Chapter Seventy-Four: Keeping Your Eyes Open Doesn't Mean Facing Reality
A gust of wind blew, but it couldn't blow away the sadness of the parking lot in front of the wanderer.
Chen Can exhaled deeply, he felt that it was enough, it was enough, since it had come to this point, but such a god had no intention of letting go of such a few people.
"When, in the end, is a head. Chen Can patted Ah Bin's shoulder, his heart was full of sympathy for Ah Bin, he felt that he had not done this kind of thing for a long time that had nothing to do with interests but only temperament, even this storm would drag him into such a muddy water, but Chen Can did not regret it at all, this is his bottom line as a man, although the world does not care what kind of bottom line this little person has, but he can't give up the little thing in his heart because of such a little.
Big tears, from the life that makes people so bitter that they can't twist a drop of water and come over the men's faces, he has experienced steel knives, experienced life and death, no heart, no lungs, and even no feelings, but one by one crying like a girl, maybe as an old man, the most embarrassing is when tears are shed, but at this time, no one can imagine the word shame, only the man who stands in their world and has already become their spiritual pillar.
That man saved their tattered souls and gave them other yearning for life, just like a puppet suddenly came back to life, but the so-called beauty will always be stifled by such a river and lake and there is no room for survival.
Chuangzi, this bastard who thinks that his conscience was eaten by dogs five years ago, he can cut off Lao Lai's fingers without jumping his eyelids, and he has even been used to those white knives in and red knives out, but after hearing this belief that only makes people think of despair, his performance is not as crazy as Li Panruo, although his temper is probably ten thousand times more irritable than Li Panruo's on weekdays.
He just kept his eyes open, just looking up at the starry sky, eager to stare out his eyes, behind him was the fat Tang Jin and Yingzi, maybe this man was just reckless, and he didn't want the two of them to see such a sad scene of him.
But despite this, the big drops of tears still fell down his cheeks, drop after drop, and there was no intention of stopping at all.
The old five, who has always had a temperament, has already cried into tears, and the choked appearance of this big man may make people feel ridiculous, but the scene in front of him has already made people forget what a smile is.
"I'm sorry. Abin spat out these three words, he only felt that the grief was going to crush him, but he could only spit out these three words, this was his powerlessness, or maybe it was just what he could do now.
Chen Can heard Ah Bin's words, his heart suddenly pinched, he inexplicably remembered the figure of this young man desperately stepping into the Bai family compound, thinking that this young man had now defeated that Wang Pi, he couldn't help but say angrily: "Who are you sorry for?"
"Everyone. Abin lowered his head deeply, and his waist slowly bent down.
Li Banruo, who was sitting on the ground crying silently, suddenly got up, Chen Can subconsciously protected Ah Bin, he thought that Li Banruo, who had a hideous expression at the moment, would do something crazy, but a hand was placed on his shoulder, Chen Can turned his head, only to find that Ah Bin shook his head at him.
Although Chen Can felt a little unwilling for Abin in his heart, he still quietly got out of the way, but he still looked at Li Banruo with a vigilant face, because no one could guarantee what Li Banruo would do at this time.
Ah Bin took a deep breath, he was ready to meet Li Banruo's anger, even if Li Banruo gave him a knife now, he would be able to accept it, and he would not have any resentment towards Li Banruo, because from beginning to end, Ah Bin felt that if he worked harder, harder, if he left his life in the Bai family, he might be able to save Wei Jiu.
Just wiping his tears and taking a step forward, he didn't want Li Banruo to do anything to Abin at this time, he knew Abin very well, saying that Abin didn't try his best was all fake, he was ready to stop Li Banruo at any time, he knew very well that if Li Banruo made some impulsive moves now, he would regret it for the rest of his life.
But in the next scene, to everyone's surprise, Li Banruo directly hugged Ah Bin, this guy who usually goes crazy even when he hears a sentence or two, this is his old-fashionedness, or for the emotional thing, he has left too many scars, so that he has long dared not confide or show anything.
But it was such a person, so he made a move that was completely inconsistent with him, he hugged Abin like this, in this life, Li Banruo had never hugged a man, but at this moment he just found that such a guy who obviously knocked down Yan Jingyu had an unusually thin body, just like ribs, and the bones seemed to be pierced out, which made people feel very uncomfortable.
