Chapter 358: A Person's Journey of Sorrow
The two hugged each other tightly for a long time, and after a while, Qin Yueshu was slowly let go, and the two looked at each other for a long time, and then grinned, "Let's go, let's go home!"
Qin Yueshu greeted Bai Shiyao and Qin Junye like adults, stretched out the key to open the door, and the bright and warm lights in the room came to her face. Qin Yueshu led the person behind her as if she was afraid that she would run away again, and then shouted into the house, "Dad, Mom is back!"
Qin Xuanzheng looked down at the newspaper, "Yueshu, why are you teasing me again, let me tell you, I won't believe you anymore this time!"
Qin Yueshu took the man's hand, and Bai Shiyao and the others also walked in and closed the door.
"Dad, take a good look at who this person is behind me?"
At this time, Qin Xuanzheng slowly raised his head, wanting to laugh at Qin Yueshu, but the moment he raised his eyes, the whole person froze.
"Xuanzheng, I'...... It's back. ”
Qin Xuanzheng stared at the man, speechless, he didn't know what to describe in his heart now, but he didn't know why he was a little uncomfortable. "Yao Ye, what are you doing here, isn't it good to leave?"
"I ...... I'm sorry. It's all my fault, but Xuan Zheng ......" Yao Ye wanted to break free of Qin Yueshu's hand and stepped forward, but Qin Yueshu obviously didn't want to let go. She shook her head helplessly, looking at Qin Xuanzheng with tears in her eyes, "I really have a hardship that I can't say......"
"Then you're back now, what happened, and you still refuse to say?" Qin Xuanzheng had a cold face, as if he was angry with Yao Ye.
"Okay, I'll say both. But it's a long story, so let's sit down first!"
Yao Ye's words reminded Qin Xuanzheng, there were still two people standing behind, he noticed Yao Ye going alone just now, and he didn't notice that there were two guests behind. "Oh, look at my eyes, come, Mr. Bai and Mr. Qin sit down first, if you don't feel too troublesome, you can sit down and drink a cup of tea and listen to Yao Ye finish. ”
The two glanced at each other and sat aside, and Qin Yueshu and Yao Ye also sat beside Qin Xuanzheng.
"I haven't introduced it yet, this is my wife who has been missing for a long time, Yao Ye, although I don't know why she suddenly came back. Then Qin Xuanzheng glanced at Yao Ye and pointed at Bai Shiyao and them, "These two, one is Mr. Bai of Bai Xiao's studio, and the other is Mr. Qin of Meritus World." We are both good partners and good friends in private. ”
Yao Ye glanced at everyone tentatively, "Then I'll pour some water for everyone first?"
"No, I'll just call Auntie!Auntie, bring some tea!" Auntie answered, and Qin Xuanzheng turned his head, "Then tell me, what's going on?"
"This ......"
Yao Ye pondered for a moment and began to review the beginning and end of the incident.
It turned out that Yao Ye ran away, not because she took the initiative to leave, but because she had no choice but to do it.
It started one afternoon, when Yao Ye went to the hospital. Originally, she wanted to call Qin Xuanzheng to accompany her that day, but it happened that Qin Xuanzheng had a very important meeting that day and couldn't leave, and Yao Ye's words were taken back by herself. So she decided to go to the hospital alone.
And the reason why I had to go to the hospital was because Yao Ye had been feeling very unwell during that time, and he fainted in the company several times. Yao Ye thought that she was too tired from work and didn't have enough rest, so she didn't care much, but later the pain inside her body became stronger and stronger, and she usually didn't feel pain, but once the pain got up, it was several times her menstrual cramps. Yao Ye felt that something was wrong, so he remembered to go to the hospital for a check-up.
But this inspection revealed a big problem. Yao Ye did a lot of examinations before and after, and also saw a few doctors, Yao Ye already had a bad premonition when he saw that their eyes were not right. After going back, Yao Ye didn't tell Qin Xuanzheng about it, and then went to the hospital again two days later and got the final test results.
The doctor meaningfully told Yao Ye to let her go back and eat whatever she wanted, and not to put too much pressure on herself to live well. Yao Ye felt that this episode was unusually familiar, and jokingly asked the doctor if he could have any terminal illness, right?
The doctor paused, and then said to her, "We don't know for sure if it's a terminal illness for the time being, but your disease is really rare and there is no relevant information at present, there seems to be a similar ......case in the past," the doctor looked at Yao Ye and said word by word, "But the patient died within two months." ”
Yao Ye's mind suddenly went blank, "How come? I, I'm still so young...... I've just had an obedient child, and I'm going to leave forever in a few days?"
She suddenly rushed up and grabbed the doctor's arm, "Doctor, are you lying to me? You tell me, you're just kidding, aren't you? Actually, I'm just underrested and need to take care of my lack of sleep, right?"
