Chapter 34: The Aftermath of Psychological Defense
Because the seeds of doubt were planted in his heart, Lin Feng began to recall all the bits and pieces of the two before, from the time he appeared here, Li Ruisi looked at himself motionless, and his eyes also turned red in an instant, even including Li Ruisi's convulsions after turning his body later, Lin Feng began to carefully recall all the details, because at this time, Lin Feng was a little skeptical, whether this would still be a kind of consciousness instilled by Li Ruisi himself, so Li Ruisi hoped to let himself forgive her again, so he continued to hypnotize himself?
After having such thoughts, Lin Feng found that he didn't seem to have the same emotion as before, and at the same time, he felt that he continued to stay here, and his heart was suddenly awkward, so Lin Feng could only say goodbye after a few simple conversations, but after saying goodbye, Lin Feng did not go to the playground to continue to participate in training, but went directly to the dormitory again to find Jiang Xiaoshuang, because Lin Feng still had a lot of things to get answers from Jiang Xiaoshuang.
Lin Feng didn't find Jiang Xiaoshuang in the dormitory, but he found that Instructor Luo appeared in the dormitory, and it was at this time that Lin Feng remembered that it seemed that he had never returned to the playground to train after sending Li Ruisi to the health room today, I am afraid that Instructor Luo appeared here at this moment, the purpose was to arrest him and go back to training, so just seeing the back of Instructor Luo, Lin Feng immediately turned around and walked out.
Obviously, Instructor Luo also heard Lin Feng's footsteps, so when he turned his head and saw Lin Feng preparing to flee from here, he immediately gave an order, "Lin Feng, twenty circles around the barracks, execute it immediately." ”
"Yes!"
With Lin Feng being punished, Lin Feng could only return to the playground and start training day after day, and Li Ruisi also returned to the training ground the next day, but this time Li Ruisi no longer used hypnotism on himself, so Li Ruisi's real physical condition was also revealed, but it was almost the same as Chu Jiao, and there was still a certain gap from Lin Feng.
Although Li Ruisi's training intensity can no longer keep up with Lin Feng's rhythm, but whenever he rests, Li Ruisi will take the initiative to approach Lin Feng's side, just like Ouyang Feifei said before, it seems that everyone has also accepted Li Ruisi into everyone's big family, of course, Lin Feng did not express any objection to this, but it was also because Jiang Xiaoshuang kept chatting with Lin Feng during this time, Lin Feng's heart began to have a trace of defense against Li Ruisi, so whenever Li Ruisi did anything, Lin Feng would directly contact Li Ruisi to hypnotize himself。
In fact, Lin Feng also felt that there seemed to be something wrong with his current situation, but for some reason, Lin Feng did naturally have such thoughts every time he came into contact with Li Ruisi, which made Lin Feng himself a little depressed, so gradually, the only remaining good feelings in Lin Feng's heart for Li Ruisi gradually wore away.
Li Ruisi appeared by Lin Feng's side every day, so he could still detect Lin Feng's changes, and Jiang Xiaoshuang seemed to trust himself very much, every time Jiang Xiaoshuang and Lin Feng chatted, he never avoided Li Ruisi, as long as Li Ruisi was willing to listen, in fact, he could listen to the conversation between the two at any time, but even if Li Ruisi listened, he couldn't stop anything, because the methods used by Jiang Xiaoshuang were completely different from himself, and the two completely different hypnotic systems made Li Ruisi have no way to stop Jiang Xiaoshuang's hypnosis of Lin Feng。
Of course, for Jiang Xiaoshuang's constant hypnotization of Lin Feng, in fact, Li Ruisi has also told Lin Feng, but even after Lin Feng knew these things, he did not make some moves to stay away from Jiang Xiaoshuang, the reason why Lin Feng did not change is also because the longer he talked with Jiang Xiaoshuang, Lin Feng found that he became more and more rational, and naturally found that although Jiang Xiaoshuang was hypnotizing himself, Jiang Xiaoshuang's hypnosis was very special, he let himself build a high-walled compound in his heart, and locked a real self in it forever, and in this way, others wanted to continue to hypnotize themselves in the future, I'm afraid it has become a very difficult thing, which is also the main reason why Lin Feng didn't choose to separate from Jiang Xiaoshuang.
After being hypnotized by Jiang Xiaoshuang, Lin Feng felt that the object of his suspicion was no longer limited to Li Ruisi alone, because as time went by, Lin Feng found that he seemed to habitually think about everything, so even if Jiang Xiaoshuang himself said it, Lin Feng would carefully taste it to find out if there were other purposes in it, and this change also made Lin Feng and everyone invisibly alienated.
This day is full of training in the back row, so after the end of the day's training, including Dong Linfei and a few people, they all feel very tired, because Instructor Luo's training is different from person to person, not all special forces have completed the same amount of training, so that the training of Dong Linfei and others has become double that of other special forces, perhaps the only one that is a little special is Lin Feng, because after trying a few times, even Instructor Luo doesn't know where Lin Feng's limit is, so in the end, Instructor Luo can only train Lin Feng according to the training amount of Dong Linfei and others。
When everyone returned to the cafeteria, it was already completely dark, and Dong Linfei and the others would naturally discuss the feelings of the day, or some topics that could arouse the interest of several people, but after a meal, Lin Feng didn't say a word, as if he was a complete outsider, so Dong Linfei asked a little strangely: "Lin Feng, are you uncomfortable?"
