A dilapidated apartment, there is still a room lit in it, the faint light, but it can illuminate the whole world, Chen also lives there, every day is dark, it is now half past seven in the evening, Chen also turned on the computer, opened the writer's area, and saw the message from his editor.

"When are you going to write a new novel? ”

"What's the hurry, isn't my "Give You a Life, No Regrets" very popular? I'll write a new one when it's not popular. Chen also replied casually, and the editor was very nervous. "Hey, it's hot, it's hot, it's easier to write a book when it's hot, please, okay. Chen Ye replied and looked at it again, Chen also wrote this novel only to commemorate his dead love.

Chen also opened QQ, the gray avatar at the top is a girl's selfie, very beautiful, Chen also looked at it stupidly, took a cigarette, picked up a lighter, lit this cigarette, Chen Ye actually can't smoke, but there was once a girl, that girl can smoke, Chen also learned how to smoke in order to get close to that girl, the first time he smoked, the one who coughed, Chen also thinks about it now, it's quite funny.

Actually, that girl was trying to find a man who would tell her not to smoke! Chen also felt stupid!

The girl, gone.

Chen also snuffed out his cigarette, turned off his phone, and remained silent.

"Ding, ding, ding. The doorbell rang, Chen also got up and walked to the door, who would come so late?

Chen Ye opened the door, but his eyes were stung by a cold light, it was a knife, no, it was three knives! The three people held three knives, standing horizontally on their chests, like peerless swordsmen, standing in front of Chen Ye, if you stood in front of these three people, you would feel that you saw three fools.

"What are you doing?" Chen was puzzled, Ah Lang sneered, and pointed at Chen Ye.

"Sun thief, you're very good at playing! Add an east is Chen next to the right ear, and the night is also at night! This is a flower for you to play! Sun thief, where to escape?" Chen also panicked, and hurriedly closed the door, and the three people outside the door immediately blocked it.

"Chen Ye, why don't you want to tell your true identity! I said, Chen Ye's heart seemed to be touched, so he no longer closed the door, but walked into the room, did not speak, we also walked in step by step, Chen also sat on the chair, lit a cigarette again, I instantly felt that Chen Ye seemed to be a different person, very vicissitudes, Chen also looked at us, said.

"Want to know my story?" we nodded. Chen also closed his eyes.

"Actually, I've been hiding for a long time, and it's still so scary to open it again! ”

Chen also took a puff and took a puff of his cigarette.

"That was when I was a freshman in high school, a month later. ”

"I was just a little boy, my grades were not good, and I was only admitted to a bad high school, but I still didn't give up, but studied day and night, wasting my time, I thought that as long as I spent my life like this, I was admitted to a junior college, and it was over, but I didn't expect that when I first went to school, she appeared" Chen Ye shook his head, opened his eyes, and seemed to return to that picture.

(The following me refers to Chen Ye.) ）

My name is Chen Ye, and on that day, I met a girl, her name is Mo Han.

The girl, with a ponytail and eye shadow, was wearing a short skirt, purple, and the girl put her hands behind her and put her delicate face in front of me, and the tips of their noses touched the tips of their noses, and the distance was almost equal to zero.

"Hello, my name is Mo Han. I listened and nodded back.

"Hello, my name is Chen Ye. Mo Han nodded and sat next to me, "Can I be your tablemate?" I never thought that this kind of beauty would also come to his side, there was no reason to refuse, I nodded, and just like that, the two became good friends at the same table.

In the evening self-study, I was reading a book. Mo Han was late.

"Chen Ye, are you done with your homework?" Mo Han directly took my hand with his hand, and I was used to it. "It's done, what's wrong?"

"Give me a copy, give it to me. Mo Han shook my hand, kept shaking, I sank, but replied: "No, why don't you do it on the weekend, the final exam is coming soon, you have to rely on yourself." Mo Han stopped talking, but looked at me with his big eyes, and then bit my arm, I didn't expect this bite to hurt.

"Give it to me or not. Mo Han bit and said, vaguely, I raised my hand in surrender, took out the homework from my school bag, and handed it to Mo Han, Mo Han was very happy, copied it, I smiled bitterly, but I was happy.

After class, I was about to go to the commissary to buy something to eat, but I was stopped by Mo Han.

"Let's skip class!" Mo Han said, I decisively refused, but Mo Han's pull in every way, under all kinds of coquettishness, I still lost, they went to the rooftop, Mo Han stood on the rooftop, looking at the bright moon in the sky, bright and flawless, Mo Han took out a box of cigarettes and asked, "Do you smoke?" I shook my head and replied: "I, I don't smoke." Mo Han didn't believe it.

"It's really fake, try it. "I looked at the box of cigarettes, still took one, Mo Han lit a cigarette, took a puff, and then touched his own cigarette with mine to light my cigarette, at that moment, in fact, it was not only my cigarette that was ignited, but also my heart. Then, I coughed violently, Mo Han laughed on the side, no one knew, the moon recorded everything.

