87, falling * is not a ruthless thing

Cousin Qiao's sudden "wow wow crying" frightened Wang Jian, and he couldn't care about anything on the spot, so he directly stretched out his hands and hugged the crying Zeng Jingrong in his arms, touched his face and patted his back, anxious and heartbroken, and said:

"Why are you crying? Did I just say the wrong thing? Then I'll take it back. Don't cry, don't cry!" Wang Jian comforted him, and at the same time wiped his face with his hand, but found that Cousin Qiao's beautiful eyes were like untightened faucets, and the tears flowed more and more.

Zeng Jingrong ignored Wang Jian's comfort, and fell into Wang Jian's arms, which was not generous, but made her feel unusually solid and safe, crying bitterly, and crying happily for a while, then sat up from Wang Jian's arms, wiped the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand, and spoke to Wang Jian intermittently:

On the night of the wedding, he ...... He was excited...... But it ...... But it doesn't work, it doesn't work in any way...... I've thought about it all, but I can't do it, I ...... Can't get up...... At first, I thought it was because I had something wrong with me, or that I was able to stop him and make a mistake, so I ...... So I also turned a blind eye to him looking for other women outside......

"Later, my mother accompanied me to the People's Hospital, and the doctor said that all my physiological indicators were normal, and I called him to check it out, but he couldn't get it, saying that he was normal, there was nothing wrong with him, and he had two girlfriends before, both of whom were fine, and they could do it normally with them...... Do that...... And said it must be my problem...... Say I'm going to live like this with him, let me leave him alone what he's doing outside, what if I ...... If you want to love 0 people, he won't care about me......

"But, I ...... How could I possibly go to find someone who loves 0...... Woowoo...... How could I do that kind of thing......" Speaking of this, Zeng Jingrong couldn't talk anymore, thinking of her grievances in the past two years, she cried loudly again and howled.

What, Li Lao Liu...... Li Laoliu's goods are really ...... Sure enough, don't lift it?

Wang Jian was stunned and listened to the pretty cousin with pear blossoms in his arms, his face was full of disbelief, and his face was full of incredulity!

Just a month ago, Wang Jian and Jian's mother went back to their hometown to attend Li Laoliu's funeral, and heard his aunt in the next room say that his "dead ghost son-in-law" was a "villain" who "ate, drank, prostituted, gambled, smoked", and "had all five poisons", and was also "infertile".

Unexpectedly, it became a prophecy!

Li Lao Liu, who has already flown out of the world, actually ...... It turned out to be really a "non-lifting goods"?!!

In this way, Zeng Jingrong, the second cousin in the next room who he used to think about day and night, although he and Li Lao Liu have been married for two years, in the past two years, the two have only put on a layer of marriage skin, but in fact, they are not worthy of the name, each has its own life, and lives a de facto "sexless marriage"?

And his pretty cousin is still a clean yellow flower girl?

The red spots on the paper ball in Cousin Qiao's hand just now are not "big aunts", but ...... But......

"God, how can I, Wang Jian, be so good, why do you want to be so good to me?" For a moment, Wang Jian only felt a sense of happiness and pride like a monstrous wave hit his whole body, making him tremble with excitement and almost faint!

He suddenly hugged Zeng Jingrong in front of him in his arms, hugged him tightly, and then kissed Zeng Jingrong's somewhat cold face with his mouth, and went to kiss each other's lips with residual tears, kissed each other two or three times, and once again tightly, like hugging the most precious treasure in the world, hugged each other into his arms, trembling, and said with emotion:

"Sister Jingrong, thank you, thank you very much......! I didn't expect it at all, I ...... I can still have your ...... Your first ...... I'm so excited, and I feel so happy and lucky!

"Don't worry, Jingrong, I will be responsible for you! I want you to be my girlfriend - no, be my wife, be my wife! We won't open the door tomorrow, we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow to get the certificate, okay?" In the excitement, Wang Jian didn't bother to call what sister, and directly called Zeng Jingrong's name.

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Seeing her own fall* and losing her first time, Zeng Jingrong's mood at this time was undoubtedly extremely complicated.

Among them, there are regrets, nostalgia, sorrow and pain caused by reminiscing about the unbearable past, and some kind of farewell, because from then on, she is a woman in the true sense.

But what happens when you become a woman?

She's still the same as ever, a widow who has been married and a man has died, right?

is even more of a worthless "second sister-in-law"!

Maybe in the eyes of Wang Jian, her cousin in the next room, she also thinks so.

And everything he had just done with her, everything that happened between the two of them, was just because opposites attracted, because he had liked her before and had some kind of longing for her.

Now, his childhood dream has come true, and after calming down, he should also return to reality, right?

Then, from then on, between himself and him, it was probably "he took his Yangguan Road, and I crossed my single-plank bridge".

Can I stay in Jiangcheng in the future and work in the bun shop?

Shouldn't it be appropriate?

He'll be embarrassed, and I'll probably feel uncomfortable, even painful.

So, what should I do? Go back, go back to my hometown, buy a ticket tomorrow and go back to the ten cities to continue to be a farmer, and continue to grow my own origami roots to sell?

That should be the end of it.

Because this is my life in Zeng Jingrong's life!

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Countless bizarre, self-pitying thoughts and voices stirred and echoed in Zeng Jingrong's mind "afterwards", thinking of the sad place, for a while, she couldn't help but shed tears.

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Then, it wasn't until Wang Jian's sentence "I want to be responsible for her, I want her to be his girlfriend and wife, and then I will drag her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a certificate tomorrow" sounded in her ears that Zeng Jingrong woke up from her cranky thoughts and self-pity.

The woman who woke up could hardly believe her ears:

Does Wang Jian really want to be his girlfriend by himself?

Not only that, but he also wants to be his wife? Tomorrow he will drag himself to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a certificate?

Shocked, skeptical, surprised, moved...... After countless emotions, she began to instinctively shake her head in refusal.

"No, strong. I am not worthy of you, and I am not qualified to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a certificate with you and be your wife. Zeng Jingrong left Wang Jian's embrace, stared at the flushed and emotional boy in front of her, and shook her head.

"Why can't you, Jing Rong? Why can't you be worthy? If you are worthy, you are worthy!" Wang Jian grabbed Zeng Jingrong's shoulders and shook them vigorously, seeing that the other party began to cry again, his heart was in pain, so he stretched out his palm, which was more beautiful and whiter than a woman, to wipe the hot tears on the woman's face.

Zeng Jingrong let Wang Jian shake her shoulders, and let him wipe the tears on her face, she stretched out her right hand, touched Wang Jian's incrediblely delicate face, which may only appear in dreams, smiled sadly, and said:

"Don't be stupid, Jianjian, you know why. Age, culture, family, relationships, and most importantly, who I am now, don't all add up? So, don't be impulsive, don't be willful, okay? Otherwise, you'll regret it, and people will laugh at youβ€”"

"I don't care! I don't care about bullshit at allβ€”"

"But I care!" Zeng Jingrong suddenly interrupted Wang Jian's words and yelled at him, "You don't care, I care! Why are you so strong and domineering? Why do I have to listen to you and be at your mercy? Woo woo...... Can't you just respect me and let me do what I want......?" Why should people listen to you and let you arrange everything...... Why ......?"

Zeng Jingrong howled again, crying heartbreakingly, it was really sad for the listeners, and tears for the hearers.

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