(Recommended reading: He only cares about his own sadness today, he told me that this is my own fault, he just doesn't want to let go of me, understand? he doesn't want me to go, so he must get close to me, even if it makes us negative distance and abandon those romances, let me understand that I am just his!

As he said this, in the large bath, he pressed me against the cool wall of the bath, ignoring my low wailing, and did what made me feel miserable completely, ferociously.

I could only grit my teeth and passively accept this.

I couldn't bear it because it wasn't any nice to me, he didn't have any skills, he was completely rampage through my body, it hurt, I felt like he was just trying to split me in half!

Maybe for him, he was also in pain, and it all burst out at once, making him desperately hard.

I had to lie there and cry silently, and I waited for a long time before he slowly stopped hurting me.

But he still moved nostalgically twice, and struggled desperately in the end, and even his voice was a little sad, "From now on, you are completely mine, and you can't go anywhere, because you were originally changed back by me!"

Shen Linfeng grabbed one of my arms and spoke to me, I looked back at him with tears in my eyes, I hated him very much, hated him for not being gentle, when he was doing it, he didn't even say a word of love for me, and they couldn't understand each other a little bit, because I also destroyed Shen Linfeng's beautiful illusions.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he took me out of the bathtub, and in the evening, he asked for another time, like a beast that only vents.

With the first time, the second time, and the third time, he will become anytime and anywhere, and there is nothing to continue to expect from him.

He only knew that he wanted me, grabbed me, tossed and turned on me, and when I did these things, I didn't have a single pain, which became a kind of shadow for me, and when the shadow of his body fell down, I was afraid.

But I couldn't help it, I thought to myself, I should just lie here like this, he can do whatever he likes, not only do I have no freedom, but I also don't have any opportunity to express my will.

Shen Linfeng loves me, I am just a woman, if he doesn't love me, I am nothing.

Who has ever seen a doll in the corner that can choose its own life?

When he was done, he asked me, "Can't you leave me?"

I nodded as if I wasn't conscious, "yes, got it!"

"That's good!" I know he just doesn't want to express himself anymore.

This is the only silent contradiction between our countless contradictions, and for me, it is also the most tragic one.

Shen Linfeng saw that I agreed to him, and pulled me over again, pressed it down, and rolled it under him, his body didn't expose my skin to the air at all, he was really tired today, and in terms of physical strength, he got a dripping and exquisite pleasure.

About the morning, he went out, as usual.

He was still very light when he left, he was going to deal with the bloated fiancée alone, he was about to be split in half, and he couldn't help himself.

After he left, I wanted to find someone to talk to about myself, but in my head, there was no one to talk to me about this, not even cheap.

She has distanced herself from me little by little, in the chaos of life.

I thought about it for a long time, and I actually thought of her, the woman who gave birth to me, only she could give me a little advice, or cry to her unscrupulously.

I immediately sent her a text message saying only that something had happened to me!

Probably today she was also lonely in the empty room, and when I was sitting on the bed in a trance, she came and called me to open the door for her.

At that time, I was scared, I didn't know what I was afraid of, I didn't even wear shoes, so I swayed outside, and I realized something strange between my legs, not a special pain, but a very uncomfortable feeling.

She was still smoking in the car, I opened the door, and when she didn't drive the car in, she saw me hiding in the car first, and got into the car, so I lay in front and cried, "I had an accident, Shen Linfeng doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't love me anymore!"

I looked like an unkempt psychopath, and she immediately threw her cigarette out the car window in shock, "What's wrong with you?

I told me about the changes that happened with Shen Linfeng yesterday, and even she secretly smacked her tongue when she heard it, and exclaimed, "Daughter, Shen Linfeng is your life, if you lose him, you will be ruined! Look at your current appearance, do you think there is a man who likes one and a madman?"

Her words immediately stunned me, because before I knew it, I was about to become crazy.

She pulled me in the mirror in the car and looked at it, and said distressedly, "You can't look like this, not only do you not recognize yourself, but if you hold it like this, you will go crazy sooner or later!"

I saw that my face was very pale, and it had become that unhealthy white, with a sad face, red circles under my eyes, and a look of great sadness everywhere.

She sighed, drove in, told me to hurry up and go in with her, and saw a bright color on the carpet, which she seemed to already know.

I burst into tears when I looked at this, and the unbearable time made my heart cold.

"Come up with me!" she dragged me upstairs and into a room where there was a dresser with so many skincare products on it that I couldn't count.

She picked it up and looked at it, and saw that none of the bottles had been opened, and she looked very sad, "These are all prepared for you by your mother, you haven't used them at all, you tell your mother, what have you done here?"

"A woman, if no one treats you well, then you have to learn to be nice to yourself, you know? You are no longer a child, you have to learn to take care of yourself!"

After she finished speaking to me, she took my little hand, showing a little tenderness, "Clean up yourself, Mom will help you!"

The dimples on her face are beautiful.

She gave me guidance, I felt that there was something to do, and she saw that I was listening to her, and she left the room first.

Actually, it's not that she didn't take care of me, the clothes in the closet, all the new decorations here, she did it all by herself, but as she said herself, she could only do this.

I began to clean myself up, because even I didn't want to see myself in such a bleak way.

Women are like this, just like the fruits in the fruit bowl, they all have an expiration date, if you don't take care of them, you will slowly lose moisture, carefully tidy yourself up, and straighten your hair, you can look new.

After changing into a dress, I wondered what she was doing, and went out of the room to take a look, but I realized that I walked very lightly and carefully, and did not make any sound at all, like a ghost, for fear that if I made a louder noise, something terrible would happen.

She didn't hear me go behind her, I saw her silently roll up the carpet in the living room and put it on the edge of the sofa, moving the coffee table was very laborious for her, making her look a little sweaty, she wiped her hand on her forehead, only to see me, and smiled at me.

I was like a mirror to her, smiling at her, and maybe I didn't even know it.

When she saw that I was dressed up much better, she grabbed me and said, "Let's go, mom will relax with you, you really can't do this, you can't even adjust yourself, this is a very dangerous thing, if you can regulate yourself well, those unpleasant things won't happen!"

I sat in her car and followed her out, and she said to me, "Many things are not what you want, as long as you are still under his protection one day, you can only wronged yourself!"

I wronged myself because I had to wronged myself for a reason, it was Hu Mei, she forced me to do this.

"It would be nice if I didn't have to listen to Hu Mei anymore, if only I didn't have her!"

The car slammed into place......

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