Chapter 183: Die, Slut

"What do you want to do?"

Although I said that there are some conspiracies in the meaning, but more or less are some voices, if there is no way, I will not mess around, although I think that those people in the massage always talk about a lot of useless rules, but faith this thing, sometimes it is indeed a bit positive, this fig leaf has two uses, the first is to make a righteous and awe-inspiring disguise, let yourself look glamorous, the second use is to make yourself really glamorous, one is external, the other is internal, this use is internal, just like some heinous bastard occasionally goes to the temple to burn incense or simply fund some people in need, bad things are done, I am always not very down-to-earth, and occasionally do a good deed, and I forget for a while those who are not steadfast, and I can continue to do nonsense with peace of mind.

As for when to take it out, when to internal or external, this, it really depends on chance, such as I am at a loss in Beijing and Shijiazhuang, there is no way to mess around, this is really not that I am bad, you must know that I am a gentle and good person, although this is only once, but the more important reason is that I have not encountered any opportunity these days before, since I want to do something above board, then we must always grasp the current, understand that the people over there really deserve it, thinking back to these days in Beijing, such a thing has not been encountered, and now I finally met one, I thought, is it going to be a little trick, so as to balance the feeling of regret that I have just done something not very kind.

However, Zhang Bo is like this now, but he doesn't believe it at all, once he was bitten by a snake, he was afraid of the well rope for ten years, I just pit him once, he is afraid that he has not eased up until now, although the teachers and students in the school are not good birds, but emotionally speaking, I still pit him, so he looked at me suspiciously, with deep distrust in his eyes, shook his head and said: "If you are really willing to help, you should give her the money directly and let her eat some good food." ”

"I don't give. "Actually, even if you give money, there is not much cost, before the change, I must give, and at least five or six hundred, after all, now I have just made a situation, a lot more generous, this money is really nothing, but since I and Zhang Deli broke up, for those beliefs, those so-called guards, I have some of my own ideas, Zhang Deli means to support some heinous bastards to make the world dark, through their hands to force those weak people to live worse than dead, and then stand up together in a desperate situation to resist, He Qi feels that that kind of day is far away, It's better to do your best to make those people live a little better, compared to Zhang Deli's ethereal ideals, He Qi's practices are indeed practical.

But what I know very well is that whether it is Zhang Deli or He Qi, when they meet these two poor people, I am afraid that they will be generous, although Zhang Deli is a little indifferent, but he is not indifferent to the point of standing by, although He Qi likes to wait until people are about to run out of breath before making a move, but for this pair of old and weak, I am afraid that there is no side thought, because if they do it, they will never be this kind of person, Zhang Deli is going to do evil through the hands of others, he is afraid that he does not have this mind, and He Qi does not seem to think that this kind of old and weak will help to change the world。

However, when I saw the child's eyes, I suddenly felt that I shouldn't help them, the reason is that the little pupils actually flashed with frightening hatred, the child was afraid that he hated the world, this discovery, made me suddenly think of something else, I actually support Zhang Deli's statement, if the world really changes no one can live, then is not everyone will stand up for their right to live and shout, since this is the case, that Zhang Deli's approach, it seems a bit of a sacrifice, he has been changing, are those adult lives, but my findings tell meNot only adults, but also those little ones need to change.

Thinking of children, I remembered what Zhang Deli once said about those schools, I couldn't help but suddenly realize, I just listened to it casually, knowing that Mr. adopted some homeless children as disciples, I thought that Mr. did this maybe just for the convenience of education from an early age, and he could do some backbone in the future, but now I realize that none of the things Mr. did look so open, put the seeds of hatred in the hearts of those children, and the trees that grew up must be more terrifying than those adults, this is the so-called brainwashing。

Now, from the child's eyes, what I see is the seed that shines with the brilliance of humanity, there is a black flame burning in the light, it seems that as long as time passes, it can roar and devour the world, this discovery, makes me excited, I feel that I seem to have found a more correct path than He Qi, than Zhang Deli, this road, although Mr. is already walking, but I am sure that as Mr. 's protégé, Zhang Deli, He Qi, or awakening, they did not fully understand Mr. 's mind, they took the two roads that Mr. wanted them to take, but they were getting farther and farther away from the real roadCompared to those unusable adults, it seems that only children are the hope of a bright and bright future.