When I got home that night, I went to the commissary, and for the first time in my life, I bought cigarettes for someone else, and because I fell in love with that girl, and that girl liked to smoke, I followed her!

"Chen Ye, I have a boyfriend, I'm still a foreigner. Years later, they both graduated from high school, and I followed Mo Han to the city she wanted to go to, and Mo Han and I were in a restaurant, Mo Han said. When I heard this, it seemed like something was missing in my heart.

"Oh, is it?" I replied, very calmly, Mo Han was stunned for a moment, and said, "Don't you have anything to say?"

"So, I wish you happiness?" I whispered, Mo Han smiled, took a sip of beer, and then kept laughing, I saw it, Mo Han was in tears, and I just thought it was spicy. "I'm ignoring you!" Mo Han walked out of the restaurant, leaving me alone, I drank the noodle soup, brought Mo Han's bowl of noodles, and took out one of the rings inside with a spoon.

"It took three months' salary, and I was thinking about confessing, but I didn't think that you already belonged. I touched my face, I had already left tears, I picked up chopsticks, kept eating noodles, I couldn't stop, I didn't want to stop, in fact, now think about it, if at that time, I plucked up the courage and said to Mo Han to leave that man and be with me, I will take care of you for the rest of your life! Believe me! Then I kneel down on one knee again, I may succeed.

Our love is a lack of courage, a little, just a little!

Soon after, I had a girlfriend, and one day on the street, my girlfriend and I met Mo Han, but Mo Han was extremely surprised, took me by the hand, and called a taxi to take me to the rooftop of the former school.

"Mo Han!" I said angrily, "What are you doing!"

"What am I doing? I want to ask you what you are doing!" Mo Han roared, "Who is that woman!"

"My girlfriend. I replied, Mo Han may have guessed, but I don't know why he paused for a moment, and then flew into a rage!

"Good boy!

"Why, just if you are allowed to find a boyfriend, you will not allow me to find a girlfriend?Mo Han! What does it have to do with you that I am looking for a girlfriend?" I said angrily, Mo Han suddenly looked dull, walked in front of me step by step, and smiled playfully.

"Chen Ye, are you jealous?" Mo Han said, I didn't know how to answer for a while, I looked at Mo Han's lips, and I had an urge to kiss her! But I didn't, because I didn't dare, I just silently, dumbfounded and watched Mo Han smile and left.

When I got home, I didn't think about anything, so I fell asleep, but a phone call startled me.

"Is this Mr. Chen Ye?" I answered the phone and heard the sound of an ambulance.

"yes, what's wrong?" I replied.

"That's right, your girlfriend was in a car accident and is now on her way to emergency treatment. ”

"What's her name?" I didn't know why, and I asked in despair.

"Mohan ......."

I went crazy! When I came to the hospital and looked at the bleeding Mo Han, I cried like a helpless child.

"Mo Han, hold on!

"Chen Ye, you're here!" Mo Han said, and then entered the emergency room, and I waited outside.

After a few hours, the doctor came out, and I grabbed the doctor's wrist, and the doctor didn't expect that a thin person could have such tremendous strength!

"I'm sorry, we tried our best. ”

"Hey, what the fuck are you talking about?" I yelled, "What do you mean to do your best!What the fuck do you mean to do your best!"

"I'm sorry, the patient still has some consciousness, let's go in and see the last one. ”

I stumbled in, and Mo Han's pale face made me feel extremely sad.

"Mo Han, it's okay, the doctor said you can still be saved. I held Mo Han's hand and stopped talking, but kept crying.

"Fool, I'm too late, but I still have something I want to say to you. ”

"You say. ”

"Actually, I've always liked you! I love you very much, Chen Ye! When you know I have a boyfriend, you look so jealous. I think you are the best gift God has given me, you accompany me when I am lonely, you help me when I am helpless, my life is all about you, I want to be with you forever, love you all the time, and marry you!" I kept shaking and put Mo Han's hand on my face.

"I want to love you like this, I want to love you like this, I love to sleep in your arms, I want to eat under your gaze, I want to eat the food you cook, I want to sleep in the same bed with you, I want to be by your side and never leave you, I want to love you like this! Together at any time, I love you very much! Chen Ye!" I cried, I really cried heartbreakingly.

"Don't say it, I love you, I love you too! I love you too, wait for me, I'll go to the doctor, there must be a way!" I screamed.

"But I can't do it, I can't be by your side anymore, I'm sorry, the person I love the most, I've seen that girl, yes, you can be with her, forever, let her replace me, be with you!" Mo Han said, Mo Han's eyes turned red, she was holding back herself not to cry.

"Don't say it again!I'll break up with her right away!Okay, don't leave me!Mohan!"I'm broken!

