(Recommended reading: Recently, Shen Linfeng has been very energetic, when I got up in the morning, I made breakfast for him, and life really began to be normal, so normal that I didn't dare to believe it a little.

I cherish this kind of rare time, after all, it is a very simple day for others, but I can't enjoy it, so sometimes I envy others.

Hu Mei hasn't called me for a while, as if she has disappeared, but this does not make me think that she does not exist, maybe one day, a little bit of something happens, she will appear again, although I live in a villa, and I don't have to worry about three meals a day, but I don't thank her.

Because she is always a bad person, that doesn't change her essence.

and Shen Linfeng's father, who has never had any dealings, but his selfishness has ruined the life that Shen Linfeng wants, and has become a bargaining chip to strengthen himself and run to a new height in his life.

They're all good, and then we're all bad.

It always made us feel very depressed.

Fortunately, we can have a little bit of joy with each other.

Shen Linfeng took me out shopping in the morning, and after coming back, he said several times that I love you, which made me feel that today would be different, and when the weather was cool in the afternoon, he drove out.

As I expected, the first autumn rain came in the evening, falling in the yard and splashing countless water, I leaned against the window, I don't know what will happen in the future?

In the evening, the rain became heavier and heavier, I waited for Shen Linfeng to come back and made his favorite dinner, I saw Shen Linfeng get out of the car and quickly ran into the house, at this moment I have handed him a towel and asked him to wipe the rain on his face.

On Shen Linfeng's face, there was a little unpleasantness, I asked him where he went, Shen Linfeng threw away the towel, "I'll go to my father to talk about something, don't say it, there's nothing to say!"

Shen Linfeng was reluctant to talk about this, I thought about what he would say after a while, I helped him take off his coat, he sat at the dining table and opened a bottle of red wine, poured himself a glass, and drank it all, but the alcohol did not make him look better.

"Ha......" Shen Linfeng breathed a sigh of relief and poured himself another glass, I sat opposite him, he drank cup after cup, he looked slightly drunk, and he didn't want to eat a mouthful of food, I wanted to talk to him, "Isn't the conversation happy?"

Shen Linfeng smiled bitterly at me, and said sadly, "Will you be happy once?" I feel very painful, he is very indifferent, he says great things to me, but he has never considered the problem from my point of view, which makes me very distressed, he is not a qualified father, but he is a shrewd negotiator. ”

He only needs this self-deprecating sentence, and I can roughly understand what made Shen Linfeng unhappy.

I touched Shen Linfeng's hand on the table, I wanted to give him a little comfort, Shen Linfeng nodded and smiled at me, "It's okay, you clean up, I'm actually fine, let me be quiet by myself, I'll be fine!"

Actually, he's not good.

I think I'm stupid, when my comfort doesn't work, I think let him sit alone for a while, maybe it will be really better after a while, let him be quiet, he just needs to take a break, those unpleasant things.

I cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, the water was flowing on the plate, I looked back at Shen Linfeng, who was still sitting at the dining table outside drinking to relieve his boredom, he seemed to be a lot quieter.

After washing for a while, when I went to look at Shen Linfeng worriedly again, I actually found that he was gone.

At that time, I called out in the house, "Lin Feng?"

The voice spread throughout the room, but it couldn't get a reply, as if Shen Linfeng disappeared for no reason!

I began to become very impatient, looking for Shen Linfeng everywhere, and later I found that Shen Linfeng was standing in the courtyard, only a glimmer of light was left under the canopy, and the heavy rain poured down, covering all sounds, so that the whole world only had the sound of rain.

The rain poured on Shen Linfeng's body desperately, and the dense raindrops formed a curtain of water, washing him, and his white shirt was immediately soaked, sticking to his body, and the slightest heat was as if it had been extinguished, vaguely revealing the color of his skin.

He stood in the middle of the courtyard, holding a bottle of wine in his hand, and let it be washed, he picked up the wine, and poured a few sips on his mouth, and the red wine overflowing from the corner of his mouth was quickly diluted and disappeared.

He yelled, "Ah......hh

The roaring voice, as if with his anger, roared out of his chest, poured another sip of wine, and then raised the wine bottle, and with a crisp sound, it fell on the courtyard door, and the red wine bottle was smashed in all directions, and in an instant the sound of the shattering was drowned out by the sound of the rain.

I really didn't expect him to be so depressed, even in this way, it was not enough to calm down.

I rushed out at once, pulling and pulling him in, and the wind hit us with a slanting torrent of rain, and every drop was like a pebble, and it hurt slightly on the corners of my face.

"Lin Feng, come back quickly! Come back quickly!" Immediately, even I was wet and cold, Shen Linfeng was pulled by me and turned around, his face and eyes turned red, very terrifying.

He got drunk and shouted loudly, "Did he ever think about me? I am his son, I grew up in a completely preachy tone, every time my ideas were cruelly rejected by him, I am also a person!"

"I know, you come in first, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Shen Linfeng, I really never thought about you, I know it's wrong, you forgive me, I'm sorry ......"

I pulled him into the house first, but I don't know why, as I talked, when I saw Shen Linfeng like this, I suddenly realized that I hadn't even cared about his feelings, and I had never been so deep......

I couldn't pull him, so I threw myself into his arms and hugged him tight, my tone was a little choked, and the tears were immediately washed away by the rain.

Shen Linfeng was also very lonely, he saw me in his arms, and immediately seemed to accept me, his arms tightened around me, and he was also very distressed and put his back against the wind and rain to shield me from the wind and rain.

It's a very subtle movement, but it's something he can do, and he'll do it, in fact, he's always done this to me, but I've ignored it, and he's the same as before.

In my ear whispered words that only I could hear, "What do you ask me to forgive you, it's not your fault, why apologize to me, you have no reason." ”

I didn't seem to feel the rain as a firm iron stone stood in front of me.

After calming down in the rain for a long time, Shen Linfeng doused the alcohol and took me back to the house, I wiped his face, but he smiled, "I'll do it myself, you go and change your clothes, you're also soaked!"

A rain that cannot be extinguished is always this kind of entwined warmth.

But when it was a little later, Shen Linfeng was sick, coughing constantly, he wanted to be patient, but the series of voices that could not be stopped still made him feel guilty, I gave him a few cold medicines, and he swallowed it obediently.

I asked him to go to bed and put the quilt to sleep, and he was very obedient, and he lay there and looked at me a few times, then closed his eyes and seemed to fall asleep.

It's been a long time since I've looked at him like this, I squatted on the edge of the bed, one hand on my cheek and looked at him quietly, I thought about a lot of things, from the beginning I thought of today, those memories are like flowing water, little by little through my mind.

I haven't been very serious about looking for him, and even pretending not to see, misunderstanding, extreme, and willful, we all have it, when I first came to him from the body, slowly, closer and closer distance, let me really see Shen Linfeng in my heart, and get to know him more and more.

I'm sorry, I didn't know you before, but you are.

"I'm sorry, forgive me! I approached the sleeping Shen Linfeng and kissed him lightly on the forehead, but suddenly my eyes widened, "It's so hot!"

The scorching heat seemed like even my lips could be baked and lose moisture.

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