Liu Xuan sat quietly holding the little girl for a while, he could feel that the little girl was also hugging him back, but the other party did not cry. Maybe it's too strong, maybe it's going through too much suffering, even if someone comforts you, you can't cry.

All along, he felt that his fate was already very bitter, after all, he had experienced so many things. Especially the Liu family was wiped out by the Sun family, and he changed from a wealthy young master to an ordinary person overnight.

Of course, all this is only in the eyes of outsiders, because he himself does not feel bitter. Liu Xuan never felt that there was anything about these things, and there would always be something in life. He won't complain, he will just work harder to live.

Whether it's for his parents, or for the sake of his master. After so many years, the revenge has been avenged, and it can be regarded as understanding one of my wishes.

Liu Xuan has no brothers and sisters, Mogu's juniors and disciples are his relatives, and Ling'er is his sister. If it hadn't happened later, maybe they would have been like a family, staying together for the rest of their lives.

Now that he met Apple, he realized that some people are born with such bitterness. The child didn't do anything, but the parents actually abandoned her as the original sin.

I guess I couldn't accept it at first, especially for children. Other people's children grew up in a loving environment, but she could only face coldness forever, but fortunately she met that teenager. It's a pity that the boy was joked by fate, otherwise Little Apple would be happier with his brother now.

After hugging for a while, Apple gently pushed Liu Xuan away, "Thank you, I feel much better." Actually, they were very nice to me, but I couldn't avoid thinking of my brother. They were sick and I was supposed to be in the room with them, but I was afraid, afraid that someone who had been nice to me would leave me again. ”

"No, they just feel a chill occasionally, you must know that colds and fevers are ordinary small symptoms, not to mention that they are still foreigners, and they are strong. And we have already found a doctor, and it won't be long before you take the medicine, and you can rest assured that your family will not leave you. ”

"After my brother died, I also liked to sit in the stairwell. Because my brother used to like to sit on the stairs and drink wine and miss his lover in the moonlight, I like to accompany him. Although I don't know much about the love between them, I know that the only thing I can do is to accompany him and make him not so lonely. ”

"You're doing well, Apple. There's a reason why you're willing to tell me so much, maybe I've given you a sense of intimacy, maybe I'm handsome?"

"Haha, Liu Xuan, you are really narcissistic. Because you can give me the same sense of security as my brother, I unconsciously told you. I miss him so much, but I don't know where they took him to be buried, and I know he should be there because his lover is there. ”

"I see you have a pierced ear with a stud on it. I'm not that strict about that, but it doesn't look like your style. ”

"It's not mine, it's my brother's. The earrings were given to him by his brother's lover, and he always wore them with him, but he never brought them after the other party bought them, because he was a typical good child, and he didn't get his ears pierced when he knew that his parents didn't like them. But the one given by my lover will still be saved, and the earrings fell off during the car accident, and I picked them up. ”

"Even if this is a token of their commitment, do you keep it because you miss your brother? But there is no body temperature on the earrings, and your adoptive parents also allow you to have your ears pierced?"

"They're very open, and getting my ears pierced isn't big news at my age. Later, after my brother went abroad, he specially pierced his ears because he regretted it. After losing his lover, he felt that he was not brave enough, otherwise he would not have lost the other party. ”

So the earrings wanted to commemorate each other, and he was so persistent that he didn't find each other. In the end, they actually saw each other before they died, which really sounded like a joke from heaven. ”

"yes, he tried very hard to find it, and I remember he took me to a lot of places. But in such a big city, he only knows the other party's name and some basic information, and it is difficult to find it. Especially foreigners' names, you know, are a long list, and it's even harder for him to not know the other person's real name. ”

"You said you fainted during the car accident, and then you were taken to a welfare home, did you ask about your brother's lover after that? After all, he was the most important person in his life, and I don't think you didn't care about it at all. ”

"I got rid of my adoptive parents, and I said I had to meet that person if I wanted to beat the nightmare. They promised me, and later I actually met, in a park. When the other party saw that I was a child, he was stunned at first, and then remembered that I was with my brother that day. ”

"The other party shouldn't know about you, did you? Did you say anything? Did you tell him all about your brother?"

"I said, I told him everything I knew. Because I hate him and want him to live in self-blame and guilt. I can't stand the death of my favorite brother, I feel that my life is given by my brother. If he hadn't picked me up, I would have frozen to death in the grass. ”

"Your adoptive parents are relieved that the two of you are talking alone?"

