Chapter 51, just gratitude is not love
Early that morning, Lin Chumo went to the hospital alone, and after the operation, she called Jiang Yimo in a delirium.
It was pouring rain outside, and she was lying on the hospital bed, wrapped her body in the quilt, and wanted to lean into his arms at the moment.
When I got home, it was dark and quiet, and before I knew it, tears welled up in my eyes.
Walking to the bar, the doctor told her not to drink alcohol for a month, but she poured herself a glass of wine.
Jiang Yimo soon came to Lin Chumo's house and found her abnormality, with obvious tears on her face.
"Are you alright?"
Her face was pale, her eyes were blank and helpless, and she whimpered, "Yimo, I'm uncomfortable......"
Jiang Yimo was stunned for a second, and smelled the smell of alcohol on her body, "Just after surgery, why do you drink so much alcohol? ”
"Didn't drink much. She hugged him tightly and began to cry, and in her neck were hot tears flowing from her.
Without hesitation, he pushed her away and hid to the side, looking at her in surprise, "Sister Chu Mo, what are you doing here?"
After getting along for a long time, Lin Chumo knew that he had a slight cleanliness habit, and he didn't like to have physical contact with others, and after talking about business and shaking hands with people, he would always wipe it with a wet paper towel when it was convenient, or simply wash it clean with hand sanitizer.
"I like you. Lin Chumo looked at him with pleading eyes, she stared at him for a moment, and she suddenly boldly raised her arm to hook his neck.
Jiang Yimo's face couldn't help but change, pushed her away again, and kept a distance from her, "I have always regarded you as a sister, you are just grateful to me, don't mistake kindness for love." ”
"In the darkest time of my life, there was a light that illuminated it, and you are my light. I think you're a good person and have compassion, so I'm in love with you, and it has nothing to do with kindness. ”
He frowned slightly, and the corners of his mouth showed a faint displeasure, "You are just grateful to me, not love." ”
"You're not me, how do you know I don't love you?" Lin Chumo was a little emotional and climbed up his arm, "I don't want to be with you, as long as I can see you, I'm very happy." ”
He removed her hand, his voice was as cold as ever, and there seemed to be no temperature, "You have a good rest, I have a lot of things to do today, so I will go first." ”
He turned to leave, but she tugged at his sleeve and said, "Don't go, okay? stay with me, I'm really scared." ”
Jiang Yimo's face was grim, and he couldn't help but lecture her, "If you're afraid, you're going to provoke that woman." ”
"I just want to help you, as long as you are ruthless, you can solve a lot of problems. Lin Chumo raised her chin and looked at him and said, "Don't leave me alone, will you stay for a while?"
He was a little moved, and his eyes were unconsciously gentle, "I don't deserve your dedication to me like this." ”
"You deserve it, you're the first person in this world who makes me feel warm. ”
His eyes gently swept over her haggard face, and his heart fermented softly, "Don't do such stupid things in the future, that woman is ruthless, she will kill you." ”
After a short silence, a lonely smile appeared on her face, "I'm alone, helpless, and careless...... I'm not afraid of losing. ”
After all, he couldn't help but hug her, such a thin pair of shoulders, carrying countless hardships.
This embrace is very warm, her heartbeat skips a few beats, suffocating but also sweet!
He helped her to the bed and lay down, he felt a little breathless, and went to the floor-to-ceiling window to open the curtains.
The dusk after the rain sprinkled in and projected on her bloodless face, she was extremely beautiful, bright and moving, and a face full of charm. She didn't wear makeup, and her long hair was simply tied back of her head, but her beautiful face didn't change at all.
Lin Chumo lit a cigarette, and she still vividly remembers the first time they met, when she was eighteen years old.
She felt pain in her lower back and went to the hospital for examination, where she was diagnosed with kidney stones.
She sat in the dimly lit hallway and plucked up the courage to call her mother, "Mom, have you eaten?"
On the other end of the phone, my mother's shrill voice came, "After eating, shouldn't you be at work at this point?"
"I took a leave of absence today and am not feeling well. ”
"What's wrong?"
"I'm in the hospital now, I found kidney stones, and it takes 20,000 yuan for surgery, can you give me 20,000 yuan, and I'll pay you back when I pay my salary." ”
"You are so young, how can you get kidney stones? Just go to the pharmacy and buy some medicine to eat, besides, where is the money in our family? I just bought a piece of land and want to build a house for your brother to get married. ”
Lin Chumo let out a long sigh, "I have been working in a factory for the past two years, saving money, and the money I sent to you should be 50,000 yuan, but I don't have any money to ask you for 20,000 yuan for surgery now, this is money waiting to save your life, why are you so ruthless?"
"Let me tell you, there is really no money at home now, and if you can't get 10,000 yuan back for the New Year today, don't go home for the New Year. ”
Lin Chumo didn't expect her mother to say such heartless words, and tears burst out of her eyes.
She cried and yelled at her phone, "If you don't go back, you won't go back, there is no place for me in that home, and I am not even as good as your dog." I won't go back in the future, I won't send you money, I won't call you, you should never have my daughter, anyway, I'm not your own ......"
She threw her phone against the wall in a fit of rage, and it hit the wall, then fell to the ground and shattered, like her broken heart.
She sat on the steps of the stairs and broke down crying, almost out of breath.
Her stomach suddenly hurt again, and she curled up on the ground in pain, not knowing if it was caused by anger or illness.
"Your phone. ”
A low, slightly sad voice came into her ears, and she subconsciously looked up and saw a handsome face, his face was abnormally white, and there was deep exhaustion and sadness in his eyes.
"Thank you!" she took the broken phone, wiping away tears, her eyes filled with hesitation and helplessness.
He said in a particularly soft voice, "Sister, are you alright?"
This sister screamed warmly in her heart, and tears fell from her eyes. She bit her lip, hung her head, and after a few moments whispered, "I'm sick and don't have the money to pay for the surgery." ”
"I'll hand it over for you. Jiang Yimo took the tear-soaked payment slip in her hand.
But this is 20,000 yuan, not 200 yuan, judging by his age, he should be a primary school student, how can a child have so much money, he may think that this is a common cold.
The light of hope burning in her eyes dimmed again at the moment, "But it costs a lot of money." ”
"How much?"
Lin Chumo lowered her head, sniffed, and said with difficulty, "20,000 yuan." ”
Jiang Yimo took her hand, "Let's go, go pay the fee." ”
Lin Chumo was stunned, and was dragged by the little him in the direction of the toll window, "Do you have so much money?"
"Yes. ”
When she was most dazed and helpless, it was a strange little child who helped her.