Chapter 395: Scars
Bai Shiyao stood up from the stool with a spirit, and then stroked the fluttering hair on her forehead embarrassedly. Qin Junye also sat there a little helplessly, opening his mouth to explain something but closing his mouth.
Shangguan Yuwen was stunned at first, and originally wanted to say, "Aren't we here at the right time?", but after thinking about it, she laughed out loud, "It turns out that you two have already reconciled?"
The others couldn't help but laugh, just a few hours ago, everyone was worried about their relationship, but they didn't expect to bump into such an intimate behavior of the two of them now. However, it seems that everyone has come at a bad time.
Just when Qin Junye and Bai Shiyao blushed in embarrassment, the waiter walked in, and everyone began to find a place to sit down and talk slowly.
This meal was also very pleasant, Qin Junye served vegetables to Bai Shiyao next to him from time to time, and finally Bai Shiyao said embarrassedly, "I can get it." ”
"Ah, is it?" Qin Junye smiled slightly, but as soon as he finished speaking, he gave Bai Shiyao another chopstick dish, "It's okay, I like to serve you vegetables." ”
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After eating, everyone talked again, and then they all went back one after another, leaving Qin Junye and Bai Shiyao alone.
"Let's go, go home. ”
Qin Junye said and took Bai Shiyao's hand, and then took her to the side of the car without caring about the discomfort on Bai Shiyao's face.
Bai Shiyao sat down well before Qin Junye went around to the other side and sat in the cab, Qin Junye turned his head and glanced at Bai Shiyao, the corners of his mouth rose slightly and started the car.
A few minutes after the car drove out, Qin Junye slowly spoke, "Then you, are you willing to say it now?"
"What?"
Qin Junye tilted his head slightly, "What's the matter of your family, what's the matter, forget about it after eating?"
"Ah, this......" Bai Shiyao paused, "Do you really want to say it?"
"Is that still fake?" Qin Junye couldn't laugh or cry a little.
Bai Shiyao looked at Qin Junye's eyes, paused, and turned her head.
"My father abandoned us mother and son when he was a child, I told you this before, right?"
"Well, yes. Qin Junye nodded slightly.
"How young I was at that time, how much my dad left affected me the day he left. A little girl who doesn't know how to remember, from that day on, half of the light in her heart has been dissipated, I don't remember anything else during that time, only this incident, only that picture, that morning when my mother got up and sat on the ground, told me, Dad is gone, that picture, I will never forget. ”
Bai Shiyao was in a calm mood when she said this, but after saying this, she inadvertently clenched her teeth.
"His goodbye hurt me and my mother too much, and it was from then that I had a natural aversion to men. ”
"Even after that person came, it didn't change my opinion of men, but only aggravated this negative emotion. ”
"His name is Chen Kang, and I never called him Dad, even though my mom kept asking me to call him Dad. I was already a university student when he came to my house, and I had a sense of judgment about things, and I thought that he would bring something different to our family, and I thought that my mother would have a different place for him. But I didn't expect that his scumbag face would finally be revealed......"
Qin Junye held the steering wheel in his hand, listening to Bai Shiyao's voice getting smaller and smaller, and the force in his hand unconsciously increased a lot. "And then, what happened?"
"I thought he was going to live a good life with my mom, after all, they were both young. But one day, I went to a bar to look for my friend, and I saw him there, and there was a scantily clad young woman next to him. ”
As soon as Bai Shiyao said this, Qin Junye suddenly couldn't control it and asked, "Are you going to the bar to find friends?"
Qin Junye's sudden question almost made Bai Shiyao angry, Bai Shiyao glanced at Qin Junye speechlessly, "I'm a neighbor, a woman." She was out of love and drunk, and I was there to pick her up. ”
"Oh, that's right...... But what are you going to do next time there's a bar like this, tell me first. Qin Junye pretended to have nothing to do and continued to drive.
Bai Shiyao smiled even more bitterly, "I didn't know you at that time, did I?"
"Oh so...... I, I mean ...... later."
"Well, what then, what did you do when you saw him in the bar?" Qin Junye hurriedly returned to the topic just now.
Bai Shiyao smiled slightly, and then said just now, "I was quite angry when I saw him in a place like a bar, so I stood there and observed them for a while. I was a little far away, but I saw that he kept saying something to the woman, and the more he talked, the closer he became, the woman didn't speak at first but kept drinking, but when I was about to go to my friend first, I saw the woman's hand hooked around his neck, and her eyes stared at him with an extremely ambiguous look. And he didn't resist ......"
"And then?"
Bai Shiyao sighed, "They are really too much of an eyesore, I really can't see his appearance there." He and my mother both got their certificates, and he was still here at odds with this woman, so I stepped forward angrily. ”
"Huh, did you walk in front of him?" Qin Junye turned his head and glanced at Bai Shiyao in surprise.
