Chapter 795 Life Experience is like a mystery 3
Ling'er saw me nodding before she said, "First, every child, if he is not abandoned by his mother at birth, will he become the pride of his mother?"
"It should ...... It should be, right?" I suddenly remembered the fox mother as I spoke.
When the fox mother introduced me and Ye Xun to others, she was always in high spirits: "Look, these are my two eldest sons." Isn't that handsome?"
"Not only is he handsome, but he is also good. Those talents of any sect can't do it, they are far worse than my son. ”
I looked up at Ling'er, "Yes!
Ling'er said seriously: "So, why did Qin Hongxiang only say that you are Wang Zhan's son, but not that you are her son?"
I was stunned for a moment, and after a long while, Ling'er said again: "Second, just like you said. The hands and eyes of the gods are all over the sky, and the intelligence system is almost all over the rivers and lakes. Moreover, did your father not make a move after he returned to the rivers and lakes? If not, why can't Qin Hongxiang find you?"
"She didn't want to find us ......" This sentence is extremely bitter for me, Mama Fox said that my dad went to look for her when he brought me back, and my dad also quietly went out to explore the mythical forbidden area, with the power of Qin Hongjiao, it is not difficult to find us. But for 20 years, I didn't know where my mother was? It doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense.
Ling'er continued: "Take a step back, even if your father deliberately didn't let Qin Hongxiang find him. So, as a mother, Qin Hongxiang knew that her child, who had lost contact with her for more than 20 years, appeared by her side, would she rush to meet her as soon as possible? Even if it was a glance from a distance! But is Qin Hongxiang coming?
"No!" I shook my head again: no matter how high Qin Hong's makeup skills are, she can't hide it from the fox mother. The fox mother not only cultivated to chase after the five peers, but also had a lot of information, and Qin Hongxiang's movements couldn't hide from her.
It's unreasonable, it's so unreasonable!
Ling'er paused for a moment and then said again: "Third, don't you think that Xue Yu's words are full of loopholes? Qin Hongxiang doesn't want you to wander the rivers and lakes, I can completely understand that as a mother, I never want my children to live those days of licking blood." However, there are many ways to get you out of the woods. Why do you have to choose the most extreme one?"
I suddenly looked up at Ling'er: "You mean, Qin Hongmakeup is not my mother?"
I myself am a little reluctant to believe that "Qin Hongxiang is not my mother" is the answer I want most now.
Ling'er shook her head and said, "I can't say for sure, but I think it's better for you not to jump to conclusions so early." At the very least, don't jump to this conclusion until you meet the fox mother. ”
Ling'er said: "Xue Yu also said that except for a few people, no one knows that Qin Hongxiang once got married and had children. If Qin Hongxiang wants to cover up the fact that she was pregnant in October and gave birth once, she must disappear for a while. That's at least a year. In the fox mother's intelligence, it is impossible that there is no movement about Qin Hongxiang. Even if Qin Hongxiang used the reason of exploring the forbidden area as a reason, it would be recorded by the intelligence system. Compare that information with the time you were born, and you might be able to draw other conclusions. ”
After Ling'er finished speaking, she quickly added: "Of course, this is just my guess." You still have to be mentally prepared that Qin Hong's makeup is your biological mother. At the same time......"
Ling'er looked at my face before saying, "You should also be mentally prepared for Qin Hong's makeup to hate you!"
The heart I had just put down suddenly came up again: "What do you mean?"
Ling'er said: "When you were in the Nine-Tails Forbidden Zone, the three major sects of the Divine Exploration Hand poured out. The intelligence system is all over the rivers and lakes, do you think Qin Hongyi will not know that you have rushed to the Sea of Stars? However, did she prevent Qin Baiyi from entering the Nine-Tails Underground Palace?"
"Also, Qin Hongxiang ordered Xue Yu to force you out of the rivers and lakes no matter what, which means that she knows that Xue Yu will do everything she can to break your spirit. I can understand that a mother doesn't want her child to wander the streets. However, it is incomprehensible that she wants her child to become a waste. ”
Ling'er's voice suddenly raised: "Have you ever thought about what is the biggest doubt in Xue Yu's words?"
I shook my head blankly and said, "No!"
Just now, my mind was already in a mess, what else could I think about right and wrong, what contradictions could I think?
Ling'er looked at me and said, "The biggest suspicion is in Qin Hong's makeup itself. When you first entered the hands of the gods, you were not the top in the breeze, and the rivers and lakes were indeed very dangerous to you. With Qin Hong's identity and status, it is easy to shelter you. ”
"The easiest way is to recruit you into the Nameless Sect, arrange a master with status and status for you, let you study art for a few years, and never let you go out of the mountain until you finish your studies. Isn't it safer to do this than to force you out of the rivers and lakes? Moreover, she can get your latest situation at any time, take a sneaky look at you, and quietly make up for her debt to you all these years, but has she done this?"
