Chapter 42, a voice from the bottom of my heart, another me.
As soon as he finished eating, before he had time to rest for a while, Xu Zheng was about to start leaving.
"Well, I'm really a little reluctant. ”
Sitting at the table, Xu Zheng took the small green notebook of "Longing for Life", recording some of his feelings in the past few days.
No one bothered him, leaving him alone to think and feel quietly,
He thought about the past few days, and the only thing that made him remember was only one,
That is after Fu Ye fainted, when they were sent to the hospital, Fu Ye's pale face, thinking, he was brushing the pen,
"The mushroom house is a very beautiful place that allows people to give up all their worries, however, it is not a good thing to forget their troubles, because, sometimes, there are some troubles in life, so that you can feel that you are truly alive,
If you say a person who makes me remember deeply, I'm afraid there is only Xiao Ye, his appearance has broken our illusions about the life we yearn for, here, if you want to live, there is only an equivalent exchange, that is desperate,
I witnessed an honest child who began to change himself for life, the so-called variety show sense, but it's just sleek,
In the face of Xiaoye's change, I don't know whether to be happy or sad,
Happily, he has learned how to adapt to the way of life in this society - to be a 'smart' person,
Sadly, this life changed another person who loved it......"
Putting down the pen, Xu Zheng carefully put the small notebook into the drawer, sighed slowly, stood up, and walked out.
"Guys, I'm leaving, I'll come to you next time!"
"Don't come, order a meal, you'll almost tire us out. ”
Huang Lei rolled his eyes and said angrily,
Both of them laughed and joked with each other,
And Xu Zheng didn't have the heaviness that he had just written about his feelings in the hut, as if the previous one was just an illusion.
In fact, everyone wears a mask, as an old fritter who has been crawling in society for decades, the mask has never been taken off in front of people, and even only when he is alone, he dares to take off the mask and cry secretly,
Masks – some people wear more than one......
After sending Xu Zheng away, everyone was idle and had nothing to do.
"Xiao Ye, it's okay today, why don't you go out for a walk?!"
Huang Lei seemed to remember something, and said,
"Huh? Okay. ”
Fu Ye was stunned for a moment, then reacted, nodded, and went out.
Xiaoling, your Uncle Huang can only help you here, as for whether it will succeed or not, it depends on your fate.
Huang Lei looked at Fu Ye's back and thought silently,
……
However, Fu Ye, who had just walked out of the door, was a little uncomfortable at this time.
What is he going to do when he comes out?!
For a while, Fu Ye seemed to have lost his goal,
The people in the village didn't like him in the first place, and it was boring to go anywhere.
And Xiaoling is still in school, so naturally she can't go, for fear of disturbing her studies.
"It turns out that I have been alone for a long time. ”
Looking around, Fu Ye smiled bitterly and laughed at himself,
He slowly has, there is no purpose, everything is according to the feeling, slowly came to the mountain, a silence,
"Well, it's not bad here. ”
Fu Ye sat on the ground and muttered, suddenly stunned again,
"I ...... Who else can accompany me? Am I only lonely?"
For a while, he was a little confused, and even a little overwhelmed,
At this moment, a voice from the bottom of my heart sounded,
"You're so unsociable, tsk, it's pitiful, if you let me come, it won't be like this!"
"Who?!"
Fu Ye was taken aback, and hurriedly asked,
"I ...... It's you!"