Liu Xuan knocked on the door, and Ah Meng came to open the door for himself after a long time, looking very unhappy.

After Liu Xuan entered the door, he saw that Ah Meng had drunk a lot of beer in the refrigerator, bottles and cans were all over the table, and the news was constantly playing on the TV. Forget it, let's go and ask him, he can't think about it.

Thinking like this, Liu Xuan walked up to Ah Meng and snatched Ah Meng, who was pouring wine into his mouth. "Tell me about it, what's going on?"

Ah Meng just glanced at Liu Xuan, then picked up a bottle of wine from his side and continued to drink.

Now Liu Xuan is really angry, what do you mean, when I don't exist?"Did you fucking hear me talk? Lao Tzu told you not to drink, looked at me, and answered my question, what happened? Is something wrong with Xiao Qi?" Liu Xuan yelled at Ah Meng and directly threw the bottle to the ground.

Seeing Liu Xuan's appearance, Ah Meng was suddenly shocked, and stumbled and said, "Big ...... Senior brother, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop, but I saw that you didn't go back to your room for a long time, so I went to the corridor to look for you, thinking that you should go to bed so late, and we have to go out with the bell tomorrow. ”

Halfway through speaking, Ah Meng looked up at Liu Xuan again, seeing that he didn't react, he was not so scared, he said, Senior brother, I accidentally heard you calling, but I just heard a few words and left without hearing clearly, I just knew that it was a girl, really, I promise.

Liu Xuan saw that Ah Meng hadn't talked about the topic for a long time, and motioned for him to continue, Ah Meng said that in fact, the reason why he was sad was not because of Xiao Qi, let alone because of what happened today. It's because of one night in Mogu before, I had a nightmare at night, and I was beaten hard by Xiao Qi in my dream.

Then I definitely can't be convinced, so I wanted to beat him, so I got up secretly, and then softly and lightly, ready to go to Xiao Qi's room to beat him.

Hearing this, Liu Xuan laughed angrily, why are they so old, they are all naïve ghosts, since you said that he beat you up in a dream, then don't you just beat you back in your dream, why do you want to run to other people's rooms to really beat people, it is really a child's behavior.

Ah Meng didn't know what Liu Xuan was thinking at the moment, so he had to continue, in fact, that night, he accidentally saw the master walking around like a ghost at the door of the senior brother, and because of his strong curiosity, he followed to take a look, but he didn't expect the senior brother to put the master in after a while.

As soon as I wanted to leave, the hand rope given to me by the little sister was broken, and the tiny beads on it ran around for a while, which made me anxious, after all, it was sent by the little sister, so I hurriedly bent down to pick it up, who knew that I heard the master talk to you about the little sister.

Again, I swear I didn't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation, but it was very quiet in the middle of the night, and I was picking up beads at the door, and I could hear everything you were saying.

I heard Master say that Little Sister has confessed to you, and you haven't figured out your feelings for Little Sister yet, so you didn't respond, but Master advised you not to be with Little Sister, and I also heard Master tell his story, he said that Little Sister is his own daughter, and he hopes that Little Sister can live a simple life.

Don't have anything to do with life on the tip of the knife. I also heard that you agreed, but I guess you must be very painful, at least in the eyes of many senior brothers, the little junior sister likes you very much, you are also very good to her, she will definitely marry you when she grows up, we all default to you as a couple.

However, I was also very painful to hear Master's words, Senior Brother, I really don't want to, if the feelings can be controlled, then I will definitely try to control myself, don't like the little sister, I thought that the most I could do was to see her marry you, at least that's what she wanted, she would be very happy, then I was satisfied.

Doesn't it mean that as long as the beloved can live well, you will feel happy, although it will be heartbroken. But I didn't expect that Master would directly contain your love in the cradle, which made me feel very desperate.

You must not know when I fell in love with the little junior sister, I remember when I first arrived in Mogu, the little junior sister went earlier than me, I was still a little uncomfortable, because I was abandoned by my family, you see, I have a family, but my biological parents they lost me, it was the master who picked me up.

At that time, she spoiled me and smiled, handed me a piece of candy, and asked me to play with her.

That smile turned out to be the most beautiful smile I've ever seen in my life, and since then I have decided that I want to practice martial arts well, and I will protect this smiling master for the rest of my life, even if I can only protect it silently, I am willing.

As a result, Master's words were like a thunderbolt, splitting you and waking me up, it turned out that even without Senior Brother, it would be impossible for Junior Sister and any of us to do so, because Master would not allow it.

At that time, I hurriedly picked up the beads and quietly slipped away, because I was afraid that the master would find out, and I was afraid that the master would say something again, which I couldn't bear even more.

When I returned to the house, I saw the bracelet and beads that my little sister gave me tightly wrapped in the corners of my clothes, and I felt very uncomfortable, I wanted to cry, and I wanted to find someone to talk to, but I didn't dare to say that after so many years, I have always kept this relationship in my heart, just because I knew that this was a relationship that ended without a problem.