"Doctor, you speak, I'm so young, I've been running half a marathon for the first few months, I'm in good health! How could I have such an incurable disease?!"
The doctor looked at her helplessly, and didn't know what to say to comfort her, and many patients had a completely disbelieving expression when they heard that they had changed their terminal illness. As Yao Ye spoke, he began to cry, and collapsed weakly along the doctor's table to the ground, and then looked at his shoes blankly.
"A lot of times, inexplicable things happen to us, and many people can't accept it, but it's a foregone conclusion, and you can't change it. Accidents always come suddenly, and I think you should tell your family so that they can spend this last time with you...... No, what if, you're a miracle and won't die? It's not impossible. ”
The doctor looked down at Yao Ye, who had slipped and fell to the ground, and was very distressed, and stretched out his hand to pull her up, but Yao Ye couldn't pull her up when he sat on the ground.
The doctor also took her away, "In this way, if you really don't believe it, you can go to other hospitals to have a look, but I think our hospital is the best hospital in the imperial capital and even in the country." I remember that we have a new expert in the department, and you can look for him again. ”
Hearing this, Yao Ye suddenly raised his head and looked at him expectantly, "Are you saying that I can still be rescued?"
"I ...... All I can say is that you can get a little more advice from more people. ”
Yao Ye, who left the hospital, was in a very low mood, he didn't expect his life to come to an end so soon, and the scenes he had seen on TV before were now reflected in his body? !
Yao Ye didn't dare to face Qin Xuanzheng after he went back, and he didn't mention anything about the end at all, and as soon as he got home, he hid in the house and slept and closed the door.
Although Qin Xuanzheng felt that her behavior was a little strange, Yao Ye refused to say that he had no choice, seeing that she was not in a good state, Qin Xuanzheng thought about asking her unit for two days off to let her rest at home.
Later, Yao Ye spent a lot of time visiting various medical experts, but every time he checked out, the doctors' rhetoric was basically the same: the possibility of cure was almost zero. This disease is really rare and terrifying, but it was found that Yao Ye's physical condition was very unsatisfactory, and he couldn't last too long......
After seeing the last doctor who made the appointment, Yao Ye listened to his words, and then laughed strangely, walked out of the hospital without taking any materials, laughing all the way, passers-by looked at her as if she had walked out of a mental hospital.
But Yao Ye worked hard to maintain her current living status, but she worked overtime alone in the company several times but suddenly felt pain inside her body, so painful that she rolled on the cold ground, crying out why one by one......
At the same time, Yao Ye also began to plan this exodus in his heart. She didn't want Qin Xuanzheng and Qin Yueshu to know their pain, she didn't want them to be sad because of themselves, and she didn't want Qin Xuanzheng to fall into the quagmire of pain and self-blame because he couldn't save himself.
But she can't be as ruthless as she wrote, telling her lover that she doesn't like him anymore and asking to break up, she can't do it...... Yao Ye thought a lot and felt that leaving silently, as time went by, they could always dilute the grief caused by their departure.
And there is also Yao Ye's selfishness in this, she still has a trace of her illusion of survival, and she also fantasizes that she will be able to come back one day. So she didn't want Qin Xuanzheng to have a new love during her absence...... So she set her escape as a mystery, in order to make Qin Xuanzheng unable to let go of himself in his heart.
Yao Ye himself felt that this was very contradictory, on the one hand, he hoped that they could get out of the grief caused by his departure, and on the other hand, he did not want them to completely forget about themselves.
But Yao Ye also knew that Qin Yueshu was the one who had the greatest impact on his departure. She is still so young, she has to feel the taste of losing her mother, what kind of person will she grow up to be without her mother's love? Yao Ye has no choice, she really doesn't want to go, every time she hugs and kisses Qin Yueshu, she deeply remembers those pictures, thinking that it's good to be alive......
But in the end, one day, Yao Ye left a note and left quietly. Then in Qin Xuanzheng's opinion, she had evaporated from the world, but Yao Ye later actually went to a strange county town.
Yao Ye heard that the county seat was very remote, but it was very beautiful, Yao Ye thought that if he was really hopeless, it would be worth dying in that kind of place. So he resolutely got on the train......
Yao Ye didn't have much money on her, but it was enough for her to live in this county for a long time. After coming to the county seat, Yao Ye was fascinated by the environment there. After she found a place to live, she ran to the suburbs in the mountains, forests and fields to stay for a day.
Yao Ye also met a lot of people there, the people there were really hospitable, I heard that Yao Ye came here alone, and occasionally invited her to eat at the small parties they organized.
The county seat is not big, Yao Ye has gone to many places in this county, and she feels that life is really good, there are too many beautiful and rare things in this world, but Yao Ye, she can't enjoy it anymore......
And there, Yao Ye also met a male friend, and this friend was one of the key people who influenced Yao Ye's return.