"I seem to have seen it, I am married to you, you are very handsome, our child must be very beautiful, I like my daughter, of course my son is fine, I hold the child, you hold us, we will be together forever, I have already named our child, whether it is male or female, it is called Chen Mo, how about it, isn't it good, Chen Ye, I don't want to leave you! I want to love you like this!

Why are we all cowards and don't dare to say our love earlier!" Mo Han couldn't help it and cried, and then Mo Han gradually stopped breathing, his eyes were empty, and finally Mo Han said hard.

"Give you a lifetime, I have no regrets!"

"Ahh

"What are you doing! Mo Han is not dead! Mo Han is not dead! She is still going to marry me, we are going to have a baby, our child is called Chen Mo, hey! You fucking let go! Mo Han is not dead! Mo Han is not dead! She is not dead! I love her! I love her!" I looked at the white cloth covering Mo Han's face, when did that incomparably delicate face become so pale and weak!

Don't, don't, don't leave me alone. I knelt in front of Mo Han, speechless.

Five days later, I came to Mo Han's apartment, Mo Han had been cremated, in front of me, I hadn't eaten for three days, these five days, I didn't say a word, I opened the door, it was very fragrant inside, I walked around, looking at the smell of Mo Han here, Mo Han lived here, spent lonely days alone, and regarded me as the hope of life, it was ridiculous!

I found a door, it was locked, it was a combination lock, I tried Mo Han's birthday, no, her parents' birthday, no, the moment I realized what the password was, I was scared, I was scared, I was scared, I still entered that string of numbers, the lock opened, and there was a ringtone.

"Chen Ye, my favorite person, happy birthday! I wish you a happy birthday, a happy birthday!"

The password is my birthday. I walked in, and it was a wooden table with a diary on it, and I opened it.

"On March 7, 2005, I met Chen Ye, and I seemed to like him a little. ”

"On April 15, 2005, Chen was also a warm man, as if he did the same for all girls, whether he liked me or not, I was afraid. ”

"On July 15, 2005, I found out that Chen also chose liberal arts, and I want to be like him, and start studying hard tomorrow. ”

"2006......... "I kept flipping through it, a full book, densely packed with words, every diary, all about me, this is a diary that belongs to me and Mo Han, I held the diary, closed my eyes. I touched a white cloth next to me, and the white cloth fell.

It was a painting, it was the most beautiful painting in the world! I covered my mouth with my hand and knelt in front of that picture, once Mo Han joked that he wanted to take a wedding photo with me, but I didn't agree, so Mo Han drew one by himself?

In that painting, Mo Han's face is very beautiful, there is a child in her arms, her face is blank, in the corner you don't pay attention to, there is a woman who loves you very much! You never know, for the so-called love, you actually don't know at all, you are her everything, you don't know anything!

As the sun went down and night fell, the room became dark, but there were words on the walls, written in highlight.

"Mo Han loves Chen Ye, the whole world doesn't know!"

I seemed, I seemed to see Mo Han hiding in the corner, looking at the words on the wall at night, crying loudly, and then wiping away his tears, saying what to insist on.

"Bang Bang Bang!" I slapped myself countless times and fell to the ground.

"Ahh

"Hey, Chen. ”

"What's the matter?"

"Do you have any dreams?"

"Yes, if it weren't for the accident, I might be a writer. ”

"Really? Then I'll help you choose a pen name, well, a winter night! ”

"Yes, how did you come up with it. ”

"Hehe, awesome, look at your name taken apart, it's a winter night. ”

"And what are your dreams?"

"My dream, my dream is ........."

"I'll always be with you!" "What kind of girl likes you is to study your name so thoroughly."

Looking back, I know how stupid I am, I stood on the bridge, smoking, I looked back, it seemed that there was a girl smoking, I hugged her and lit her cigarette with my own cigarette, Mo Han, I will not forget you, in this life, you are my wife!

"If we had been braver with each other, maybe the outcome would have been different. "I thought so, but there is no regret medicine in the world.

After many years, I also heard Mo Han's parents say it.

"My daughter has never had a boyfriend, and when we urged, she just said that she was waiting for someone, someone she loved very much. ”

I, I should have known earlier, holding the ring in my hand, missing the person I missed, separated by heaven and earth, it seems that someone is saying: cowards can't be together.

Fuck the fuck, until the end you know that girl doesn't belong to anyone, it's just you, you know what that feels like? It's fucking like shit!

Chen also loves Mohan, and the whole world will know it.

"Haha. The girl's wind-chime-like laughter seemed to be still in her ears, and the bite marks on her arms seemed to be shocking, and the girl's face was vivid.

Mo Han, I, Chen Ye, love you the most.

Chen Ye finished speaking, and the cigarette was finished, according to his words, he cried angrily again, I looked at Chen Ye, and thought to myself.

"Is the love of a coward so pathetic? ”