After Dong Linfei spoke, Lin Feng looked up at everyone with a smile, then slowly shook his head, and then refocused his attention on the food in front of him, but everyone clearly saw that the moment Lin Feng's head was lowered again, the smile on his face had completely disappeared, which made everyone look at each other a little, I don't know what was going on, maybe only Ouyang Feifei and Li Ruisi could understand something, of course, as Ouyang Feifei, who is a beginner in psychology, this moment is just Ouyang Feifei's own guess, so even if there is any doubt in his heart, Ouyang Feifei will not say it。
However, Li Ruisi is completely different, not just at this moment, in the past few days, Li Ruisi has felt that Lin Feng is treating himself more and more coldly, which makes Li Ruisi even have no way to inject some seeds of trust into Lin Feng in his heart, so for Jiang Xiaoshuang, Li Ruisi has already reached the verge of exploding, and at this moment, after such an incident, Li Ruisi directly picked up the plate in front of him and directly deducted it to Jiang Xiaoshuang's body.
"Jiang Xiaoshuang, what do you want to do, do you want Lin Feng to be completely isolated before you stop?"
Instructor Luo was the first to stand up, and said directly to Li Ruisi with some anger: "Li Ruisi, what are you doing? If you don't want to eat, go to the playground and frog jump around, don't waste food casually." ”
As he spoke, Instructor Luo wanted to come over directly, but just took a step forward, he was grabbed by his arm, and when he looked back, he found that it was Jiang Lao who grabbed his arm, so Instructor Luo had no choice but to stop it, and under Jiang Lao's signal, he slowly made it to his dining table again.
Seeing that Instructor Luo retreated directly, the other special forces didn't dare to take a breath, after all, for Lin Feng and these people, although all the special forces were very envious of their abilities, everyone would try their best to stay away, because these people were special enough, and there were more secrets hidden in their bodies that could not be known by themselves, and more importantly, as long as they got close to these people, then they would inevitably meet the same treatment as these people, although Dong Linfei and others ran outside the barracks like drinking water and eating, but these special forces felt that it was okay to have that once a day, and they didn't want to make any mistakes, and immediately ran outside the barracks, so at this moment, after seeing Instructor Luo sit down again, the special forces who originally wanted to come forward to see the excitement also sat down obediently one by one, looking at their noses and noses, and enjoying their dinner without squinting.
Of course, it may be understandable that these special forces will have such a reaction, but Ouyang Feifei is definitely different, because when these words come out of Li Ruisi's mouth, then it is equivalent to confirming his previous guess, Lin Feng was indeed hypnotized by Jiang Xiaoshuang, and the result of hypnosis is to become more cold, if such a thing is allowed to continue to happen, I am afraid that sooner or later, Lin Feng's relationship with himself will gradually fade, Ouyang Feifei will never allow such a thing to happen, so at this moment, Ouyang Feifei chose to stand in the same camp as Li Ruisi。
As for Chu Jiao and Chen Ya, they have always been Ouyang Feifei's head, when Ouyang Feifei stood directly by Li Ruisi's side and looked at Jiang Xiaoshuang with a suspicious gaze, Chen Ya and Chu Jiao also immediately got up and came to Ouyang Feifei's side, and even Chu Jiao ignored Jiang Xiaoshuang's full of rice at this moment, and directly locked Jiang Xiaoshuang's right arm behind his back with a backhand.
Suddenly such a situation appeared, even Dong Linfei was a little caught off guard, so he could only look at Lin Feng, the source of this matter, but at this time, Lin Feng still didn't seem to notice the change in the atmosphere, and was still eating the food in front of him with his head down.
Seeing that Lin Feng didn't make a move, Dong Linfei could only make a direct move, no matter what, Jiang Xiaoshuang would become a member of this group in the future, so if Chu Jiao made things too stiff at this moment, I am afraid that it would be more difficult for everyone to get along in the future, so Dong Linfei could only open his mouth and say to Jiang Xiaoshuang: "Xiaoshuang, you quickly explain to everyone, what is going on with Lin Feng? Otherwise, if everyone has a conflict in their hearts in the future, how can they carry out the task together?"
After Dong Linfei's inquiry, everyone on the scene looked at Jiang Xiaoshuang, after all, Lin Feng's change is obvious to all, although I don't understand how Jiang Xiaoshuang did this, but since these people are all looking at Jiang Xiaoshuang at this moment, maybe this matter really has something to do with Jiang Xiaoshuang, so at this moment, the entire canteen is suddenly quiet and terrifying, and everyone is waiting for Jiang Xiaoshuang's answer.