Ling'er didn't wait for me to speak, so she took the first step and said, "If Xue Yu can speak now, she may prevaricate you with words like martial idiots and incomprehensible people." However, Qin Hong, a red-faced hero who claims to be able to 'stir up the storm with one hand', will he be a person who does not understand the world and does not know how to be flexible? Therefore, I said that you should prepare for the worst. ”
While I was silent, Ling'er said again, "Although we don't know what happened between Qin Hongxiang and your father, it will definitely not be a good memory. If Qin Hongxiang hates your father to the core, maybe she will hate you too. No, it's her who hates you. ”
Ling'er said: "With all due respect, if Qin Hongxiang insists on turning you into a waste, will you be completely decadent according to her wishes, or will you fight back, you must think about it." ”
After Ling'er's words were finished, I also squatted on the ground with my forehead covered, took out a cigarette, lit a fire, and took a hard breath.
Some of Ling'er's words gave me hope, and some of them really made it difficult for me to accept. But I can't help but think about her words. Although she has not been in contact with me for a long time, what she says is reasonable. If I were to jump out of the game in front of me, as a bystander, I would ask the same questions and make the same judgments.
I have been looking forward to my biological mother for more than 20 years, and finally there is news, but now I can only use cold thinking to analyze the relationship between me and her.
I suddenly wanted to cry, I wanted to cry like crazy.
But the tears reached the edge of my eyes, and I forcibly held them back.
My dad told me: If you don't see the coffin, you won't shed tears, it's actually a good saying, and it's a fool to mourn before you know the ugly son. Why am I crying before I die?
I took a few puffs of cigarette and stepped on the cigarette butt: "Little kitten, unlock Xue Yu's acupoint!"
I didn't wait for Xue Yu to speak, so I spoke first: "When you were outside, you said that you were going to kill Ye Xun, did you mean it, or did Qin Hongxiang mean it?"
Xue Yu looked at me coldly and said, "If you are provoked by someone casually, you will begin to doubt the relationship between mother and son?
"Answer me!" I roared, looking at Xue Yu with fire in my eyes.
Xue Yu sneered: "It doesn't really make a difference who means it. Eldest sister, I only care about your life or death, but I never said that I would protect everyone. Besides, if you don't kill Ye Xun, how can I give you a fatal blow? Perhaps, what I said is wrong! Using a fatal blow is too hard for you. However, you have to be considerate of the eldest sister's love for her son. Some things are cut endlessly. Mother-child affection is the most difficult to part. Are you right?"
I said slowly: "You said that Qin Hongxiang asked you to save my life, but you didn't fight to save me. At least on the two most critical occasions, you didn't go all out. ”
"That's not to be done!" Xue Yu shook his head and said, "I'm really sorry for you for this." But the eldest sister also said that as long as you can guarantee that you don't die, it's enough, I don't have too many choices. ”
I suddenly calmed down, "Thank you!"
Xue Yu smiled with satisfaction: "You know that saying thank you shows that your humanity is not ......."
I didn't wait for the other party to finish speaking, and then I said in a deep voice: "I said thank you because you found me another reason to kill you." ”
Xue Yu was suddenly taken aback: "What are you talking about, what are you going to do?"
Before Xue Yu finished speaking, the contempt in my hand had already come out of the sheath, and a knife stabbed into Xue Yu's abdomen, and when the latter instinctively grabbed the blade, blood dripped down her ten fingers.
Tong Jie went crazy: "Wang Huan, you dare to kill, you dare to kill relatives, you are not human, you are not human......"
I held the hilt of the knife in one hand, and pulled out Magnum's hand with the other hand and shot it into Tong Jie's eyebrows, and when the latter fell to the ground blindly, Xue Yucai let go of his bloody palm and pointed desperately at my face: "You...... You're wolf-hearted......"
I said coldly: "Whether Qin Hongxiang is my biological mother or not, you deserve to die." If you kill the old knife and the seven stars, you have to go down and make amends for them. I didn't skin you alive, I only showed mercy to you because you brought me a message. ”
Xue Yu's mouth was foaming with blood, and he said intermittently: "You...... This...... Big Sister's ...... You're going to ......."
I probably understood what Xue Yu meant, she was saying: If killing Lao Dao, killing Qixing, or even killing Ye Xun is the meaning of Qin Hong's makeup, do you still want to kill Qin Hong's makeup?
My eyes suddenly turned cold: "People are dying and their words are good, this sentence doesn't seem to apply to you very well." You'd better die, and you don't have to worry about the rest of the rest. ”
As I spoke, I suddenly pulled out a long knife, slashed Xue Yu's head with a knife, and walked in the direction of Old Man Lin with a bloody contempt...... If you don't kill me, I can tell you a secret......"