Adults, just like adults like Zhang Bo, have too many things in their hearts, and want to plant the seeds of our beliefs deeply from these things, as the facts have proven, it almost takes hundreds of times more difficult than those children, but children are different, they are gullible, they are sensitive, they will almost only use the most direct judgment, the simplest good and evil to get along with the world, and it takes almost no effort to turn these children into the kind of people they want, the kind of people who can destroy the world together in the future and be reborn！

That's right, that's it! For a while, I was so excited that I even breathed quickly, and I almost wanted to shout out loudly, tell He Qi, tell Zhang Deli, tell Mr., tell Mr., they are all wrong, even I was wrong just now, I don't have to take the path of Mr. at all, the road I see is faster, better, more perfect than Mr., this world is full of rotten adults, no matter how they change, no matter how oppressive, they will not make this world better, so, a bright, full of life, with a future world, should be destroyed in hatred and then reborn, there is no destruction of decayWithout complete smashing, it is impossible to turn the drowsy and twilight mountains into verdant and vibrant fertile fields, which is what Dark Ink really needs, the way of salvation.

"People like you. Zhang Bo didn't seem to be surprised by my reaction, sneered, and said sarcastically: "People like you, what you say is always good, saying that you want to protect the world, saying that you want to help those in need, you can't bear it at all, you do these things, just for your own better life." ”

"I'm here to make the world a little bit better. "Where will I pay attention to Zhang Bo now, in my eyes, he is already incorrigibly rotten, no matter what tongue and effort, it is just a waste of my time, I snorted coldly, took out a handful of money and threw it on the ground, and said: "From now on, you take your Yangguan Road, I take my single-plank bridge, these are what you deserve, this world, relying on useless people like you, will only get worse." ”

"You!"

In this way, any bloody man will not endure it, Zhang Bo also used to have blood, so his breathing suddenly became heavy, and his eyes suddenly seemed to be as terrifying as blood gushing out, and he almost immediately pounced on me and tore me apart, but embarrassed, I gently put the troll hidden in his clothes against his waist, and then said with a smile: " Although you can't kill people, but at such a distance, you may lose a kidney and become a waste, and after that, the person you want to protect will die in depression, hunger and cold, and the indifference of everyone. ”

"I'll remember you. The red flame burning in Zhang Bo's eyes quietly turned into nothing, his pupils were pale, like a charcoal stone that had burned out his strength, without a trace of vitality, he leaned down with a miserable face, picked up the money on the ground, glanced at me, put down such a sentence, and disappeared into the distance.

"Isn't it?" After waiting for Zhang Bo to leave, Yu Jiancai, who was watching a little frightened on the side, came over and whispered to me in some shock: "Let's go a little too far with him?"

"Say something like that?" I sneered, shook my head and said: "Otherwise, what can I do, he is not a person like you and me, he has some messy thoughts in his heart, he is indecisive, he can't go forward or backward, he doesn't want to be willing to live under others, and he doesn't want to seek nobility in danger, I do this, but I make him wake up, otherwise, he will always be like this, and he will never be able to do anything." ”

"And what about that?" Yu Jian sighed and pointed to the child, the woman in tattered clothes and shoes had been knocked down to the ground by the big fat man, holding her head and curled up into a ball, whimpering like a dying moan, the big fat man made a move, and didn't continue to do anything, after giving the woman a kick, he snorted, spit a mouthful of thick phlegm on the woman, turned around and scolded back to the store, leaving only the child holding the woman who was shrunk into a ball, staring at the fat figure in the distance with hateful eyes, Yu Jian couldn't bear to say: " Or, let's give some money, it's too pitiful, you have to help. ”

"You can't give it, you can't give a single point. ”

I frowned, glanced at Yu Jian with a cold look, frightened him to retreat a few steps, looked at me a little stunned, as if he had seen a ghost, it took a long time, as if he had mustered up enough courage, and begged me tremblingly: "No, no need your money, my share will do." ”

"That's not going to work either. I realized that I looked like I was a little too cold-blooded, but in an instant I was a little proud, this kind of ability to make people shudder with his eyes, even if it is Zhang Deli, he may not be able to do it, but now I can still use Yu Jian, I can't chill his heart, I took a breath, changed my appearance, and said with a faint smile: "If it's for the good of that child, I can't help him." ”

"What does this mean?" Yu Jian's eyes widened in confusion, and he couldn't help but say: "But, you can't, watch them die, this kind of day, although it's not cold, but it's still going to die, that woman, that woman, can't hold on!"