Even Jiang Lao, at this time, the dissatisfaction with Jiang Xiaoshuang in his heart has also been raised to the limit, after Jiang Xiaoshuang and Li Ruisi came to the barracks, Jiang Lao will of course carefully study the background of his two new members, so Jiang Lao still knows Jiang Xiaoshuang very well, but Jiang Laoshi can't understand why the boss sent Jiang Xiaoshuang here, because when Jiang Xiaoshuang directly built a psychological defense line against Lin Feng, he actually made Lin Feng become what he is now, I'm afraid no one can accept it, after all, everyone is a member of a group, and they will inevitably go out on tasks together in the future, If because Jiang Xiaoshuang kept instilling some strange ideas into Lin Feng, it was inevitable that Lin Feng would be isolated by everyone gradually, so how should Lin Feng cooperate with others to complete the task in the future? So although Jiang Lao didn't say anything at the moment, he was also very dissatisfied in his heart.
Jiang Xiaoshuang wanted to break free from Chu Jiao's hands, but after trying a few times, he found that he had no way to do it at all, so he could only let Chu Jiao continue to suppress himself, but in order to be able to restore his freedom as soon as possible, Jiang Xiaoshuang still quickly explained.
It turned out that Lin Feng's appearance at this moment was a stage that must be experienced when building a psychological defense line, as long as he continued to build for Lin Feng, then soon, Lin Feng would be able to return to his previous situation, and in order to gain everyone's trust, Jiang Xiaoshuang also began to swear non-stop, saying that he would definitely be able to restore Lin Feng to his original state, and finally after making a lot of poisonous oaths, Chu Jiao let him go under Ouyang Feifei's signal.
Of course, Jiang Xiaoshuang actually didn't tell everyone, because after a while, the construction of Lin Feng's psychological defense line would be completed, so even if Lin Feng seemed to be no different from the past on the surface, the real situation had changed drastically, after all, with the existence of a psychological defense line, it was already very difficult for others to re-enter the depths of Lin Feng's heart, but because this matter did not have much impact on the few people present, Jiang Xiaoshuang did not take the initiative to mention it。
Maybe it's a bit unrigorous to say this, because there is still the existence of Li Ruisi on the scene, Jiang Xiaoshuang can be sure that if Jiang Xiaoshuang can't change Lin Feng's perception of him before Lin Feng completely recovers, then Li Ruisi will never be able to gain Lin Feng's favor again, after all, Lin Feng's attitude towards Li Ruisi is the most complicated at this moment, so once the psychological defense line is successfully built, even Jiang Xiaoshuang himself has no way to determine Lin Feng's true attitude towards Li Ruisi, but after all, all the causes are all because of Li Ruisi, so since Li Ruisi himself didn't notice it, Jiang Xiaoshuang will no longer take the initiative to mention itAfter all, you only need to complete your own tasks, and as for the rest, it is not within your ability.
In fact, for Lin Feng, everything that happened to these people around him, Lin Feng could be perceived, but at this stage, Lin Feng was in a constant period of self-doubt and doubt about everything around him, so when anything happened around him, Lin Feng would habitually think about the hidden meaning, so it was inevitable that Lin Feng would become half a beat slower than others, and what was more serious was that because there were some questions that there was no answer at all, so when Lin Feng was thinking about these questions, there would be some situations like a crash, which caused Lin Feng to not be able to respond in time。
Of course, because Lin Feng's condition has been under Jiang Xiaoshuang's supervision, Jiang Xiaoshuang actually discovered another situation in Lin Feng's body, that is, physical memory, but about this matter, Jiang Xiaoshuang is even more afraid to say it, otherwise, I'm afraid he really won't be able to say any excuses.
Although Lin Feng had been thinking about the questions that Jiang Xiaoshuang had asked him in his heart, which made Lin Feng's own reaction slower than others, he still knew in his subconscious that he was in the training stage at the moment, so he thought that he would carry it out immediately after hearing the order, so this kind of body memory appeared on Lin Feng's body, and because this situation looked exactly the same as being completely hypnotized, even if Jiang Xiaoshuang found out about this situation, he didn't dare to make any moves。
However, sometimes things are so strange, I am afraid of something, and such a thing just happens, just like at this moment, Chu Jiao finally let go of Jiang Xiaoshuang, and Dong Linfei is also for the harmony between the team members, so after Chu Jiao let go of Jiang Xiaoshuang, Dong Linfei immediately said to Lin Feng: "Lin Feng, apologize to Xiaoshuang immediately, everything is due to ...... Ah......h
When Dong Linfei said halfway through, he couldn't say any more, because when Dong Linfei said Lin Feng and immediately apologized to Xiaoshuang, Lin Feng really got up immediately, bowed deeply to Xiaoshuang, and then ignored Dong Linfei, sat back on the chair again, and began to eat his own food.
At this moment, everyone saw that there was something wrong with Lin Feng, and after Jiang Xiaoshuang saw Lin Feng's actions, it was like experiencing a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and he didn't dare to stay where he was anymore, so he got up directly and rushed out of the cafeteria, and this time, it was not only Chu Jiao who was chasing Jiang Xiaoshuang, Dong Linfei and the others also got up directly and intercepted Jiang Xiaoshuang.