"It's a public place, and they made an appointment for me in advance, so I wasn't worried. He was very sad when he heard what I said, and said that he didn't know it was going to happen. It's just that he doesn't like his brother's appearance that he is always so gentle with everyone, and he is indecisive in everything. ”

"So that person was sent away and never contacted your brother again, and disappeared like no one to find him? ”

"It's just angry, he thinks that true love should break through all shackles, but his brother didn't make changes for him. He felt very sad that he was even sent away like that. People abroad, the original name is not remembered, sometimes it will be called the middle name, sometimes it will be called a nickname, if you are not familiar with it, you don't know what your name is. ”

"It sounds like that, so it's hard for your brother to find him, even if he knows his name. After all, I don't know the whole people, and some names are still more renamed. It's a foreign country again, and for a strange place, your brother can do very little. ”

"I took out the stud earrings and told him that my brother had always carried them with him. Until I came here, I got my ears pierced and brought to my ears. The stud also fell off his ear that day, and he didn't know all about it at all, and he didn't even know how much his brother regretted it. ”

"I may not have known before, but I think he should regret it. ”

He regretted it, and began to cry when he heard my words. He said that he was wrong, and he just wanted to be angry and see if his brother would save him. Until he returned to his hometown, he thought that his brother would not chase after him, and it happened that his mobile phone was also lost, so he simply replaced it with a new one. ”

"But lovers shouldn't only know the mobile phone number.,Aren't there a lot of social accounts now? It's always some clues to find.,Won't everything be replaced with a new one?"

"No, it's just that the social accounts are bound to mobile phone numbers, and then the number was stolen, and he didn't care. Basically, the information of the previous contact has changed, and in such a large city, even if you don't deliberately hide, it's very rare to find someone. ”

"Love is always persistent, but unfortunately people always regret it when they lose it. ”

"I told him, and my brother knows that he has always lost some courage before, but their situation is special. But his temper was too straight to endure it. He also explained that the person around him at that time was not his lover, but just a blind date. ”

"What's the difference? This kind of person is really ......."

For such a thing, Liu Xuan was very angry, he felt that if such a thing happened to him, he would definitely punch the other party on the spot.

If it is true love, it should not be easily given up, there are people in this world who experience life and death every day, and it is already very rare to be able to live in the world normally and love each other, why can't you give each other a little more time?

Everyone will have shortcomings, maybe you feel that you can't bear it, but shouldn't you be given more opportunities if you fall in love, and it's not impossible to change.

It's not a big deal, but I have to regret it in the end. But young people are very axial, even if they regret their mistakes, there will still be people who are deadlocked, and they always feel that it is not their fault.

There are too many people in this world, and everyone's encounter is a rare fate. And it's not easy to fall in love, how much courage it takes to be together, but because of this, I was given up.

Liu Xuan couldn't imagine how sad Apple's brother would be in the future, and he regretted it, but he couldn't find his lover anymore at the ends of the earth. He thought he had made a mistake and lost his lover.

But his lover didn't realize that in this relationship, he was also the one who let go. There may be contradictions, but you should never let go easily. If he was willing to give another chance, it would be a different scene for the two of them.

Liu Xuan can feel that Apple likes his brother very much, and if he lives, the misunderstanding between them will be explained clearly, and the three of them living together may also be a very beautiful scene. After all, a loving family, no matter what form it takes, is very beautiful.

"We talked a lot, and he explained to me that he couldn't forget my brother. The reason why I accept blind dates is because I can't forget it, it's painful, but relationships without feelings always start and end quickly. When he was in a car accident that day, he was going crazy when he saw it, and he didn't expect to see his brother again as a farewell. ”

"Life is probably like that, sometimes the experience is always painful. ”

"Later, I wanted to return the stud earrings to him as a gift between them, and I felt that it was the most appropriate. Although I believe that they can't forget each other and still love each other, I can't forgive him, after all, my brother is dead. But he didn't ask for it, saying he left it to me. ”

"Sounds like there's a follow-up to this story?"

Apple nodded and touched his earrings, "I left with my adoptive parents, and I haven't been in touch since." Until I heard from him again, it was because my adoptive parents told me he was dead. It was suicidal, and it was about two weeks after we met. I think he should be thinking about his brother, maybe it can be regarded as a relief. ”

"I see why he left the stud earrings for you, you may be right, but I don't want you to think so. Apple, you're young, and you're mentally mature, but some of the words are too heavy, and I think your brother likes that you can live carefree. ”

Liu Xuan felt that Apple had endured a lot of things that a child of this age should not endure, but fortunately, her brother loved her, and her adoptive parents also loved her.

He knew it was impossible for Apple to become like a kid his age all at once, but at least he didn't have to think about it all the time. As long as the children are happy, the adults can do the rest, and you can still do the work to protect them.