"Yes, when he saw me next to them, he was also shocked, probably because he saw me with a weak heart, and he broke free with all of a sudden, but the woman suddenly leaned up and kissed his face. Then he turned his head and looked at me evilly......" Bai Shiyao said and clenched into a fist in his hand, "You don't know, that woman's expression is exactly the same as Xiao San's expression like an outsider showing off that she seduced a man." I was so angry that I thought of my poor mother, who was still in the dark, and my anger came up all at once, so I rushed up and slapped him without saying anything, and then ...... I walked away angry. ”
Qin Junye didn't speak for a long time after listening, looking at Bai Shiyao's appearance, he didn't know how to comfort her for a while. However, from his point of view, even if Bai Shiyao was describing this incident with "colored glasses", he still felt that this incident was really a bit strange.
"Didn't he explain anything later?"
"Explanation?" Bai Shiyao sneered, "I also thought I was wrong, thinking that he might be a man who was lonely for a while, but I didn't expect that I saw the scene of him and that woman together many times later, and once even in my community...... I really didn't expect him to be so bold, my mother is very likely to see his behavior and still meet that woman, how much he should want to see that woman?"
Qin Junye was silent when he heard this, but is this really the case?
Bai Shiyao looked out the window a little weakly, "I didn't tell my mother about these things at first, because I was worried that she would be sad to hear it, but then I couldn't help but want to say it, but I didn't expect my mother to tell me that she knew about his relationship with that woman, and also told me not to follow him anymore......"
"Tracking?"
"Yes, that's what my mom said at the time. But where did I stalk him, I just accidentally bumped into him, how could I be following? I don't think my mother can say that about me no matter how much she speaks for him, right? So I was angry, and I yelled out about his intimacy with that woman, and also said some dirty words that I never usually say, but I didn't expect it, because of this. My mom actually slapped me for that scumbag......"
Qin Junye was so surprised that his mouth opened slightly when he heard this, and he didn't close it for a long time, can a gentle person like Aunt Bai also beat people? Although Bai Shiyao didn't have much fluctuation in her mood when she said this, her tone was a little weaker and a little innocent, but Qin Junye could imagine it. At the beginning, Bai Shiyao felt the despair that her mother hit on her face, innocent......
Bai Shiyao saw that Qin Junye hadn't spoken for a long time, and smiled bitterly, "Do you think I'm very stupid and pitiful......
"No, that's it, did Aunt Bai really beat you at that time?"
Bai Shiyao exhaled slightly, "Yes, she was also so angry with my words that she blushed at the time, she kept shouting for me not to say it again, but this is a fact, I kept saying it if I couldn't say anything, and in the end she couldn't bear it anymore and slapped me when I didn't finish another dirty word." Although I obviously felt that she had just gone down and regretted it in the blink of an eye, I still couldn't forgive her for the fact that the man beat me, so I rushed out angrily at that time. ”
Qin Junye's mood suddenly became heavy, he didn't expect Bai Shiyao to go through so much, but he didn't know anything before that, but what could he do......
"It was the last few days of winter vacation, and after I ran out of the house in a huff, I went to my classmate's house for the night, and then went home the next day without saying a word and packed my bags and went to school. What made me most angry was that I didn't know what the man said to my mother when he went back, and when I went back the next day, my mother insisted that I had misunderstood, that he had a hard time and that what he saw was not true. ”
"How can I accept it? I saw everything, it was clear that he betrayed my mother, why did he end up with my mother to count me down?"
"I really can't swallow it, but every time I want to call back and explain it to my mom, my mom comes up and says it's all a misunderstanding...... I thought that this man probably had ecstasy on my mother, and my mother followed him so desperately, thinking that my mother wouldn't listen to me anyway, so I won't mention it anymore. It's just that the thought of what that man did would have been better for me even if he became well-behaved later, but I just can't forgive him for deceiving us. ”
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Bai Shiyao said a lot about her own feelings, and while these things were gradually forgotten after work, Bai Shiyao's relationship with her family gradually became estranged.
And Qin Junye on the side, listening to Bai Shiyao talk about such a complicated old thing, his mood was also very complicated. Although Bai Shiyao said very aggrieved and innocent, and felt how hateful her father was back then, Qin Junye always felt that things were not as Bai Shiyao thought. Perhaps, as Aunt Bai has been emphasizing to Bai Shiyao, all this is a misunderstanding? And looking at Aunt Bai's attitude, she is obviously very helpless in this matter, what is there between Bai Shiyao and her father that Bai Shiyao ignores?
Bai Shiyao was still in the slight sadness just now, Qin Junye sighed and didn't say anything, but he made up his mind in his heart that he must go to Uncle Bai to ask for clarification......