I don't want to hurt too many people, and I don't want my little sister to feel embarrassed or embarrassed to be close to me. However, Master's words suddenly sobered me up, ah, it turns out that Master, who has always been kind, has picked up so many children and cultivated them, but he is still selfish.

I didn't dare to hate him, after all, he was my master, and without him, there was a good chance that I would have starved to death in the streets soon after I was abandoned. However, since he taught us martial arts and helped us take on tasks, why does he now dislike us for licking blood on the tip of a knife?

These lives are all given to us by him, and he also guides us step by step to do it, why are you so cruel now, using this excuse to shut you and me away, yes, you and I, although I have not confessed to the little sister, the little sister doesn't know that I like her.

But I am paying attention to my little sister's every move, I dare to say that in Mogu, no one knows my little sister better than me, even if it is you, senior brother, because you often have to go out to take on tasks, and the master has arranged a lot of things for you.

I have never participated in the emotional world of the little junior sister, so I was directly turned away, it is very sad to think about it, but I can't express it, because those words and secrets are told to you by the master, and he definitely doesn't want others to know.

So, even if I was sad and sad, I couldn't show it, otherwise I would be discovered, and I didn't dare to go to the kitchen to find a drink that night, because I was afraid of alarming others, saying that I didn't sleep at night to find a drink, how could I explain, thinking about it, I could only stay in the room, you see, big brother, I could only hide in the room when I was sad.

I have never cried since I came to Mogu, no matter how hard it is, because I know that I am a man, men don't flick when they have tears, and there are so many brothers and sisters, who doesn't have some unhappy things, but they didn't cry, even if they complained, they were all small complaints, and they didn't say anything before.

Everyone is so strong, so why am I embarrassed to say it? That night, I held the rope and beads tightly in my hands, and my heart ached so much that I thought, if I just lose to you, because you are my respected elder brother, or my little sister's favorite person.

What she wants, what I want, and then, will eventually turn to ashes. As he spoke, Ah Meng burst into tears, his eyes were dull and he looked ahead, although he was staring at the TV, but Liu Xuan knew that he didn't watch the news anymore, because he was even more stupid and couldn't watch it.

Liu Xuan patted Ah Meng's shoulder, and hugged him hard, I'm sorry, I didn't know that you had such deep feelings for Ling'er, and I was also very stimulated that night, Master's secret is one, and then the matter between me and Ling'er is one.

Now that I think about it, you're actually the one who suffers the most. At least, my little sister and I didn't hide our feelings, of course, this was before that incident, but you have to endure it all the time by our side, it must be very painful.

Although I have not had a similar experience, I understand that the person you like is right in front of you, but for some reason you can't tell her who you are, and you can't even say that you love her, because these things are all involved, and you have to think about it before you can say it.

So I can only stay by her side, watching her sad and sad, you go to explain, but she still doesn't understand you, and you can't say anything, it's all helpless.

Thinking of this, Liu Xuan picked up two bottles of wine, handed a bottle to Ah Meng, and began to drink in a big gulp, he knew that he was talking about Shangguan Jinyue, and now he was most entangled in Shangguan Jinyue's affairs, he could wait until he was done to tell her, but would she believe herself.

Even if she believes in herself, does she still remember the promise she made when she was a child, and whether it was love or simple friendship for herself when she was a child? After all, although she remembers, in her memory, many things that happen can be controlled by her subjective will, such as only looking at the part she wants to see.

To understand according to what he wants to understand, he can't see Shangguan Jinyue's true inner world, so he can't understand whether Shangguan Jinyue still likes him or not, although when he was in Jinyue's company and villa before, he also felt a little bit of her emotions, but it was too erratic.

There is no way to make yourself think that Shangguan Jinyue is in love with her, and Shangguan Yinyue said that her sister liked her, and when she questioned herself, she didn't know how to answer. Although the photos in Shangguan Jinyue's bedroom have themselves on them, it is normal for playmates when they were children to keep photos.

Besides, Shangguan Jinyue didn't know that she was the same person as her childhood playmate, if she liked herself when she was a child before, and now she likes herself now, does it mean that her heart has changed and has turned to another person.

And Shangguan Yinyue mentioned that her sister came to Zhongzhou to start a business for a purpose, combined with the requirements of Shangguan Jinyue's Shangguan family, it seems that it is because of something or someone, but she doesn't know anything about this, if it is for whom, will Shangguan Jinyue not choose herself for this person in the future.

Liu Xuan never knew that Ah Meng liked Ling'er, just like he never thought that the original simple Mogu hid so many secrets, from the master to the apprentice, everyone seemed to have something they didn't want to say to outsiders, but because of chance, they had to say it, even if it was painful.

Just like Master, just like Ah Meng, there is nothing wrong with each of them, but they all make each other feel pain.

Liu Xuan knew that no matter how much he said at the moment, it was useless, how could he persuade this kind of thing, love was indescribable, so he just drank silently and occasionally touched Ah Meng.