In the blink of an eye, it has been ten days since Xia Xizhi left the Ji family. It's just that after so many days, she and Ji Xiuyu still don't have any conclusions. Xia Xizhi insisted on divorce, but Ji Xiuyu still refused to agree. The two were at a stalemate, and neither could convince the other.

Holding flowers in both hands, Xia Xizhi slowly walked towards the ancestral tomb of the Xia family. She is here today to pay homage to her mother. Looking at the silence, there was no emotion on his face.

Coming to Xia's mother's grave, Xia Xizhi squatted down and looked at the woman on the tombstone with a smile. looked at her and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm coming to visit you again." Today's flowers are all fresh, and they are still hanging with dew, you will definitely like it. While speaking, Xia Xizhi bent down and placed flowers in front of the tombstone.

Squatting down, as usual, Xia Xizhi pulled out the weeds. "Mom, you don't have as many weeds here as in previous years, it seems that when those people come to worship, they also help you pull out the weeds by the way. Well, it's realistic. After I divorce Xiuyu, they probably won't do this, right?"

In order to curry favor with Ji Xiuyu, the Xia family was very enthusiastic about him on the surface. After all, they wanted to take advantage of her. It's just that when her use value is gone, will she continue to be beaten back to her original form? Thinking like this, Xia Xizhi was a little unexpected.

"Mom, Xiu Yu and I, I'm afraid we can't continue. Although we are still in love, there is still a woman in his heart. I'm a stingy woman, and I can't share a man with another woman. Xia Xizhi said lightly, "So, I'm going to divorce." What I didn't expect was that I was pregnant. That kid, I was looking forward to. ”

These days, Xia Xizhi's heart has been hovering in pain. She knew that the child couldn't stay, otherwise, she and Ji Xiuyu would be inseparable. But the child is innocent after all, and she can't bear to let her end the child's life with her own hands.

Erasing all negative emotions, Xia Xizhi looked at the tombstone and said softly: "Mom, in fact, sometimes I ask myself why I was born. As an illegitimate daughter, I have endured too much since I was a child, do you regret giving birth to me?"

For this question, Xia Xizhi will never know the answer. Thinking of the scene when the two depended on each other when they were children, Xia Xizhi said with a smile: "Mom, I believe you are the kindest mother in the world, so I am always grateful to you." ”

Ji Xiuyu's face appeared in front of him, and then Fan Ranxi's face flashed, thinking of them, Xia Xizhi's brows tightened.

"Mom, the two of us are different after all, you can compromise and make a hopeless dream forever for me, but I can't do it. I'd rather lose than settle. Xia Xizhi said calmly.

The hand fell on the lower abdomen, imagining that there was a small life here, which was slowly sprouting and thriving, Xia Xizhi closed his eyes in pain.

These days, she has never been able to make up her mind, but at this moment, she finally made a decision.

Standing up, Xia Xizhi bowed to the tombstone and said with a smile: "Mom, I'll leave first, and I'll come to see you another day." ”

After speaking, Xia Xizhi turned around and left, since she had already decided, she had to implement it immediately, so as not to let herself have any chance to regret it.

In the hospital, Xia Xizhi stood in front of the doctor. Looking at his appearance, the doctor asked, "Miss Xia, have you really decided?"

Listening to his words, Xia Xizhi nodded and replied seriously: "Yes, I have already decided." I'm not in the right place to give birth to this child. ”

"Does the child's father know?" the doctor asked.

Thinking of Ji Xiuyu, a trace of bitterness flashed quickly in her eyes. With a sigh, Xia Xizhi replied calmly: "He also knows that this is our joint decision." Doctor, please say yes. ”

Seeing that she had already decided, the doctor was not easy to change her decision. Thinking of this, he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll start arranging the operation now." I will go for a preoperative examination first, and after about an hour, the surgery will be performed. ”

Bowing to him, Xia Xizhi said gratefully, "Thank you, doctor." With that, Xia Xizhi picked up the medical card and turned to leave.

Sitting alone for a series of examinations, Xia Xizhi tried to keep himself calm. It's just that this decision has always been too difficult for her. Half an hour later, Xia Xizhi sat on a bench in a small park. His eyes were fixed on the front, quietly distracted.

The palm of his hand fell on his lower abdomen, and Xia Xizhi said apologetically: "Baby, I'm sorry, it's my mother who is sorry for you." It's me who is selfish, I can't let you be born. I don't want to force myself to accept an incomplete marriage. But if you are born, you will face a future without a father. Hopefully, you don't blame me. ”

remembered that when she was a child, she sat alone downstairs in her apartment, waiting for Xia Zhengguo to appear. She still remembers the mood at that time. That feeling is very sad. She still remembers that whenever that time, Xia's mother would always hug her and say apologetically: "Child, it's your mother who is sorry for you." Your dad, he has another family. ”

Withdrawing from the memories, Xia Xizhi closed his eyes heavily. Stubbornly looking at the sky, he forced tears back into his eyes. Sitting there quietly, this was the last time she and her child spent together.

An hour was approaching, and after looking at the time, Xia Xizhi finally stood up. Turning slowly, he took heavy steps and walked towards the outpatient building.

When she came to the painless abortion operating room, the nurse saw her and said urgingly: "Miss Xia Xizhi, you are next." Come in with me, you have to start pre-op preparations. ”

Xia Xizhi hummed, walked calmly behind her, and walked into the operating room. Pointing to a bed, the nurse said lightly: "You lie here first, the chief surgeon will come in a while, and I will prepare other things." ”

"Trouble. Xia Xizhi said in a weak voice.

After the nurse left, she was the only one in the operating room. Xia Xizhi lay on the bed, put his hands in front of him, and looked at the ceiling worriedly. The nurse soon came with a series of medical equipment, and Xia Xizhi's heart chuckled.

Injected the liquid into the labor pain, seeing that she was a little nervous, the nurse said soothingly: "Don't be nervous, I will help you with anesthetic first." Wait until you're asleep before the surgery begins. When I woke up, the operation was over. ”

Holding his lower abdomen, Xia Xizhi said softly: "At that time, my child had already left me. ”

The nurse came to her side, holding the syringe, looking serious. "It hurts a little, bear with me. The nurse reminded.

His lips were pursed, and he looked at the long syringe, tears quietly rolling down his eyes. "I'm sorry. Xia Xizhi shed tears and apologized silently.