"Abin, if anyone dares to resent you, I will kill him. Li Banruo said like this, although the voice was not loud, but it was enough for everyone in the parking lot to hear, maybe this sentence was too harsh and even exaggerated, but his tone did not doubt it at all.
Abin's expression stiffened like this, and at the same time, it was his body that stiffened, as if this hug had pulled out all the pain on his body, and he was a little at a loss, but after hearing Li Banruo's words that didn't seem like a joke at all, he, who had been announcing such a suffocating news with a calm expression, shed tears for a while.
"General... Grandpa... The Ninth Master is dead... It's really dead. He choked up and said, although he still carried that heavy story on his body, and there were reasons why he could not show a weak expression, but now he was more like a child who had done something very wrong, just choked on Li Banruo's shoulder.
Li Panruo held Abin's shoulder tightly, this person who was abandoned by this world, was distressed for a while, and he said word by word: "I know." ”
"It's... All this... Could it be a dream?" Abin choked up as he spoke, perhaps after hearing Li Banruo's words, his nerves had already become numb after experiencing great compassion, and he suddenly remembered what happened this night, the blood in the teahouse, Wei Jiu who fell in a pool of blood, the letter in his chest, and the last smile on Wei Jiu's face.
Originally, it was just a dream, but at this moment, he suddenly realized that all this was not a dream.
Sometimes, keeping your eyes open doesn't mean you're facing reality.
In this storm, it is clear that they have done nothing wrong, but in the final analysis, they have lost, and what they have lost has left no trace, and the most important thing is not just a person, but a faith.
"Abin, it will always pass, all this will always pass, whether we accept it or not, it will pass..."Li Panruo muttered like this, because he could clearly feel the trembling of Abin's body.
Those unrecognizable nightmares just drilled into Ah Bin's heart at this moment, and the sound of two gunshots rang in his ears again, and then it was a crimson, still the familiar smell.
That's the taste of loss.
"I've lost, I've lost everything, Master Pan, do you know? The old man who saved my life, Aunt Bai, Little Huya, and the Ninth Master, they left no trace, I can't support it anymore, I don't know how to carry all this, so promise me, Master Pan, you will never die, at least until I die, don't die." Abin whispered softly in Li Panruo's ear, this is an agreement about these two little people who meet in this hot and cool river, and it belongs to them alone.
Li Panruo smiled forcefully, although he was sad in his heart, he still kept warning himself in his heart, don't let this sadness make this already desperate situation even more desperate.
"Little bunny, are you cursing me to die? Remember, I will never die, I promise you. Li Panruo scolded.
Ah Bin also smiled, but the smile like the sun was just distressing at this moment.
"Lord, I'm tired. Abin whispered.
"Sleep, don't worry, when you open your eyes, I will definitely be there, we still have to kill a piece of armor without leaving it, and we still have to earn this breath for the ninth master." Li Panruo said.
Ah Bin slowly closed his eyes, and the nightmare's torture for him came to an abrupt end when Li Banruo said such a word.
This is destined to be a story that is so bitter that people can't help crying, but if it is so sad and slumped just because of this, this story will never end, never.
A black Mercedes-Benz S500 drove in and stopped at this time, and stopped behind Wuling Hongguang, the woman who got out of the car and got out of the car with such an aura, but maybe it was an illusion, Chen Can always felt that the eyes of this fairy-like woman were a little red, as if she had cried, but as soon as this idea appeared in Chen Can's mind, he immediately lingered, in his opinion, this woman would never shed tears.
After Ma Wenrou got out of the car, she directly saw the scene of these two big men hugging each other and crying like a girl, her face did not appear teasing, but frowned, her face was sad, and she did not make a sound to ruin such a scene in front of her, the rivers and lakes she thought were like this from beginning to end.
A road about suffering is inexhaustible, only to bear as a companion, and it is precisely because of this that a person will be truly strong and then invulnerable.
She inexplicably remembered what Wei Jiusuo said to him back then.
Ma Wenwen, you will one day be so strong that you don't know yourself, so the suffering I have experienced, you will not be less, and the things I have, you will also not be less, but no matter what, don't regret walking on this road, because at the moment of regret, you will really understand what it means to be doomed.