"Only apathy and despair can turn him into the kind of powerful being that even he himself did not have the luxury of hoping for. I whispered: " Only when he understands that in this world, except for himself, there is no one and no one can become his hope, he will decide to live strong and brave, and then desperately try his best to get the power that can change all this, and when that day comes, he will suddenly understand that what he needs to thank is not himself who has worked hard to live all these years, but, but the indifferent us he saw back then, but the man who made him desperate and made him hate, people like us, working hard for such a goal, enduring heartache, enduring their own indifference, all they did was to give him a bright future。 ”

"Lao Bai, you, what are you talking about?" Such words, don't say Yu Jian, even if it is me, I feel frightened, I don't understand, when I suddenly subconsciously gave such a cruel answer, and even after giving this answer for a moment of panic, I suddenly smiled.

"I did the right thing. I smiled and continued: " Only in this way can there be hope, you help him, will make him more cowardly, more incompetent, more hope on others who can not be relied on at all, every time, when he loses hope, it is you and Zhang Bo like people, who give him hope that he can't rely on, in this world, the most terrible thing is hope, a glimmer of hope, it makes people cowardly and fantasy to embrace the world, every despair, every time he can't breathe, every time he is about to break out of the cocoon and be reborn, every time he is about to stand up, people like you, let him kneel down weakly again, it is you who make him not become the powerful himIt is the so-called good-hearted person like you, let him achieve nothing, believe me, let him grow, treat him indifferently, believe me, let him be strong, bring him the most cruel everything in the world, and then, in the future one day when we meet, you will understand, you will suddenly understand, I have always been right, when he finds you with the darkest determination in this world, and treats you cruelly with the power he has taken from this cruel world, you will suddenly smile, and you will say to him, child, you are today, thank me for being indifferent back then, yes, that's it！”

"You, you, you..." Yu Jian, he couldn't say anything, his eyes were full of horror, his face was crazy, his trembling arm that couldn't be raised, made me smile again, I really, really like my cruel self now, I suddenly missed Zhang Deli a little, so I turned my head, looked far, far away, and said silently:" You see, I have finally become the kind of person you want, and even better, and the world you are trying to make it even more exciting because of my joining, and I am the same, when that day comes, when you suddenly find that the chess piece has become a chess player, I want to be like that child, thank you for doing so much to me, yes, thank you from the bottom of my heart!"

"Let's go. I smiled, pressed the hat on my head, and said to Yu Jian: "I suddenly remembered that there seems to be a situation where that respectable man can be rewarded. Although he made the child take a step towards a bright future, but this kind of thing is always not good, we, after all, are guarding this world, those rotten, unworthy adults, always have to pay for their stupidity, I thank him for helping that child, and I am also angry at his stupidity and indifference, so, let's prepare something small to repay him!"

"Are you okay?" Yu Jian looked a little driven crazy by me now, looked at me nervously, and asked curtly: "You, what do you want to do?

"I wanted Zhang Bo to see what the world is like and make him understand our responsibility. I smiled, shook my head, and said lightly: " It's a pity that the world looks like, some people can never understand, he has no such opportunity, but I always feel that as a companion, it is necessary for you to understand something, our gratitude to him is to take away what he wants, so that he can regret what he has done in the loss, retribution such a statement, I have to admit that there are still some markets in today's world, he should soon understand, why he got our thanks, I believe, after this incident, he will strive to be more gentle with the world。 ”

"So, where is that going?"

"Go there. I pointed in the direction of the neighborhood and walked towards the child, then bowed my head pityingly, looked into his eyes, and seemed to understand my sympathy, he stretched out his hand, and pleaded with a pitiful whimper: "Uncle, uncle, please, please!"

"Bitch, die. I smiled, kicked the kid down, and walked away.