofa, smoked a cigarette, and said as if she was very nostalgic, "I have been here before, and I am in the same mood as you are now, I always want a little companionship all day long, but then I slowly got used to it!"

I saw that she seemed to have a stomach full of gossip to say, and let out a deep breath, "If you don't want to talk to me about Shen Linfeng, I don't have time to chat with you, he will be back in a while, you get out of here quickly!"

I moved out of Shen Linfeng and forced her to speak quickly, but she had a cunning on her face that knew everything, "Shen Linfeng won't come back, if I didn't know this, I wouldn't have come to talk to you!"

Vaguely, she made me feel like she really knew something I didn't know.

"What do you mean by that?" I was immediately struck by what she was trying to say, and she seemed to be about to tell the secret.

"I'm here to take a look at your current life, let me ask you, do you really like Shen Linfeng?

She looked at me differently, which gave me a very bad premonition, and I said to her with hatred, "Of course, you also know the relationship between us, I am different from you, he brought me to love me, you are so pitiful, you can only sell everything you have, so that that man can give you a little care." ”

"Do you know, no matter what Shen Linfeng is, I love him very much, I am very happy!" I bit down the word happiness heavily.

Envy me, you will never be able to have a mood like mine.

Happiness is my capital enough to show off, especially in front of her.

But she didn't think so, and while looking at me playfully, she took another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit the cigarette butt, and the smoke flowed out of the corners of her ruddy mouth, "What about him?"

In a word, I suddenly felt like I had been hit hard, and I was a little unsure.

I am not sure, because the time that Shen Linfeng and I are together is gradually decreasing, and the time that disappears is increasing, and there is no emotional rift, but the hidden dangers that cannot be grasped are showing the terrible side little by little.

He must be the same.

I immediately puffed out my chest, "He's the same!"

My biggest and biggest worry at the moment is on Shen Linfeng's body, I want to hold on to him like crazy, but I can't do it.

She is more and more able to smoke, one puff after another, I am upset and irritable when she smokes, she does not speak, and the silence brings panic, "Daughter, one of the things that my mother is most afraid of is that I am afraid that you will really regard herself as his girlfriend, and I am most afraid that you will think that he will hold you in the palm of his hand for the rest of his life because of his feelings!"

"Our mother and daughter are the same kind of people, you are my daughter, just because I know that you and him had feelings before, and I also know that you will use feelings as hole cards, but this is not the case!"

She is like a cannon telling the stubbornness of men, "Men are animals who see things differently, one day they will get tired of playing with your body, and then get tired of it, feelings are really nothing, and there is not much love that lasts." ”

"What do you want? from him? Constant focus?"

Every word she said was just right like a knife in my heart, and I couldn't take it calmly at all.

Doesn't she know? The long loneliness has made my heart suspicious, and I can't judge my intuition rationally!

"Women are always so sensual, but men like to love with their hands and mouth. She snuffed out the cigarette in the ashtray, "I said so much, you won't believe your mother, you go with your mother, and your mother will take you to see what Shen Linfeng is doing?

Where to go?